Holding the box of mother's relics, Ye Haining sat on the bench on the side of the road, Mother Zhang said a lot just now, but she didn't seem to listen to a word, because she was a little resistant to her mother's affairs in her heart.

She knows everything, and she hasn't forgotten how good her mother was to her when she was a child, although she was very young at that time, she still vaguely remembers.

Looking at Su Qing's relics in the cardboard box, she picked up the little doll, and a smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of her mouth.

Zhang's mother is right, this is what her mother sewed for her personally, because she was in the grinding period at that time, and she wanted to bite whenever she caught it, so Su Qing used the doll specially made of special materials for her to play with.

Ye Haining sat on the bench, gently blown by the wind, and his mood was much calmer. I raised my interest to look at the relics of Su Qing in the cardboard box, and looked at the photos of Su Qingqing when he was young, and he really looked very similar to himself, no wonder Ye Tianxing said that because he couldn't help but want to be angry when he saw her face.

She looked at the photos of her mother one by one, and the mother in her childhood memory also flashed in her mind one by one, although she was not as perfect as she imagined, but she was her own mother after all.

I miss my mom a little......

"Mom......"

Ye Hai stared at Su Qing, who had a gentle and moving smile in the photo, and whispered, as if she had returned to the past, and now she has become the age of her mother, and she has a lot of troubles in her heart, and growing up is really not beautiful at all.

Finally, she mustered up the courage and picked up the diary of Su Qing, feeling a little uneasy, not knowing whether she should read it or not. Now, there should be no one more qualified than her, but it may be full of secrets.

After Ye Haining did some psychological struggle, she took advantage of the gentle breeze and opened the first page of this diary, and in an instant, it seemed to return to many years ago, when her mother was possessed by her, and she was miraculously able to experience her mother's feelings at that time.

The first page says 1990, this diary older than her age, 1990? Zhang's mother said that her mother married her father Ye Tianxing in 1988, which means that this diary has been kept since 1990.

There are only two lines of words written on the first page, but it is full of resentment and hatred, just from these two lines, Ye Haining seems to be able to feel the anger in her mother's heart at that time.

It reads: He said he was going to let me go, but now I'm trapped here by him, and it's dark everywhere. I hate him, forever.

……

I don't know what Lu Dao is for, Ye Haining will automatically think of her mother being locked up in a dark room, writing these two lines with hatred on her face.

Suddenly, she felt very depressed in her heart, and then turned two more pages, feeling even more depressed, and the whole person was shrouded in a dark cloud. There are only two words written on the third page, but it is chilling. It reads: Dead......

She couldn't understand what these two words meant, but she couldn't stand it anymore because she was depressed, and she suddenly closed the diary.

There was a hint of panic in Ye Haining's eyes, and he threw the diary back into the cardboard box, as if he had seen some supernatural phenomenon. Those old fountain pen handwriting, some pale and powerless, revealing a strange atmosphere, some resentful, the words make people feel hopeless about this world.

Why was her mother not mentally normal when she was writing this diary?

She took a deep breath, adjusted her breathing, and then picked up the journal again, flipping through it again. She suddenly felt that Su Qing at that time was so terrifying, like a soulless shell.

Next, I read more than a dozen pages in a row, and the content is still the same weird, dark, and I see a glimmer of light, which makes people a little breathless. Ye Haining is about to hold on anymore, and if she continues to look at it, she is afraid that she will collapse, for example, this page is still one day in 1990, and it reads......

'Lie down in the bathtub and gently scratch a wound on your wrist, soak in hot water and die quickly, and it won't hurt very much. Because the wound will not coagulate, and the blood circulation will be accelerated, and I will not have to stay here soon, I am so cold......

After reading this page, Ye Haining's forehead even had a layer of cold sweat, his face was a little pale, and he finally couldn't hold on anymore!

She threw the diary into a cardboard box and never wanted to look at it again! It's like a death diary from hell!

Ye Haining threw the cardboard box aside, not wanting to touch it again, and always felt that it seemed to be full of death.

She stood up suddenly, glanced at the cardboard box on the bench at the very end, didn't want to look at it again, turned around and left here, her pace was hurried, she knew that Lu Dao was like this, it was better not to look at it, now Su Qing's image in her heart is so terrifying.

This is not the same person as the gentle smile and gentle voice Su Qing in her memory! So how could the beautiful mother be the dark and depressed woman in the diary?

But Ye Haining didn't take a few steps, and the voice of a cleaner's aunt came from behind her, holding the cardboard box and running in front of her: "Little girl, your things are left there!" ”

Ye Haining stopped and looked at the cardboard box in the cleaner's aunt's hand, she really didn't want it anymore, and took a step back: "Auntie, I don't want it anymore, can you help me throw away these things......"

But as soon as her words fell, the aunt was angry: "Why are you young people so wasteful, seeing that you are dressed so beautifully, even if you have money, you can't cherish things so much, everything in this is so good, why did you throw it away?" Isn't that a waste of things! You can't waste money like this! After saying that, the aunt was very angry and put the cardboard box into her arms again, and then muttered and left with a broom.

She was left standing alone, holding the cardboard box in her arms, staring at the diary she had thrown inside, and a terrifying feeling spread through her body, as if her mother's soul was attached to it, waiting for someone to read it.

Unconsciously, she stood there for a long time, until night slowly fell, and she did not notice it.

Didi - Didi -

At this time, the text message ringtone of the mobile phone also called her back in a daze, she put the cardboard box on the trash can on the side, and then picked up the mobile phone to open the message, the content was: 'I'm leaving, something to call me. ’

Just like these three words, the sender is Lu Feifei, which is indeed his style.

Ye Haining bit her lower lip slightly, thought for a while, and then quickly edited a text message and sent it: "Be careful. After sending it, she remembered something again, and sent another one: 'Take care of yourself.' ’

[Author's digression]: "Eversleeping" - Xandria

Uncle vomits blood recommended......

The Chinese meaning of the song's title is: Eternal Sleep