"At the beginning, I didn't have much money, I worked overtime desperately, worked hard to improve myself, slowly increased my salary, slowly worked with my girlfriend, saved money for the future, saved up for a down payment, bought discounted things, and was reluctant to eat delicious food, every time I saved a little money, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, feeling that the whole world seemed to be in their own hands, and they could buy an extra square meter of house, and they were one step closer to happiness - that feeling, I don't know what it feels like?"

Chu Xue couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Jin Ting, what others want, you have already got it as soon as you were born." ”

"When God is destined to be what you have, you don't have to fight for it, then there is a lot less interest." Jin Ting said slowly, "It's like a person who is born with health will not understand how valuable health is, and always feel that he can live indefinitely...... It was only after that operation that I knew that my life would not be in danger in the future, and I slowly felt that I could embrace the world fiercely. When I was young, I saw any healthy person on the street, normal people, I was very envious, even if it was just a beggar, even if it was just a wandering newspaper boy, I thought they could live, they would not lose their lives because of sudden bleeding, I envy each and every one of you, you know? ”

Seeing the fragility on his face, Chu Xue unconsciously stretched out her arms and put her arms around his shoulders, "You are well now, you will not be sick again, you now have the best one in the world." ”

"Really? Do you really have it? If I could, I would really like to exchange my life with an ordinary and happy person, sometimes, having too much is not necessarily a good thing. His voice was full of bitterness, "Because once people have it, they will get used to it, they will become greedy, they will want to have it all the time, and then when they lose it, it will be extremely painful." ”

Chu Xue sighed and gently stroked his hair, "Some losses are forced to happen, there are gatherings and scattering between people, I think, after seeing through this qiē, I will slowly let go...... Speaking of which, this is also what you sued me, it doesn't belong to you, and it never belongs to you. ”

"What if you can't see through it?" Jin Ting suddenly stretched out his arm violently, and with all his strength, he almost hugged her viciously into his arms!

"Jin Ting......" She hugged him weakly, feeling his body trembling!

He used so much force, so much.

It's as if she's going to disappear at any moment, to dissipate.

"Jin Ting, don't ...... like this," she slammed her chin on his broad shoulders and said slowly, "Do you know how many people in this world envy you, how many people want to become you, you are like this, what should others do?" ”

He stood on the deserted night street and hugged her, his arms tightly wrapped around her waist, and repeated in her ear: "People in this world think that I have a qiē, but if I have it, I am afraid of losing it...... It's like a person who has finally had a healthy life, and is afraid of losing his health again and returning to the situation where he could lose his life at any time...... Do you understand how I feel? ”

There was pain in his voice, and even a hint of fear: "I have dreamed many times that I have dreamed that there was a small opening in my arm, and blood gushed out, like a big river...... Bright, poignant...... Every time I wake up screaming and thinking that I can continue to live, I feel like it's a catastrophe for the rest of my life......"

"I understand, I understand. Don't be like this, you're already fine, you're not going to bleed to death anymore......" She didn't know what to say, why did he give himself so many surprises tonight, and told himself so much about the fragility that he had never said before?

She put her hand on his back and patted it softly, as if he had called his mother that night......

At this moment, she actually thought that he was a child.

"Don't think you get it all!" He pushed her away!

"What are you doing...... she didn't understand what was going on!

"Do you believe me if I say a few words? Do you think I really want to be an ordinary dick? He used a lot of force, she was caught off guard and fell backwards, just behind the first cement step, seeing that her body was about to fall, Jin Ting strode forward and stabilized her: "You...... That's how I trust others......"

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

Chu Xue couldn't stand it anymore, and stared at him with big eyes.

"Why do you believe me every time I treat you nicely? Don't you know that for me, every word spoken can be false? He cupped her face and looked into her eyes carefully.

"I don't care if what you say is true or false." She suddenly got angry and stared at him viciously, "Mr. Jin, my task is just to cooperate with you, whether you want to pretend to be a saint or play cold, I will accompany you!" What do you think? Still not satisfied? How hard are you to serve? What the hell do you want from me? ”

"I-" Before Jin Ting could speak, she had already shook off his hand fiercely and strode forward.

She herself felt strange today.

What's going on? Why is she no longer so afraid of him tonight, after the moment when she fought with him for life and death in the 'Cloud Outer Heaven Capital' during the day today, she didn't seem to be as afraid of him as she was before.

Not only is he no longer afraid, but he will even lose his temper with him and say a little about his true feelings.

What the hell is he trying to do tonight?

is willing to accompany her to this alley to eat a bowl of hot and sour noodles that are extremely hot and sour for him, she is very moved, but ...... Why did he abuse her compassion?

Why do you want to act in front of her?

Think it's fun to play with her love, don't you?

My sister will be annoyed one day and refuse to accompany her!

"Hey......" Jin Ting didn't stride over to chase after him, nor did he lose his temper, but continued to leisurely put his hands in his trouser pockets, and slowly followed with a smile.

He had long legs and walked very quickly, and even if he didn't deliberately chase after her, he still approached her little by little.

Chu Xue couldn't help but hate himself for having too short legs, no matter how he strode forward, he couldn't suddenly disappear!

"I said, don't give your little short legs a cramp."

As if to understand the sad thoughts in her heart, his snickering voice sounded behind her, "I won't carry you or hold you for a while." ”

"Whoever wants you to carry, who wants you to hug." Feeling that he didn't lose his temper, and didn't mean to catch up and strangle her to death, Chu Xue simply didn't rush to the front, anyway, at this moment, a full moon hung high in the sky, the weather was slightly cool, but it was also warmed up when walking, and the alley in the middle of the night had a leisurely and quiet atmosphere, so it was considered a walk......

[Author's digression]: ~ Dear friends, will Tao Tao write tragedy? It's impossible, Tao Tao loves the male and female protagonists so much, how could she do such a thing!! Everyone must believe that it is definitely a comedy!!!! HAPPYENDING！！！！