128. Inner alienation
Carambola didn't find anyone else in the town, so I realized that everyone was looking for a place to watch the excitement, and everyone else counted it, and there were adults following, but even Lu Dahei and Pei Yifan were nowhere to be seen, which made Carambola a little worried.
"Girl, don't always treat them like children, if you have played enough, they will naturally find the carriage to come back." The kite seemed to see through the carambola's mind and spoke comfortingly.
Since this is already the case, there is nothing she can do about star fruit, so she will not post small advertisements on the street to post missing people notices when everyone else is having fun.
Mizhen is also very lively during the day today, some tricks, there are all kinds of food sold, anyway, there are kites to follow, star fruit is enough to see everywhere, this small body is much stronger than when she first came, and finally it will not take a few more steps, squeeze a few more places and be out of breath.
"Girl, did he ask you to cure the poison during the days I left?" The kite suddenly remembered the poison in the star fruit's body and asked softly.
"Nope!" Star fruit replied.
Thankfully not! She didn't want to see Luo Ye! Especially when the kite just left, she was really afraid that she would miss the kite when she faced Luo Ye.
To be honest, she was very grateful to Kite for suddenly coming back for such a trip, and she was also very grateful that Kite still refused to tell her the truth, so that her heart, which was originally a little fluctuating, could finally calm down in moderation.
She has always considered herself to be the kind of person who is relatively rational, although she has a rich imagination, but she can just think about it, and never likes to really guess other people's minds. She prefers a more honest relative, which is why she grew up to twenty-four in another space and turned all the boys around her into buddies.
Kite listened to her answer, and while secretly reproaching himself for his negligence, he looked at the star fruit's indifferent face. This girl doesn't know if she really doesn't care about her poisoning, or if she deliberately acts like she doesn't care.
"You don't have to tell him in particular. I don't want to see him alone. Seeing the kite's thoughtful look, Carambola hurriedly said. Anyway, you don't really want to help people, don't help me cure the poison at that time, and then let me spring up and repay me or something. ”
Carambola suddenly stopped and suppressed the following words, she wanted to say it. It's okay to make a personal promise, if she is asked to help them complete any "business", she can't do it.
Kite froze for a moment, then wanted to laugh again. The girl seemed to get to know him better and better. Moreover, hearing that he didn't mention Luo Ye's name, she also clearly replaced it with "he", which made him a little impressed by her thoughts.
Thinking about it just now, he thought she was smart and exposed, and he was worried that she would suffer, but now it seems that his worries are a little redundant. It's just that why can't he let go of this worrying feeling?
She's just a little girl, but she's a little smarter, a little more ghostly, a little articulate, and sometimes she blatantly uses people, making people cry and laugh a little, and she has a bit of a scoundrel taste. But there is not necessarily much real scheming.
Then there is rich imagination, and some people who don't have it will be cranky. It's okay to think about it, and sometimes you have to say it.
It is said that these are all small things, although they are new and interesting, but they are not necessarily all advantages, but he feels very comfortable staying with her. She can always evoke the softness in his heart, and he can't say whether he wants to protect or rely on it.
Sometimes he even thinks how nice it would be if she wasn't a child! This thought will startle him, and it is estimated that he is also willing to listen to his eldest brother. One of the reasons for leaving Mizhen was that she was just a child, after all.
It's just that she said that they didn't really want to help her, but it shook his heart.
He admitted that although he didn't know about his eldest brother's business when he met her, he did have his own purpose, otherwise he wouldn't have put so much thought into her, and he could have ignored any of her requests, after all, she didn't attract his attention very much at first.
But when she said so clearly that she didn't trust them, it made him feel infinitely sour, not just because he felt that he couldn't explain it clearly, but because, since she could say it so unabashedly, it showed that she didn't care about them at all, what he thought.
This made him a little aggrieved, and a little angry, looking at the star fruit for a while, he couldn't speak.
If star fruit is in the mood to talk to the kite at the moment, maybe she will find the strangeness in the kite's eyes, and she can also understand the sadness and a little annoyance he is pressing.
But star fruit doesn't have that mind, since it has just ...... Yes, just now, after she was determined to control the small fluctuations in her heart, she decided to get along with the kite in a different way, and this way was - estrangement.
Maybe after today, she will never see him again, and there is nothing better than inner estrangement to protect herself from being sad again, and she believes she can do it.
"Look, there's still fun over there!" Hearing the sound of gongs and drums, the star fruit shouted happily and began to run into the crowd again.
The kite was originally holding back the fire in his heart and was not in the mood, but when he saw that the star fruit had squeezed into the crowd, he had to sigh in his heart and follow to see it.
It turned out to be a showman, but it was just some fancy fists and embroidered legs, and when you meet ordinary people, you can fight twice, and when you meet someone who really knows martial arts, these people will die if they can't use a move.
The kite is boring to watch, but the star fruit is full of relish.
It's rare that someone kindly brought her to the town to play today, and of course she has to have fun to be worthy of others and herself. Although she and him are only using each other, they may not even be able to use it after today, so let's cherish it!
When she thought about this, Carambola felt that she was at peace inside, and she thought it was enough to prove that she had really figured out her relationship with Kite, and definitely not angry.
Kite saw that although the star fruit looked at this and that, but did not give people a penny, and did not eat Zhang Luo, he knew that this girl must have no money on her, and stubbornly refused to use him, she couldn't help but be angry and funny, when she saw that there was a bean porridge seller on the street, the kite deliberately asked.
"Girl, you're hungry, let's go get something to eat."
Carambola regrets it very much at the moment, she was in too much of a hurry to go out with the kite, and she forgot to bring some money, presumably Pei Yifan and Lu Dahei didn't bring it either, I don't know if they were with Aunt Lu or not, if they weren't together, what should I do if I'm hungry?
was in a daze, but heard someone call her.
"Sister Peach, Sister Peach."
Carambola followed the sound to see, it was Aunt Lu and Aunt Liu, with Xiaoyu, Liu Tao and Liu Cheng also walking this way.
"Sister Peach, we are looking for you everywhere, but we can be regarded as finding you." When Liu Cheng saw the star fruit, a smile finally appeared on the little face that was frowning.
"Auntie, auntie, I'm looking for you too." Star fruit said crisply.
There shouldn't be any need to break the kite now, and she really didn't want to owe him anything now, lest he tell her what she couldn't do.
"Your Uncle Lu and Uncle Liu have taken the baby and Da Hei to dinner, let's go quickly, and come back to visit after eating." Aunt Lu said.
I couldn't find the star fruit just now, and she also taught Lu Dahei a lesson, although Lu Dahei repeatedly assured that the star fruit would be fine, they still couldn't rest assured, and searched for nearly half of the town, and finally found it.
"Okay!" Star fruit said, go see the kite.
"Brother Luo Die, thank you Brother Qingcang for bringing our village people to play, I won't trouble you now, I have dinner, I will wait with the aunt and aunt to see the lights, after reading, I will go back to the carriage." Star fruit tried to make the voice as sweet as possible, and remembered something. "Also, you can calculate how much the fare is, and we'll give it to you when you get home."
Although the star fruit deliberately embellished her voice very sweetly, the kite also knew that this girl was used to pretending to be well-behaved in front of the adults in their village. If it had been in the past, he would have laughed it off and taken his leave.
But I don't know weishenme today, he listened to this, and felt very awkward, there was always a feeling that this girl was deliberately alienated from him, and he didn't feel that the anger he had just suppressed was a little churning, and he suddenly took the hand of the star fruit and dragged her aside.
"Girl, don't you want the people of your village to go back safely?" The sound of the kite was as low as a whisper.
He didn't want to say this, but he hated it too much. He kindly brought her to town for the Yuan Festival, but she seemed to owe her, and she always couldn't wait to get rid of the relationship with him!
Threat! Another threat! Star fruit stared at the kite, I really didn't know what this guy wanted to do. However, after just glaring at the kite for a short moment, the star fruit suddenly smiled.
Luo Die smiled, all beings fell, it turned out that the number one master in the rivers and lakes became famous by threatening children and powerless people.
There was no trace of sarcasm on her face, as if it was the innocent smile of the little girl, which made Aunt Lu and Aunt Liu look at her from a distance, as if she was saying something grateful to the young man.
The kite was choked by the star fruit's words, and then his face turned white. He finally understood that no matter what he did, he was nothing more than a wicked person with evil intentions in her heart!
Well, he's not a good guy anyway!
It's just this morning, and she only called him "Brother Kite" when she just got off the carriage to remind him that he could always be like this, and she didn't call him that all the way.
"Brother Kite is teasing you!" The kite breathed hard, but he couldn't squeeze out a smile, so he had to whisper. "Go play, I'll wait for you in the evening, and then I'll send you back."
"I knew Brother Kite was a good person." --In the kite's heart, he had imagined that this little girl would immediately become smiling eyes, and what she had to say in her sweet little mouth, but she didn't feel a shallow smile again.
However, the star fruit saluted him gently and said lightly.
"Zaijian, Brother Luo Die."
Kite stroked his chest with his hand, he didn't know weishenme, he felt that there was something in his heart, he couldn't suppress it, looking at the indifferent and stubborn figure of star fruit, he suddenly squeezed out a sentence coldly from his mouth.
"Who the hell are you? Don't tell me, you're really the little girl you see you're only eight or nine years old! (To be continued......)
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