Dongmei, if you have seen this letter, I believe that I am no longer alive. Please forgive me, maybe I am no longer qualified to say this again.

I did one thing! A big deal.

That's when I set a fire and burned down the Skyna, where I had worked for almost thirty years. When the hotel was burning, I stood downstairs and watched with a blank face. When the whole floor exploded, I turned and walked away because I didn't dare look any further.

The truth is completely different from what you think! I didn't see my expectations, I saw faces. These are the faces I see every day. These faces will affectionately call me Uncle Chen, Brother Chen or Lao Chen, will shush me and ask for warmth, will hold home with me, will cry with me, laugh together, and experience the joys, sorrows and sorrows of life together.

That's when I realized that the place where I had been working for more than 29 years was already a part of my life. Now I actually hurt it, it's still so big, so I'm scared, I regret it, I don't dare to face it anymore.

zuihou, I walked away...... I know that regret is useless, the consequences have already been made, and what does regret mean to me.

When I came home tonight, it was the same as usual, but my heart was different, because I knew that I had made a choice.

The choice is simple, and that is destruction. Since I destroyed the hotel, it means that I also destroyed myself.

I know! Do you want to know why, what exactly am I going to do this?

But for this reason I don't want to say! Maybe you can guess later, because the truth can't be stopped. But I don't want to use this ridiculous truth to justify my crimes. Wrong, is wrong, and all justifications seem ridiculous, pale, and meaningless in the face of real mistakes.

The hotel thing has been generated! I will reap the consequences. Tonight will be my Day of Atonement! Maybe the dark hell is the end of my zuihou.

Dongmei, all of the above. Actually, it's not what I want to talk to you, what I want to really talk to you. Just wanted you to fulfill my wish!

That's to tell your daughter the truth!

I don't want her to leave this cruel shijie with the lies we weave as well.

If possible, tell her...... I love her.

Although I am not her biological father, I love her more than my biological father. I was ashamed that I couldn't fight for her life for a moment, and perhaps it was this shame that made me finally embark on this road of no return.

Dongmei, you were very beautiful when you were young, if it weren't for your physical defects, you wouldn't have been able to marry someone like me. I feel very happy to be able to marry you.

Forget it, that's it! The time has come to say zaijian......

Please don't be sad, when you see me again, I will be a cold corpse. I chose to give up my family, I gave up on you, I gave up my most beloved daughter.

This is the first time, and also zuihou once, I want to say to you, don't shed tears for me, because I don't deserve it.

Chen Zhicheng's masterpiece

When Tan Dongmei saw this, her vision blurred instantly, and tears fell on the trembling paper one by one, and her handwriting was wet. It was as if her heart had been torn apart, shattered into pieces, and scattered in the endless darkness.

"You're going to tell me this!" Tan Dongmei's face was full of tears, her body trembled, and she choked up: "I just want to know that you want to do this, but you didn't tell me." Chen Zhicheng, you are too cruel to me! ”

Tan Dongmei choked and was in pain in the room like this, and the sadness even soaked the air, making the whole room immersed in grief......

"Knock knock!" There was a knock on the door......

Tan Dongmei hurriedly wiped the tears on her face when she heard the voice, sorted out her emotions, took a mirror and looked at her face before she stood up and went to open the door with a cane...... When the door opened, an extremely beautiful girl appeared in the doorway.

"Mom, I'm back." Chen Wanting stood at the door, saw her mother open the door, and immediately said with a smile.

"Xiao Wan! How did you get back? Tan Dongmei was slightly stunned when she saw her daughter appear at the door.

"Mom, how did you forget! My chemotherapy ended yesterday, but my dad didn't come to pick me up yesterday. I'm back on my own today! By the way, what about my dad, isn't the unit very busy! His phone never worked. No one answered the phone at home! Is it broken. Chen Wanting walked into the room, took off her hat, showed her bald head, looked around, and said strangely.

"Uh...... Maybe it's broken! I said why the phone doesn't ring these days. However, your dad's unit is very busy these days. Maybe you're too busy to forget about your business. Since the chemotherapy is over, why don't you rest in the hospital for two more days and come back so soon. Tan Dongmei tried her best to control her emotions, but she still looked a little abnormal.

"No, the treatment fee is already very expensive, if the hospitalization fee can be saved, our family can afford it a little lighter. Mom, if the effect of this chemotherapy is not good, I think it is better to forget it, I don't want to treat it. My dad is so tired! Every day after work, I have to go out to do odd jobs and sleep a few hours a day. It's so distressing to watch! Chen Wanting said weakly with a frown.

"What stupid things are you talking about, kid! You're all your dad and I have, and I wouldn't be able to live without you. Tan Dongmei said that she was sad, and her tears involuntarily flowed down again.

"Mom! Don't cry. It's all my fault, you raised me hard, not only do I not honor you, but I also make you sad. Mom, don't cry! Xiao Wan was wrong. When Chen Wanting saw her mother crying, she also cried sadly.

"Silly girl! How can I blame you for this, if you want to blame your parents for not being capable, otherwise you can't suffer this kind of sin. Tan Dongmei choked up.

"Mom!"

The two of them hugged each other and cried bitterly......

……

A Mercedes-Benz car parked in a cluster of low-rise buildings.

Shen Shengnan looked at the old-fashioned red brick concrete building outside the car window, nodded and said, "It should be this!" Let's go down! Wang Ding. ”

"Mr. Shen, otherwise, I'll go and see it. Don't go up! Wang Ding said suddenly.

“weishenme？” Shen Shengnan asked rhetorically.

"The main thing is inconvenience! In case he let his family know, it was you, the boss, zuihou, who fired Lao Chen, which led to ...... You got it! When the time comes, it will be embarrassing for his family to speak a little more ugly. Wang Ding frowned.

"No, I'm going to go up and have a look. This incident is also caused by me, and if I don't take a look, I don't feel at ease. Shen Shengnan said.

"That's right...... Otherwise, when you go up, don't mention that you are the general manager, and don't mention that Lao Chen was fired by you. You just said, you are the logistics general affairs, come to the house to condole! Said that you had a good relationship before, and this time I came to see what the family needed. Do you think it's okay? "You must know that what Wang Ding suggested makes sense, mainly because he was afraid that Shen Shengnan would impulsively say that he had fired Lao Chen, which led to all this. The family members of that family can still give up in case of another fight on the spot.

When the time comes, I am caught in the middle, on one side is my friend, and on the other side is the orphan and widow who just died of my husband. Even though he's a man, what's the use. Don't say you can't do it, even if you can, you can't do it yourself......