Zhang Qi felt that he was quite a scumbag.

Regarding the emotional entanglements of several girls, he has never known how to deal with them. When facing the enemy, he was brave and resolute, and he was never ambiguous in dealing with it. But in the face of the girls' deep feelings, their soft inner world, he was at a loss and lost his decisiveness in the face of the enemy.

He had spent the battle of blood and fire before his current mission, completely unaware of what it was.

It's just that there was once a woman who fought side by side, which left an indelible impression on him. That was the first time his ignorant feelings sprouted, but they quickly withered.

When he came to the campus and got along with those girls, he couldn't help but fall deeply. Every girl is like an angel, and while he is reluctant to hurt them, he can't help the impulse in his heart to occupy them.

He also once thought that there will always be a day when the task will end, and there will always be a day when people will end up. But when the day came, he found that he still couldn't harden his heart.

He only told the four girls a little bit that he would return to the army after graduation, which caused such a big wave, which he didn't want to see at all.

But what could he do? Abandon your identity as a soldier, be a flat-headed ordinary person from now on, and live and work in peace and contentment?

He also thought about it, but the ubiquitous sense of crisis couldn't make him do it.

There are too many enemies waiting for him to deal with.

Taking over the task of protecting Qi Weiwei is already busy, can such tranquility last for a lifetime?

Zhang Qi knew that once he lost his status as a soldier and lost the backing of the republic, he would be greeted with a storm of revenge. If a few girls were by their side, they would also suffer.

He was hesitant and entangled.

He felt that he was a layman, with the same feelings and desires as ordinary people. But he is not an ordinary person, and the responsibility he bears makes him unable to take it lightly.

Can I really give them happiness?

Zhang Qi looked at Xu Jie, who was thin, and felt extremely painful in his heart, he really couldn't bear to hurt this girl who had completely given his body and mind to him.

He sat down at the head of the bed, gently held the porridge, fed her, and whispered, "Jie'er, you should know a little bit about my identity." ”

"Hmm......" Xu Jie swallowed the sweet white porridge with a sweet face and said, "I heard, you are from the army, right?" ”

"Yes, I don't want to hide that from you, my parents used to be soldiers." He pondered his words and said, "But they died for my country when I was very young. Jie'er, if I said that after I graduate, I want to carry on my parents' legacy and return to the army, will you be angry? ”

Xu Jie was slightly stunned, and immediately smiled and said, "How could it be!" Men should have their own dreams, no matter what your choice is, I support you. ”

"But I'm going to leave you, and it's rare to see ...... a few times a year," Zhang Qi looked into her eyes carefully, and said carefully.

"Although I would love to keep you by my side and let you be with me every day." Xu Jie thought for a while and said seriously, "But I won't be so selfish." You have your own sky to soar into, and I don't want to tie you down with my own ideas. I just need you to know that no matter how far you fly or how tired you are, I will wait for you to return in the nest, and my heart will always be your home. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you to come home. ”

"Then you will live a very lonely and bitter ......" Zhang Qi felt a little sour in his heart.

"No, I'm happy." Xu Jie said with a smile, "During this time, you weren't by my side either." I miss you every day, and when I miss you, I take out the video you confessed to me and watch it, by the way, I asked for the video from He Ying, if you want it, I'll send it to you later. Even though I was lonely, I was happy and happy. ”

Zhang Qi couldn't help but take her into his arms and kissed her forehead gently: "I'm sorry, I'm such a scumbag, I can't give you the happiness you want." ”

"Shhhh I don't allow you to say that about yourself! Xu Jie pretended to be angry and said, "And...... What do you mean? Am I not the only one? ”

Zhang Qi immediately realized that she had said the wrong thing, and was about to explain, but was gently gagged by her outstretched index finger.

"I see that you are in a hurry, in fact, when I saw you for the first time, I found that you had something on your mind." Xu Jie said with a smile, "When you have something on your mind, although you will deliberately pretend to be chic and uninhibited on your face, you don't know that your eyebrows will wrinkle slightly from time to time and betray you!" Is it related to Qi Weiwei and them? Can you tell me about it? Don't want to hide it from me, I haven't even settled accounts with you when you confessed to Qi Weiwei! ”

Zhang Qi smiled bitterly: "That's the case, I told them that they wouldn't go to college after graduation, and when they returned to the army, they would be separated from them, and then they were all angry." ”

"What was your attitude?" Xu Jie asked with a somewhat gloating smile.

"I saw that they were angry, and I was uncomfortable, so I just left."

"You're so stupid, you don't know how to coax them? Do you think anyone is like me, so reasonable and understanding? They're angry because you didn't consult with them, you didn't ask them for their opinions. If you coax them well, they will definitely understand you. ”

Zhang Qi said with a depressed face: "What if you can't? ”

"If they can't understand you, they will just mess around, not knowing how to give you their own space, and blindly trying to bind you. Then I don't think they're worthy of you, hmph, at least not as good as me. Xu Jie said triumphantly.

"When did you get so pot-bellied?" Zhang Qi touched her stomach and said jokingly.

"I'm not pregnant, I'm still in my aunt." Xu Jie said, "I have figured out a truth during this time. ”

"What's the truth?"

"Someone asks, what is love for someone? Some say love his strengths and endure his shortcomings, and others love all of him. But I think ah, love someone to the extreme, I wish everyone in the world knew his goodness, and I wish everyone in the world would love him. If you hear someone say that he is good, that you like him, that you love him, you will be very happy and feel that you have found a soulmate. ”

Zhang Qi was stunned by her, is this the legendary rival who turned his love rival into a confidant?

"Don't you have possessiveness? Wouldn't you be angry if I was robbed? ”

Xu Jie said: "Who said that! If anyone dares to snatch you away, see that I am not in a hurry with her! Hmph, I only let them love you, but I didn't say let them possess you! ”

"Uh...... I can't see that your thinking is so distorted at such a young age...... Whew, fraternity, fraternityOkay, you can let go of my thighs, right? ”

Xu Jie smiled and let go of the little hand twisted on his thigh, drank a spoonful of porridge he fed, and said, "Do you want me to help you do their ideological work?" ”

"Forget it, let's calm down for a while." Zhang Qi said, "Actually, I feel that with you, I am enough." ”

"Really?" Xu Jie narrowed her eyes happily, and her face was filled with a smile of joy.

Zhang Qi nodded and said seriously: "Yes, because having you is equivalent to owning the whole world...... Anyway, you don't care how many chicks I make. ”

When Xu Jie heard this, she immediately sprayed porridge on the ground, and said angrily: "Wow, you, you are cheap and good!" ”

"Just kidding, kidding." Zhang Qi said with a smile.

After drinking the porridge, Zhang Qi checked Xu Jie's pulse a little, although he didn't understand the pulse, he could still feel something. The pulse is a little weird, anyway, it's not like a normal pulse, and he can't say where it is.

He said to her seriously: "You must go to a big hospital for a comprehensive examination to see what is wrong." It can't be delayed, early detection and early healing, it won't be so painful. ”

"yes, got it. Are you sleeping here tonight? It's been a long time since I've slept with you in my arms. Xu Jie said with a blank eye.

Zhang Qi would not refuse her such a request.

……

Knock knock.

At the door of 503, Zhang Xuewan was knocking on the door.

"Zhang Qi, open the door, I have something to look for you."

Qin Wu'er next door opened the door and poked her head out to take a look. Wang Peng was staying in Wang Fang's room, room 502, and also opened the door and came out to see the situation.

"Isn't Zhang Qi in there?"

"I don't know, I remember he said to go down for some supper and never came back."