The queen's body bones are relatively weak in the eyes of many people, after all, if a person has to stay in bed for several days a month, this gives people the impression that he will never be strong. However, in fact, in addition to her old problems, the queen only feels cold once or twice a year at most, and there is no stubborn illness. It's other honorific positions in the palace, big and small, there are some problems, the queen mother is upside down, Jing Taifei, Concubine Xian, one has a lump in the chest, it has been two or three years, every time the pain is unbearable, and there is no good way to deal with it, and the other has liver disease, I don't know what the disease is, and I can only take medicine to slowly recuperate. Then there is the concubine of the Confucian Temple, although she is not very old, she is flustered and short of breath all the year round, and as soon as the seasons change, she is extremely easy to get sick, and she is also an old sick number. The queen is relatively strong in this group of high-level officials.

It is also because of this that this time the wind and cold are becoming more and more menacing, the queen has a high fever for two days, almost all of them are asleep, and even the emperor personally called Imperial Doctor Liu to ask about the condition and read the prescription. Fortunately, the high fever was quickly controlled, and all that remained was common symptoms such as a swollen throat and a dizzy head.

Wind cold fever, improper recuperation is afraid of falling lung disease, if it is lingering and difficult to heal, it is not uncommon to fall into the root of the disease or even a life, it is not a rare thing, the fever is only a more positive signal, and it will be raised for a few days, the queen is a little more uplifted - but the cheeks that were already busy and thin, are now more and more sunken, the chin is also pointed, and the beauty of the past is no longer seen.

When the emperor came in to see her, he was also a little distressed, "This time, I really lost my vitality, and I have to make up for it." ”

The wind and cold symptoms are changeable, the queen was still dizzy and swollen yesterday, but today her mind is clear, but the back of her head is faintly painful, she smiled at the emperor weakly, and she didn't have the strength to calculate his current mood, the number of times he came, just sighed from the bottom of his heart, "It's good to be able to make up for it, it's not smaller than it was back then, it's a little weaker when you get sick, it's easy to think bad, and if you want to raise it well, it's a thousand difficulties......"

As he spoke, he couldn't help but sigh again, leaning on the head of the bed with his eyes half-closed, but he really showed a look of discouragement.

People's hearts are made of meat, although the emperor may be alienated from the queen, but the two have grown up together since childhood, maybe he doesn't want the queen to be too proud, but it is never enough to look forward to her early death, when he heard the words, he hurriedly said, "How do you speak, if you want to say this, am I also old?" Will you be sick in the future? ”

He said this, the queen should be apologetic, the two are the same age, how dare the queen sigh at will? But the queen was unapologetic, she shook her head sadly, and said, "That's the case, people over thirty should take good care of themselves." Big brother, you should also be cautious in the future, the child is still young, and the old man is getting older, and you can't take care of the whole family......"

The emperor laughed, touched her cheek, and said angrily, "It's just a little wind and cold, what are you talking nonsense." Take care of it, and it will be the same as before in a few days. According to you, how can this palace be separated from you? What about the son? What about me? ”

It had been a long time since the Emperor had spoken these 'sweet words' to her, and when it came to them, they were not sweet words, because he did not want to make her happy, but inadvertently indicated that he still could not live without her. But that's the case, the queen's heart is still sweet: since there is a newcomer in the palace, it is somewhat inconvenient for her to accept the favor, and the emperor has less and less time to stay in her palace. And after a long time, the topic turned to his son and trivial matters, although there are still a lot of interactions, but gradually, the former affection and sweetness have naturally transformed into trivial family affection. I haven't heard these words for a long time, and when I sacrifice them again, the power will be different.

She didn't think about the other possible reason why such words were becoming more and more rare, and she was still immersed in this sweet emotion, raised her head and smiled softly at the emperor, and whispered, "I'm not like you...... It's nothing without me, but I can't live without you. ”

She really said this sincerely, and the emperor couldn't help but be slightly stunned when he saw her expression, and the lines at the corners of his lips relaxed slightly, "What are you talking about, take a good rest, don't work yourself so hard in the future." There are some things that should be properly left to the people below. ”

This is a word, although today's combat power is quite weak, but the queen still effortlessly parsed the emperor's hints: the queen mother embarrassed her several times, the emperor didn't know, but he didn't say anything before. Now that she has this sentence, next time she will either shirk it to someone else to do it, or go back to the queen mother, and the emperor will naturally support her later. In this undercurrent conflict between his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, he could no longer pretend to be deaf and dumb to escape, and in the end he chose one side to support.

But there was no joy in her heart: the Queen Mother was constantly embarrassed, and she made Jingci Immortal Master sit on top of her, these grievances in the open and in the dark, she could only bear it, and she had to bear it as if nothing happened. Before adopting the bolt, the queen had no idea that the current situation would be so bad. She felt a sense of loss of control of the current situation, and was even uncertain about the future direction. If the war is provoked again, causing a conflict between mother and son, who knows what the Queen Mother's next move will be?

"Actually, things are okay," she said for the Queen Mother, "not too much...... Although there are often some things on my mother's side, she is an old man and has been in charge of the palace for many years, so it is reasonable......"

Seeing that the emperor was slightly surprised, she sighed sincerely, "In order to make me the queen, my mother is afraid that it will be extremely uncomfortable." Just by looking at her courtesy to Jingci Immortal Master everywhere, you can know that she has not passed this hurdle yet. In this case, we as juniors should serve with care. Even if it is justified? Can reason be greater than filial piety? What's more, I have been sick for the past few days, and it is rare to be quiet, and when I think back to the events of the past few years, I also feel that I was too worried about the gains and losses at that time...... I also feel very guilty. ”

She didn't lie, people are sick, the easiest to feel, the queen squinted all day long, but at night she couldn't sleep well, so she recalled the past, which can be regarded as a summary for the future. Looking back at this time, there are several twists and turns on the road to the back position, which are completely out of the wrong mentality at that time. If you are too anxious and too careful, you will inevitably make mistakes, and sometimes if you take a slow step, maybe you can go further, take a step back, and maybe the emperor will give her more.

At least, the path she chose today is not wrong, and the emperor's eyes looked at her with a little more warmth, "It's hard for you, it's really hard to serve my mother this year." ”

Maybe it was because she mentioned Jingci Immortal Master, the emperor's eyes narrowed, and he patted her again, "It's also really wronged." ”

"There's nothing to be wronged about." The queen reminded herself to be careful, too much, the emperor is not a fool, it is not good to go too far. "It's not all about my mother's face, besides, I don't have anything to worry about with her now."

The emperor let out a sigh of relief, "Don't talk about these unhappy things - mother, you really don't want me to talk about it for you?" ”

Since she has been determined to serve the queen mother for a few years without fear of hardship or tiredness, and she can't find fault with it, the queen didn't think about letting people intercede, and the emperor went to intercede, the effect could only be counterproductive, she said urgently, "Don't, my mother knows, in case I'm unhappy, I don't know how to fix me!" ”

She was anxious for a while, and her true feelings were revealed, which made the emperor hahadaxiao, "What about joking with you, you and I can't see through this layer?" ”

Who knows if you can see through it...... The queen secretly muttered in her heart: Anyway, the previous emperor must not be able to see through it. When did he suddenly know so much about the house? Again, it was a detail she hadn't been able to grasp.

Life has come to this point, it is impossible to be as young as when I was a little bit uninvolved in business, the truth here, the queen also understands very well, if it is just that with the passage of time, the emperor is greedy for freshness, and the two are slightly estranged, which she is not unacceptable, but ......

Alas, she sighed secretly, and said 'Thirty-six Spring Water' in her heart, and then changed the topic, "Yes, big brother, I heard them say in the morning that Quan Zhaorong is gone?" ”

Quan Zhaorong probably started to be sick before Zhuang'er's birthday, at first he couldn't swallow, then he ate what he ate and vomited, and he made some blood in his stool, saying that it was poisoning, and there was no poison for this symptom, several doctors were very inexplicable, and later felt a lump in his throat, but since then, people have not been very good, and he died after supporting it for more than two months. The queen was sick for a few days, because her status was not high, and there was no movement, it was nothing more than a good life to be buried and buried on the side of Jinshan.

"Well," Quan Zhaorong has not seen the emperor since he entered the palace, and the emperor has a very shallow impression of her, and he does not have much sadness, nodding and saying, "That's the case, it just so happens that someone is going to North Korea to deliver a credential of state, so I will let him explain by the way, these two are sick, it's a pity, I should let my family know." ”

"I just want to discuss it with you," Unlike when Empress Hu was there, the current Empress Sun is still very enthusiastic about managing palace affairs, after all, this is also the unshirkable right and obligation of the head of the house. "Everyone in her palace is easy to say, if someone from North Korea wants to go back, just let them go, and if they are our own people in the palace, they will be sent to serve elsewhere. But I heard about it this morning, and I was lying down and wondering, what should I do if there is a Korean female history? Do you want to send it back too? ”

The emperor was probably reminded that he thought of Han Nushi, he thought for a moment, his expression was slightly distorted, "No, let her go to the Sixth Bureau and the First Division to do things, or you can find her an errand." ”

"Hmm." The queen also smiled, "This Han Nushi is indeed a strange person, there are countless women who want to be the eldest brother and concubine, but she doesn't want to be a concubine, I think she is really the only one." ”

"Bluff me?" The emperor said, "Every time there is a rumor that there is going to be a draft, the people will rise up to become relatives, don't you know about it?" ”

"That's the palace maid." The queen said angrily, "How can you choose a concubine be the same?" Who isn't looking forward to being selected? I look at the appearance of the Han Nushi, and it is because her brother is a powerful minister that she can be selected, who knows that she doesn't even want a concubine because she is afraid of being buried - I really think too much! Thanks to the kindness of my eldest brother, I replaced her, so that she didn't have to worry about this matter at all. ”

The emperor's expression froze slightly, and although the change in his expression was slight, he couldn't hide the empress who had been expected for a long time - although the eldest brother was no longer something she could see through at a glance, she had also been suspicious for a long time, and now she finally found the answer on the emperor's face: no matter what reason Xu Xun used to persuade the emperor, she definitely didn't mention the funeral!

"Ah, yes." The emperor didn't ask anything, but said with a smile, "She came to ask you first, and you gave it back, so I went to ask Xiao Xun." ”

"I was so angry when I heard it." The queen also has nine points of truth, "This is too ugly to say, just because her sister was martyred, she was afraid of martyrdom, so she simply didn't even want a concubine?" Who is it? I don't know who's ahead of whom. How can there be such a curse on people to die early! If she hadn't come from Korea, she would have brought some dignity from the vassal state...... I don't have that much to look at her. ”

She wanted to add a sentence 'It's still a good temper for the concubine, so you can help her', but she felt that it was too explicit, so she reminded herself in her heart: It's better to be slow than slow, and it's better to be rigid than soft. There are some things that the eldest brother will think about himself.

The wind and cold are getting better, and the brain is more flexible, and the queen has already started a reasoning question in her heart: the eldest brother will doubt her words, and there is no one in the palace who doubts it. Even if Xu Xun has the ability to envelop the eldest brother under her nose and make the eldest brother's heart more inclined to Jiangnan Chunshui, the eldest brother must have had her in his heart. From having her to not having her, there must have been some changes in between-but what else did she have that Xu Xun had to grasp firmly? It's nothing more than blowing the pillow wind and talking small words. She didn't believe that her handle on Xu Xun's hand could be even greater than what she was now exposing Xu Xun's lies to her face.

As long as Xu Xun is not favored, even if he can't raise the bolt, Zhuang'er can still get it...... The queen never knew that this peace of mind could be such happiness. She observed the emperor's face, and saw that he was rarely a little uncertain, and she couldn't help but be secretly happy in her heart, so she smiled again, "However, maybe she ran into a wall with me, and she changed her words when she went to the concubine, and it's hard to say." ”

"It's not impossible." The emperor nodded, and in a blink of an eye, he took away the different colors again, and smiled as usual, "Even if she thinks like that, it's not a big deal, a Xian girl is just like that, and she looks like that, and it's rare for her to be?" She doesn't want this decency, it's her own business. She likes to think whatever she wants, and she goes with her. ”

He was indeed very generous, and also instructed the queen, "Don't be particularly embarrassed, arrange for her to have an errand, after all, she is the sister of Concubine Li of the previous dynasty, and she can be raised with good food and drink." ”

"You don't know, Concubine Li didn't make us angry back then." The queen crooked her mouth, "It's okay not to mention this stubble, I'll be angry if I mention it...... It's okay not to treat her harshly, and if you want me to treat her well, you don't have to do that. ”

She played brutally in an open and honest manner, which made the emperor laugh, and the two said a few more words, the queen was ill after all, and she couldn't help showing her lack of color, and the emperor saw it, so he got up and said, "I'll rest and see you another day." ”

The queen concentrated on talking for a long time, and she was really tired at this time, she didn't want to open her eyes when she squinted, she answered vaguely, and when the emperor went out, she tilted her head and fell asleep.

When I woke up, I only felt refreshed, and the sickness seemed to be gone, and for the first time in a few days, I felt hungry, and I was busy holding water and freshening up, and then I went down to the warm pavilion to eat snacks.

"Big brother went out just now, did he go to the Wenhua Palace?" She asked Mama Zhou while drinking gruel.

"Back to my mother." Mama Zhou wasn't waiting on the side just now, which would be a little unhappy, "It's going to Yong'an Palace." ”

The queen couldn't help but be stunned - after so long, it was almost hard for her to believe that she had also reversed the situation one day, in the past year, she had worked hard every day, although her face was not exposed at all, and her mentality was adjusted well, but how could she not be a little sad? The queen almost thought that she would never have any chance to turn the tables again, so she could only spend the next thousands of days in such a suffocated and uneasy way......

Thousands of miles of embankment, destroyed in the anthill, although this matter is small, but it is good to say that Xu Xun is a deception of the eldest brother, if she does not deal with it properly, it will be better, now there is a fresh and pure Yuan concubine, and there are beautiful concubines, if the eldest brother is willing, she can also choose a new person for him...... It's time for old age and decay, isn't it just a little affection to maintain the attention of the eldest brother? If she is really lucky, maybe Xu Xun can kill her eldest brother's thoughts, and she doesn't have to take action anymore - she deserves it, who let her take care of things, and actually take action to help the unobstructed feudal girl?

The queen felt that she had an appetite now, and she took a sip of the soup with a smile, and by chance glanced into the bronze mirror, and the smile froze on her lips again.

When she was over thirty, she felt that the years were pressing, and every day was like a day, and after this serious illness, she seemed to be a little older.

Thirty-six spring waters, Bai Shou wants to see Jiangnan...... Perhaps, in just a few years, she will really be 'Baishou wants to see Jiangnan'.

- Maybe it's not time to be happy, maybe she has another means to deal with herself, maybe she can save the situation is unknown, after all, before she knows it, Xu Xun has attracted the eldest brother's mind to the past, leaving her with the most difficult puzzle to solve, to this day, she has not yet figured out whether the eldest brother has been laid out to deal with her, has quietly alienated her, or is it just like all the husbands in the world, with the passage of time, the lustful eyes, cast on new stimuli.

The willow leaves are singing green and dark, and the lotus sunset is red, this elegant and beautiful poem is like a spell that is difficult to dispel, even at such a proud moment, it still haunts her heart, and absorbs all the good mood she has just raised.

The queen looked in the mirror, and the people in the mirror looked at her.

As if with a soul, the image in the mirror slowly raised the corners of his lips, revealing a little bitter smile. The queen was startled, and for a while thought that she was sick and confused, and had hallucinations.

When she looked at it again, the bitter smile was still stubbornly hanging on her lips, and she unconsciously stretched out her hand and touched her cheek, only to realize that it was her own laughter, but she did not even notice it.

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Xu Xun is not in Yong'an Palace now.

The weather is cold, the Taiye Pool in Xiyuan is also frozen, many little eunuchs are skating on the ice to play, Xu Xun took Ah Huang and Yuan Yuan to stand on the shore, looking at those galloping figures from a distance, they all felt very envious, Ah Huang stood on tiptoe, forgot the etiquette that the grandmothers taught on weekdays, and said with a little amazement, "Oh, I didn't know that people could still skate on the ice before!" ”

After finishing speaking, she seemed to feel her gaffe, hurriedly landed her feet, and smiled shyly at Xu Xun, as if begging her not to tell Mama Jiaoxi about this.

Children are always cute, and other people's children are even more cute - you don't need to bring or teach them yourself, you can especially discover their beauty. Xu Xun couldn't help but smile at Ah Huang as well, although she didn't encourage Ah Huang's 'out-of-line' behavior, but she injected a lot of hints of permission into her smile, believing that with Ah Huang's age, she could understand it.

Yuanyuan is slightly smaller than Ah Huang, which is shorter, and he can't see too far on the edge of the railing, so he is so anxious that he jumps and jumps, and the etiquette has forgotten a fine light, "Auntie, I want to hug!" ”

The sky was cold, the ground was slipping, round and big, Xu Xun was afraid that he would not be able to hold it and slip, so he smiled and said, "Let the companion hug you, okay?" ”

"Then a cuddle." Yuanyuan is also a good-natured child, turned around and opened his hand to the big companion not far away, and said in a milky voice, "Companion hug me!" ”

A middle-aged eunuch immediately stepped forward, picked up Yuan Yuan with a smile, and pointed to her to look at the figure in the distance. ”

Xu Xun smiled, "Just look at it, you can't go on the ice, now they are still young, they can't blow the cold wind, in a few years, you can build a snowman together." ”

Ah Huang also looks like a sister, turned his head and instructed Yuanyuan, "Sister, be careful not to blow the wind, go back with a headache, stay on the companion for a while, and it should come down - it is windy in the high places." ”

Since the emperor gave her permission to leave Xiyuan at any time, Xu Xun would not suffer herself, since Zhuang'er's birthday, she would always come to Xiyuan several times a month. In addition to the weeds and bolts, the rest of the children often came out with her - at first I thought that Jingci Immortal Master handed over her daughter, although she couldn't raise it herself, but she also tried to treat it the same as a little bit, so she also sent someone to pick up Ah Huang, and Yuanyuan lived with Ah Huang, although she and the queen were not on good terms, but the affairs between adults had nothing to do with children, and the queen was unwilling to let Yuanyuan go, it was her business, please ask her to come.

As a result, the queen has not spoken, and Yuanyuan also loves to come to Xiyuan to play, but whenever Xu Xun sends someone to pick her up, she is in the princess's house, and sometimes Xu Xun is lazy, she will run to Yong'an Palace after school, and ask Xu Xun when he will go again.

The little girl said so, is Xu Xun embarrassed not to take her? came and went, and the four sisters and brothers became more and more familiar. Today, Xu Xun suddenly wanted to come to enjoy the snow, because the weather was cold, he didn't bring a little bit of Zhuang'er, and he lost his temper with her. Ah Huang and Yuan Yuan were also thinking about their younger siblings, and Yuan Yuan said it for the third time, and he just wanted to go on the ice with his younger siblings to play. Xu Xun said that he couldn't get on the ice, but the little girl was cunning, so she pretended not to hear it, and even Ah Huang didn't correct it, maybe she secretly hoped to go up and skate.

After a few people stood for a while, Xu Xun saw that the children seemed to be a little cold, so he said, "Let's all go back, I want to come back next time." ”

Although Ah Huang and Yuanyuan were still unsatisfied, they did not dare to disobey, and obediently agreed, and the three of them got on the two sedan chairs, Xu Xun asked Ah Huang to take Yuanyuan to Qingning Palace to ask the Queen Mother for peace, so he ordered the eldest companion and adoptive mother of the two, "Good life is taking care of the sedan chair, don't have an accident." ”

Because of the location, the two sides naturally split into two groups, one side continued to go west, and the other side was about to go east. Xu Xun waited for the sedan chair to walk for a while, then knocked on the wall of the board and ordered, "Just go around from the south inside." ”

Now Xiyuan and Nannei have been connected together, so go from the south into Yong'an Palace, it is also considered to be a way, saving a lot of distance in the Yongdao, the weather is cold, the two walls of the Yongdao are high, the wind blowing is bigger than the shore, so it is warmer to walk, everyone does not think much, all the way to the south quickly and steadily, Xu Xun knocked on the wall again. "Stop the sedan car, I'll go down to enjoy the snow and walk around."

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