Scenery on the painting-97, Qiao Er's explanation of the god of "the whip is beyond reach" (Meng Mengda)
Mu Chenchu came to Su Junyan today, indeed to make some things clear, but if you think about it carefully, what else has not been made clear between them?
I thought about it countless times on the way here, but what problems did not make it clear between them?
Think about it again, what do you think about the most in one night? What did Zijin say to himself? Still is...... What are the pasts between them?
She doesn't know how she got addicted to smoking, in fact, it's not a smoking addiction, but when she thinks about this man too much, she can't help but want to smoke, when they were together in the past, she would always dislike him for smoking too much, and then they separated, but it seemed to be the only thing that could be connected between them.
She felt that she was really pathetic, and she wanted to forget, but she couldn't.
So Shen Zijin's few words, like giving her the courage and motivation to do so, finally gave her an excuse and gave her a chance. But really standing in front of Su Junyan and listening to him say all the words in his heart, Mu Chenchu still felt awkward.
This kind of awkwardness, she doesn't know how to describe it.
It's like ...... She is the Monkey King, turning over and over, no matter how she tosses, what she can't escape is the palm of the Buddha, and Su Junyan is her Buddha.
Men have tsundere emotions, and women naturally do, plus Mu Chenchu was originally more stubborn, and now the two are in such a stalemate, Su Junyan looked at her with a sworn look, just to tell her - I knew that this day would still come, and you would still obediently return to my side.
Mu Chenchu's heart, as if he had been scratched by a cat's paws, bit his lip, and opened his mouth to say, "Don't be sentimental!" I don't have it at all! ”
This kind of duplicity is too obvious, Su Junyan is really afraid that she is serious, she is overbearing. When he fell in love, he just liked it, "Be careful liver, am I really being amorous?" ”
"Yes! It's just that you're making a fool of yourself! ”
"Are you sure!"
"Sure!"
"Then why is your heart beating so fast?"
Su Junyan stretched out his hand and pressed it directly on Mu Chenchu's chest, his burning eyes were full of affection, "Little liar, I feel it, did you hear it yourself?" ”
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Mu Chen's heart trembled violently, at this moment, she had to admit that in this world, there are too many things that are destined, such as fate, as if she met Su Junyan when she was very young, he is a little overlord-like existence in his heart, if she hadn't met him back then, if she hadn't met him later, if she hadn't met him again in City C, maybe she wouldn't have suffered too much after that, if it wasn't for him, now, she might have been with Li Yu, maybe life is very dull, but, it should also be happy, right?
There are many kinds of life, not thrilling, not sympathetic, not unforgettable, but it can also be ordinary happiness.
But not a song is singing
――If I hadn't met you, where would I be, how my life would have been, whether I should cherish my life, maybe I know someone, I live an ordinary life, I don't know if it will be, and there is love as sweet as honey.
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However, time passes in a hurry, and I just care about you, willingly, and infect your breath.
It's not a pity to lose the power to live.
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"I'm in Seattle Stream. During the delivery, the doctor told me that I might ...... in the future There will be no more children. ”
This sentence, she finally said it, the sentence that had always been stuck on the tip of her heart, Mu Chenchu closed her eyes a little resignedly, but when she really said it, she found that it was not as difficult as she imagined, maybe, she could say more-
"Jun Yan, I don't want to waste each other's time anymore, I admit that I do...... I'm scared, I know that during this time, I've had a hard time on my own, maybe you don't feel good, I don't know that at the beginning, I was in our room, and I saw you and other women...... What the hell is going on, but I have never doubted you about this problem, even at the first sight of it, I was shocked, sad, painful, and desperate, but when I think about it, I know that you can't do something like that to hurt me, but what to do? I've been thinking about that image all the time...... I can't get past that hurdle, you're here to help me? ”
Regarding this matter, when Mu Chenchu told him before, Su Junyan had already asked people to investigate, in fact, even if he didn't check anything, he already knew in his heart, whose idea was this matter, but the matter had come to this point, he knew that he needed to give Mu Chenchu an explanation, she was a person who likes to drill the horns of the bull, many things, she has never been able to let go, and now she is finally willing to let each other take a breath, how could Su Junyan give up such a good opportunity?
He hugged her face, a gentle kiss, and fell on her lips like a soothing, and his voice was low, "Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but you believe me, I really don't know anything, this matter, I have already let people check it before, I also know who that woman is, I know you feel uncomfortable, you don't want to blame me, but you have been blaming yourself, don't do this, if you really figure it out, I'll take you to meet her, she will tell you everything, okay?" ”
Mu Chenchu instinctively shook his head, "I don't want to see her!" ”
"Okay, no, we don't see, I promise, there will never be anything like this in the future." He kissed away her tears, the astringent taste made him very distressed, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have been so indecisive before, but please understand me, I want to make the family complete, because when I was very young, I knew that my sister was given away, I knew that my mother was not loved by my father, I knew what my mother longed for all her life, I was her son, I just didn't want to break her heart, but it hurt you." Baby, never again, I swear, no matter what happens, I will put you first, you give me this chance, let me make up for you. ”
Mu Chenchu choked up and said, "...... However, I can't have children, Junyan, I may not have children. ”
"It doesn't matter, we can't have children, we don't want children, as long as you're by my side, I can do without anything. Chenchen, you are the most important thing, you are not my tool for inheritance, you are the woman I love deeply. ”
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Mu Chenchu's tears were like pearls with broken threads, popping up and running across her cheeks, but for such a long time, she didn't know how many tears she had shed, but there was nothing like this time-
There is a sense of relief.
It was relaxing, and I experienced happiness again.
It turns out that a lot of times, when you really let go, you can have it again.
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Su Huahua stood at the door of the operating room, pacing back and forth, Qiao Jinglian was sitting on the bench on the side, her eyes were on Su Huahua's body, turning back and forth, he felt a little headache, when Su Huahua came over, he finally couldn't help but reach out and hold her.
"That's enough, can you sit down for a while? I was dizzy. ”
He forcibly pulled Su Huahua and sat next to him, Su Huahua stretched out his hand and slapped the man's hand away, not angry, "You want to care?" Let go of me, I like to walk around, and if you get dizzy, you get out! ”
"Tsk, Su Huahua, don't you know what's wrong, you didn't give me a good look from the beginning, where did you say I offended you?"
Qiao Jinglian stood up, although her tone was a little fierce, but her expression was clearly a little complaining, "Don't shout at your man at every turn, don't get out of here, there is no seriousness in speaking-"
Su Huahua was already very upset, his adoptive father and adoptive mother were pushed into the operating room for almost 3 hours, but the lights in the operating room were not extinguished, and no one came out, I don't know what the situation was inside.
Of course, she is well aware that these are the risks that must be taken during the operation.
But she was worried that if that was the case...... She knew that her adoptive father was unlikely to have a chance to wake up, but her adoptive mother still had hope, and she still thought in her heart that maybe both of them would have a chance to wake up......
She was worried here, Qiao Jinglian was shouting on the side, she didn't forgive him in the first place, she was still in the car and treated her like that, she would give him a good look!
"Don't bother me, stay where it's cool."
She waved her hand, stood up, and was about to walk to the door of the operating room again, Qiao Jinglian had never been so angry that she let him stay where he was cool, it was simply too much!
He also stood up, grabbed Su Huahua, and dragged her directly to the back staircase, "What are you doing?" Qiao Jinglian, let go, I'm not welcome if you do this again! Qiao Jinglian! You let go, what do you do? ”
"Su Huahua, take advantage of me to talk to you now, you have a more correct attitude!"
Qiao Jinglian pulled the person into the back staircase, kicked the elastic door, and pushed her against the wall, "You're enough, it's been 3 hours, you said you've been dangling, you're really not tired?" After I came back in the afternoon, you didn't eat anything, I asked you several times, but you ignored me, didn't I tell you? This surgery takes 10 hours, and you just dangle around the door, useful? You're going to hang out at the door for 10 hours? ”
"What do you care about me? I'm going to dangle around, you let go of me. ”
"I don't care about you, who cares about you?"
"Anyway, don't worry about it, let me go!"
Su Huahua twisted her body, who knew that Qiao Jinglian's hand that was holding her shoulder was loosened, and it slid to her chest at once, the force was quite strong, the soft place was full of elasticity, Qiao Jinglian touched it, but it had a different charm, but Su Huahua was pressed by him vigorously, naturally it hurt, she may be Yue. It's coming soon, in the past few days, it has been uncomfortable somewhere, and it is even more uncomfortable at this time, his face turned crimson, and when he raised his hand, he instinctively wanted to slap Qiao Jinglian in the face.
Qiao Jinglian learned smartly this time, flashed quickly, grabbed her little hand whistling with her backhand, and stared at Su Huahua in disbelief, "Stinky girl, you want to hit me again?" Where on your body have I not touched? You were just moving by yourself, and I accidentally touched it, are you guilty of this? ”
"You, let go! Let go! ”
Su Huahua just felt unhappy, and she was really worried about her adoptive father and adoptive mother, so what happened to her tantrums? This man, regardless of the occasion and place, will put his hands on her, eat and wipe clean, and now he has to correct his attitude, he is the one who should have a correct attitude, right?
Qiao Jinglian saw that she was not joking, her eyes were a little red, he was still afraid that she would be sad, think about it, he is a man, just bow his head, let go of her hand, and his tone was a little flattering, "Don't make trouble, okay?" Drawing, you're like this, I'm just worried about you, okay, okay, say a few words to you, my eyes are red, I haven't seen a girl who loves to cry more than you, what kind of sin do you say I made, why is it you? ”
In the past, I hated women crying and crying the most, but now this little wild cat in his arms, in addition to splashing himself at every turn, always likes to shed tears, crying, making trouble and hanging himself, without taking two steps behind, he is already willing, abandoning his weapon and surrendering.
"Then you don't want me, I didn't want you to ask me! I'm just going to make trouble, I'm just going to make trouble, you bastard, I didn't forgive you, who told you to lock me up in the car and take off my clothes? Who made you ...... Let you in? I didn't give permission, who let you in, I didn't give permission......"
"But I was about to blow up, and if I didn't find a place to cool down, wouldn't something happen?" Qiao Jinglian helped her wipe her tears while coaxing her, "Don't cry, paint, okay, next time I must have your permission to go in again, no matter how hard it is, I'll endure it, okay?" ”
"You-*! I didn't say that! ”
"Huh? So what are you talking about? ”
"I ...... I said you shouldn't have locked me in the car, you shouldn't have taken off my clothes. ”
"How can I get in without taking off your clothes?"
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It seemed to be a bit of a tongue twister, Su Huahua felt that he was being wound in, and he always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't help but pick up his words and continued to go around, "I said, I won't let you in!" ”
"If I don't go in, I can't hurt you. Hey, why are there so many tears? Women are really made of water. ”
"Who wants you to hurt, you go away."
"Keep yelling at me to go away, go away, paint, it's not right for you to do this, really let me go away, or let you run away, isn't that beyond the reach of the whip? So this step is all step by step, the purpose of what I did is not to make myself happy, but to make you comfortable, to serve you this little girl, you still don't know what to do. Don't cry, okay, okay, let's not talk about the topic beyond the reach of the whip, let's just talk about your adoptive father and adoptive mother, their surgery, has a 50% success rate, doesn't it? There will definitely be no problem, not to mention that you are waiting like this, it is not a solution, the food always has to be eaten, right? Come on, I'll take you to dinner first. ”
This man, what he said earlier, always felt a little problematic, but the last few words suddenly turned to the topic, and there was no problem.
Su Huahua thought, is it true that he has shed too many tears recently, so his head is a little funny? Why do you always feel that Qiao Jinglian's words are not like that, but I can't refute them?
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She snorted and was taken by Qiao Jinglian, and after getting into the car, the man helped her fasten her seat belt properly, Su Huahua sniffed, and finally had a hint of reaction-
“…… You, as you just said, what whip can't reach? ”
Her Chinese is still good, isn't it an idiom that the whip is incompatible? Doesn't it mean that no matter how long the whip is, it can't hit the horse's belly? It's too far away to reach the power, that's what it means, right?
But Qiao Jinglian just talked about the topic of this idiom, and her chaotic thoughts are a little clear now, but she always feels that what this man said about "the whip is beyond reach" doesn't seem to be like that.
Qiao Jinglian started the engine casually, and when she turned the steering wheel, she controlled the steering wheel with one hand, suddenly reached over with the other hand, grabbed Su Huahua's little hand, and pressed it to the bottom of her lower abdomen, a sensitive place, and snorted very enjoyably, frowned, and looked like a matter of course, "I don't understand this?" Drawing, you really didn't do well in elementary school, it seems that I have to find a time to give you tutoring. You said that if you run away, then no matter how long I am, won't I be able to hook up? Baby, you still have to be considerate of me sometimes, my length, after all, is limited, and I am not a monster. ”
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Su Huahua: Σ(°△°|||), the whip is beyond the reach of the whip, can it be explained in this way? I'm drunk too!
Qiao Er: It's good to be drunk, I don't have to worry about the whip being out of reach.
Author: What the hell are you talking about? I still don't quite understand the look, (with a pure face) O(∩_∩)O