Chapter 380: Willing or Not
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Lin Zhaoyan looked at her and knew that what she said was true, so he could only put away his anger and nodded, "It's best if Mrs. Shi can let go." ”
"How can you not let it go? Hate is also a lifetime, love is also a lifetime, I don't want to be like him. ”
Lin Zhaoyan nodded, "Mrs. Shi is right, letting go is liberation, from now on, Mrs. Shi will definitely be able to get true peace." ”
Master Jingyi nodded with a smile, and suddenly looked at her again, "What about you?" ”
"What?"
"What are you going to do in the future?" Master Jingyi looked at her too seriously, "If something so big happens, can you get true peace in your heart?" ”
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "I naturally went to Yanling, Shengjing City is so chaotic, I can't stay anymore, as for tranquility...... I've always been very clear about what I want and what I'm doing, and I've been in this situation for a long time, so why be restless? ”
"If that's the case, it's best to be afraid, I'm afraid...... You can't even figure out your own heart. Master Jingyi stared at her and sighed, "I also know a little bit about the relationship between you and Zishu, it is just a misunderstanding between you, he is a good boy, if you still want to be with him, I will tell him the truth, and it will save him embarrassment and pain, so that you can have a lover and eventually become a family." ”
"Mrs. Shi, don't." Lin Zhaoyan hurriedly stopped her, "That's it, fate is destined, although we were calculated by Xue Shenzhi, but this also proves that there is no fate between us, so there is no need to force it." ”
"Really?" Master Jingyi twisted her eyebrows, "If you are worried that Zishu will treat you badly in the future, then I ......"
"Mrs. Shi, no need, my words are not angry, they are sincere." Lin Zhaoyan interrupted her, looking at her with serious and serious eyes.
Master Jingyi could only sigh. "If Zishu knows the truth one day, he will definitely complain to me."
"Then let's wait until he knows the Tao later!" Lin Zhaoyan turned his head away, avoiding the pitiful eyes of Master Jingyi.
She can't let herself be shaken now, as the real Lin Zhaoyan said, she must perceive this world by herself, not be swayed by her emotions, although she is gone, it is difficult to ensure that there are no sequelae, it is better to wait for a while, and wait for her to calm down completely.
Lin Zhaoyan and Master Jingyi appreciated Mei for a while. After the two of them were completely calmed down, they returned to the plum hut.
Xue Shenzhi had already left, leaving nothing behind.
Master Jingyi looked calm as usual, and beckoned Lin Zhaoyan to come over for tea, "It's still Mei Xue's tea, but it's no longer the sun-dried bamboo leaves that fool you, it's the good Biluochun, and the maids who beckoned you to come in and have a taste." ”
Biluochun is produced in Jiangsu and Zhejiang. It's not the tea that the magnates of Shengjing often drink on weekdays, and Master Jingyi is too close to leaving home, so I think it was brought by Xue Shenzhi.
Lin Zhaoyan pursed his lips, but he looked too calm. I was happy for her.
No matter what happened in the past, it's a good thing to be able to let go now.
A few people were drinking tea and chatting in the house, and the atmosphere was very relaxed and pleasant. Fang has experienced the depression and grief after life and death, and it has also been alleviated a lot.
Lin Zhaoyan listened to them laughing and laughed, while holding the teacup and sipping gently, while waiting for the return of Prince Fengqing.
It's just that. She didn't wait for Fengqing Gongzi, but waited for a distinguished guest who she couldn't have expected.
"Two, the second prince......" Lin Zhaoyan glared at the second prince who suddenly appeared at the door, covered in blood, and stood up incredulously.
Everyone else in the room was taken aback.
"Second prince? How did you get to this? It's all right, is it? What about Fu'an? He's fine, is he? It was Man Shuang who came back to his senses first and asked anxiously.
"It's fine." Xiao Huanyan replied concisely, his eyes had been fixed on Lin Zhaoyan, and the emotions in his eyes were also incomprehensible.
Lin Zhaoyan didn't know if he was angry or what, he was very uncertain, so he could only hold the hem of his clothes tightly and try to be calm: "You, why did you come?" ”
"Feng Qing told me, just when I thought you were burned to death by the fire, he told me that you are not dead, you escaped." Xiao Huan stared at her deadly, because she was covered in blood, she was embarrassed, and the chic style of ordinary Su Li disappeared, replaced by a terrifying slaughter and fierceness.
Lin Zhaoyan had never seen Xiao Huan like this, and because he had contributed to the civil strife in the palace, he was very uneasy under his weak heart, so he could only lower his eyes and stare at his toes, not daring to look at him again.
"Let's go out first, you guys talk slowly." After observing Jingyi, Master Jing determined that Xiao Huan would not harm Lin Zhaoyan, so he made a look at the others and let everyone else retreat.
As soon as everyone left, and there were only the two of them left in the house, Lin Zhaoyan was even more uneasy, so he lowered his head.
"Why don't you tell me the truth?" Xiao Huan's voice sounded deep in the room, slightly hoarse and sad.
Lin Zhaoyan's heart trembled, and after a long time, he said sullenly: "I'm sorry...... I couldn't really say ...... at the time."
"You don't believe me?" Xiao Huan asked in a deep voice, "If you don't believe me, I will help you, and if you don't believe me, I won't betray you." ”
"After all, it's your father...... Lin Zhaoyan said, "Who will do it to their own father, it's not that I don't believe you, I just don't want to drag you down, I don't want you to be sorry for the ancestors of the Xiao family." ”
"Heh......" Xiao Huan sneered, "I only have a mother, where is my father?" Lin Zhaoyan, you have never tried to understand me, so you don't believe me and don't dare to tell me, right? ”
Lin Zhaoyan stared at his dark pink embroidered shoes, "I'm sorry......"
"You shouldn't use this method, you shouldn't let the He family involve my mother and concubine, although you have the heart to warn, but you should know what kind of ambition the He family has, how can they give up such a good opportunity? So Lin Zhaoyan, I should hate you. ”
Lin Zhaoyan raised his eyes in a panic, "I didn't think about harming you......"
"That was before I was good to you, if I wasn't sincere to you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to stand in front of you now, didn't you just want to use me when you promised me to assume that you were pro?"
"How can you say that......" Lin Zhaoyan's eyes widened, "At the beginning, it wasn't me who pestered you first, it was you who ......"
Lin Zhaoyan hurriedly swallowed the words that followed, secretly annoyed that he was speechless.
It doesn't matter what the situation was in the first place. Now the second prince is indeed sincere to himself!
"Yes, you're right, it's true that I pestered you first, and I can't live by myself." Xiao Huan laughed at himself, his expression looking extremely sad.
Why didn't she understand his heart? I don't know where his real anger and anger are?
She knew how he felt at the moment when he thought she was burned to death by the fire, and it was nothing more than the case that the world was turned upside down, and in such a dangerous situation at that time, he ignored the attack of the third prince and rushed to put out the fire like crazy.
He was just worried about her safety, worried that he wouldn't be able to see her again even if he wanted to see her again in the future!
But what about her? Didn't take him to heart at all.
She was so kind to him. It's just out of apology.
"Second prince, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry......" Lin Zhaoyan hurriedly apologized, looking extremely nervous.
Seeing this, Xiao Huan laughed at himself even more.
She can say "I'm sorry" so simply and refreshingly, except that she really feels sorry for him, but she really doesn't care so much.
Xiao Huan, this wishful clown, how long are you going to be? Do you have to lose all your dignity to be willing?
"Forget it. At this point, it's useless to say sorry no matter how much. Xiao Huan adjusted his emotions and spoke in a different tone, relieving the stagnant and dull atmosphere of the scene. I don't blame you, anyway, without you, with the ambition of the third brother and the calculation of the mother, this day will come sooner or later. I was prepared from a long time ago. ”
"Really?" Lin Zhaoyan breathed a sigh of relief instantly, but he was still a little bottomless.
"Really, just your little trick. It's just playing a role in fueling the fire, do you really think it can be a big thing? Xiao Huan said.
Lin Zhaoyan was completely relieved, and then saw that although Xiao Huan was still covered in blood, he no longer had the fierceness and slaughter of Fang Cai, so he didn't take a step forward, and asked tentatively: "Are you injured?" Would you like to bandage it for you? ”
"No, I'm fine." Xiao Huan waved his hand, rejected her kindness, and stared at her instead: "Lin Zhaoyan, do you really think that I am too idle and bored to come to you to question and quarrel with you?" ”
"What?" Lin Zhaoyan's heart jumped, and a bad premonition rose in his heart.
"The Hou Mansion of Jian'an has been slaughtered." Xiao Huan said quietly.
The "snap" sound was the sound of Lin Zhaoyan accidentally hitting the table and the teacup on the table falling down.
She looked at Xiao Huan with wide eyes, shook her head and said, "How, how come, impossible!" ”
Didn't my father say that Prince Xiao would keep the Hou Mansion? How so! And there is civil strife in the palace, what is the matter with the Guanhou Mansion? If someone takes advantage of the difficulty to rob, it is impossible for Shengjing City to be chaotic to the point of rampant thieves at this time!
"It's Ink Cream." The second prince answered the doubts in her heart, "Didn't you tell me that there was someone behind the ink cream, I have been sending people to keep an eye on her movements, the person sent to slaughter the door today is the person of the ink frost, but unfortunately I have few people, except for a young master and young lady who saved your family, none of the rest of the people were spared, and your grandmother, she was not assassinated, she was poisoned on the bed, I guess...... It's also ink. ”
Lin Zhaoyan looked at him in astonishment.
She knew that Mo Shuang was ambitious, but she didn't expect her to be so ruthless.
Except for a young master and a young lady......
Could it be......
"Is it my third sister and Brother Qi?" Lin Zhaoyan couldn't wait to ask.
"Well, I've sent someone to set them up, and both of them are terrified, do you want to go and see them?" The second prince asked.
Lin Zhaoyan thought for a while and shook his head, "Forget it, the relationship between the two of them and me is not very good, and they may not be happy to see me, besides, I am already a dead man now, and I am afraid that I will cause some trouble on the way." It's better to be like this, my third sister is married to the prince of Duanwang, can you send her to Duanwang's fiefdom to keep her away from these nightmares? As for Brother Qi...... At the beginning, it was because my mother hated Aunt Wan that she refused to take him away, and my persuasion was to no avail, and now it is even more impossible for me to take him to Yanling to block my mother, and I guess he will not be happy. Otherwise, let him follow you, or...... You bother to help him arrange a good place, he is still young after all, I am afraid that he will ......"
"I understand, don't worry, I'll help you do it."
"Thank you." Lin Zhaoyan looked at him gratefully.
"Xie Lu Xie?" Xiao Huan muttered and repeated, suddenly raised his eyes, and looked at her meaningfully, "I think you owe me something that you can't pay off with 'I'm sorry' and 'Xie Lu Xie', right?" ”
"You, what do you mean?" Lin Zhaoyan glanced at him nervously.
"It's not interesting." Xiao Huan smiled, "It's just that I want to ask you, do you remember what you said to me in front of Huanyue Xuan that day?" ”
What did Huanyue Xuan say to him before?
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned, and then his face turned red instantly.
She said at the time that if she had the fate to meet again in the future, she would agree to his question.
And his question is - would you like to go with him?
Would you like to ......
(To be continued......)