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Gu Ren gently sat beside her, looked at the volume of "The Yellow Emperor's Internal Scripture", and shook his head gently, "Although it is not full of mistakes and omissions, most of them are vague, how can you still read it?" ”

"Trying to find the wrong one." Qiluo told the truth that after she was reborn, she read all the medical books she read with a faulty heart, but before, she would take a pen and paper, and at this time, Duan Ding and his wife could let her read the book, even if they were gracious, how could they give her a pen and paper.

"What does this god do?" He laughed, and the lips that had been broken by Mrs. Duan cracked open, oozing a little blood.

Qiluo looked at it, not that he was distressed, but that he felt that Gu Ren was a little pitiful at this time.

"Don't have anything to tell me?" Kira decided not to go around in circles anymore.

"I'm sorry." No matter how difficult it is, he has to say it, after all, this is what he should tell Kira.

"Didn't you say it was the right decision? Since it is right, weishenme wants to say sorry. Kira stared into his eyes, and what she wanted to see in his eyes was not sure herself. What she could be sure of was that she didn't want to see hesitation, she didn't want to see deception.

"Even if it's right, it's cruel to you, it's me who is sorry for you, I shouldn't force you." Gu Ren gently took Qiluo's hand and let out a long sigh.

"But you don't regret it." Kira didn't breathe a sigh of relief, for her, even if she didn't see hesitation, what if she didn't see deception? He didn't say it after all, he was suspicious of himself, maybe the calmness at this time was just for the right decision?

"No, I don't regret it. But I should give you some time. I'll be clear with you. Gu Ren said seriously.

"It is impossible to say that this child is not smart and then not up to the responsibilities of the head of the house, and even more likely to be disabled. Give the family an excuse to divorce me and think I'm an ominous person. So everything you do, it's for my good? Kira was still pressing on step by step.

"It doesn't have to be like this, we don't know what the outcome will be, although the father-in-law can keep the child, but to what extent? I don't think he has any confidence in himself. If it's a daughter, or maybe it's a second son. It doesn't matter. It's just that if we live, we will take care of it, if we can't. Just send him away comfortably first, we accompany him in the sky and on the ground, and we can't let him be lonely. But the eldest son can't be changed, and the family rules can't be changed. And his presence. It will only make other children angry, and it will hurt other children, and even more so harm him. He was supposed to be carefree. Gu Ren closed his eyes gently.

"Don't you doubt his origins?" Qiluo didn't want to hear this, she decided to ask clearly, she had never been tactful, and of course, in front of Gu Ren, she didn't bother to pretend to be tactful anymore.

"Kira!" Gu Ren was a little bored. Open your eyes and look at Kira. This is the first time he has called Qiluo's name, and on weekdays, he calls her Qiniang. This expresses his displeasure.

"You want to say believe me?" Kira didn't back down.

"Yes, I believe you. You have your pride, if you have something else to love when I'm not at home. You will wait for me to come back, return me a complete Gu family, and even tell me directly, give me the prescription of hemostatic dispersion and rheumatism pills, but ask me to let you go. You won't go out of the wall, not because of your integrity, but because you don't want your lover to look down on you; He even disdains to be a snake with me, and let me carry the black pot. You can't play with that nonsense. ”

Because Doctor Gu asked like this, now I didn't expect Qiluo to ask like this, Doctor Gu, his father's place, he didn't bother to answer, but in the face of Qiluo, he really couldn't help but answer, he couldn't let Qiluo always have a knot in his heart, and he would be a stranger to him from now on.

"yes, it looks like you really know me. But I don't think I know anything about you. Qiluo nodded, this is really what she will do, just like in the previous life, she fell in love with Cheng An, and only then did she know that she was engaged, but at that time, she and Cheng An had promised each other for life. All she could think of was to use the most extreme method to reject Gu Ren and live up to Cheng An. She won't be ambiguous. And in this life, since she decided to marry Gu Ren, she didn't let herself be involved with Cheng An anymore, of course, although she was still involved, she really never gave Cheng An a good face. So Gu Ren's answer, she was very useful and accepted.

But another question came to mind, Gu Ren really knew himself. But I didn't know him at all. Qiluo had actually been thinking about Gu Ren since last night, and she suddenly realized that she really didn't know him at all. All her love for him is based on the Gu shopkeeper who followed her without regrets in the previous life. Of course, there is also the pair of white jade bracelets that symbolize the Gu family's ancestors.

It's just that the one who made him trust was just Gu Shopkeeper, not Gu Ren. Even if it was the shopkeeper Gu, it was just a subordinate who was respected and trusted by her, and she thought about it, did she really know the shopkeeper Gu? People who don't know each other at all, what kind of love do you talk about?

And what does Gu Ren love her? The pity when he was a child, the justifiable fie-wife when he grew up, his love for himself is taken for granted, but is this love? Gu Ren really questioned his own words, but he was afraid that he would have to hesitate, is this love?

So before, they took marriage for granted. Thinking about her love for Cheng An without remembering the consequences, there are still eighteen years, her unrepentant dedication to Taijun, and when there was no war at the border, she stared at the wilderness for a long time, her mind was full of Cheng An, looking forward to where to shoot an arrow, and then she could reunite with Cheng An underground.

Compared to that, the relationship between himself and Gu Ren is really insignificant. So in fact, what qualifications does she have now, asking Gu Ren to be wholeheartedly devoted to herself in this life? Even, the unrepentant following of the previous life, was that out of love? She wasn't sure now.

"What do you want to know about me? What we have is time to get along slowly. Gu Ren was not surprised, he had long known that he had not left a little memory in Qiluo's memory when he was a child, and after marriage, their time was too short, and they had no time to understand each other at all, so he nodded.

"weishenme love me? I may not be worthy of your love. As I said before, I was planning to have a child, but I was still exposed to poison, I was not cute at all, I was not likable at all. I think about everything for myself, think about my parents, zuihou will think for you, don't you think it's not worth it? Qiluo is really anxious, she really doesn't think she is cute, at least she is not cute to Gu Ren, she wants to haode him, but if you think about it, she is really not good enough for him.

Gu Ren smiled, the topic was a little heavy before, he didn't like to talk about children, it would be an eternal pain in his heart, but at this time, when Qiluo said this, he felt interesting again.

"Ridiculous?" Qiluo looked at his eyes, Qiluo was a little embarrassed, she said so much, she really wanted to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Gu Ren, why did he laugh? She felt that she really didn't know how to deal with people, at least, she didn't deal with her husband, and she didn't have any useful experience in her life.

"No, I'm glad, at least, I'm third in your heart." Gu Ren deliberately breathed a sigh of relief, but quickly withdrew his smile and took out the golden jade pendant from his arms. It's rare for him to see that Kira wants to talk, and he also wants to talk, this is his biggest knot, so let's talk about it.

"Actually, sometimes I don't want you to be too good to the Cheng family, even if I know that you don't have anything to do with Cheng Ershao, but I still don't like it, I stay by your side every day, and I think it's ridiculous. But the truth is, I don't like your contact. Even if he looks at you more, I won't be happy. ”

Qiluo almost didn't recognize it, if it weren't for the word 'Qi' being too familiar, she really didn't expect the former jade pendant to be like this. I also felt that in fact, her memory of this jade pendant was blurred, and when she saw the jade pendant wearing gold wire, she would naturally not recognize it.

took a closer look, she wasn't missing anything, but looking for those cracks, she was more knowledgeable than Gu Ren, this is not a net woven with gold silk to put the residual jade together, but really with the process of gold wire winding, a little bit of winding. Seeing that the jade pendant is netted, in fact, if you really look closely, you will understand that this is handmade, and the broken jade is put together little by little and inlaid. Then wrap the silk on the edge, and the inlay, in addition to the broken places, there are some corners, so that those who don't know will think that this is the design. Then the entwined branches on the side of the flowers, in addition to being more beautiful, are actually further reinforced. Even if the jade pendant is photographed again in the future, or even falls to the ground, there will be new cracks, but it will not be broken again.

"This one is amazing." Kira couldn't help but exclaim, but immediately, raised her head, "How much did you spend?" ”

"At least it's not cheaper than buying another jade pendant like this." Gu Ren is quite satisfied with Qiluo's attitude, this is very right, his own money is also her money, with so much money, but he repaired the gift that his rival gave to his wife, he was really wronged. But the only thing that made him feel better was that his wife didn't want it at all. But for something she didn't want, it cost so much money, and it was even more wasteful.

"What a waste." Qiluo was a little painful, even if she was still a military doctor General Duan from the inside out, she still felt that this was really not worth it. She knew very well that even at this time, Gu Ren spent a lot of money, she couldn't take it out and wear it, Gu Ren would be angry. But if you don't wear it, this big price will be spent in vain, and it will be strange if it doesn't hurt.

This retrospectively Ren daxiao up, although I know that Kira did not reply positively, but, this is the most haode reply. Of course, it's a bit inappropriate to laugh like this at this time, but I still can't hold back, but when I laugh to zuihou, I hugged Qiluo and cried.

Qiluo didn't move, and after a while, she gently hugged Gu Ren back. Now she knows him a little, at this time, he is not crying for Cheng An, not for this jade pendant, but for the child who has no fate. For the sake of the hardships I suffered because of this child. (To be continued......)