641. Chapter 641 - The Bitter Child 1
In fact, he was deliberately sarcastic about Su Yan, Qiao Tian called her a few days ago, saying that Su Yan did it for her own good, he didn't want her to live with him in danger, and asked her to give Su Yan another chance.
Since he Su Yan said that he was still in danger now, how could he return to them and ask her to give him a chance?
"Don't worry, I will never implicate you!" Su Yan assured.
"If people's guarantees are useful, there is no need for guarantees, there is no absolute in this world, only staying away from danger is the real solution, in the future, you look at the child, it is best to look secretly, don't appear in front of us openly." Bai Xue was deliberately angry with him, he told her now that he would definitely not affect them, what did he do in the first place?
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't have done whatever he wanted, he didn't consider the feelings of their mother and son, but he still did it.
Everything is done according to his doctor's wishes.
He wanted to return to them, so he was pitiful and dead-faced, he didn't want to, so he coldly said that she was his ex-wife, that he had been in love with someone else for a long time.
She really can't stand him like this!
Su Yan could hear Bai Xue's anger, but he didn't know how to dissipate her anger.
While talking, the dishes are all ready.
"Let's serve the food!" Bai Xue looked at him.
She didn't mention the matter of the Su family anymore, Su Yan naturally wouldn't be stupid and take the initiative to ask about the results of their conversation, she didn't agree with him doing this, and hurriedly served the food to the table.
A simple three-dish soup, spicy chicken, boiled pork slices and a stir-fried greens.
Bai Xue and Su Yan eat rice, and Su Yafu is millet pumpkin porridge.
Without waiting for Su Yan to call, Su Yafu came to the dining table, sat on the chair, supported his cheeks with his hands, and looked at his parents who were busy serving food and serving food, with big eyes full of smiles.
He sighed, "If only it could be like this all the time, how nice!" ”
Bai Xue and Su Yan were stunned at the same time, their expressions remained unchanged, but they were thinking about each other in their hearts.
is such an ordinary thing, but the son seems to have gained a lot of happiness.
How can they not feel bad about being parents?
After the meal, the two took their seats.
Suyav jumped off the stool, walked over to his parents, and kissed each of them on the face.
"Dad, Mommy Yafu loves you."
"Mommy loves you too." Bai Xue kissed her son, with a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth, but her eyes were a little deep and depressed.
People who are too happy will be jealous, Su Yafu deeply understood this sentence, because when he felt full of happiness, suddenly his stomach gurgled, his little face changed greatly, and he immediately jumped out of the chair and ran out.
Bai Xue was startled by his sudden movement, and hurriedly chased after him, "Yafu! ”
Su Yan grabbed her, "Yafu is just going to the toilet." ”
Bai Xue relieved her heart at this time, but then frowned, "How many times a day? ”
"This is the fourth time!"
It's not much, Bai Xue soothed her eyebrows.
"Xue, looking at Yafu like that just now, I'm really sad, I'm not a good husband, a good father, I can't even enjoy the most basic family warmth, I'm really derelict in my responsibility......" Su Yan has no parents since he was a child, and when he was a teenager, he admired his uncle and longed for his fatherly care, but his uncle passed away, which is a regret in his heart!
After Su Yafu was born, although his relationship with Bai Xue was still very bad at that time, since this child was his, he also wanted to treat it very carefully, but he didn't know how to treat it, so he still ignored the child, and he was so old in a blink of an eye.
Seeing that the child was just eating with his parents, so happy and happy, he felt really uncomfortable.
It's all his fault!
Bai Xue glanced at him, lowered her eyes, and remembered the child's appearance just now, and her heart ached.
She also had a childhood, she once longed for her father's love, how eager that longing was, I wanted her to know that when she was with Su Yan, because of the influence of childhood, she didn't plan to have children, she felt that if she couldn't give the child a loving environment and couldn't let him grow up happily, she shouldn't let him be born, but when an accident happened, she couldn't let her lose a life.
Yafu was born, she gave all her love, but no matter how much she gave, she couldn't replace her father's love.
But in this situation, how can she give him a father?
At present, she can't accept Su Yan.
But the child ......
He longed for his father so much......
Children are sensitive, and although adults feel that their emotions are well concealed, they can also see abnormalities in their tone and daily behavior.
Recently, Suyaf feels that his mother always looks at him with very tangled eyes, and sometimes he feels very guilty.
He didn't like this kind of look, he liked his mother's gentle, loving eyes to look at him.
I don't like my mother's preoccupied look.
Mom was in a bad mood, and his mood was also bad, and he was always dull and didn't like to talk in kindergarten.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" As his best friend, Yuan Huayuan naturally cares about his friends.
"I'm struggling." Su Yafu likes to tell Yuan Huayuan about any difficult emotional things, because he knows a lot and has unique opinions.
"What's the matter, let's hear about it." Yuan Hua Yuansai gave him an apple.
I also had one in my hand, sitting on the swing, nibbling on an apple and looking at Suyaf.
"Didn't my dad come back?"
"Well, I heard from my mother." Yuan Huayuan only came back from Jinhai yesterday, and in the evening he heard from his mother that Yafu's father had returned.
"Dad made Mom angry, my Mom and Dad divorced just like your Mom and Dam, and now Mom has no intention of forgiving Dad......" Su Yafu frowned, and his little face was also wrinkled.
"This is what your father should worry about, why are you so worried?" Yuan Hua was far from puzzled.
"I want Daddy......" Suyaf pouted.
"Does it have anything to do with whether your father and mother are not together or not? Even if your mom and dad aren't together, your dad is still your dad! ”
"It's not...... No, I'm ...... I want mom and dad to be together! Although Suyaf was much better, there were times when he still didn't know how to express what he wanted most, and he thought for a while before saying what best expressed his mood.
"Then you will try to help your mother and father be together, Aunt Xue loves you so much, and she will definitely be with Uncle Su for you." Although Yuanhuayuan is small, he really understands a lot! It's a precocious child!
"But I'm the same as you, I don't want to, mom is with dad because of me, I also want mom to be happy...... "This is Su Yafu's most tangled place, why is mom so entangled these days, he knows, because mom wants him to have a dad, but he can't forgive dad, so she is entangled, mom must have been thinking about it these days, want to forgive dad for him, be with dad.
What he wants is not like this, what he wants is for his parents to be happy together, and he doesn't want his mother to be wronged for him and unhappy!
Yuan Huayuan jumped off the swing, patted Su Yafu's shoulder, like a little adult, and sighed, "I understand, I understand your mood very much, I was also so entangled at the beginning, I wanted left and right, but there is a saying that is right, you can't have both, you want two contradictory things to be solved perfectly, that's impossible, the lesser of the two powers, you can only choose the most important thing for you." ”
For such a entanglement, Yuan Huayuan is a complete person, when he found out that there was a problem between his parents who had always been affectionate, he was uncomfortable and entangled for a long time before he made up his mind!
Yuan Huayuan didn't want his parents to divorce at the beginning, he lived in a happy family when he was a child, his parents were loving, his parents, and grandfather loved him very much, he could be said to be born with a golden soup spoon, he thought that his future would always be like this, who knew that such a mutation occurred, he was very unacceptable at the beginning, but in the end he could only accept it.
So he was quite understanding, understood Suyaf's entanglement, uncomfortable.
When he saw him, he remembered his original self, so he couldn't help but sigh.
What Yuan Huayuan said Su Yafu understood, but he couldn't do it, so he was so entangled, he looked at Yuan Huayuan, "How did you decide to let Aunt Jing divorce Uncle Yuan in the first place?" ”
"Yafu, let me ask you, does Aunt Xue love you?"
"Love! Mom is the one who loves me the most! Suyaf was very sure that although his father loved him very much, he knew that his father's love was far less than that of his mother.
"Did Aunt Xue pay a lot for you?" Yuan Huayuan asked again.
"Yes! When I was a child, my mother didn't worry about handing me over to the nanny, and took me to work every day, but whenever I had a little illness, she would be very anxious, my fever was my mother who didn't sleep and guarded me all night, I heard that I was in a coma during that time, my mother put down everything and stayed by my side every day! Su Yafu remembered his mother's kindness to him, and his heart was full of emotion.
Yuan Huayuan hugged Su Yafu and sat down, "Our mothers love us very much, they have paid a lot for us, they love us selflessly, how can we be selfish, because of ourselves, let them be wronged and endure pain?" ”
Suyav understood this, "But I ......"
"Yafu, I used to be the same as you, I can get what I want, but after the problem between my parents and my parents, let me know that I am not the master of this world, not everything can be as I wish, we should learn to let go of the craving in our hearts, what we can't get, what we can't solve, and if we want it very much, change the direction, for example, think about it, even if your parents divorce, you have the same parents, and you will have two mothers in the future, two fathers, they will love you very much......"
"This self-consolation sucks." Suyaf pouted, he didn't want two moms and two dads at all! All he wants is his mom and dad!
"I know it sucks, but that's all we can say! How else? Let our mother be wronged for us? Yuan Huayuan asked rhetorically.