Love is not a widow's joy: Shanmeng looks forward to the afterlife (5)

Three years later.

The seven-year anniversary of marriage, in China, there is a copper wedding after seven years of marriage, which can also be interpreted as the seven-year itch.

Jane sat in a white dress in the restaurant set by Hangzhou Airlines, drinking the red wine she had ordered, looking at the roses set by Hangzhou Airlines, eating a romantic candlelight dinner with her husband, and the violinist playing melodious tunes, all of which looked so beautiful.

Is it really beautiful?

In order to bring down the Red Lady and get married, in order to win the absolute victory, they had Jian Yao, in order to let the Red Lady not have any suspicion, Louis Ying deliberately created a scandal, she deliberately pretended to be angry, and acted in a scene of returning to her parents' home.

Their plan was successful, the Red Lady fell, those who relied on the Red Lady were scattered, and those who did not were all ruined by Louis Ying's widowed family, and there was no other way but to leave France and leave the country for the rest of their lives.

Madame Red is still in prison, and when she heard that she had been tortured and delirious, Louis Widow helped her to get a doctor to see her and cure her, not because she still cared about her family, but because she wanted to torture Madame Red better.

Three years ago, he didn't say divorce, stayed by her and Jian Yao's side, and treated their mother and son very well; Remembering her and Jian Yao's birthdays, remembering their wedding anniversary, *day, Christmas, he would prepare gifts......

They are busy with the company's affairs, and they go home regularly every night to accompany them for dinner, and they really can't put off the entertainment, and they will call in advance; Life is calm and warm, and there is nothing wrong with it, just because of this inappropriateness, it is precisely the biggest inappropriateness.

Other couples will be like them, living together for seven years, but they have never quarreled, even if it is just a sentence, there is not a cold look!

Louis Widow swept over her untouched dinner, put down the dishes, and said in a low voice: "Not to your liking? ”

Jane looked up at him with golden pupils, shook her head slightly, pursed her red lips, and suddenly asked, "You...... Have you ever loved me? Or we've been married for seven years, have you ever had a crush on me? Even if it's just a second of heartbeat! ”

Louis Ying looked stunned for a few seconds, his eyes quickly flashed something, he looked at her, and his voice flashed apologetically, "Jane, I'm sorry...... All I can say is that I've done my best......"

Jane's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and the last bit of expectation at the bottom of her eyes also dispelled in an instant, and his answer was already obvious.

He hadn't loved her, not even a second of heartbeat.

"You tried your best, but your heart never let me get close." Jane's expression was calm when she said this, except for a trace of sadness that lingered on her brows.

"Jane—" Louis Ying stopped talking, looking at her with complicated and apologetic eyes, not knowing what else he could say.

I'm sorry for saying too much and looking hypocritical.

In the past three years, he has worked hard to be a good husband and father, but his heart has always stopped water, like a pool of stagnant water without any waves, and when he does these things, it is out of a man's sense of responsibility and out of the mentality of compensation.

It's not about love.

Since he lost Lan Mufei and brought down Mrs. Hong, his whole person seems to have no humanity, no joy, anger and sorrow.

Sometimes when he thinks about it, he feels that he can't even do the word despair.

Sad, or ridiculous!

"Let's get a divorce." Jane pursed her bloodied lips, and her hands under the table pinched her skirt tightly, crumpled.

Louis Ying was stunned for a few seconds, and then reacted, and his voice was low: "Seven years, and ......"

"I haven't walked into your heart for nearly seven years, can it be that another three years will change anything?" Jane asked him rhetorically, her voice mixed with the smell of blood.

Louis Widow was silent.

Seven years ago, after Lan Mufei's incident happened, he needed someone to help him, and that person was Jane.

At first, he just asked Jane to help get a fake engagement, wanting to get the cloud out of the story, wanting to stabilize Madame Red first, and then find a way to solve the rest of the matter.

Lan Mufei's departure made him suffer too much, and after knowing the truth, his heart was full of hatred and wanted to take revenge on Madame Hong.

With his strength alone, it was impossible to bring down Madam Red in the shortest possible time, and he couldn't wait that long, otherwise he would be tormented and crazy by the hatred in his heart and the pain of losing Lan Mufei.

The engagement turned into marriage, and he needed Jane, the trust of the Red Lady, and the power of the Lanstrow family.

Jane knew what he was thinking, was silent for a long time, and said, "Earl, I want to help you, but I am the heir of the Lanstrow family, and I also have my own responsibilities and missions, and I also know that I can't do business at a loss; Taking such a big risk to help you, what can I explain to my family, and what can you give me in return? ”

Louis Widow said, "What do you want?" ”

"You!" Jane stared at him intently, "I want to be with you, I want to marry you, maybe these words are not appropriate to say now, but I don't want to hide my true heart!" Louis Widow I like you, I've liked you for a long time, but when I'm finally old enough to stand in front of you, you'll have her! ”

Louis Widow's expression at the time was similar to Jane's stunned expression when she took the initiative to mention the divorce, because he never thought that a girl 14 years younger than him had feelings for him.

He was silent for a long time and said, "Jane, don't be stupid......"

Someone who loves him is destined to not get a good result, not to mention that she also knows who his heart has already been given to!

"Ten years!" Jane has a stubborn temper, "I will spare no effort to help you bring down Madame Red in ten years, if you still don't love me after ten years, I will let it go!" ”

There should be two impulses in life: a trip that says go, and a desperate love.

If she didn't gamble once, she would never be willing in her life, not to mention that love is a gamble.

She knows that her behavior is sad and shameful, but for the sake of love, she can't control so much.

What's more, if she doesn't get married, what will she use to convince her parents to stand on the Earl's side, not the Red Lady's side!

Louis Widow seems to have no room to refuse such a deal.

gave up humanity, gave up the second half of his life to take revenge on the red husband, and got married step by step to start the plan, from the mall, and then through the Lanstrow family to the political arena.

It's all so smooth, but if you want to bring down Madame Red as quickly as possible, you must let her let her relax her guard and no longer be wary of Louis Ying's widow; The child becomes an opportunity to save zài.

The plan was much smoother than they expected, and in just three years, it completely subverted the kingdom of the Red Lady.

Louis was widowed and replaced.

After Mrs. Hong's incident, she thought that he would choose to divorce and find Lan Mufei, but he didn't, he chose to stay by his side, and she thought for a moment that his heart began to slowly accept herself.

These three years proved that it was nothing more than wishful thinking on her part, and that he stayed not because his heart began to accept himself, but for the sake of responsibility.

A responsibility that a man has to bear.

And this damn responsibility really makes her love and hate.

She cautiously tried again and again, his apologetic eyes lit up again and again, and tactfully diverted the topic, the more gifts he gave her, the better he treated her, the more guilty he felt about her.

He felt guilty because he didn't love her!

………………………………………………

Louis Ying stared at her, was silent for a long time, took a sip of wine, and said, "Jian Yao...... Also small......"

"He already knows what divorce means." Jane interrupted him and took a deep breath, "And, Louis Ying, you divorce me, except for the company in Beijing and Shanghai, everything else belongs to me and Jian Yao, you are a clean house in disguise." ”

Divorce was her choice, but I don't know why she said it, her eyes turned red and misty as she spoke.

Louis Ying was stunned for a second, then reacted, and said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you! ”

Jane bit her blood-drenched lip, her eyes filled with sadness and unbearability, her eyes took her eyes off his handsome face, landed on the wine glass in front of her, took it up and drank it all, and tried to take a deep breath to adjust her feelings.

She got up and looked at Louis Widow condescendingly, the corners of her mouth curled up more ugly than crying, "Louis Widow, don't look at me with apologetic eyes anymore, I'm Jane Lanstrow not as weak and incompetent as you think, since I dare to bet with you, I expect to lose, I can afford to lose." ”

"Even if we divorce, you will always be Jian Yao's father, you must appear every year of his birth, you must accompany him at every graduation ceremony, and you must remember to prepare gifts for him during the holidays! The rest, you're at your disposal! ”

Louis Ying nodded gloomily, if he didn't say this, he would do it.

A stray light flashed across Jane's eyes, and she took out a yellowed envelope from her handbag and pushed it in front of him.

"You're out of the house, so ...... This should be all over again. ”

Louis Ying's eyes moved away from Jane's sad and stubborn expression, and he lowered his head and landed on the envelope......

Only a blank slate remains!

Jane saw that his face was calm, and his face finally rose and fell, and his heart was crushed.

At this moment, she finally sobered up, and she was glad to say the word "divorce" in advance.

She disdained to bind him with power, and no longer wanted to bind him with responsibility, because even if his people stayed by her side, his heart never had a shadow of itself.

Not a moment!

It's been sad for seven years, and she's been forced for seven years, she doesn't want to be sad anymore, and she doesn't want him to stay by her side like a walking corpse, numbly completing the responsibilities of a man.

Jane held the hem of her skirt, her back was lonely, and she walked to the door of the restaurant step by step, but she still couldn't help but turn around.

His back was lonely in the crystal light, not moving, not even his posture.

There was no looking back and no goodbye.

"Every time we're together, you never look back at me, even at the end of the day...... Didn't even look back at me. Jane stared at the lonely back, her lips closed one by one, and the voice was so subtle that only she seemed to be able to hear, "Louis Widow, even if you want to turn back in the future, there will be no more me behind you." ”

When the words landed, she turned and pushed the door open, her cheeks already wet with tears.

The slender Bai Xi's fingers involuntarily covered her lips, not allowing herself to cry out loud, and tears quietly flooded her cheeks.

The mysterious sky was drizzling and gradually drenching the thin dress......

Someone draped her coat over her body, gently and properly pulled her long hair out of her clothes, and held up an umbrella above her head, while he stood in the rain.

"You...... You can be selfish. ”

Jane wiped the tears from her cheeks, looked at the people around her, and the corners of her mouth curled at a far-fetched arc, trying to make herself look less wolfish and so bad.

"Selfish, I didn't make him fall in love with me......"

The trembling voice hadn't fallen yet, and the dampness in the golden pupils couldn't be stopped.

Hang Hang has been standing in the rain holding an umbrella for her, and his white shirt is wet by the heavy rain and hangs heavily on his body.

His heart seemed to be wet by this heavy rain, floating and sinking.

You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery,

The people watching the view are watching you from upstairs.

The moon adorns your windows,

Your tears are raining down on my world.

――Adapted from Bian Zhilin's "Broken Chapter"

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The young master said: I didn't mark the chapter name [the end of the whole book] to mean that it is not over, except for Ah Li and Ah Lean, the rest of me handwritten my heart, just sauce purple.

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