The distant chimes echoed in the rain.

We held hands under the eaves.

That wedding in the fantasy church.

It was held to bless both of us.

The lyrics in "The Promise", Li Nan often sat on the back frame of Yang Chen's bicycle, hugged his waist, and sang this song, he remembered it truly, at this moment he walked into the ward and saw Li Nan who closed his eyes and wept, the past is vivid, maybe there is no love for each other, maybe the estrangement has widened the distance between the two of them, but no one can erase that memory.

Yang Chen took a deep breath, suppressed the sourness that spread in his heart, and softly shouted "Li Nan"

Li Nan heard the familiar voice, thinking that he had the illusion of reminiscing about the past, he didn't open his eyes, his pale face was filled with a bitter and desolate smile, and his tears couldn't stop flowing down.

The more desperate the situation, the more nostalgic it is for the things that used to be, the people who used to be.

When she heard the second call, she suddenly realized that this was not an illusion, and when she opened her eyes, a familiar figure could not be more familiar in front of her.

Jody.

First love boyfriend.

Someone you really loved in your short life.

is also the person she doesn't want to see at this moment, she doesn't want him to see herself so embarrassed and miserable, she stares at Yang Chen, crying expressionlessly, not knowing what to say or do.

Yang Chen was also speechless, embarrassed and silent for a while, walked to the side of the bed, pulled over a chair and sat down, and handed the tissue on the bedside table to Li Nan, asking Li Nan to wipe his tears.

"People, they will get sick, relax, have the confidence to recover, as long as you have faith, there is nothing in the world that can't be done, I will do my best to help you, don't have worries, go to my sister Qiao, say that you have signs of giving up treatment, don't be stupid, don't be afraid of death, are you still afraid of living?" Yang Chen didn't talk about old things, and directly comforted Li Nan seriously, let it pass forever.

"Are you giving me charity and pity me?" Li Nan wiped his tears and asked Yang Chen.

Yang Chen shook his head and said seriously: "We are fated to be inseparable, but we finally know each other, a school in junior high school, and the same table in high school, if you are not lovers, I can't help you?" If it's anyone else I know, I'll help too. ”

Li Nan was silent, and asked Yang Chen with no thorns in her words, with her understanding of the man in front of her, she would indeed help every friend and classmate who encountered difficulties, as he said, even if they were not in love back then, they were just ordinary classmates, he would still help.

This is Yang Chen.

A gentleman worth a place to go.

A man who deserves a woman's heart to love.

It's a pity why did he be so stupid and missed him, Li Nan said that he didn't regret it, he lied to himself, took a deep breath, closed his eyes again, and curbed his mood fluctuations.

The attending doctor took the assistant and nurse to make rounds to break the dullness in the ward, and Yang Chen took the opportunity to ask Li Nan's condition, in the critical period of leukemia, there is still a chance to live if the bone marrow is transplanted as soon as possible.

Bone marrow transplants, which are expensive.

Moreover, this disease requires long-term treatment and must have a certain economic basis.

The doctor's words were very tactful, to put it bluntly, if you have money, you may live, and if you don't have money, you will die.

Yang Chen didn't care about the last few words of the attending doctor, and figured out the seriousness of Li Nan's condition, he immediately called, called Anna first, arranged a hospital, and transferred his Gulfstream 550 special plane to the capital, the Gulfstream 550 flight could not cross the Pacific Ocean, and he had to refuel in Hawaii.

When it was time for the plane to refuel, Yang Chen could afford to wait, and then called Wu Jie, "Old Wu, please get a helicopter from the army aviation group stationed in Xijing, I want to send a patient to the capital airport." ”

"When?" Wu Jie didn't hesitate to ask the time, obviously it was easy to do this.

"Tomorrow afternoon." Yang Chen estimated that his Gulfstream 550 should arrive in the capital tomorrow afternoon, and this guy was arranged in an orderly manner, and the people in the ward were all stunned.

It turns out that this is a superb rich and handsome!

The nurse's eyes lit up, and she was extremely envious of Li Nan, and it seemed that she was enjoying herself with leukemia.

Li Nan reacted and asked Yang Chen anxiously, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Send you to the United States and receive the best treatment." Yang Chen cut the railway, revealing undoubted stubbornness, Li Nan has a chance of survival, he must save her.

No matter what this girl has done, she will leave him a good time after all, and give him the purest feelings, how can you see death and not save him.

gloating because of the sin of his first girlfriend who was empathetic and parting love, Yang Chen couldn't learn the behavior of a narrow little man, but Li Nanmu shook his head.

"Yang Chen, you go, I don't need your charity, I just want to be quiet now." Li Nan gave the order to evict the customer, which made the doctors and nurses stare at each other, and they all agreed that there was something wrong with this girl's mind.

Life and death are at stake, what kind of xingzi.

Yang Chen saw that Li Nan's mood was very unstable, so he decided to leave first, let Li Nan calm down, think about it, and said to Li Nan before leaving: "Don't worry about what we did before, survival is the most important thing, your mother and your brother, you can't do without you, I'll bring someone to pick you up tomorrow." ”

The attending doctor told Li Nan a few more words, and left the ward with Yang Chen, the ward returned to silence, Li Nan closed his eyes tightly, it was better to die than to live.

But what's the point of living in the endless pain of long-term chemotherapy and deep guilt for a person? It also involves family members and relatives to accompany them to suffer, why bother?

Furthermore, to live only for the sake of living is an animal.

Li Nan, who had closed his eyes for a long time, slowly opened his eyes, and a touch of determination appeared in his eyes.

At night, after the nurse's last round, Li Nan took his bag from the bedside table, opened the zipper of the bag, and there were two pins of medicine inside.

Sleeping pill.

A bottle is almost finished.

One bottle is spare.

She had been under so much stress that she could only sleep on sleeping pills every night, and then she took out a pen and paper from her bag, and wrote a full page with tears in her eyes.

Mom, brother.

When you see this page, I should have left this world, I love you very much, I am reluctant to leave you, and I am reluctant to leave this world, there are too many things in the world that are worthy of my nostalgia, so many childhood dreams have not been realized, I have not worn a wedding dress, I have not entered the wedding hall, I have not had the opportunity to raise my baby.

But I had to leave, please don't blame me.

I live, I suffer, you suffer, rather than this, I would rather leave, just let you suffer once, live for me, enjoy life for me, and see for me how wonderful the world will become in the future.

Jody.

This passage is written to you.

You are my first love, the only man I have ever loved, and the person I hurt the most, I want to say sorry to you before leaving.

I'm leaving.

I don't want to live my whole life

Guilt for you.

One last thing, I beg you, take care of my mother and brother, and if there is an afterlife, I will make you a cow and a horse.

Li Nan put the tear-dripping suicide note on the bedside table, pressed it with a bag, then opened two bottles of sleeping pills, swallowed them together, got into the quilt, and closed his eyes full of tears.