Li Mao has never felt so powerless in his life.

It's like a big invisible hand, no matter how much he tries to get rid of it, he will always strangle his neck again.

No matter how stupid her wife was, how uninformed, and how wrong she was, he always hoped that she would change for the better. For this, he even wanted to think about her future. He knelt down to his mother, he confessed his mistakes to his nephew, he could solve all the obstacles from the outside, but he still couldn't change his wife.

They all feel that he is growing, and he is trying to find a way to change the situation, change Da Chu, and change the family's predicament.

Only he knows the Tao, and the only one he wants to change is her.

His mother, his nephew, his son, every one of them was wiser than their husbands and wives, they were alert, they were decisive, they were courageous, and every one of them would live well and happily, and if they sat in his place, each one would do better than him. What do they need him to change?

What he saw in his wife was not his own shadow? He hopes that she can get better, just as he himself has become better and can live to the heavens and the earth, and he also hopes that his wife can also turn back.

The world can forgive men for their cruelty and selfishness, and praise one story after another of "the prodigal son does not change his money", why can't she forgive her for the ignorance of a woman?

Li Mao has always felt that the most valuable thing about being born in a family like his own is not the title and fame left by his father, but the open-minded tolerance left by his father. He and his wife are so unbearable, but everyone is still willing to give them a chance, hoping that they can repent and go better, and it also makes him want to prove to everyone that although the beginning is not good, there is always hope for a happy ending.

But now, her wife has started her own set of "ghost and god theory" again.

used to say that his mother was possessed by his sister-in-law and wanted to come to the house to take revenge, but now he said that his sister-in-law came in person, the purpose was to take revenge.

Avenge? What revenge? She is so stupid, she can't even harm others, except for him and Ming'er, who is willing to spend all her efforts to fight wits and strength for her? Even his mother, after knowing her calculations, can easily overturn the result, a woman like sister-in-law, seeing her way of life under the spring, can only laugh at her, where will she care about this?

His family's Langlang Guogong Mansion, why is he afraid of ghosts?

If you say that you can never get rid of something wrong, then a person like him who is fueling the fire is the accomplice of his wife's evil, and she has come to this point, and he should also deserve death.

For a while, Li Mao felt a sense of sadness that "things hurt their kind".

"Ming'er, your mother is tired, you go out and play by yourself." Li Maoqiang said to his son with a wooden face.

"My mother has just gotten up, and my mother is not tired." Li Ming looked at his father's face with a dead expression, and hurriedly shook his head.

If he leaves, his mother may be reprimanded by his father. He can't go.

"Don't you even listen to me?" Li Mao admitted that he was angry with his child, but if he didn't vent his frustration, he was afraid that he would really do something wrong.

"I ......"

"Ming'er, go out, your father wants to talk to your mother, it's not good for you to stay."

Li Ming saw that his mother also drove him away, and he lowered his head and went out of the house with tears in his eyes.

He didn't go far, he sat on the threshold of the door of his father's bedroom, his little ears were high, and he listened to the movement inside.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on!" Li Mao rubbed his temples weakly and sat down. He has been interrogated for a day and a night, and under the pressure of internal and external troubles, he has been forced to speak well.

He was not a man of great perseverance or resourcefulness, and many smart people could see at a glance that something was wrong, but it took a lot of effort for him. It was an interrogation, but in fact he did nothing but listen. And the more confusing the results of the interrogation became, the more tense his nerves became.

In this case, he went back to his room to find his wife, originally to relax, what he needed now was a warm "You are back", a bed, a hug, not "You find me a heavenly master to practice".

But such a small wish has drifted away little by little.

"Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night and saw my sister-in-law standing at the head of my bed." Fang's expression was misty.

"I thought I was dreaming, but I bit my tongue and it hurt. I knew that I was not dreaming, but that my sister-in-law was really here......"

Seeing his wife's confused appearance, Li Mao couldn't help choking in his throat, and said with sad eyes:

"That's your hallucination. You're sick, Fang Wan. ”

Fang Clan hurriedly shook his head. "I'm not sick, I know myself. A few days ago, I was living a tormented life every day, and I finally let go of the knot in my heart, and I got your forgiveness, how could I get sick at this time? I don't even have insomnia at night, except for sleeping lightly, there is nothing else. ”

"Master, she just stood there and smiled at me, she didn't speak, her skin was white and wet, just like when she was fished out of the water...... Fang Shi looked at her husband, "Master, can you believe me once, believe me once?" Even if you think I'm ridiculous, just ask that Taoist priest to come back and see it for the sake of the child in my belly......"

"Do you know the child in your belly? That's what you're going to do? ”

Li Mao's voice was slightly hoarse.

"Your plan is to exorcise the ghost again?"

Li Mao held back the sourness of his nose and walked out with his head down.

"I'm going to calm down, I'm afraid I'll lose my temper and scare you if I sit here again."

He hurried out of the outer room, thinking about where to go and solve it alone. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Li Ming, who was sitting on the threshold with a helpless face, tilting his head obliquely, looking at him who came out of the room.

Somehow, Li Mao hugged his son and put his head on his little shoulders and couldn't help shaking.

He has been working hard to be strong for his family and children, but at this moment, he really can't be strong anymore.

Li Ming was first startled by his father's actions, and then suddenly felt a heat on his shoulders, and he was so frightened that he didn't even dare to move. He could only twist his neck and say to the people around him, "You all leave for a while, I have something to tell my father." ”

When these subordinates saw this situation, they didn't even dare to raise their heads, and hurriedly retreated.

Li Ming was also at a loss, except for his brother, he had never been relied on like this, he could only try his best to put his toes on his toes, as his grandmother often did to his brother and him, and kept stroking his father's back.

During the stroke, Li Ming felt that his palm touched his father's bulging spine, and under his father's coat and jacket, his body, which was originally very strong, did not know when Lu Dao began, and he had already lost weight like this.

What didn't he find out? Is it because the winter coat is heavy? Is it because he has the impression that his father should be so pampered and unfazed?

No, it's because after he left the Splendid Temple, he became less and less close to his father.

What did he do? I think my mother is annoying, I think my father is in charge of everything, I envy my brother's unrestrainedness, I use all my strength, I sue and beg in front of my grandmother, and I use all means to escape from Jinxiu Courtyard?

In fact, he already knew that his mother was wrong, right? But he couldn't accept that something was wrong, so he closed his ears and eyes, and dared to stay away.

My mother is now forced to become a madman, why not have his share of the sin?

Fang, who ran out of the inner room to keep her husband, saw the scene of her husband and son hugging each other like little beasts licking each other's wounds, and for some reason, quietly hid behind the door of the outer room.

She watched her husband bury his face completely on her son's shoulder, crying silently like when her father-in-law died. Her son's nose was red, but he wanted to bite his lip to keep himself from sobbing, and in order not to let his body tremble and attract her husband's attention, he could only quietly pinch himself......

Fang covered his face and suddenly squatted down weakly.

What a sin she has done! She made a good family almost fall apart, so that her husband and son no longer trusted her, she valued power, and lost power; She values the title, but she allows her husband and son to be separated from herself; She values herself, but now she has become indifferent and suspicious of herself!

For a while, she felt that she had nothing to fall in love with.

A family of three, one bedroom, was suddenly divided into two worlds.

Outside the house, Li Mao, who had been crushed to death by the last straw, and Li Ming, who was precocious enough to know what was going on, were comforting each other with their sadness; Inside the house, there was Fang Clan, who was full of grief and regret, and longed to die immediately, so that the two men she loved the most could be freed.

This huge bedroom seems to be unable to bear the sudden emotions.

Li Mao's father and son were at the door of the outer room to calm the wounds in their hearts, leaning on each other to support each other.

…… Until Li Ming could no longer stand on his toes, the two of them fell together.

Li Mao got up from the ground, reached out to wipe his face, and reached out to pull his son up. Li Ming stumbled, his calves couldn't stop shaking, and he couldn't stand at all.

Li Mao took a deep breath, picked up his son, and ran out lifelessly.

"Dad, what are you doing, Dad!"

"Dad will take you to the study and find someone to knead your tangled muscles."

"Ahhhh Daddy! Let me go on my own! I'm going to throw up! ”

"Then you just throw up! If you can't vomit, you can cry! ”

Fang, who watched the father and son running away, was already crying wet. She was suppressed and couldn't make a sound, but now she can finally cry.

"Woo! Ahh ”

The people have long been driven away, and even the mothers-in-law guarding in the corner room dare not go out to see what is going on. Sanxiu Fang had already been frightened by Li Ming and Li Mao, and was ready to wait for Fang to finish crying before entering the house, so as not to embarrass the master.

A moment later.

In the inner room of the Splendid Courtyard, Fang took out a packet of small gold particles and poured himself a glass of water.

Now that no one believes her words anymore, this Zhang Jing is clearly going to pester her all the time and prevent her from giving birth to a child safely, instead of being aggrieved and remorseful and dying of fright, it is better to commit suicide now, and leave some thoughts for her husband and son.

Fang Shi held the gold nugget, and kept thinking in his mind that if she committed suicide, her words would be believed. And when she died, all sins were washed away.

She wanted to murder Zhang Jing's son, and she and the child had to take their lives, and the great sin could be washed away.

She thought about how remorseful and sad their father and son would be, and for a moment an inexplicable relief came to her heart.

I'm not a witch! I didn't look for that goddess to hurt anyone! I'm not lying!

Look! I haven't done any of that!

I wanted to hurt someone, but I thought about it for five years before I dared to do it!

I'm going to die, but you people are murderers no less than yourself, murderers!

I won't spare you if I'm a ghost!

Fang picked up a golden bead, put it in his mouth, and picked up the glass of water again......

Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang.

Fang's movements froze.

She moved her hand to her stomach.

Bang, bang, bang.

The child in Fang's belly moved as if he was frantically trying to come out.

Fang's hand even felt the bulge after the little guy's violent kick.

One corpse has two lives, one corpse has two lives......

Her chest thumped and she couldn't breathe, and the violent movements reminded her that there was a living life in her belly, not something made of mud and wood.

She spit out the gold beads in her mouth, hugged her stomach and cried and laughed.

Should she say that they are all members of the Li family? Even if it's an unborn child, it's a general temperament?

They will not preach, nor will they rebuke, but will tempt you with pure affection and pity.

Tempting you to be ashamed of yourself, tempting you to be full of remorse, tempting you to look back at the once moving scene.

Don't be tempted! She is dead at this moment, and she is relieved!

If she could really go on with her mistakes without hesitation, she wouldn't be so painful, right?

Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang.

The beating in my stomach continued. It is like a child roaring to attract attention, and it is as eager and excited as if it wants to come out.

Fang's eyes became more and more blurry, and there were too many tears, even the inside of his nose was heavy.

She stretched out her palm and stroked her belly soothingly, slowly calming her emotions.

After a long time, she sat up, put away the scattered gold, calmly drank the glass of water, and took a deep breath.

I'm not afraid of death, are you still afraid of living? Even if she is covered in sewage, even if no one believes her, she has to live well.

Only by living can there be hope.

She also has two children, an elderly and sick mother-in-law, and a husband who has reached the peak. Now that she is dead, doesn't it make her relatives hurt and her enemies happy?

And her husband......

She was reluctant to give it to anyone. No one can take away her husband and children!

Fang summoned the maid to wash himself, and asked people to wait for him to change his clothes. Her face was still bloodless, but it had gained a level of calm that had been hard to come by in so long.

Her husband and son may have been utterly disappointed in her and would never come back. But it doesn't matter, she can still get out of the shackles.

They are a family, and no one can change that fact.

Even if there is retribution in the sky, she admits it and can accept it calmly.

But she must not leave the shadow of her husband and children to death his wife and mother.

About an hour later, there was another noise in the Splendid Courtyard.

Wen Xiu, who was applying powder to Fang's family, took a look at it, came back with wide eyes and said, "Master and Young Master Ming are here!" ”

Fang looked at the door with the same mood as if he had been pushed into the abyss and pulled up again.

"What you said is true?"

After a moment, her heart sank again.

At this time, maybe I wanted to persuade her to see a doctor and then take medicine to cure the disease. Otherwise, she will be completely disappointed in her and let her not go out in the future.

Li Ming and Li Rui both changed into new clothes, their hair was neat, and their faces were very clean. As soon as they entered the house, they were also stunned when they saw that Fang Shi, whose hair and clothes were all neatly tidied up, and his face was still smeared with thin powder.

They all know what to change their clothes for and what to tidy up their heads and faces.

A family of three stood in the room and looked at each other, speechless.

Li Mao and Li Ming's father and son glanced at each other, and instructed the subordinates they brought to move the things out of the house.

Fang's heart sank, sinking lower and lower, sinking deeper and lower, as if it had been crushed by a huge rock and shattered into mud.

Why do they want to move the things in the house?

Why did she remove all the tables, chairs, and couches in her inner room?

"Bring the bed frame in, and put it here!" Li Mao instructed the subordinates in the workshop to take his wife's hand and take her out.

"Sir, you ...... What are you doing here? Fang followed her husband like a prisoner facing the death penalty, and walked out full of doubts.

"Mother, you're so stupid, you can't get into the house by pulling out the bed, the next people will tear it down and move it in, you can't see it!" Li Ming said in an innocent voice, "When the bed was installed, it was dusty and noisy, so my father took you out of the room!" ”

As soon as Fang Shi heard that he didn't want to drive her out, the broken heart seemed to be gradually closed by something.

"But what bed ......?"

Li Mao stood up, turned his head sideways and said to Fang:

"From today onwards, Ming'er and I will move into the inner room to sleep with you. Ming'er and I have a bed, and you sleep in a bed by yourself, so that I don't have to worry about turning over in the middle of the night to wake you up. ”

"You said that my sister-in-law came to you, and there were two men sleeping in the house, if she still cared about my brother's face, she wouldn't break into my brother-in-law's room at night, right? I am a prince of the country, and I am also a blessed person who has been on the battlefield and escaped calamity, and I can always protect you. Li Mao tightened his wife's hand, "You don't need any Zhang Tianshi, my son and I will accompany you." ”

"Yes, yes, if my aunt comes, I will beg her not to come. I finally came out to see how good my brother was, why did he come to scare my mother. Li Ming also took Fang's other hand. I'm a child, and my aunt won't bear to make me sad. ”

Fang closed his eyes, and his shoulders shuddered suddenly.

If you really swallowed the gold just now......

She felt that even taking a step forward was such a difficult movement.

"Mother, why don't you leave?" Li Ming, who was holding Fang's hand with Li Mao, tilted his head and asked.

"No, it's nothing, my mother is just overjoyed all of a sudden." Fang Shi held Li Ming's hand, "Let's go, let's move forward." ”

Let her go forward, she wants to go forward.

Midnight, the inner room of Kinseo-in.

Fang Shi shuddered, and woke up inexplicably.

Between the bedside, Zhang Jing was still there. This time, she sat at the head of the bed, and she didn't have that sinister smile. There was only a small lamp in the room, and her face became more and more gloomy.

Fang Shi gasped, feeling pain all over his body, and his head stabbed like a pinprick.

Li Mao, who had just fallen asleep, moved his son's leg away from his stomach with sleepy eyes, sat up, and spoke in the dark: "Fang Wan? Are you awake? Having a nightmare? ”

Fang Shi looked at the sister-in-law who was sitting at the head of the bed, and then looked at her husband, whose eyelids kept going down, and while pinching his thighs, he replied calmly: "No, it's not a nightmare." The baby in my belly is getting older, and I always want to go to the toilet in the middle of the night, and I wake up in a hurry. ”

Li Mao was relieved to see that it was not what he thought in his heart.

Li Ming, who had woken up but was pretending to be asleep, also quietly snickered in the bed.

Li Mao called "Someone is coming", and the girls on night duty in the outer room hurriedly entered the inner room and carried Fang Shi to make it convenient. After washing his hands, Fang covered his head and face with a hot towel and persuaded Li Mao to sleep and rest.

Li Mao had to get up before dawn every day, and he didn't have to make up for sleep like Fang's, so he naturally fell asleep and fell asleep with peace of mind.

Fang Shi took a deep look at the sleeping faces of the father and son, and slowly walked to his bedside. She bypassed Zhang Jing, who was sitting at the head of the bed, slowly climbed into bed from the foot of the bed, and fell asleep again.

Fang Shi looked at Zhang Jing, who was still sitting there expressionlessly, and asked silently in his heart:

"Sister-in-law, I think so, you can hear me, don't you?"

Zhang Jing turned her head and nodded lightly at her.

"I was afraid of you before, and I was even more afraid of you. But I'm not afraid now. People and ghosts are sometimes just separated by a belly. Fang meditated in his heart. As a mother, the most important thing to worry about is the child, right? Now that I have repented, I will treat Rui'er as if it were my own......"

"Fang Wan, you are very willful." Zhang Jing said, "But with willfulness alone, you can't survive the rest of your life." ”

Fang Shi bit his lip and thought to himself.

"You don't have to survive the rest of your life, sister-in-law. If you complain that I want to harm your child, and come back this time to take revenge, this is also what I deserve, and I am willing to bear it. But the child in my womb is innocent, can I live to give birth to the child? ”

A tear slipped down her cheek.

"I will arrange the back roads of the children in the house, and I will also go to my mother's house to deal with everything. You'll let me hold on until I give birth, okay? ”

"Since you know that the last thing in the Dao is to die, why do you have to struggle? Just like when I committed suicide by throwing myself into a lake, knowing that it was where I was going, I stopped struggling and let myself sink to the bottom, whether it was bitter water or nectar, I calmly endured it. Zhang Jing looked at Fang's family, "The more you stay, the more painful it will be when you die?" The more things that wrap around you, the faster you'll sink. ”

"I'm a mortal, sister-in-law." Fang Shi looked at Zhang Jing's coquettish face even though it was white and gloomy, "I can't be so decisive as you." If I had the heart and resourcefulness of yours, Li Rui would not exist now. ”

For a while, the room was so quiet that even Li Mao's breathing could be heard.

Zhang Jing said as if muttering to herself: "Why is she not dying? She should have died a long time ago. Why does she want to turn back and live, but if I want to turn back, I can only die? ”

Fang had already closed his eyes in despair.

"But I want to see if you can live." Zhang Jing smiled as brightly as she had before her death.

When Fang heard Zhang Jing's words, he opened his eyes in disbelief and saw Zhang Jing smiling at her. She always smiles beautifully, and everyone agrees. The Fang clan had secretly slandered before, and it was too unseemly for a woman to laugh so wantonly.

But at this time, when Fang saw this familiar smile, he really admitted in his heart that a woman had to laugh like this once before she could be considered to have lived for herself.

If she lived, she would like to try this kind of laughter.

"That's the kind of stubborn person I am. Everyone said no, I have to see if it's okay. When I want you to die, you want to live, and I am not happy; Now that you're ready to die, I don't want you to die. Zhang Jing smiled even brighter. Just live it for me. If you can live well, you don't have to die. ”

"I'll keep coming, I'll be waiting for you in front, I'll always watch how you live. I want to see if if I could have lived a good life if I hadn't died. ”

"Fang Wan, I will always watch you."

"I hope you don't take your children with you when you come to me. Can you tell me that I was wrong. ”

The author has something to say: there is no small theater today, and if there is a head-up, it should be "That's what I did".

I wrote this paragraph for more than five hours, from yesterday to today, tossing and turning in bed. I think the stubborn person is actually me.

Attentive readers will find that in fact, the Fang clan in this article can be killed at least three times, and everyone is asking, "Why don't you die!" "Damn, how come out of a child!" "I won't die if I wipe it like this!" , I'm also asking myself, damn it, pray that you've decided to write her to death, why don't you start, don't do it, don't do it! Think about your earnings, think about the readers who discarded the text, think about those who expect to see good and evil rewarded!

You're a fool and a donkey psychopath!

Everyone is persuading me, readers are persuading me, and my family is persuading me when they hear my entanglement. The reader is the most important, and so is the benefit, everything can be done quickly without being entangled, as long as you move the pen. You have such a big brain, just write and she will die, she will step down, and she will go to Zhuangzi.

But I just held my breath.

For what is it that all the female supporting women can be accepted by everyone after being reborn, and they can write books one by one, so difficult for this scumbag to correct on the wrong path? It's so easy to die, and it's even easier to abolish her, but why is it so difficult for a female partner who has done bad things to repent and be a good person? It's harder to repent than to die calmly! Everyone is telling me that's the reality!

All the villains, female partners, and vicious daughters-in-law for what are you doing will all die! For what? When did this practice come about? She is also a human being, Fang was only in her early twenties when she made a mistake, and she is not thirty years old now, a person of the same age as me? You can try to keep her alive.

So I lifted my pen again and again, and put it down again and again. I watched the readers who had been following me leave one by one, and said to me, "Our Lady's heart is not abusive and the scumbag is worthy of me to abandon the text", and looked at everyone from top to bottom who wanted to say and stopped, "Look, what we said is right, you face the reality." "It's very difficult for me.

I know that when I finish writing this chapter, I guess it's over, and I'm afraid that the abandonment and scolding will drown me out. In any case, Xie Lu Xie everyone has accompanied me all the way, and the disgusting Fang family is also because I wrote this idiot too successfully, everyone is a good girl with a strong sense of justice, and a good child with three views who is very upright, if there is no support from you, I will not last long with such an update of 14,000 every day, and the fun of writing online articles is that someone can accompany you through the tormenting moment of turning writing into a person's stand-alone machine.

But I did it anyway. I want to try to use my pen to give Fang a way out, whether I can get out of the rut.

At the end of the day, it's not terrible to make mistakes, really, as long as you want to change. I hope that when you make mistakes and have made mistakes all the time, and you are struggling to break the jar or repent, there will be relatives and friends who will never give up, and there will be kind people like Gu Qing who will tell you that "if you have nothing to do, you can change it", there is a strict demon like Zhang Jing who will stare at you all the time and don't make it again, and at the end, there is a god like me, who can tell you - "Try again".