144 Saving lives

Cui Ling was stunned for a long time, only to feel that the five thunders were thundering, and all kinds of flavors were mixed.

She didn't expect such a thing to happen when she was three years old, but she didn't even notice it.

If she finds out that her mother is wrong, the family is wrong, can she do something, or if she doesn't leave Roche, will she change something?

Tears rolled down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes, and she panicked.

As for Cui Chengkai, if he still had a little attachment in his heart when he first met him, the current feeling is very complicated.

Cui Ling no longer knows how to face her father.

Standing in his position, it is naturally difficult to face such a thing as his wife being forced by the emperor.

At that time, he chose to escape from getting drunk in the wine country, instead of standing up to protect his wife, although it was contemptible and despicable, but the other party was the emperor, the ancient monarchy was supreme, and it was related to the life and death of the whole family, and he was helpless to think about it.

But no matter how many reasons there are, Cui Chengkai's cowardice at that time cannot be appeased, and the anger in Cui Ling's chest cannot be appeased.

How could he just let other men bully Luo against her will?

How could he be so laissez-faire with Roche's bent on seeking death?

After Roche's death, how could he remarry and have children so quickly, pretending that everything in the past had never happened, and even refusing to look at her again?

It was he who was clearly wrong, what was wrong with her and Roche?

Why did he inflict all this indifference and indifference on them, and he had to use such a method to make his heart feel better?

The most difficult thing for Cui Ling to accept is that she never expected it. The masters of the Anning Bo Mansion all knew about it.

Grandfathers and grandmothers, of course, do not need to say. All this if it were not for their weakness. Maybe it won't happen at all.

Especially grandmother, how can she frequently ask her daughter-in-law to receive the king because of imperial power and interests?

Even if it was the emperor of the Ninety-Five, he was still a young man!

How could she!

Cui Ling's establishment of the intact world realm concept collapsed at the moment when he knew the truth of the past.

She didn't like An Ningbo Mansion in the past, because she felt that that place was full of intrigue and deceit, and they were obviously the closest relatives, but they even smiled so hypocritically with each other.

It seems that in addition to interests. There can be no more things that bind each other together.

This is tiresome and deeply disgusting.

She didn't like it, so she chose to stay away.

originally thought that the reason why she could safely escape from the Anning Mansion with such a beautiful appearance was because of her low profile and means.

Who knew that there was such a chilling secret here.

Just as Cui Chengkai didn't want to see herself, maybe her grandmother, Mrs. An Ningbo, didn't want to see her either.

Because her existence is like a proof that can never be turned over the page, always reminding them of what kind of dirty deeds and despicable bad things they have done.

Cui Ling suddenly remembered all kinds of accidents she had encountered in her childhood.

If it weren't for the fact that her weak shell contained the soul of an adult, she had cleverly escaped those well-designed dooms. Maybe she's long gone.

She figured everything out, and suddenly realized that she had always been an unpopular existence in the Cui family.

She was still stupid to think. It is one's own means and cleverness that can survive in such a complex family.

It turned out that everything was her own passion.

Her grandmother, Mrs. Anning, had long wanted her dead.

Therefore, when she offered to marry into the Yuan family, those people would have such a relieved expression.

Do they feel that the boulder that weighs on their chests, a burden that threatens their reputation, is finally going to be thrown off?

Cui Ling's body couldn't help but tremble, if it weren't for the self-control she had forged in her previous life, maybe she would have squatted down here and cried bitterly.

Being told by his father that his mother had died a tragic death was torture.

Coupled with the thought of what had happened to her in the past, a deep fear crept over her.

Cui Chengkai couldn't help but put his palm on Cui Ling's shoulder, "Ling'er, what's wrong with you?" ”

His expression looked worried, as if his whole mind was on Cui Ling.

But with such care, Cui Ling suddenly felt that she couldn't bear it.

That was the fatherly love she had asked for before, and just now, she was determined to forgive him and get along well in the future.

But after only half an hour, she hated him, wishing that he was dead.

She gritted her teeth and asked, "Father, have you always known these things?" ”

Seeing Cui Chengkai nodding her head, she continued to ask, "Father, then you have always known about the calculations of your grandfather and grandmother against my mother?" ”

If he really understood everything, but still did nothing, and even acquiesced to the actions of the Anning Bo couple, then this man was simply hopelessly scum.

can't protect his wife, and he can reluctantly blame the other party's strength is too strong.

But if you connive at your parents to bully your wife, is that still a man?

Cui Chengkai was stunned for a moment, and then quickly shook his head, "Ling'er, you misunderstood me, I ...... I don't know what to do. These are all things that I saw later in your mother's letters, and if she hadn't said so, I might never have known these things for the rest of my life. ”

He trembled and took out a yellowed letterhead from his arms and handed it to Cui Ling, "This is your mother's masterpiece, I have been carrying it with me all these years, and I have never left it at any time." ”

Cui Ling took it and found that the letter was badly worn, apparently because she often took it out to look at it.

She opened it and saw a strong hairpin on the messy page, which was indeed the handwriting of her mother, Roche.

Luo's letter was full of hoarse accusations, in addition to the dissatisfaction with An Ningbo and his wife, the curse of the emperor, and the deep disappointment of Cui Chengkai.

And, of course, the attachment and pain of having to leave my daughter.

Cui Ling's tears flowed unconsciously. She felt a constant throbbing pain in the depths of her heart. It's so uncomfortable to death.

She said to Cui Chengkai with a cold face. "Father, you should have told me these things earlier."

If it had been earlier, long before she had even married, maybe she would have had a chance to avenge her mother.

Even if she can't really treat her grandfather and grandmother as she does because of reason, those who have indulged in the tragic death of her mother Luo should be punished and retributed.

She wouldn't kill anyone, but she didn't want to make those people's lives as easy as they were.

Cui Chengkai wiped his tears. "It's not a good thing like this, how can I tell you at will? Besides, I'm afraid that you will know the Tao and hate me......"

He cowardly added, "Although sometimes I would rather you hate me, the thought of my beloved daughter hating me makes my heart hurt." ”

Cui Ling said indignantly, "Enough, I am still willing to call you father, because after all, you gave birth to me." But how can you be for such a ridiculous reason. Just hide it from me and let me know the real cause of my mother's death? ”

She could no longer restrain her feelings, "yes. Originally, I thought it was strange that when I first saw Queen Jiang, her eyes wanted to kill me. Later, she strangely asked me to go to the northwest to deliver military supplies, which turned out to be the reason. ”

If it weren't for her good life, she usually paid attention to exercise, and then she was very bold and adaptable, if she was replaced by other high-ranking nobles, she would go down in the northwest, even if she didn't die, she would have to take off half of her skin.

Originally, she thought that Empress Jiang would do this to her because of the Yuan family.

But now it seems that Queen Jiang just wants to kill her!

Thinking of the recent events, Cui Ling felt that maybe the Yuan family was actually implicated by her, which would make Queen Jiang so eager to get rid of it!

She suddenly felt a little sorry for the people of the Yuan family.

If it was really because of her that they were unlucky, she would really regret her death.

Cui Chengkai said timidly, "I heard what happened when you gave birth, and I know that this must be Queen Jiang's intention to deliberately deal with you, if you don't talk about this matter, I'm afraid that you will suffer more secret losses." I ......"

His eyes were deep, "I can't bear to let my children suffer any more!" ”

The so-called knowing oneself and knowing the other side can not be defeated in a hundred battles.

If Cui Ling knew about these past events and was wary of Queen Jiang in advance, it would be better than being kept in the bones, not knowing anything, and then suddenly encountering the other party's plot.

It is also because of this that Cui Chengkai feels that this matter can no longer be hidden.

Although he is not a good man, this daughter is the person he misses the most.

Even if he pretended to have an indifferent expression, he had always been cold to her, but his eyes were never far away from her.

If it weren't for his secret help, with her embarrassing situation in Anningbo's Mansion, how difficult would it be to really be alone, could she really do it alone?

It's just that he did it too stealthily and didn't let anyone find out.

And now, because of the dusty past thirteen years ago, his most beloved and indebted daughter is about to be hurt, how can he sit still at this time?

Cui Chengkai felt that he had already done it once thirteen years ago, and this time, he must not be weak and retreat anymore!

He thought about it, lowered his voice and said to Cui Ling, "I know that if you hate me, you can hate me, so maybe I feel better." But there are some things I have to say to you, and you must not miss a word of what is going on. ”

Cui Ling wanted to cover her ears and not listen, she didn't want to or have the courage to face this man.

But Cui Chengkai's serious expression loosened her curiosity, and this matter was no longer just a personal matter, so she felt that it was necessary to listen to what he still wanted to say.

She said stiffly, "You say." ”

Cui Chengkai said in a deep voice, "The emperor secretly took me into the palace a few days ago, but he asked for help from me, the person who killed his wife. He said that Empress Jiang and the crown prince poisoned his diet, and they wanted him to return to heaven as soon as possible, and he begged me to save him! (To be continued......)

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