Chapter 283: I'm Hopeless

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"Dr. Zhenxingji, what kind of mood did you have to create Felix?"

Lying on the big bed in the guest room of the Gui family, which was much softer and more comfortable than Sakurazhuang, looking at the email that Qiuzi sent to him, Shi Chen, who was thinking about the problem, was stunned.

This is the question that my sister will ask?

Or rather, this is the question that the timid sister will ask herself?

Thinking about it carefully, he was a little abrupt - with Akiko by his side, it was not impossible for her to ask such a question.

Let's answer a little bit.

"The motive for creating Felix is just a simple 'delusion' of Dr. Shinxingji himself.

Driven by his long-cherished desire to get closer to the truth, he is just a simple scholar, and it took him more than ten years to create a 'human' that surpasses human beings, Felix. In the process, governments get the news of the impending Red Star - a looming crisis that leaves humanity with no time to care about ethics and morality, and the scales of greed and fear begin to tilt sharply in order to have enough power to save themselves and humanity. The leaders were impressed by the intelligence of Felix, who wanted to create Zào, with a far superior intelligence - since human wisdom alone could no longer save humanity, they had to resort to external objects.

And when Felix was born, 'Red Star' also happened to appear.

Thus, the human escape plan was carried out smoothly.

Therefore, it is not for the sake of the general good, nor for the sake of mankind – the creation of 'humanity' itself is something forbidden by the moral and legal system of human society, just to satisfy one's own desires. Look', Dr. Zhenxingji created Zào out of Felix.

That is to say, 'creating a zào out of Felix' is his purpose. As for what happened outside of Felix and after Felix, it was not Dr. Shinxingji's concern.

In order to create a zào, to seek knowledge for the sake of knowledge, to move forward and to move forward, all of them are to satisfy their most primitive desires in their never-ending and never-satisfying hearts. Hope.

He didn't think about the impact of Felix on the world, on himself, and on Felix - or rather, he thought about it, but he continued to practice his path unwaveringly, and continued to work hard to create Felix.

The meaning, value, and purpose of one's own existence and development are not for the sake of good and evil, peace, or survival and destruction, which is an abstract concept that does not exist. Rather, it is condensed in each of their own achievements and creations, and whether those achievements and creations are to save the world or destroy the world, Dr. Shinxingji will not stop them. Because the meaning, goal and value of his own existence have been realized.

Carry out your own philosophy until the end of your life, have neither regrets nor resentment, die quietly and peacefully, and have nothing to be nostalgic or reluctant to give up.

Because the value and meaning of life have been realized for the True Walk Temple, Dr. True Walk has no regrets - even if he single-handedly led the tragedy of Felix that lasted for a hundred years.

And immediately after his death, the Felix project was also stopped. ”

I said that I would answer it slightly, but as soon as my mind opened, I couldn't stop - as for the description of the 'hidden behind-the-scenes boss' Dr. Shinxingji, how much of it belonged to Dr. Shinkoji and how much belonged to him?

It's really strange that people are still thinking about the characters in the novel one second, and the next second they are substituting themselves into it, and the next second, maybe it is the follow-up they imagined for it.

One moment I was still thinking about the entanglement and sigh of the fate of the characters in the novel, and the next moment I started to think, 'What if it were me?', and the next moment, maybe I suddenly realized that I had already experienced something similar.

Hehe, it's ridiculous to think about it, it's obviously a life that has been fictionalized by 'yourself', but you always associate and move on your own life...... A lot of times you don't have anything in common, right?

No matter how similar they are, it is impossible to have exactly the same life. Even if it is the same group of people, living again in the same world, there will be a completely different life from the last time - just like those protagonists who are reborn, or show their strength, or do things in a low-key way.

So, what has been your life like over the years?

Brilliant? All eyes on it? Happy? Laughing at the enmity?

If that's the case, why do you still feel tired?

Although the dream of that night was the most worrying thing in his heart, it was not necessarily part of his true thoughts in another way.

I would have such thoughts, and sure enough, I was already weak!

Behind the glamorous and inviolable appearance, there is a seemingly endless intrigue and open and secret struggle - fighting with others, fighting with oneself, fighting with the sky, fighting with the earth, life is endless, and the battle is endless!

For nearly ten years, he didn't know how many nervous nights he had experienced, even when he was sleeping, his brain was in a state of constant readiness, like a tense spring, ready to carry back the oncoming burden.

And now, he suddenly felt tired—really tired, and wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, a warm embrace that could accommodate him, so that he could rest well from now on, and no longer have to worry about those messy mortal things.

No, it's not right now. When he returned from the Celestial Empire in vain, the most original obsession in his heart had begun to slowly dissipate, and the previous qiē was just acting according to the last inertia. When the inertia disappears, it is the moment when you lose your fighting spirit!

Once the tense nerves are loosened, it is extremely difficult to tense them again—just as it is easy to become a scumbag from a scumbag, but it is more difficult to change from a scumbag to a scumbag than from a simple scumbag to a scumbag—even if it can be recovered with the help of the stimulation of some 'special event', Shi Chen does not want that to happen—he has always instinctively rejected that kind of thing. Therefore, since realizing this, Shi Chen has been using various means to delay its arrival, but, by mistake, this moment has still come.

It is impossible for an indecisive person to survive in an environment surrounded by tigers and wolves, and he has been avoiding himself from becoming such a person. However, since he had decided to compromise with those 'tiger wolves' - thinking of this, he smiled bitterly, then he still had to show a little sincerity.

However, the necessary preparations could not be left behind - he was just compromised, not surrendered, so it was not yet time for the sword and gun to enter Kuma and release Nanshan - as for whether he really wanted to completely reconcile with them, it depended on the expression behind those people.

Thinking like this, his eyes became determined. There's a lot more he wants to do - protect that coward sister, guide Kuta to become a qualified man, watch Ren and Misaki cultivate into a positive fruit, raise Yan Ye to become the student president and sister of the school park, help her when the senior sister needs it and, most importantly, give those two girls who like him, Akiko and Shion, an explanation.

Until these things are done, no matter what happens, he can't fall.

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