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Lu Xiaoxu slammed the door open! The room was dark, and the hoarse roar, like a subwoofer, bombarded her eardrums.
The lights in the corridor poured into the room, and Lu Xiaoxu's eyes widened in a daze, looking at the scene in the room.
The man she loved, the man who had always been resolute and strong, was now kneeling on the ground with a distorted face, his head hitting the ground, his fingers constantly scratching at his body.
The clothes he was wearing had been torn out of shape, and she could see the obvious blood marks on his bare chest and arms.
How much pain it would have for him to become like this?! She had never experienced the pain of the Jun family's blood curse, but she clearly understood that her heart was throbbing violently at the moment, as if she was about to die.
"Pain...... It hurts...... Small flocculent...... It hurts......" His suppressed cry constantly stimulated her nerves.
Lu Xiaosu didn't know how she ran to Jun Jinchen, she only knew that when she came back to her senses, her hands had already hugged his body hard!
She is his lifeline, she can stop his pain, as long as it can keep him from pain, whatever it is!
His body stiffened the moment it touched her, and then, as if it were an instinct of his body, he jerked her under him, tearing at her clothes, his lips constantly moving over her.
Fate! Fate!
That's what the Jun family craves the most! Especially when the full moon is painful, this desire will become even stronger. The pain in his bones, soaked in blood, made him want to get her so much!
The slamming of his back and the back of his head on the ground made Lu Xiaosu feel a burst of pain, but this pain was nothing compared to his pain.
Her hands still clung to him, refusing to let go, letting him tear her clothes and gnaw and suck at her skin.
"It won't hurt, Jinchen, it won't hurt!" She kept repeating the same words as if she were coaxing a child.
The gentle voice drifted through the room, her embrace, her body temperature, little by little pulling back his senses.
Jun Jinchen's movements slowly stopped, panting heavily, he looked at the people under him steadily, in his phoenix eyes, the frenzy just now had gradually receded, "Xiao Xu? He spoke hoarsely, his voice as if it had been run over by gravel.
Some incredulous, unsure that she had actually appeared in front of him. Didn't he tell her where he was? Why did she appear in front of him when he was in the most pain, and still hugged him like this?
Is it a hallucination? It hurts so much, that's why I have such a hallucination?!
But the pain in his body was disappearing little by little, and he understood that this was not an illusion.
"It's me." Lu Xiaoxu said.
"Why are you here?" He asked, breathlessly.
"I can't find you anywhere, so I wonder if you're going to be here." Because this is the place where he brought her when she and he first met, and it is here that she first saw him on a full moon night, and the appearance of pain, and it was here that she gave herself completely into his hands, and understood her love for him more than ever.
Here, there are many memories of her and him, and she and him, in this room, have laughed, lingered, and made vows for a lifetime.
"Why didn't you come to me today? Why are you deliberately avoiding me? Don't even answer the phone? A series of questions came out of her mouth.
"Don't you really know why?" He was still panting, his eyes slightly down, and he struggled to let go of the hands that held her.
He couldn't hold her like this anymore, the more he touched, the more he wanted her.
Staggering to his feet, Jun Jinchen gritted his teeth and said with difficulty, "Xiao Xu, you go out first, close the door, no matter what sound there is in the room, don't open the door." ”
She got up from the ground, but instead of walking to the door as he said, she looked at him, "I am your life!" "He's obviously the time he needs her the most.
"I know." Because of leaving her touch, the pain in his body that had just been slightly pressed down swept over like a tide again. He closed his eyes and bit his lip hard. didn't look at her, and used all the restraint of his body to restrain the urge to hug her again.
"Why do you say these things when you know?" She asked aloud.
His teeth, biting his lip flap, a wisp of blood, running down the corner of his lip, "What if...... I'm holding your words now...... Then, I won't let go of the ......" Every word of his face seemed to be squeezed out of between his teeth, "Jun family...... Ancestral halls...... Book ...... You've seen it too...... The Jun family has always done whatever it takes to get their lives...... Even if you don't want to see me or hate me anymore, I won't let go......"
These few words, as if he were about to exhaust all his strength, his hand grasped the arm of the chair next to him, his fingers trembled, and this trembling then spread to his whole body.
The blood at the corners of his lips was gushing even harder, dripping on his collarbone, on his chest, on the carpet, the red blood stains made her heart clench.
Lu Xiaoxu looked at the man in front of him who was desperately suppressing his body's instincts and suppressing his pain. At this time, he was still only thinking about her!
This man loved her to the bone and put her in the most important position. But she has been immersed in her own pain, still hesitating, still wandering, still can't figure out her own feelings!
What's not clear! She loved him, she wanted to be with him, she wanted to be with him no matter what happened, she wanted him to never have to suffer this pain again!
Will her brother blame her? Or is it...... Would you like her to be happy?!
She wants to live happily, she wants Jinchen to live happily, and she wants to live happily with her brother......
Lu Xiaoxu took a deep breath, the distance between her and him was only one step, as long as she stretched out her hand, she could hug him, so that he would not be in pain, otherwise, he was afraid that if he held on for a while, he would go crazy and lose his mind because of the pain as before.
He must have been in pain all night, and he had been in pain for countless nights before he met her. And what about later? Is he going to do the same in the future?
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