【197】The person I am looking for is you

"You said to the boy that there is nothing to be ashamed of in having an illegitimate child, even if there is no father, but there is a mother, and we are all mother's treasures; You say, too, you are bastard, but if anyone dares to laugh at you, you will beat that person hard. So the next time anyone dares to laugh at that boy, you'll help him beat him up. You also drew a picture for the boy in the bunker, and as you painted, you said, this is your dream home. ”

His voice, in the night wind, sounded extremely clearly, word by word, all came into Xia Qi's ears.

Her eyes were full of astonishment and she looked at him in disbelief. She once told him that she and her mother depended on each other, and that she had no father since she was a child, but she never mentioned the word illegitimate child. In this case, in addition to being an illegitimate child, it can also be associated with the early death of her father, or the divorce of her parents.

But now, in front of her, he clearly said the word "illegitimate child". And the things he said now, in her memory, had been said to a boy.

Even the last time she came to this bunker with Jinyan, she jokingly remembered the little boy.

This sand pit was the place where she first met Jun Jinyan, and it was also the first time she would meet that unknown little boy.

Could it be that Ye Nanqing will be that person...... The little boy she couldn't even recall his features?

Xia Qi's body slowly stiffened, and she watched the man in front of her squat down, using his fingers instead of a pen, drawing in the sand pit.

The strokes of his fingers were like a child's drawing, but with every stroke, he drew extremely seriously. Draw...... Slowly unfolded in the bunker.

And Xia Qi's eyes opened wider and wider, and when Ye Nanqing finished painting the last stroke, Xia Qi was stunned.

Ye Nanqing's painting is vague and familiar to Xia Qi, this painting is like the kind of painting she liked to paint when she was a child, with her favorite bells, sunflowers and big vases, a small round table, a princess-style floral curtains, and a room full of toys...... It's like the design she drew for Ye Nanqing's villa this time. But the only difference is that her design drawings are a professional way of drawing, while what Ye Nanqing is painting in the sand at this time is completely a kind of children's painting.

"This is the picture that the girl used to draw for me." Ye Nanqing stood up again, her eyes like black jade, and stared at Xia Qi steadily, "When she finished painting this, she said to me that she would give me a home, so that I wouldn't be lonely and scared." ”

Her heart was beating faster, and a possibility suddenly came to her mind, but ...... If it's true, it's ridiculous!

And he, as if to prove her guess, said, "Xia Qi, you have always known that I am looking for someone, but if I say that the person I am looking for is you, will you believe it?" ”

At this moment, Xia Qi only felt as if her heart had been hit hard, "Don't be kidding. She took a deep breath.

His face was serious, "I will never joke about this matter." Or maybe she didn't want to believe it? I don't want to believe that she is the person he has been looking for for more than 20 years!

Xia Qi was silent, Ye Nanqing's expression at this time, and his voice at this time were explaining his seriousness. They have been dating for a year, and they broke up because of this matter, she knows better than anyone how much status Ye Nanqing occupies in Ye Nanqing's heart.

But now, he's telling her that that person is her! "What about Mei Xinyi? Didn't you decide three years ago that she was the person you were looking for? ”

"No, she's not!" He replied, walking towards her step by step, and finally stood in front of her, "The person I am looking for is you, I am extremely sure that the person I am looking for is you!" Qi, don't marry Jun Jinyan. ”

I don't know what Lu Dao is for, when Ye Nanqing said this, Xia Qi's originally flustered heartbeat suddenly became calm, "I'm sorry, even if I am really the person you are looking for, it doesn't make any sense now." ”

"No...... Significance? His body stiffened suddenly, and his face turned a little pale in the moonlight.

"The person I'm going to marry is the one who fell in love with me because of me, not anyone's stand-in." Xia Qi said seriously.

"You've never been anyone's stand-in!" Ye Nanqing roared in a low voice, the person he was looking for was just her from beginning to end.

This kind of Ye Nanqing is something Xia Qi has never seen before, anxious, but with a certain vulnerability, as if if if she says something more, he will fall.

But there were some things that she had to say to him.

"At the beginning, you broke up because you thought Mei Xinyi was the person you were looking for, and now, do you want to date me again because I am the person you are looking for? In that case, why don't I become the stand-in for me who I had a relationship with you when I was six years old? Xia Qi said quietly.

"Yes, I broke up because I thought Mei Xinyi was the person I was looking for, but in three years, I really found out that I love you! That's why I'm going to look for you again, to get close to you, until I find out that you're the one I'm looking for, do you know how much I regret it? "I regret that I didn't follow my true heart for what I didn't do, and I regret that I was trapped by my own obsession and let go of her hand.

"But now I don't love you anymore." There are many things, if you miss it, you can't go back, even if this will hurt people, but if you don't say it clearly, I'm afraid it will hurt him even more in the future, "Ye Nanqing, the person I love now is Jun Jinyan, so the person I want to marry is also him." ”

So, even if he confessed his heart to her like this and told her all his feelings for her, would she still have to marry Jun Jinyan?

"Even if I say that I will only love you for the rest of my life, and I will be good to you, spoil you, and love you for the rest of my life, don't you want to come back to me?" He hugged her violently and pressed her tightly into his arms, feeling the warm touch on her.

Xia Qi's body was stiff, and Ye Nanqing's embrace was once very familiar to her. The width of his shoulders, the width of his waist, and the distance from his heart where she was in his arms...... She knows it all. These words, if he had said them to her before the breakup, then maybe they wouldn't break up, maybe they would continue to date......