352. 352. Reconciliation
After a long time, Qingyun stopped crying in grief, looking at the soaked clothes of the meditation master, and a trace of astringency appeared on his face with tears unresolved.
took out the cloth and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Qingyun's eyes, and the meditation master said softly and lovingly: "It's just a piece of clothing, as long as our Jiu'er is fine." ”
"Please rest assured that Aunt Huang and Uncle Leng, Jiu'er will never let those ill-intentioned traitors succeed in their conspiracy and shake the foundation of my country!" Collecting the churning of his heart, Qingyun said solemnly: "It's just that now that there are two edicts from my father, how can I convince my subjects and support Jiu'er to set things right?" ”
Qingyun was able to accept his bizarre life experience so quickly and regain his senses, and pointed out the key to the problem with a sharp point, Leng Yi and Jingxin Master were deeply relieved and full of pity at the same time.
Especially the meditation master, originally this was the responsibility and obligation shared by her and Jiu'er, but let Jiu'er bear it alone, she was ashamed of herself.
"Jiu'er doesn't need to worry about this."
Seeing that Qingyun's eyes were puzzled, the meditation master leaned over slightly and whispered a few words in her ear, seeing her suddenly cheerful expression, there was a natural majesty and firmness between her eyebrows, and she felt in her heart: It is worthy of being the child of the imperial brother! The Jin Kingdom finally has a successor!
The last bit of worry was gone, Qingyun was full of confidence, staring deeply at Leng Yi and Jingxin Shitai, his voice was sonorous and clear: "Please Uncle Leng rest assured, and Aunt Huang will take good care of Uncle Leng, I will go and start arranging the pacification of civil strife, and I will never allow the younger people to covet it!" ”
"We believe in Jiu'er!" Leng Yi and Jingxin Shitai nodded heavily with tears, and Jingxin Shitai said gently: "Cining Nunnery is a royal temple, and it is not allowed to trespass unless it is my royal family, Jiu'er can live here with peace of mind, and plan the decision to calm the civil strife!" ”
Who knew that Qingyun resolutely refused: "Cining Nunnery is a quiet place for Buddhism, if it is contaminated with a trace of blood, I feel ashamed, and if our people come and go too often, it will inevitably arouse the vigilance of those traitors, Xinxiang is not far from the capital, prosperous and lively, it has always been a place where business travelers stayed in the past, I live there, it is not suspicious and convenient to meet all loyal ministers, but it is late today, and I have to disturb in the nunnery for one night." ”
"Silly boy, don't say that Cining Nunnery is a royal temple, and the disciples in the nunnery are also the people of the Jin Kingdom, it is incumbent on you to eradicate traitors and stabilize the dynasty. The meditation master said angrily: "Poor Ni will go and arrange the side room and fast food, Jiu'er must be tired all the way, so take a good night's rest first." ”
After speaking, the meditation master left the meditation room.
The midnight of late autumn is so quiet that it makes people's hearts cold, there is a crescent moon hanging in the dark sky, the cold moonlight is somewhat evacuated, with the occasional gust of night wind, the shadows of the trees outside the window are flying with the wind, rustling, inexplicably refreshing people's hearts.
Sitting on the bed with her knees crossed, Qingyun shook her lips and cried silently, tears streaming across her beautiful cheeks, and a sad breath lingered all over her body.
Uncle Leng and Aunt Huang were worried, and in front of them before, she finally restrained herself from crying loudly.
At this moment, it is difficult for her to suppress the grief of losing her relatives in her heart, and it is difficult to suppress her regret that she failed to protect her relatives, but she is afraid of alarming Uncle Leng and Aunt Huang next door, so she can only vent her emotions silently.
The reddish eyes were misty with tears, the slightly pale lips bit out a trace of blood, the petite body couldn't stop trembling, and the helpless and sad expression was like a blunt knife slashing at Mo Xuan's heart, and the pain was unbearable.
Traced all the way to the dense woods, watched the three of them enter the secret passage, and after eliminating the traces of the three of them, he quietly sneaked into Cining Nunnery and came to the meditation room of Master Jing, and heard the conversation of the three people in the house clearly, and also saw the grief that Xiyan tried his best to endure, at that moment he really wanted to break in and accompany her, but in the end, reason prevailed over emotion, after all, there are some things Xiyan has the right to know the truth.
It's easy to wait until now, seeing that Xiyan is grief-stricken, Mo Xuan no longer hides his tracks and jumps into the room, wanting to step forward and hug her into his arms, but he is afraid that she will resist fiercely, so he has to stand by the window.
His tall body obscured the moonlight shining through the open window, and the faint shadow fell to the ground, making it impossible to see his expression, except for a pair of eyes that were deep in the light clouds that shone with a burning and loving light.
"Xiyan, I have treated Uncle Leng, and the broken tendons and veins have been connected, and I can recover after half a year of rest, but I can't practice martial arts in the future, and Aunt Huang, the damage to my face is too deep and the time is too long, it will take at least a year to restore my face back then, but don't worry, I will do my best to cure Uncle Leng and Aunt Huang."
His eyes were still staring ahead, and Qingyun wept silently, as if he was blind to Mo Xuan and his persuasion, so he turned a deaf ear.
"I understand the pain in your heart, if you want to cry, just cry out, just cry out, look at your forbearance appearance, I ...... Our hearts ache! ”
Suddenly, he turned his face away, and Qingyun burst into tears but silently, and his shoulders didn't tremble.
Mo Xuan strode to the side of the bed and hugged her tightly from behind.
The warmth that was familiar and exuded a fragrance that seemed to have no medicine instantly surrounded Qingyun, and he couldn't help but tremble, and suddenly closed his eyes, and tears slipped silently.
"No matter what happens, I will always be there for you, with you in the face of all the storms, even if it is ...... You don't love me anymore, you don't want me anymore, you don't want to see me anymore, and I always love you to the core, I don't want to let go, and I won't let go! ”
Qingyun opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but found that he couldn't make a single sound, tears welled up, and his heart was like a fire.
The infatuation of the previous life, the too many truths she knew in this life, and the blood feud of her relatives seemed to be beyond her bearing, and she wanted to have someone to rely on and be able to bear all the joys and sorrows with her.
But......
"According to the development of history, I married Sima Chun with the queen of Xu, but unfortunately I couldn't conceive an heir, and soon Sima Chun broke his oath and married Zhang Lianwu at the same time, Lin Yuemei and Li Feixue as side concubines;
A month after the wedding, Sima Chun ruthlessly poisoned his father, and even claimed that his father died suddenly due to the hidden illness buried in the early years of the war, although Sima Chun, who succeeded to the throne, canonized me as the queen, but only relied on the accusations of three slaves and maids and the so-called evidence, to poison the queen mother, that is, the current concubine, ruthlessly gouged out my eyes and sent me into the cold palace;
Lan Jue would rather die and refuse to betray me, Sima Chun let the Queen Mother forcibly give her a flattering medicine and reward twenty beggars;
The third brother, the fifth brother and the starling brother, and some loyal ministers were wronged for me, who knew that Sima Chun's ambush, the third brother and the fifth brother and the starling brother were thrown into the mass grave after the five horses were divided for the crime of treason, and those ministers were also beheaded for public display, and the nine clans were connected;
Sima Chun used my life to blackmail Uncle Leng to go to the imperial tomb to guard the tomb for his father, but as a result, he sent someone to brutally kill Uncle Leng on the way;
Shen Mama and all the palace maids and eunuchs of Luoxia Palace were all killed;
Zike and the Four Shadows of Dragon Flying Phoenix Dance were originally going to escort me away, but Lin Yuemei and Wu Kai suddenly appeared with the Praetorian Guards, and the five of Zike died with thousands of arrows piercing their hearts, while I was burned alive by Lin Yuemei's arson;
It's because I'm cowardly and incompetent, it's because I can't know people clearly, and even all my relatives are dying because of me! ”
Hearing the bloody cry in the light voice, Mo Xuan's heart set off a stormy wave, his face was still calm and affectionate, he felt the trembling of the person in his arms, hugged her more and more, and silently gave her warmth and comfort.
With his eyes closed, tears of remorse slipped down his cheeks, and his voice was hoarse and lonely: "Fortunately, God has mercy on me and the day I am reborn, I thought that I could fulfill the blood oath at the moment when I was buried in the fire, and do everything to protect the people I care about!"
But the tragedy of the previous life still happened, my father was poisoned and died, and I didn't even know the whereabouts of the body, Uncle Leng was seriously injured, the third brother and they were in a deep prison and life and death were unpredictable, all relatives were in danger, and the people of my Jin Kingdom suffered an unjustified disaster...... It's all my fault!
If I had killed those traitors earlier, even if it was more than 20 days earlier, my father and the emperor would not have ...... It's all my fault, I'm sorry for them! ”
Hearing that his beloved blamed himself for all the faults, Mo Xuan was full of pity and disapproval, hugged her tightly, buried his head in her neck, and said softly: "It's not your fault!" It's that those traitors are too cunning, they have been planning for so many years, so naturally they won't give up easily, even if you kill Sima Chun and the others, it is hard to guarantee that there will not be a second Sima Chun and Lin Bingquan, or even a third or a fourth...... It's better to give them a chance to jump out, as my father decided, so that we can catch them all and never suffer from future troubles! ”
Although what Xi Yan said about his past and present lives is a bit bizarre, he just believes that this is true and is Xi Yan's personal experience.
Otherwise, the day and the day of the day would not give him a feeling of judging the two of them, and there was often heartbreaking grief and sorrow between his eyebrows.
Otherwise, Xi Yan would not have outwardly treated Sima Chunxu and the snake, but his eyes flashed with bone-devouring hatred.
Otherwise, Xiyan would not have demoted himself as the commander of the Wukai Praetorian Guard for some reason, let alone destroyed the Wu family due to the serious injury of the dragon shadow.
Otherwise, Xiyan would not have calculated that Lin Yuemei would lose her reputation and enter the nunnery, and finally end up in Shenhe.
Otherwise, Xiyan would not have targeted Lin Yuquan everywhere, would not have strongly suppressed Lin Bingquan's forces, and tried to cut off Lin Bingquan's henchmen.
Otherwise, Xiyan would not have sent Mama Shen to Baihua Villa early, and would not have blamed herself for Lan Jue's injury.
Otherwise, Xi Yan would not have known that the civil strife in Beijing had caused cold poison, and she would not have known that he had concealed the situation of her emperor and others and was angry that he did not see him, or even turned him away.
This pile, one by one, is all because Xiyan has experienced the heart-rending pain of losing her relatives, and because she cares about her relatives, she will do everything to protect her relatives.
When Xiyan was facing danger and harm, he was not by her side, and wanted to give up twice, so that she died with despair and grief.
God's mercy allowed Xiyan to be reborn, and he finally melted her cold heart and got her wholehearted love and affection, but he knew that the emperor was very important to her, but he chose to hide it, he really deserves it!
"It's not like that, it's my ......"
Reaching out to cover Qingyun's slightly trembling and cold lips to stop her from blaming herself again, Mo Xuan said clearly word by word: "The matter has happened, no matter how much you blame yourself, it will be useless, if your father and the emperor know that you blame yourself for all the faults, they will be heartbroken and sad!" The only way to do this is to cheer up, turn grief into strength, lead your subjects to kill traitors, stabilize the dynasty, avenge your father and concubine, seek justice for the loyal ministers who died in vain, and return the subjects to a peaceful world! Don't worry, I will always be with you, even if you become a demon, I will not hesitate to do so! ”
Suddenly opened his eyes, turned to face Mo Xuan, there was only her figure in those charming eyes, and there was a firm and thick affection, Qingyun's heart was shocked, and the tears slipped silently again, but they were as warm as the breeze, and she was no longer alone.
"Tatsuha...... Thank you! ”
The beloved can forgive himself and accept himself again, Mo Xuan's mood can imagine how excited and happy he is.
Mo Xuan lowered his head and gently kissed the tears on her face, and then held her lips, and then pried open her teeth, and the spirit tongue slipped into her sweet sandalwood mouth, gently licking and kissing Yun Yun's kiss, like a breeze and drizzle, lingering, and accompanied by a whisper: "You and I never have to say 'thank you', for you, I am as happy as food, and it can only be you!" ”
Qingyun felt a bang, her brain was blank, grief and remorse quietly dissipated, the warm feeling was like an invisible net, enveloping her firmly, and like a warm hot spring, gentle enough to soothe her soul, her heart trembled slightly, and her body collapsed softly in Mo Xuan's arms, allowing him to lead her to fly over the heavenly clouds.
"Master, ah...... The subordinates didn't see anything......"
The dancing shadow in the hidden shadows received a secret report and immediately turned it to Qingyun, who knew that no one answered the door after knocking on the door for a long time, and had to break in, but I didn't expect to see such a fragrant and glamorous picture, and immediately blushed, and hurriedly exited the room, but I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.
It seems that the master and Mo Gongzi have reconciled, in her opinion, it is still the best Mo Gongzi, of course, it is not that other men are bad, but after following the master for a long time, she can see that only Mo Gongzi has entered the master's heart, and naturally hopes that the master and Mo Gongzi will love each other for a lifetime and be happy.
Qingyun, who came back from the sweet kiss, reached out and wanted to push Mo Xuan away, but Mo Xuan gently held his hands, couldn't break free at all, and gave him a coquettish look: "It's all you, let me be so rude in front of the dancing shadow!" ”
"I wish everyone in the world would bump into you so rude!"
Seeing Qingyun's slightly stained red face, and his red and swollen lips were imprinted with his traces, Mo Xuan only felt that his heart was rippling, his eyes became hot and soft, and he still hugged her lightly and said, "Come in." ”