Allure marriage and love, inseparable in this life 4: Spring is late, and he can't bear it
Chapter 426: Allure Marriage and Love, This Life Is Inseparable 4: Spring is late, return his life
Most of the memories of childhood are vague, because she was destined to be displaced in this life from birth, and for a long time there was no one in her gray memory, she tried to go to the crowd, and stretched out her dirty hand with all her strength, hoping that someone would rescue her trapped self, but no one was willing to pull her.
In her dreams, she was always wandering in one place over and over again, and she wanted to go home, but she couldn't remember the way home.
Later, Long Lifei appeared, he didn't mind her mess, he didn't mind being hurt by her, he hugged her so hard and protected her, the temperature of those hands is still fresh in his memory.
At this moment, from a distance away, she suddenly didn't know his temperature.
The praise and applause in her ears are destined to have nothing to do with her.
The KTV box is very large, with a toilet, and she entered the bathroom alone in the floating green shadow, plucking a handful of cold water on her hot cheeks.
The people in the mirror have inherited the best genes of Gu Mingxi and Long Pei, and if they don't move or smile, they are enough to captivate the country and the city, but what is the use of tilting the whole world and not tilting a person's heart?
stayed in the bathroom for a while, and as soon as she came out, she saw Long Lifei standing at the door waiting for her.
His dark eyes hid his worry, and he reached out to support her, "Let's go back." ”
On the alcohol, the cool eyes gradually blurred, the body was weak, and he leaned on his arms dizzily, whispered "um", paused, and said, "What about them?" ”
Sue was her friend, and she couldn't abandon them.
"The hotel next door opened a room, and I told someone to send them there." Long Lifei reached out to brush away the hair that covered her cheeks, "I said hello to them." ”
Long Ziqi glanced at his cold and hard outline, pursed his lips and smiled faintly, still those two words: thank you.
This is Long Lifei, by her side, taking care of everything, because she, along with her friends, is also gentle and kind.
Long Li didn't take her into the car half-in his arms, probably knowing that the wine she was drinking was on his head, so he didn't let her sit alone, but held her in his arms, and patted her back with his warm palm from time to time.
The eyebrows are furrowed, and it seems uncomfortable. Long Li secretly blamed himself, he knew that it would make her uncomfortable, so he shouldn't have agreed to let her get drunk.
"Forbearance...... I'll be home in a while. ”
When Long Ziqi heard his words, his originally closed eyes opened slowly, raised his head to look at him, and asked inexplicably: "Aren't you tired?" ”
Long Lifei looked stunned for a second, and then replied, "I'm not tired." ”
Long Ziqi lowered his eyes, covering the things that quickly flashed under his eyes, leaned on his shoulders slowly, and gently pursed the two thin lips, "I'm looking, tired." ”
The curvature of the thin lips is faintly sour.
Long Lifei's back bone was obviously stiff, her thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, her narrow eyes lowered her eyes to look at the person in her arms, and her mind flashed the appearance of her singing......
She had groveled, her face rejoicing, and she knew what she was capable of.
I understand the irresistibility of all this.
She said, I don't want anything, just a feeling of pure love.
A person who can soothe my fragility and stay together.
Indeed, I have asked for nothing, I have been strong to endure, and now I feel like a flower in the snow.
Bloom with your head held high, never bow your head.
"I'm sorry, Yan'er." What she wants, maybe he knows, just can't give it.
There seems to be nothing else he can give except meticulous care and "sorry".
And Long Ziqi, who had already fallen asleep, had nothing else to say to him except "thank you".
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Long Ziqi woke up at 7 o'clock the next day, still wearing yesterday's clothes, covered with a quilt, and a glass of warm water on the head table, presumably he had just prepared.
Long Ziqi drank warm water, took a shower and changed clothes, and when he went downstairs, he saw Long Lifei washing his hands, the corner of his eyes swept to her, and he looked up and smiled faintly: "After drinking wine, drinking some porridge is good for the stomach." ”
The kitchen is semi-open, and sitting in the living room you can also see his Yushu windy figure.
Long Ziqi thought of the question he asked him in the car last night, and pulled the corners of his lips mechanically.
It seemed to be a taboo between them, and no one would take the initiative to mention it, but they didn't expect to touch his wounds so easily when they were drunk.
I felt a little sorry in my heart.
Because of this apology, Long Ziqi was very obedient in the next few days, and listened to Long Lifei's arrangements to make up for his sadness in this way.
Two days before the graduation defense, Long Lifei received a phone call, his face was gloomy, and he reprimanded the person on the phone fiercely, his eyes were flushed, and his worries and uneasiness flickered in the dark eyes.
Cutting off the call, he looked at Long Ziqi for a long time, and stopped talking.
Long Ziqi didn't know what was going on, but he vaguely guessed who it was related to, and persuaded: "If you have something, deal with it, don't have to be by my side every day." ”
Long Lifei looked at her and was silent for a long time, then walked over and hugged her, "On the day of your defense, I will definitely rush back." ”
He promised that he would be by her side for the graduation defense.
"It doesn't matter if you can't come back in time, I can do it alone, you have faith in me."
The car accident on Christmas Eve still has lingering palpitations, how dare she let him put himself in danger again. It doesn't matter if you're not by her side, it's okay if you can't come back to her graduation defense.
As long as he is safe, it will be fine.
Long Lifei looked into her eyes, paused word by word, and said very seriously: "I will definitely rush back to participate in your graduation defense." ”
Long Ziqi smiled silently, turned around and called the driver behind Long Lifei, no matter what, don't drive fast, don't let Long Lifei get hurt again.
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On the day of the graduation defense, the weather was bad and rainy. Long Lifei didn't call the day before, and Long Ziqi got up in the morning to prepare for the defense, so he hurried to school and forgot to bring his mobile phone with him.
When I walked out of the classroom, I saw that the light rain gradually turned into heavy rain, and the whole school was shrouded in haze and coolness. The cold wind was coming, and she subconsciously pulled her scarf to resist the wind and cold.
With people coming and going, either friends or family members, graduation defense is a very important thing, and there will be a sense of steadiness if someone is around.
She is the only one who is lonely, and the only thing that can comfort herself is that the defense is quite smooth, and her graduation should not be a problem.
I just don't know how serious something is going on over there, and I don't solve it!
Holding an umbrella and walking to the gate of the school alone, intending to stop the car back, a black sedan just reached out and stopped in front of him, the window rolled down, revealing a smiling face: "It's okay, it's too late...... I'm coming to pick you up, little smoke. ”
The joy born in my heart was extinguished in an instant, and not even the green smoke remained. Long Ziqi put away the umbrella and sat in the co-pilot's seat, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
"It's my honor to serve the first beauty in country C!" This person is none other than Jiang Chongjian, who was thrown back to the national capital by Long Lifei before, and his skeletal fingers handed her a tissue to wipe the water on her hair, "Did the graduation defense go well?" ”
"Graduation shouldn't be a problem." Her answer was conservative.
Jiang Chongjian smiled while driving: "Don't be modest, Xiaoyan'er, being too modest is pride." "Long Ziqi's learning, he still knows.
"The surname Long is something to be proud of."
Jiang Chongjian couldn't help laughing, a little smoke is a little smoke.
At school there are two legends.
The first is Long Lifei, who completed other people's three-year studies in one and a half years, and completed a master's degree in one and a half years, and is currently studying for a doctorate while controlling the company, in fact, this doctorate is not so important to him, but it is boring to read a few more books.
The second legend is still surnamed Long, Long Ziqi.
After completing all credits in two years and a master's degree in one and a half years, coupled with her stunning appearance and indifferent and glamorous temperament, she is known as the most beautiful school flower since the establishment of the school. The most important thing is that she never makes enemies with people, nor does she dance with people, and the only figure that can appear around her is the legend called Long Lifei.
If it weren't for Long Ziqi's first serious illness in the United States and three months of recuperation, maybe she would have completed her master's degree like Long Lifei.
Thinking of the past, Jiang Chongjian's thin lips escaped a faint smile, and the light from the corner of his eyes fell on the co-pilot's position.
Long Ziqi looked sideways at the raindrops outside the car window and beat the glass frantically, and a pair of calm eyes under the curled eyelashes were never emotional, except in front of Long Lifei, she was so unwavering in front of anyone.
"Hungry? I invite you to dinner, what does Xiao Yan'er want to eat? ”
Long Ziqi said the name of the store, which made Jiang Chongjian's jaw fall to the ground in surprise.
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At the hamburger restaurant, Long Ziqi ordered a hamburger and a cup of Coke, Jiang Chongjian, who was sitting opposite her, only ordered a cup of coffee, he squinted his eyes and looked at her with a smile, and asked puzzledly: "Xiao Yan'er, are you saving me money?" ”
Long Ziqi inserted the straw and took a sip of cold Coke, which cooled all the way to the bottom of his heart.
"When I was a child, I liked to eat hamburgers, but I couldn't afford to eat them before, and then I wouldn't let me eat them. After arriving in the United States, three meals a day were arranged without arrangement, and he never let me eat these things. She lowered her eyes, her eyelashes covered the light under her eyes, and her voice was soft, "I don't want to say, if my graduation defense goes well, he will accompany me to eat once." ”
Jiang Chongjian's hand holding the coffee cup trembled, the smile on his lips gradually dissipated, and his heart hurt inexplicably, "Little Yan'er......"
"Thank you for coming with me." Long Ziqi interrupted him lightly, she refused to be sympathized, but because Chongjian sent her, she had to let him know the reason.
Jiang Chongjian looked at her, his smile was different from the chic and uninhibited in the past, he smiled very warmly, seriously: "Xiao Yan'er can call me whatever you want to eat in the future, nothing else, I am the best at eating, drinking and having fun."
Her expression was as calm as before, and she was silent for a long time, and suddenly spoke: "Chongjian, I'll go back with you." ”
Jiang Chongjian's long eyes narrowed slightly, and he hesitated for a few seconds before nodding in agreement.
The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*************************
The spring of the national capital came very late today, the beginning of March was still cold and cold, and it had just snowed heavily not long ago, and in a desolate place, the snow had not completely melted, and the white was very conspicuous.
Long Ziqi came back more than half a month earlier than expected, Long was not there, and Chongjian was helping her deal with everything.
In fact, she can be alone, but Chongjian insisted, in the eyes of all of them, she was like a porcelain doll that would break even if she touched it, weak and useless, and was useless except for reading.
Chongjian is not as careful as Long Lifei, but he is also dedicated to taking care of Long Ziqi, always smiling and welcoming Long Ziqi's indifferent look, even if she doesn't say a word, he will not listen.
Later, an acquaintance asked him, Long Ziqi has such a cold character, she will reply to you at most if you say ten words, why do you have to stick a hot face to a cold ass.
Chongjian's face was no longer the smile of the past, thinking of the girl who was like snow, the bottom of his eyes seemed to be in the sand, and he wanted to cry in pain.
He said: I am afraid that if I don't try to speak, she will be more lonely.
After following Long Lifei for so long, although he didn't know what had happened, he could see through the wounds in those eyes, the wounds that could not be healed.
Some people say: People with cold faces have had a warm heart, but they are either cold and enthusiastic by the wind and frost of the world, or petrified by the impermanence of the world, so they are so indifferent and insensitive.
He knew that she had an immortal loneliness in her bones.
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Long Ziqi returned to China ahead of schedule and did not tell Gu Mingxi and Long Pei, so that when they arrived at the long-lost Ming Zhengju in the evening, the maids all showed surprised and happy faces, Rubing's eyes were even redder, and they immediately went to inform their wife.
Gu Mingxi was taking care of the flowers and plants in the flower room, and when she heard that she was back, she didn't have time to wash her hands, and hurriedly walked to the gate to greet her.
When Long Ziqi got out of the car, he saw Gu Mingxi with happy eyes, ignoring the mud on her hands, and gently hugged her, "Mom, I'm back." ”
"Welcome home." Gu Mingxi smiled, but his hands did not touch her, for fear of soiling his daughter's clothes.
Jiang Chongjian took the luggage off the car and handed it to the servant, and bowed to Gu Mingxi: "Madam......"
"It's been a hard journey, please stay and dine together in the evening." Gu Mingxi could guess that Chongjian had escorted Yan'er back all the way, and he was grateful to this child from the bottom of his heart.
Chongjian naturally refused politely, Long Ziqi returned to China, and it was a family reunion in the evening, and it was inconvenient for him, an outsider, to be present.
Gu Mingxi didn't force him to stay, but just asked him to come over for a light meal next time.
Chongjian agreed, found a reason to say that he had something to leave, and when he was leaving, Long Ziqi, who was originally going to go in with Gu Mingxi, suddenly turned around and came back and said thank you to him seriously.
He sat in the car, smiling, "Xiao Yan'er said thank you again, I'm really sad......"
After speaking, he also made a heartbroken and hurt expression.
Probably returning to his homeland and in a good mood, Long Ziqi showed a shallow smile and asked him to pay attention to safety while driving.
Chongjian said that there was something to deal with, not perfunctory Gu Mingxi, and at this time, he didn't hesitate, stepped on the accelerator, and left.
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Long Ziqi returned to the hall, Gu Mingxi had already washed his hands, and his luggage was sent back to the room by the maid. Gu Mingxi saw that her eyes were wandering, and said softly: "Your father is in the study, I don't think he will mind if you disturb his work." ”
If someone else disturbs Long Pei's work, he will definitely be reprimanded or punished, but Long Ziqi is different, all the tenderness and love in Long Pei's life have been given to Gu Mingxi and Xiao Yan'er, and his love for his daughter is no less than that of his wife.
Long Ziqi came to the study, his index finger was slightly bent, and he wanted to knock on the door, but a gloomy voice came from inside: "No matter what method I use, I must send her away, the farther away the better." He can keep it for a while, but he can't keep it for a lifetime. ”
Who is she? And who is he?
Long Ziqi stood at the door for a short while, and there was no sound from inside, she knocked on the door and entered.
When Long Pei saw her, the gloom in his eyes disappeared in an instant, revealing a warm smile, "We are also planning to attend your graduation ceremony." ”
He got up and walked over to her, and embraced his daughter with his long, strong arms.
"If you show up at my graduation ceremony, I'm afraid the whole school will be thrown into chaos." Long Ziqi replied softly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Even she didn't plan to attend her graduation ceremony, where would she invite them over.
Long Pei didn't ask her why Long Lifei didn't come back with her, and she didn't ask why Long Lifei wasn't at home, or when he would come back.
There are many things, everyone is pretending to be deaf and dumb, tacitly.
The dividing line of the young master's recommendation ticket***************************
Jiang Chongjian's car was parked in a private villa, and as soon as he entered the hall, he saw a door on the second floor slowly closing, and the long figure saw him and walked down the stairs slowly.
"Did it go well?" He asked.
"With me, how can it not go well." Chongjian smiled brightly, and looked at him thoughtfully, "But I don't think it will go well for you to take over." ”
Long Lifei left Long Ziqi and came back alone, he hadn't shown up for so long, how could Long Pei not know? Now that Long Ziqi has returned to China, Long Pei's speed will probably be faster.
Long Lifei's face was calm, sitting on the sofa silently, without saying a word.
Chongjian sat down opposite him, his posture was free and uninhibited, his waist was not as straight as Long Lifei, his eyes looked at him, and he pursed his lips: "I accompanied Xiao Yan'er to eat hamburgers." ”
Long Lifei's eyes quickly lifted something, so fast, so fast that even a shrewd person like Chongjian didn't notice it.
He said again: "Lifei, you are such a precious little scarlet, why did you provoke Xiao Yan'er in the first place." ”
Since she provoked her, why didn't she provoke her to the end and leave her alone in the United States.
On the day of the graduation defense, Xiao Yan'er walked in the rain with an umbrella alone, walking in the crowd, the dazed and helpless in his eyes, he saw it, his heart would be pinched, and Xiao Yan'er was held as a baby.
Long Lifei's eyes sank silently, and his thin lips pursed slightly: "Chongjian, you like smoke!" ”
Chongjian's smile remained unchanged, and he still said in that brisk tone: "My Fair Lady, good gentleman." What's more, our little smoke is the first beauty in country C. ”
Long Li frowned, his eyebrows were cold, and he was angry at Chongjian's frivolous attitude.
Chongjian smiled, but there was a bit of intriguing meaning in his smile.
"Don't look at me with such murderous eyes, I know what's going on in your mind, but I advise you not to be delusional. The little cigarette is not an object, nor is it a burden, you can leave it alone if you think someone wants it. I can also make it clear today, if Xiao Yan'er wants to be with me one day, as long as she dares to marry, I will dare to marry. But as long as she doesn't mean that for a day, I'll be just her brother for the rest of my life. ”
In the past few years in the United States, he has also watched Xiao Yan'er grow up, from the initial timidity in an unfamiliar environment to the current calm and easy, that little girl has endured a lot of pressure and restraint, she relies on the dragon on the one hand, and on the other hand, she is like a sapling that strives to grow in the storm, eager to grow up and stand alone.
I don't know when that little tree has become an indelible landscape in his heart, but he also understands that the little tree doesn't need him, so he can be the wide green space behind her.
Xiao Yan'er doesn't force Long to leave, and he won't force Long to leave, but there will always be someone who forces ......
Long Lifei wanted to protect that person and wanted to keep her by his side, but at present, it was as difficult as climbing to the sky.
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At ten o'clock in the evening, Long Ziqi came out of the bathroom, the water on her hair had not been dried, her clear eyes were a little confused by the heat, and the black slippers that greeted her made her raise her head to see the outline of Qingjun.
"I'm back." She walked over and said in a faint voice, "Is she okay?" ”
Long Lifei's eyes swept away, this was the first time Long Ziqi asked so bluntly, and his thin lips pursed lightly: "Smallpox, the high fever has subsided, and the rash has not gone away." ”
Long Ziqi nodded, paused for a long time, and said, "Find Aunt Chu to get some scar removal cream for backup, if a girl has a scar on her body, it is not good after all." ”
Her kindness made him unbearable.
She sat on the couch and took a towel to wipe the water from her hair, but someone was one step ahead of her, standing beside her and gently wiping the water from her long hair with a towel.
I've probably done it countless times, and I'm too skilled, and I can still be gentle if I'm careless.
The dark eyes were full of apology, looking at her calm silhouette, and finally pulled out three words: "I'm sorry!" ”
Long Ziqi raised his eyes to look at him, and his thin lips pulled into a smile, "When can I change this mantra." ”
What he said to her in the United States, she now gives it back to him.
She had known about the existence of that child for so many years, but she didn't say it, and everyone didn't dare to mention it in front of her. Escaping for so long, sooner or later she will have to face it, when he returned to China for the second time, she knew very well what she was going to face when she returned to China this time, and she was ready to face the new life that was about to start.
Long Lifei's heart suddenly clenched, and his voice was hoarse: "...... Yan'er, you have the right to be willful. ”
Long Ziqi smiled lightly, didn't speak immediately, just held his hand and took the towel and threw it aside, got up and looked at him, and behind the bright eyes there was a sadness that no one could understand.
Long Lifei looked at her, and for some reason the pain in his heart spread, and there were large pieces of pain......
"What do you ask me to want in the United States?" she said. Now I can tell you ......"
"I want to give your life back to you."
And, I'm ready!
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