Chapter 759: A Woman's Mind

The answers to the questions did not make Chu Tianjiang's mood calmer, nor did it make him feel better, but instead produced more complicated feelings.

"The last question."

"I know what you want to ask." Iskar paused slightly. "That's right, it was you who transformed me, as well as Soya and Laika, and in the process of transformation, we had a thorough and comprehensive spiritual exchange, showing the secrets of our consciousness in front of you without reservation, and seeing everything about you. This makes us have a certain inseparable affection for you, and it makes us believe in you and trust you unconditionally. But to maintain this relationship, there is a prerequisite that we can perceive your presence, that we can know that you can return to us, even if you are thousands of miles away, even if you cannot appear to us immediately. ”

Chu Tianjiang nodded, waiting for Iska to continue.

"Of course, when you are still in this world, even if you are defeated by Uma and controlled by Uma, we can also feel your existence, knowing that you are still alive, knowing that you are still trying to find a way to return to us, we also believe that sooner or later you will overcome all difficulties and return to us. This is both our trust in you and the perceived connection between us, and the latter is more obvious. ”

"What if you can't sense me?"

"It was a very difficult process." Iskar sighed and said, "Adjusting to the world without you is very difficult for us. I've been using it for almost two hundred years, maybe Soya and Laika have taken less, but they've been suffering a lot. In the beginning, we felt at a loss, not knowing what to do, or even whether we should continue to live. Then we feel lost, lose interest in everything, and seem to be alive as a torture. Of course, I have to thank Laika, I wouldn't have been able to get out of this situation without her. It's just that I also know that she, like me, did what she had to do under the torture of pain. ”

"What's the matter?"

"You can ask her."

Chu Tianjiang looked at Iska, then nodded slightly, and didn't ask this question again.

"Either way, you have to understand that we are not what we used to be. I am willing to come to see you, and I am willing to say so many things to you, not that I need you, nor that I look forward to your return, but to give an account of the past, so that I feel better. ”

"I understand."

"Anyway, I've already said what I need to say." Iskar stood up. "I don't want to see you again, and you don't have to worry about me what you want to do."

"Iskar ......"

"You know that no matter what you do, you can't turn back time, you can't change reality." Iskar turned around and turned his back to Chu Tianjiang.

"I know the way, I just want to say, thank you."

Iskar nodded and walked out of the cabin.

Chu Tianjiang looked at her back until the door closed.

Acknowledging reality was the first thing Chu Tianjiang learned after returning to this world.

In fact, Chu Tianjiang's current situation is different from what it has ever been. In the past, no matter how difficult and challenging he faced, he was the most powerful being, at least as far as he could know, he had an absolute advantage, and he had defeated almost all opponents. But now, Chu Tianjiang is facing an existence that he can't reach, let alone defeat this powerful existence.

The change in the comparison of strength made Chu Tianjiang have to learn to admit and accept reality.

Of course, letting Iskar go is the choice to acknowledge and accept reality.

In the past, for example, Iska is Nichol, Chu Tianjiang will definitely not let go, and he will definitely not admit the reality, he will do everything to change the reality.

Chu Tianjiang was very emotional, Iska answered almost all the questions in his heart, and also extinguished his last illusion.

Chu Tianjiang has always believed that even if Iskar has changed, it has not changed at all, and it is this that makes Iskar different from Soya and Laika. But the reality is very cruel, at least what Iska began to say, Chu Tianjiang's last little illusion disappeared.

Iska has indeed changed, and it has become very strange to Chu Tianjiang.

Chu Tianjiang really wanted to know what Iska would be like this, and he wanted to know all the things that Iska had experienced in the past thousand years, even the bits and pieces of daily life, but he didn't ask, because he didn't have the courage to face the reality that no one could change.

Until Kystis returned, Chu Tianjiang was pondering.

"She's gone."

Chu Tianjiang didn't hear Kistis's words.

"She's gone!" Kisstis raised his voice and pushed Chu Tianjiang.

Only then did Chu Tianjiang raise his head and look at Kistis, his eyes were very confused.

"She's gone, whatever you talked about, whatever she told you, now you have to come to your senses and think about what to do next." Kistis sighed to himself and said, "I know how you feel, but you can't live in memories. ”

Chu Tianjiang shuddered slightly, controlling his fluctuating emotions.

"Do you still want to go to that place?"

Chu Tianjiang let out a long sigh, then nodded and said, "What about Lyphia?" ”

"She's gone, too."

"You didn't keep her?"

"Why do you want to keep her?" Kisstis sat down at the table next to him, "Kisstis let her go, let her go back to her hunting party." ”

"Didn't she say anything?"

"Let me tell you, she keeps it a secret and can always go to her if you need her help."

Chu Tianjiang frowned, a little confused.

"Of course, this must be Iska's orders."

"Iskar's commands?"

Kistis nodded and said, "Actually, I'm curious. ”

"Curious about what?"

"What did you talk to Iskar?"

Chu Tianjiang looked towards Kistis.

"Although Iska looked normal when she left, as if she had never had a second expression, I could feel that her emotions fluctuated a lot, and she looked very sad, maybe regretful, but her emotions were very complicated anyway." After a slight pause, Kistis said, "You said that in the past, you had an extraordinary relationship with her, you loved her, and she loved you. No matter what happened during this time, and no matter how your attitude towards her changed, at least she didn't. ”

"Impossible."

"Why can't it be?"

"She's not the Iskar I know anymore."

"Looks, or expressions and looks? Maybe she's not the Iska you know, but you're just seeing with your eyes and hearing with your ears. ”

"What do you mean?"

"You didn't feel it with your heart."

"This ......"

"Besides, you're a man, and a man who doesn't know much about feelings. It's not that you don't have feelings, it's not that you don't have enough feelings, it's that you don't know much about the way other people, especially women, express their feelings. I'm a woman, so I know that better than you do. ”

Chu Tianjiang didn't speak, and Kisstis wasn't the first person to say that he didn't understand women.

"Believe me, Iskar has not forgotten you, and his love for you has not changed in the slightest. The way she looks now can only show that she is facing a reality that even she can't accept and admit, and she is even more powerless to change, and it must be related to you. ”

"Something to do with me?"

"Let's put it this way, we might as well make a hypothesis." Kisstis stood up and walked in front of Chu Tianjiang. "Suppose Iskar still loves you, and only you. So, why doesn't she express this kind of love and let you know the truth, but instead pushes you away and does something that you can't accept, or even hurts you? There is only one possibility, if she expresses her love for you and makes you know, it will definitely hurt you more seriously, and may even kill you. She has no choice, she has to stay away from you, she has to push you away, she has to do these things, even if they have hurt you. ”

"This ......"

"Obviously, the damage she gave you was not enough to kill you."

Chu Tianjiang was silent, because what Gystis said was very reasonable.

Kisstis sighed and said, "If you ask me what to do, I would suggest you go after her and get her back to you." But I know that doing so is tantamount to sending you to death, and there will be more serious consequences, consequences that you cannot accept. ”

"It's going to hurt her, too."

Kistis nodded and said, "Obviously, you still love her, even if you don't want to admit it. ”

Chu Tianjiang sighed, he knew that he would never forget Iska. Maybe he can forget Soya and Laika, but Chu Tianjiang can't forget Iska no matter what. The point is, he and Iska have a closer relationship and have gone through more trials and tribulations together.

"If you figure it out, let's go."

"Leaving now?"

Kisstis threw a package in front of Chu Tianjiang.

"What is this?"

"Iska asked Lyfia to give it to me, and although she didn't say anything to give it to me, it was clear that she wanted me to pass it on to you."

Chu Tianjiang opened it and saw that inside was a long sword, a long sword made of Manya steel.

Of course, Chu Tianjiang knew this long sword because it was his first gift to Iska.

Chu Tianjiang was very surprised, because he had forgotten this long sword. After Iskar became an energy person, she stopped using the longsword. Obviously, Chu Tianjiang didn't expect that Iskar had preserved this common hand, and it had been carefully kept for a thousand years.

There was also a small pocket inside the package, which was full of star cores, and more than the last time.