"But seeing Xiaoxue's experience, don't you think men will become unreliable?" Liu Xin asked hesitantly.

"I don't dare to promise you that men will not change, and they will be reliable.

After all, we can't even promise that we won't change!

But if you have this mentality towards the relationship between men and women.

Then I'm sure there is absolutely no man who fits your requirements. Lin Xiaoxi said truthfully.

"I don't know, I'm actually quite confused.

On the one hand, I really like him, and I am really happy to know that he likes me and wants to be with me.

But I'm afraid that this is just a flash in the pan of a dream, and when the time comes, there will be nothing left when I wake up from the dream.

Anyway, I don't know what's wrong with me. ”

"Then don't think about it so much, be calm.

When you're with the class leader, you're just going to be socializing with ordinary classmates.

Then wait for you to be sure, and then you can officially date.

As for the problems in the squad leader's family, you can leave it to the squad leader to deal with!

Since he chooses to be with you, he will take these issues into account! ”

"Maybe I'm thinking too much! The main thing is that the pressure is too much! ”

"Take your time! ↖(ω)↗！ ”

“\(o)/~”

I chatted with Liu Xin for a while, and I wanted to watch the Internet news for a while, but I looked at the time and chatted for almost half an hour!

So I opened my mailbox to see if there were any new emails.

In addition to a few advertising emails and congratulatory emails from classmates, an email titled - To Xiaoxi is particularly conspicuous.

This email address Lin Xiaoxi has never seen.

opened the email, only to see that it was a long letter, Lin Xiaoxi pulled it directly to the bottom and saw that it was actually Xu Huanian.

Since that jumping off the building, she has never seen Xu Huanian again, nor has she heard anything about her.

Maybe it's because she's pregnant, and her family has deliberately blocked the news about her, or for the family, she is an insignificant person in the first place, so naturally they won't pay attention to her news.

She didn't know where Xu Huanian got her email address.

In fact, this email address is her personal email address, which she has been using since she was in college.

However, there are only a few relationships in the university that are more known to haode students.

So it took a lot of thought for Xu Huanian to find out.

Originally, I wanted to delete it directly, but it affected my mood after reading it.

I don't know what trick this Xu Huanian wants to do.

But when he moved the mouse to quit, Lin Xiaoxi caught a glimpse of the first sentence of the email, but stopped.

"Xiaoxi, I'm Hua Nian, maybe you want to delete the email when you see this!"

Lin Xiaoxi thought that this Xu Huanian was quite good at catching people.

She did know that this email was sent by Xu Huanian, so she wanted to delete it and not read it.

"During this time, I reminisce every day, reminiscing about all the good and happy and painful things in the past.

I thought about it a lot, and Zuihou suddenly wanted to talk to you, but it was clear that there was no chance, so I had to write this email.

I was going to write to you, but I don't think it would reach you even if I wrote it and sent it.

Now the Li family protects you to the fullest, and treats everything related to me like a flood beast.

So it took a lot of effort for me to get your email address from your classmates!

Honestly, I know you must be hating me right now. ”

Lin Xiaoxi thought that he didn't actually hate her, at most he was a little disgusted.

It's the feeling of going out and wearing a beautiful outfit, but accidentally rubbing something dirty.

Lin Xiaoxi paused for a few seconds and continued to watch.

"Because if it were me, I would have hated you to the core.

In fact, I've started to hate you ever since I knew that you were the one I'm with Yu Min.

Because you robbed me of my happiness.

The time I spent with Yu Min was the happiest and happiest day of my life.

I still feel sweet when I look back on it now.

Maybe you think that I am to blame, if I hadn't let go at the beginning, then today's Mrs. Li would be me.

But this shijie is so realistic that it doesn't allow if.

Xiaoxi, I envy you.

It's not because you're with Yu Min, so I envy you.

Instead, I envy you for having a warm home, my mother's home.

On the rooftop that day, I was very envious when I saw your parents maintaining you, and when I saw your brother standing behind you, afraid that you would have any accidents.

If only I had a family that loves me like that.

I'm twenty-nine years old, but I haven't really felt the warmth of family for a day.

They also treated me well, but only after knowing Yu Min's family background.

They thought that I had climbed into a wealthy family, and their lives would have no worries in the future.

So it clings to me like a vampire.

In order to achieve his own ends, he threatened and persecuted me with impunity.

I'm talking about my parents and brother, do you believe me?

If I say who the people I hate the most in my life, who I want to kill, then I can say loudly that they are them.

I wish I had killed them, I wished I had nothing to do with them.

I wish I had never been born on this shijie, so that I have nothing to do with them, and I am an innocent person.

But if I hadn't been born on this shijie, how could I have met a man like Yu Min and haode!

No one has ever been so nice to me!

At that time, in order to give birth to a son, my parents kept running away and gave away their two sisters one after another.

Later, she was pregnant with me again, and she went to take a B-ultrasound to confirm it, thinking that I was a son, so she gave birth to me.

I didn't expect that I was also a daughter, so angry that my dad almost strangled me to death in the delivery room.

Then they gave birth to my brother.

That's when it stopped.

Since I was a child, I have known that I must study hard, and only when I study hard can I get ahead.

So Zuihou I won the opportunity to study abroad.

When I went abroad, I thought I was free.

It didn't take long for me to get to know Yu Min.

It was me who accidentally hit his arm while riding a bike.

Because of my apologies, I didn't have the money to pay her, so I could only try to go to his company to help, do some chores, and send some snacks.

And even so, Yu Min has always been cold to me.

Maybe it's because my personality is so strong, and the more cold I am, the more I arouse my fighting spirit.

I still insisted on helping out at his company whenever I was free, even if he didn't have time to pay attention to me.

At that time, the company he co-founded with his classmates was still in its infancy, and it was full of chaos.

In addition, they are all a group of boys, who can't clean at all, and can write on the table with a lot of dust.

I went to clean their office and cook for them.

That's how I got to be with Yu Min.

To be honest, until now I am not sure if Yu Min will be with me because of his soft heart or because he has feelings for me.

After that, we moved in together.

At that time, Yu Min's company had already improved.

I moved out and lived in an apartment outside.

But he's still busy.

But they won't let me go to the company to help.

I said I should spend more time studying.

In fact, I did waste a lot of my studies during that time.

So I didn't go to the company to help anymore, just helped Yu Min clean the house, wash clothes, and cook.

Almost half a year has passed.

It was the happiest half of my time, carefree, only happiness and contentment.

But the call from my father. words, let everything become a floating cloud.

Saying that my mother was sick and needed surgery right away, I asked me to find a way to raise money.

At that time, I didn't even go to work, and even my living expenses were given by Yu Min.

Not to mention that there is extra money.

Later, I told Yu Min about it, and Yu Min gave me 10,000 kuai, and I remitted it back that afternoon.

The 10,000 yuan was converted into more than 80,000 yuan at that time.

It is the entire balance of Yu Min's income since he started his business.

He just gave it to me without even frowning.

And I didn't know until later that it wasn't my mother who was sick, but my brother owed money to the underworld, and people came to the house.

And at that time I didn't know anything at all when I was abroad.

Maybe it's because I sent back so much money because of the first time I cheated money, and they thought that the money abroad was easy to make.

Later, I kept asking for money on various grounds such as my mother's need to continue surgery, chemotherapy, and nutrition expenses.

I'm really embarrassed to talk to Yu Min, and they will say that I am not filial, and that I have worked hard to raise me but end up like this.

Once Zuihou I took what Yu Min bought for me and resold it, then sent the money to them and told them that it was Zuihou once.

They also stopped for a while.

Received a call from them again. Anyway, they came to travel, my parents, my mother and my brother.

They knew I had a friend and that I was running a company.

So I didn't even have the money for a return ticket, so I dared to kill like this.

Yu Min didn't know anything at the time, and he warmly entertained them and invited them to stay in a hotel.

Later, they didn't know how to find out that Yu Min's family was very rich.

Just try to stay.

My parents told me that if I could help them get immigration, they wouldn't bother us anymore and let us live a good life.

I didn't agree, so they went to school and said how unfilial I was to my parents, how bad I was to my younger brother, and I had done a lot of bad things in China to go abroad.

During that time, I was almost schizophrenic, but Zuihou still asked Yu Min to help.

The following year, they were able to get their visas.

Later, it was the beginning of my real nightmare, they didn't emigrate, as promised, to be self-reliant, and they wouldn't bother me anymore.

In fact, they have intensified their exploitation of me.

My brother is lazy at all, he doesn't have any income, and all his expenses have to be taken from me.

Not only did my parents not stop me, but they also told me that it was natural for my sister to raise her younger brother.

Later, when I didn't give it, my parents went directly to Yu Min's father.

Yu Min didn't go back to ask for a penny when he opened the company, and he gritted his teeth to survive the hardest time.

And my parents actually disregarded my dignity and went directly to the Li family.

Yu Min's father helped my parents and my brother find jobs at L&M.

I think they should be satisfied.

After all, not everyone who wants to enter L&M can enter, and the salary and benefits over there are very good.

Yu Min and I have also decided to get married as soon as I graduate.

Just as I was dreaming, the nightmare came first.

My parents are in the company to take advantage of a small advantage, my brother hooks. Introducing the front desk, it also leads to people getting pregnant, and people are looking for it. The door came, and it had a very bad impact.

Yu Min's father was angry and kicked them all out of the company.

I just found out I was pregnant.

Yu Min's parents also found it. The door is coming.

Mother Li said that she didn't have any opinions, so she had to be innocent and have a good personality.

By implication, I am not the ideal daughter-in-law for their family.

She wanted me to break up with Yu Min.

I'm sad and didn't agree!

I know that they are Yu Min's parents, and everything they do is to hope that their son is happy, so I don't blame them.

The hateful thing is that I don't have such parents.

My parents just want to suck blood out of me and eat meat.

Then my family also found it. The door came and said that he had raised a useless daughter like me.

Let them be cattle and horses on the side of their in-laws, but they will not get any benefits.

I told them in frustration that they could do whatever they liked, and that I couldn't control them.

But they were the ones who gave birth to me and raised my biological parents, but they only thought about sucking blood from me, and never thought about my feelings and happiness.

They threatened me and said that if I didn't give them money, I wouldn't give them a house.

They told Yu Min that I had the opportunity to go abroad because I slept with the leader back then.

Just when I was cornered, Yu Min's parents fell on it again. The door is coming.

They said they could give me a sum of money as long as I broke up with Yu Min.

When I got home, I wanted to talk to Yu Min.

I hope that after confessing, he can forgive me.

But he didn't pay attention to me, he came back late every day, woke up and came out again.

That's when I felt like the sky was falling.

There is no one on this shijie who cares about my feelings, and there is no point in my life at all.

At that time, I only thought about death.

It's a hundred dead.

But I can't let Yu Min think I'm a dirty girl when I'm dead.

I hope in his heart, I have always been beautiful and clean.

So I accepted Yumin's parents' offer, took the money, gave it to my parents, and disowned them.

But I know very well that unless I die, this relationship will never be broken.

Then he went for an abortion and went home to break up with Yu Min.

Yu Min said that as long as I take back my words, I will treat it as if nothing happened, and we will still get married and live a good life when I graduate.

But I knew it wasn't possible.

I took money from Yu Min's parents, I took the children, I ruined everything.

Later, I learned that Yu Min went out early and returned late during that time, and he had no time to take care of others, not because he was tired of me.

It's that something is wrong with his company, he's so busy that he even feels like a luxury to sleep, and I don't know anything.

After breaking up with Yu Min, I committed suicide.

Later, he was discovered by a senior and rescued.

Then I was with this senior.

Because he looks a little like Yu Min, I want to cling to him like a silk flower, longing for a little warmth from him.

My mom and dad and my brother still come to me, but I'm already a dead pig and I'm not afraid of boiling water.

Then they didn't come.

Until one day the police came to me. When I came to the door, I found out that my brother had killed my dad and my mom just because they had no money for him.

At that time, I didn't feel bad at all.

I even think they deserve it.

Didn't they want a son?

Then dying at the hands of his son can be regarded as a well-deserved death!

I'm living like this, life is worse than death.

Until I gave birth to Siyu.

But Zuihou I still gave her away because I couldn't afford to raise her.

I returned to China this year because I heard from a friend that Yu Min had never found a girlfriend since she broke up with me and had been single until now.

I thought maybe we still had a chance.

As long as I tell him the truth, he may forgive me.

After all, he loves me so much.

But I'm still late to come back, and he already has you.

When I met you at the door of the restaurant, I thought it was his cousin at first.

Because you look so small.

But he took you by the hand and told me that this is my wife.

My shijie collapsed all at once.

He's married!

He's actually married!

And the bride is not me!

What an ironic thing.

After that, I was completely unbalanced.

I can't accept the fact that Yu Min has become someone else.

I have persevered all these years, but in fact, I still have the luxury of looking forward to the day when I still feel that I will reunite with Yu Min.

I always feel that I have always been so bitter, and there will always be sweet times.

Now I know that I've squandered all the sweet portions.

At that time, I didn't discuss with Yu Min and made all the decisions on my own.

In fact, subconsciously there is no confidence in our feelings, no confidence in our future, and no confidence in ourselves and Yu Min.

That's why I've come to this point, and it's all my own fault, and I have nothing to do with others.

Creek, I'm sorry for everything I did to you before.

Because I'm so jealous of you.

I've always felt that this happiness was meant to be mine.

It's only now that I understand that there is nothing that should or should not be cherished, only cherished or not.

I am not telling you this today to gain your sympathy.

I just wanted someone to talk to, because all of a sudden I found myself without even a friend to talk to.

I chose to let go, and I regret it, and I still regret it.

Yu Min is the most haode man I have ever met, he loves you and will put you first more than his own life.

As long as he is there, he will not let you suffer and will not wronged you, even if he has to bear everything himself.

And I didn't really understand that until after the breakup.

But there is no regret medicine on this shijie.

It won't give you a chance to do it all over again.

This is the price to pay for not cherishing the demand.

Xiaoxi, I used to bring a lot of pain to Yu Min.

Perhaps the wound has not fully healed to this day.

It's not because he still loves me, but because the previous relationship was too deep, and the damage after that was too great will be difficult to heal.

So please don't get him wrong!

Even what he is doing to me now is in a moral sense.

After all, we used to be together, and he still wanted me to be better.

He's such a kind man.

So please don't misunderstand him, and don't hurt him.

In fact, he is very fragile, and he is not as strong and cold as he seems on the outside.

The hurt and pain I had caused him.

I have no ability to compensate and repay.

If there is a next life, I will do my best to repay it.

But there is no hope in this life.

zuihou, a thousand words in one sentence -

Creek, xiexie you! Please take good care of him, love him and take care of him!

If there is a next life, I will repay you!

I wish you happiness and grow old together!

Xu Huanian in the early morning"

After reading the email, Lin Xiaoxi only felt a cold face, and when he reached out to wipe it, he found that it was full of tears.

For the president, and for Xu Huanian.

If everything Xu Huanian's email said is true,

So the time with the president is estimated to be the happiest day in her life.

It is understandable that she weishenme would become so paranoid.

In fact, she just couldn't accept reality for a while, and let herself live in a fictional fantasy.

thinks that Siyu is the child of the big president, and thinks that they can still start over.

She was so eager to be happy, to go back to the past, to have love.

Because she's been having a hard time!

So I couldn't help but forgive Xu Huanian for everything he had done to her before.

After all, there is pity for those who hate them.

And Xu Huanian is like this!

Zuihou thought of what the president had experienced, and he couldn't help but feel sour in his heart - husband, so wronged!

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Today's big change is 17,000!

This chapter should be regarded as Xu Huanian's extra!