"Smack!" Li Tianyu slapped himself hard. Because he knew that only if he did this, Pani, who felt sorry for himself, would be willing to come out of the quilt, although this really forced Pani, but Li Tianyu had no way but to do so.

He was a man of few words, and at this point he didn't know what he should say to comfort Pani and free him from this sadness. Even if you tell him that you have a way to make Pani happy again, but you need him to stab himself twice, he will immediately and without hesitation to stab himself four times.

But Li Tianyu knew that using such a way of self-harm, although it would make Pani out, it would make Pani even more sad. In fact, he would prefer that this slap was made by Pani, at least so that Pani could be a little happier. It's a pity that Pani, who loves him so much, would never be able to do such a thing.

But seeing Pani's sadness because of his own mistakes, Li Tianyu had to use this method to force Pani out, because compared to making Pani even more sad now, Li Tianyu was unwilling to leave a permanent shadow in Pani's heart. As a boyfriend, he needs to have such a way to force his girlfriend, Li Tianyu really feels that he has failed.

Seeing Li Tianyu suddenly slap himself, Xu Xian on the side immediately shouted "Ah" in surprise, Xu Xian has witnessed all the love process of Li Tianyu and Ernie all the time, from Li Tianyu's mouth at the beginning, to Li Tianyu's solution to the problems of the girls again and again, from knowing that Li Tianyu wanted all his anger, to Li Tianyu's shock of dying Mingzhi.

In just one year, the ups and downs of the relationship between Ernie and Tianyu OPPA have made Xu Xian feel and moved countless times. Xu Xian doesn't like boys crying at every turn, and even for things like boys dying for girls, even if they really do it, Xu Xian won't be moved to cry or anything. It can even be disgusted.

Because in Xu Xian's view, boys must have the responsibility of boys, and tears are shed at every turn, or death to persecute girls or threaten girls, which is definitely not a sign of love, but every time Li Tianyu cries, that suicide always moves and moves Xu Xian.

Because Li Tianyu's crying was not forced by life, nor was it to save his feelings. Or in order to keep his lover, Li Tianyu is simply sad every time he cries, and he wants to cry.

The first time I saw Tianyu Oppa crying was when he and himself and others showed that they wanted everyone of themselves, and Sunny Ernie included his own incomprehension, which made Oppa cry. At that time, OPPA was not crying to soften his heart, not to save himself and Ernie , because OPPA was sad, because OPPA saw Sunny Ernie's sadness, saw Panioni's despair. I saw the indifferent eyes of the other Ernies.

Seo Hyun still can't forget Oppa's eyes, those eyes full of sadness, but they are only full of sadness. Then Oppa committed suicide, and Xu Xian still saw that Li Tianyu was not running away, nor was he persecuting the girls, just because he felt that he had hurt the girls, and he just wanted to tell himself that although he was a little greedy. But I really love you, for such a simple reason.

What kind of performance is it in the depths of love, Xu Xian doesn't know. But giving his life is not because of a momentary anger, not because of the sadness of the other party's abandonment, not to force the other party to return to himself, just to let the other party know that he loves them and for love. He is willing to use his life to prove such a love, and Xu Xian approves of it.

Then when Suyoung Oni was so, I heard Taeyeon say that Lee Tianwoo was crying, although I didn't see it, but it was very strange that Seo Hyun could feel that the woman she loved the most was leaving and lying on the cold floor, and her empty eyes were unconsciously crying. It was a tear known as despair.

That feeling shocked Seo Hyun again. There is nothing worse than the death of the heart, because of that feeling, Xu Xian felt it, and at that moment, Oppa's heart died, as if the whole world had collapsed. That kind of despair, that kind of devotion to love, makes Seo Hyun unable to disagree with Tianyu Oppa's feelings.

But there is one thing Xu Xian doesn't understand, she doesn't understand why Tianyu OPPA can do this for herself and for Ernies. Xu Xian has also been to the underground dynasty, where there are more beautiful women than him, and it is definitely oppa at his fingertips, but why is oppa so good to him.

Seo Hyun clearly knows that among all Ernie and even himself, except for Taeyeon Oni, no one pays more than one-tenth of OPPA. So for Li Tianyu's breakup behavior this time, Xu Xian understood Li Tianyu's behavior from the beginning.

That's right, Xu Xian actually understood Li Tianyu's behavior from the beginning, even Yuna and Sika slowly understood Li Tianyu's so-called personality incompatibility after resolving this incident with Li Tianyu, but Xu Xian understood it from the beginning.

This is because Seo Hyun has always played the role of taking care of his sister like Li Tianyu, and Seo Hyun himself is the same as Li Tianyu, he is a character who likes to be quiet. So Xu Xian can fully feel the concessions made by Li Tianyu for the sake of Ernie. So Xu Xian didn't complain at all about Li Tianyu's proposed breakup, and even felt that Ernie was too much.

However, it didn't take long for Li Tianyu to return to the lives of the girls again, obviously so tired here, Li Tianyu was still willing, although Xu Xian didn't know why, but she could imagine that this was probably the most common love in oppa's mouth.

Just now, Li Tianyu slapped himself again, this time it was different from before, because this time Xu Xian could obviously feel that Li Tianyu was forcing Panioni to come out and talk to him in this way.

Although he knew that he had a purpose, Xu Xian still had no way to blame Li Tianyu, because from Li Tianyu's eyes, Xu Xian saw that Li Tianyu was unwilling to slap him, and Xu Xian believed that if there was any other way, Li Tianyu would not use such a method to talk to Pani. When he slapped this slap, Xu Xian saw the pain in Li Tianyu's eyes.

It was not from physical pain, but from the shame and sadness of my own behavior of persecuting my lover in such an almost despicable way, and from helpless self-blame.

It is hard for Li Tianyu to imagine that it is not the delicate-minded Pani who knows him best, but Xu Xian, a girl who has always been called an angel by him. But perhaps it is precisely because of Xu Xian's angelic personality that she understands all this about Li Tianyu. After all, only an angel would consider everything from the other person's point of view wholeheartedly, and understand that person without any prejudice.

It's just that when you understand that person, it also means that you have completely put that person into your heart, and Xu Xian, who doesn't know what love is and what she likes, hasn't discovered it yet, and when one day she suddenly realizes that this is love, she will find that she has been in love a long time ago.

"Slap" slapped Li Tianyu in the face again, and the pain in Li Tianyu's eyes was a little more. And Xu Xian's eyes when he looked at Li Tianyu were also a little more complicated.

"Oppa, don't" Sure enough, just as Li Tianyu and Xu Xian thought, Pani couldn't listen to her lover's harm to her so calmly, because although the slap hit Li Tianyu's face, her heart would also hurt, because it was the man she loved the most.

Pani came out of the quilt and saw the deep finger marks on Li Tianyu's face, her tears fell again, and she stroked Li Tianyu's cheek with her hand, "oppa, why are you so stupid, I, I, oppa" Pani suddenly hugged Li Tianyu and cried in Li Tianyu's arms.

"Meiying is sorry, I'm sorry" Li Tianyu didn't know whether he was apologizing for his persecution of Pani just now, or for his persecution of Pani, or both, in short, he was whispering "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" while holding Pani.

"oppa, I don't blame you" Xu Xian can understand that Li Tianyu's behavior is actually even more sad, how can Pani, who knows Li Tianyu's heart best, not understand.

"I, I'm not a good boyfriend, sure enough, I'm not a man who can give you happiness, I'm sorry Pani, I really don't want to do this, but, but it's summer, and being under the covers will make you uncomfortable, I don't know how to comfort you, I know you're sad, I know you're sad, but I don't know what to do. I'm really a failure, I," Li Tianyu muttered to himself.

And every sentence and every word of Li Tianyu is deeply imprinted in Pani's heart, from every word, every sentence Pani can feel Li Tianyu's love for himself and blame himself for himself, "I am a sensitive person, this OPPA has always been in my heart, but why do I forget that OPPA is a sensitive person."

"Knowing that I don't care about OPPA like this, OPPA will definitely blame myself, OPPA will not comfort people, I will be more sad, I feel more incompetent, obviously OPPA is such a sensitive person, why do I forget this, or why I never remember this, obviously OPPA has always remembered that I am sensitive, and I don't force myself, why is I so wanton squandering OPPA's love."

Listening to Li Tianyu's self-blame, Pani's heart has been completely replaced by another kind of self-blame, as for the previous things at this moment, it is completely unimportant at this moment, compared to oppa's love, what is his disgrace.

Thinking about this, Pani looked at Li Tianyu who was looking at him and kissed Li Tianyu on the lips at once, "Oppa, I finally know that OPPA will break up with us, because we are all too wanton to squander OPPA's love." Oppa, you are the greatest happiness in my life, you are my most perfect husband". (To be continued......)