Chapter 80: How Can I Love You?

Han Zhiyan's face was not much surprised...... Well, she's not a good disguiser, and she's excited at this time. The extra money of 100,000 yuan per month that she had just obtained was only precipitated and fermented at this time, and she didn't realize what she had gotten until this time.

100,000 yuan per month, which is equivalent to a very well-paid career, plus the annual dividends of her online stocks, she can do nothing, enjoy life every day, and enjoy a life that is not troubled by money.

She is free, she has gained complete financial freedom, and she no longer has to run around every day to live and endure the reproaches of her boss every day. If she still wants to work, it's for love, not for a living...... And these are all given by the little boy in front of him.

Of course, she didn't give nothing, just sitting there and a pie fell from the sky, and the pie just fell into her arms, still hot, just enough to satisfy her hunger. She paid her love, she paid her patience, she spent many years, she spent a lot of time with this child, she gave enough affection, and ...... Her body.

With a look of reminiscence, Han Zhiyan said slowly: "That year we were in Stockholm, it seemed that you were dressed in tatters like a beggar, I thought you had lost the love of your adoptive father and adoptive mother, and you were reduced to begging on the streets...... For many years you have never explained what happened to you, and I have never asked for fear of touching your wounds. ”

"Yes!" An Feng recalled with the same look of remembrance: "At that time, when you were excited, you gave me all the money on your body, and I said to myself at that time: In case one day, when I am desperate, there is still a place to hide, and there is a Sister Han to take refuge in." ”

"You have grown up", Han Zhiyan said with emotion, at this time, the waitress began to bring cold dishes and began to set up the meal, but the two people at the table did not care, they continued. “…… You never explained for so many years, and I never asked. But after all the things that happened, I guessed that you weren't down at the time, I guess you were already a little rich at the time, and I never asked why you appeared on the street dressed up. ”

"So I believe in you, so I believe that Sister Han can keep the secret for me, so I believe that if one day, I am really cornered, and Sister Han's family can let me hide", An Feng continued to narrate in a steady tone.

"That's right, you can trust me, I'll keep it a secret for you", Han Zhiyan nodded emphatically.

When the waiter serving tea heard this, she turned her head and looked around, looking for a hidden camera, she thought that the man and woman were talking so literally, it was likely that they were filming...... But the two people at the table said very seriously, they were entrusting their lives and trusting each other.

There really is such a thing as "trust" in this world.

"Then I decided", Han Zhiyan took the chopsticks handed by the waiter, staggered the two sticks and rubbed them for a moment, and waited until the waiter exited the box very coloredly, Han Zhiyan continued: "To be honest, I don't have any skills, I worked hard to get a flight attendant pilot license when I was young, and I have boiled all my brains." But it can't be helped, this is my sister's hobby, my sister likes the profession of flight attendant, and she dresses beautifully every day and flies all over the world, which makes people appreciate and praise.

Now that I'm 32 years old, it's hard for me to start a new business at this age. But let me go home and teach my husband and children...... I'm only 30 years old, and I don't want to be in a pit in my life, looking up and only seeing the sky of my home. I also want to see more scenery and walk more places.

So, so I accept your third suggestion: I want to move to an airline where the working conditions are not difficult, the vacation is a little more, and the employees are a little more respectful. The salary doesn't matter, my sister doesn't worry about money now, I just hope to continue to work as a flight attendant, and then find a man by the way to accompany me to old age. ”

"No problem", An Feng nodded lightly, then picked up the chopsticks and said, "Then, let's eat." ”

The dinner was a great one, during which the two tried not to touch on the past and the future, and only talked about light topics. After dinner, Han Zhiyan felt that she was still unsatisfied, she felt that from this day on, life would open a window to her again, she felt relaxed and happy, so she proposed to go to karaoke.

When she arrived at the K song room, Han Zhiyan was completely relaxed, she jumped and sang hoarsely, and the wine was hot, Han Zhiyan suddenly turned off the stereo, and asked in silence: "What do you think of Zhao Lei?" ”

There has been no ban on drunk driving in these years, and An Feng tried his best to control his amount, but he still drank a lot of beer under the persuasion of the noisy Han Zhiyan. When Han Zhiyan asked, the rotating light in the private room was still flashing with colorful camouflage lights, An Feng was pouring Corona beer, which had been popular back then, into his stomach, and when he heard Han Zhiyan's question, he paused for a moment and replied: "When I was in my first year of high school, the teacher talked about early love. She said: Puppy love does not affect learning, what affects learning is infatuation.

Then she analyzed the difference between being obsessed with love: love is first of all tolerance, because of love, so forbearance - she has a different way of life, I tolerate and I understand; Love is respect, because of love, so respect her choice - she wants to finish her homework first and then go out with me, then I want to do my homework with him. I can't just ask her to go out with me because she doesn't want to do her homework......

And the kind of person who only has her in his eyes, and wishes that the other party only sees herself, otherwise he will be angry and crazy - this is not love, this is animal infatuation, animal sex, possessiveness, and desire. The reason why people are human beings is because they are rational, and when they encounter things, they will consider the consequences and responsibilities. Therefore, human love should be different from that of animals, and to love her, we must consider our responsibilities rationally, and we must not let the other party sink because of love......

Well, about love and infatuation, the teacher talked about it for a whole month, and let's not talk about this, let's talk about love. The reason why women need love is that they first need a sense of security, and it is the need for security that makes them start courting, which is the evolutionary pressure given by nature. The second is the need to communicate...... Human beings are social animals, and as a human being, the first need is a sense of security, and the second need is a sense of communication with society.

Now let's talk about Zhao Lei...... Let's start with the second point, do you like to hear your feelings? I doubt that he has listened to the feelings of his parents, and I doubt that he is a good listener? If he has to make his own decisions and doesn't want to listen to your feelings, your opinions...... If you feel that this life is bearable and can endure it until you are old, then, you can make a choice.

Let's talk about the first point in reverse...... Do you think he gives you a sense of security? ”

Han Zhiyan was stunned with a cup, and only replied after a while: "His profession ......"

An Feng didn't speak, Han Zhiyan slowly recalled: "He was introduced by my boss, it is said that the family is all rural hukou, he is the pride of the whole family, their family tried their best to provide for him, he lived up to his expectations and settled in the city, and had a legitimate and decent career...... It's a job that gives you a sense of security.

The introducer assured me that Zhao Lei was honest and simple, and he had been studying and studying before, and he didn't care about falling in love...... I've been through too much, and this time I hope to find a man to return to the basics and find an honest and reliable marriage. I didn't expect ...... Alas, people are sometimes incredible, Zhao Lei is an upright person, which is good. But this upright man is paranoid and completely unable to communicate. I don't care what other people think. He firmly believes that he is always right, and that it is a love for others to follow his arrangement......"

"Panic" An Feng calmly commented: "He longs to possess, but he finds that you are too beautiful and exceeds the upper limit of what he believes, so he panics, so he behaves at a loss, and just wants to be absolutely in control...... Forget it, let's not talk about him, we come out to have fun, it's not a pleasant topic to talk about him, let's talk about something else. ”

Next, the two discussed tomorrow's itinerary, and waited until the night was dark before the two left the singing room. On the way back, Han Zhiyan was much quieter, the car was driven by An Feng, she leaned on An Feng, half-drunk and half-conscious holding An Feng's waist, burying her face in An Feng's lap, quietly thinking about something.

As soon as she got out of the elevator and entered the room, Han Zhiyan suddenly hugged An Feng tightly, she kissed deeply, as if she wanted to swallow An Feng into her stomach, An Feng let Han Zhiyan hang on her body, closed the door with her feet, and then hugged Han Zhiyan and kissed her deeply...... Next, Han Zhiyan enjoyed a feast of kisses.

An Feng first kissed Han Zhiyan out of breath, but at some point, she raised one leg and clamped An Feng's body tightly, eager to melt herself into the other party, in a daze, An Feng's kiss fell on the root of her ear, her body had already turned half a circle, and An Feng hugged her behind her.

When the kiss reached the strong place, Han Zhiyan's body turned around again, and the other ear was lightly devoured, she was a little confused, she found that she was spinning, An Feng's kiss was like a ribbon, wrapping her from the beginning, wrapping her layer by layer. His lips seemed to carry electricity, with flames, and the kiss burned wherever it went, and when the hot kiss fell on the navel, Han Zhiyan felt that she was about to explode, she was burning all over, she was impatiently picking up the other party's clothes, she was gasping, she couldn't wait, she wanted the other party to enter her body.

When that moment really came, Han Zhiyan felt that every cell in her body was cheering, this was the satisfaction after a long wait, this was the release after extreme depression, she shouted loudly: "God, it's so beautiful!" ”

After this moment, Han Zhiyan is An Feng's, and since then, Han Zhiyan has been silently staying behind An Feng as an invisible person.

The next day, the two went to Han Zhiyan's company to submit their resignation report as planned, and then An Feng led Han Zhiyan to another foreign aviation company, An Feng held the company's shares and was a shareholder of the company, and Han Zhiyan held a qualified pilot license. As for language, that's not a problem, Han Zhiyan is in charge of domestic flights, mainly dealing with domestic airports, and foreign languages are enough as long as they can communicate.

That night, Han Zhiyan invited her colleagues from the company to dinner, and this banquet was of a semi-send-off nature, but Han Zhiyan paid out of her own pocket, and An Feng avoided this occasion. At the same time, Han Zhiyan was asked about her future plans at the wine table, but Han Zhiyan did not say much, and she had been admitted to foreign airlines and did not explain to her sisters.

In the next few days, Han Zhiyan and An Feng were busy together, the two of them got a new bank card, completed all the necessary procedures, and then drove back to their hometown.

The way back to her hometown is always a little timid, this way An Feng walked very slowly, Han Zhiyan enjoyed this slow journey to see the scenery along the way, in her heart she regarded this as her honeymoon, but in front of An Feng, she didn't say it. Now, Zhao Lei is already Han Zhiyan's shield, she often mentions Zhao Lei in her mouth, as if to show that she still wants to start a family and get married, and the goal is not An Feng...... But in fact, Zhao Lei has been given up by her.

On the road, Han Zhiyan was often in a daze, thinking that such a day would not be bad. I fly around every day, find a man to put at home, and often have to worry about the other party's cheating, worrying that the other party will do something sorry for him. And now, I have a man, and although this man is not often at home, he can give himself a sense of security. Whenever he needs help, he will jump out to help him, and no matter how big the difficulty is, he is scum in front of him.

This is her man, although both parties often do not stay at home like Lu Yan, but Lu Yan's life is also a way of life, maybe this kind of life is more suitable for people like her...... Well, Han Zhiyan admits that her IQ has become lower recently, she has become less brainy, and she has become easily satisfied.

After eight years of separation, An Feng's mother has settled in the provincial capital. The new home is still an agency compound, and the house is also newly divided, it is said that it was only renovated last year to live in, and the property purchased by An Feng when he left, the property in the original town where he was born has been sold, and several school district houses in the provincial capital, because they are in the name of Dr. Zhou, are still preserved.

The car stopped in front of the building, and An Feng sat in the car and didn't know whether to get out of the car, how to knock on the door after getting out of the car, and how to speak...... Fortunately, Han Zhiyan went with her, and when she saw An Feng sitting in the car in a daze, she picked up her mobile phone and dialed An Feng's mother's number, An Feng noticed the other party's movements, and he continued to sit and listen to the other party's conversation.

"Mother Xu, it's me, I'm Han Zhiyan, the Han Zhiyan who often brings An Feng's things back to China, I'm downstairs with you, are you Building 24 of the Family Courtyard of the Water Conservancy Department? Yes, yes, I'm downstairs from you, and I'm driving a royal blue Mercedes...... You see, okay, An Feng is right next to me...... We are waiting for you. ”

Hanging up the phone, Han Zhiyan urged: "Get out of the car, take off the luggage first......

While the two were carrying their luggage, a boy ran down upstairs, he ran all the way to the car, looked at An Feng, and then shouted uncertainly: "Brother? Is it my brother? ”

Anyang is sixteen years old this year, and he has grown tall, with a short beard on his mouth, and his voice is changing tone, because this sentence is a bit ...... The milky voice is mixed with a thick voice. However, if you look closely, Anyang's image when he was a child is still there, and his nose and eyes are all in the shape of a juvenile magnified number. It's just that An Feng, who was standing in front of him, could hardly see his childhood.

When he was a child, An Feng was very lean, and the large amount of exercise, as well as the long-term lack of nutrition, made his arms and legs appear very strong but very slender, and there was almost no baby fat on his body, but Anyang was a little chubby at that time.

Nowadays, An Yang is still fat, but he is not bloated, and he can still see his childhood appearance from now, but An Feng is already a tall man of 1.9 meters, he has long arms and legs, and his muscles are still strong, but he is the kind of thick and fit. Weighing 90 kilograms, there is no fat on his body, his arms are upright, and the six muscles in his abdomen are very obvious, which is completely the physique of a bodybuilder.

This is An Yang, An Feng stretched out his hand to hug his younger brother, and ran upstairs to the next one...... Girl. Sister Jing Jing is five years older than An Feng, and now she is a twenty-three-year-old young girl.

"Brother, you're back, I miss your sister", Jing Jing rushed over directly and hugged An Feng fiercely.

Following my sister quietly, there was also a small man who looked stocky, with a smirk on his round face, standing beside Quiet and rubbing his hands...... An Feng later learned that this was his quiet fiancé Wu Chunshan, who worked in the small town where An Feng was born and was an ordinary worker in a large state-owned enterprise.

Then appeared An Feng's mother, she wiped her tears all the way to show up, somehow, she saw An Feng's eyes a little dodgy, her expression was a little flustered, and she hurriedly said hello, An Feng's mother beckoned Wu Chunshan to help with the luggage.

An Feng's luggage was very heavy, An Yang didn't lift it, my sister hurriedly went up to help, the sister and brother moved a box, and the other two boxes were carried by An Feng and Wu Chunshan. As for the box in An Feng's hand...... Waiting for everyone to die of tired thieves, he moved the box home, quietly went over and checked An Feng's box, and immediately shouted: "Brother, can't you see that you have a lot of strength?" This box is heavier than mine. ”

In the house, the father sat upright, waiting for An Feng to come over to pay a respect, An Feng just nodded at his father, and his father's face immediately darkened, but Han Zhiyan, who came in later, asked his father to hold back the scolding words back into his stomach - in front of outsiders, he must always save some face for the child.

The table was already full of wine and food, and An Feng's mother beckoned everyone to hurry up to the table, and the luggage could be put aside first. After a little humbleness, everyone sat down, and after three rounds of drinking, An Feng's mother began to introduce Wu Chunshan and her sister's quiet recent situation: "...... Three years ago, Secretary Chen was transferred to the province, and he asked us to come with him, and I entered the Water Conservancy Department, and I still work as a secretary. Your sister didn't get into college that year, so she arranged a job in the local area. Secretary Chen helped to do it, your sister didn't have any skills, so she arranged to do it in the street, this is his lover, they have already received a marriage certificate, and they are ready to do things during the Spring Festival. Feng Feng, will you be able to come back then? ”

"I'm afraid I won't be able to come back", An Feng replied calmly: "It is said that the school will arrange holiday internships, and I have already signed up." ”

"Humph!" An Feng's father snorted heavily. An Feng's mother hurriedly dodged her gaze and said in a snort: "Feng Feng, when you left, Dr. Zhou gave some money, you know, we bought a few houses, and then your father did business and sold the houses......

It should have been eight years ago, after An Feng was adopted by Bartlet's father, the news of the family was suddenly interrupted for a period of time, which happened to be the era of "all people doing business" and "all people going to the sea...... It seems that Mom didn't stop Dad after all.

Eight years ago, the deed registration process was not perfect, and several houses were registered in the name of my mother, but in fact, there were real Dr. Zhou, Chen Wenwen's father, and of course, An Feng's mother.