- 154, reconciliation

Don't want to go back to Yong'an Palace?

The emperor was stunned, glanced at Xu Xun, and reflexively thought of the four words "retreat as advance" for a while, but he quickly overturned his almost instinctive suspicions.

"Don't you want to order?" Now he is not so careful when he talks to Xu Xun, and he will say whatever comes to mind.

"Dot, think about it......" Xu Xun hesitated for a moment and gave way, "Forget it, you let me go back, I'll go back." ”

It was the tone that seemed to be fulfilling the task, and the emperor had some indescribable feelings in his heart, and he wanted to say to Xu Xun: You just lose your temper, I won't do anything to you. But somehow, I can't say this—some things don't just count by talking.

"Weishenme doesn't want to go back?" He softened his tone, "It's not like I'm trying to force you to go back, if you don't want to go back, it's okay if you don't go back for the time being." ”

"It's not that I don't want to go back, I don't want to ...... a little bit" Xu Xun glanced at the emperor a few times, as if he was determining his mood, and as if he was hesitating about something, the emperor tried his best to suppress the sourness in his heart, and tried his best to show an amiable appearance, hoping to coax Xu Xun to slowly let go of his guard - in the emperor's opinion, she was like a frightened kitten, although she was obediently lying in his arms just now, but it was easy to see that she was hoping that this would end quickly, and she fled far away to a place that she couldn't see.

After her own care and reparation, now she is a little hesitant, and she is moaning at his kind hand, as if she doesn't know whether to believe him again or not. The emperor now doesn't want to distinguish the grievances between him and Xu Xun anymore, the two of them have spent ten years together, and some of the things that have been accumulated in the past ten years are not simple to be clear about right and wrong. The most important thing now is to repair the relationship, let Xu Xun return to his previous happy appearance, at least, don't be so disappointed in him.

However, whether to get close to his hand or swallow the truth in his heart can only depend on Xu Xun's own decision.

In this anxious waiting, the emperor felt that time passed very slowly, and he didn't know how long it was, and when Xu Xun finally opened his mouth, he could hardly help but feel joy from the bottom of his heart, and almost cheered.

"I don't want to get in your way." Xu Xun said a little tiredly, "Big brother, you can first do the results of the immediate affairs, and then let me go back to Yong'an Palace." ”

The stakes in this are clear at a glance, Xu Xun was imprisoned for opposing the establishment of Sun Guifei, and her return to Yong'an Palace does not mean that the emperor's attitude towards Sun Guifei has changed? Sun Guifei's status and authority will decline because of this, which is a general trend that even the emperor can't stop. At that time, there will be the queen mother and the queen who will add fuel to the troubles, and the matter of the successor will have more twists and turns.

However, the emperor didn't expect Xu Xun to show the carriage and horses, and he actually didn't want to participate in the dispute after the establishment of the post, and he was also a little surprised at this time - since he knew that her return to Yong'an Palace would be a great blow to Concubine Sun Guifei, Xu Xun Weishenme was still reluctant to go back, as if looking at this meaning, he still felt a little unwilling to get in the way?

"Xiao Xun ......" He organized the language, and he didn't know what to say: the two favorite concubines were fighting, of course, it was a scene he didn't want to see. But the emperor also knew that now the relationship between the two was irretrievable, and it was a naïve dream to expect them to shake hands and make peace. But it is impossible for him to encourage Xu Xun to go back and go against Sun Guifei...... Just now I asked Xu Xun to go back to Yong'an Palace, and it was really a hot brain that blurted out, now thinking about it, how to deal with the relationship between Xu Xun and Sun Guifei in the future, it is really a problem. "Actually, no one outside knows that you came to Nannei because of weishenme, and they are all guessing...... It's okay if you go back, don't worry about that. ”

"Don't." Xu Xun refused very directly this time, "The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, after I go back, even if Sun Guifei does not deal with me, someone will force me to come out and deal with her." I don't want to be a queen, and as a concubine, I don't have a reason to choose a queen by myself. No matter who you want to set up, as long as you don't pull me forward, even if Zuihou really sets up Sun Guifei, I ...... I can't say anything, that's your queen, not mine. Can I still control who you set up and who you don't set up, and try to hinder and manipulate you everywhere? Of course, you don't want to be the reason for others to manipulate you...... Anyway, I don't want to get in your way. ”

This twisting and turning logic made the emperor dizzy for a while, and it took him a while to understand: Who said that Xu Xun was not virtuous and virtuous, although she was not satisfied with Sun Guifei's character, but she was not crazy against her decision to make Sun Guifei the queen. If it weren't for the bad idea that day, he came up with such a bad idea. Maybe Xu Xun will not show this opposition and dissatisfaction, but bury it in his heart very consistently...... And now, after such a big quarrel and such a big incident, Shangnannei has lived in a circle, and her attitude has not changed - although she does not approve, she still supports his decision and does not want to be his opponent.

He really doesn't know what to say now-Xu Xun's temper makes him want to strangle her to death when he grows up, so that she knows how insignificant she is without him. But when she got better, she regretted all the disgrace she had before, and she couldn't wait to compensate her for everything in exchange for her truly happy smile.

"Xiao Xun ......" He couldn't help but want to take Xu Xun into his arms again, Xu Xun couldn't help but dodge at first, and then gave up and was obediently hugged into his arms. In the emperor's heart, it was sweet—after all, she still didn't want to disobey him, and it was sour—she still wanted to run away from him, and she felt guilty—it was all his own doing, and it was fear—could they go back to the past? "How can you get in my way? Just for such a little reason, let you live in such a lonely and lonely Nangong? I don't want to go, just because I ...... I...... I'm throwing a tantrum and you've been wronged these days......"

"I don't feel wronged...... Xu Xun muttered quietly, and changed his tone again, "Don't feel sorry for me, you have wronged me so much." I feel sorry for you in my heart...... I shouldn't have lost my temper with you that day, if I say the same thing, I can say it softly, maybe it won't be so big......"

Xu Xun is indeed not perfect, her temperament can be said to be soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, which really makes her nest on fire, and when it comes up with that energy, ordinary people can't stand the kind of contempt that follows sentence after sentence. In fact, speaking of which, this is not the first time she has been so ruthless, even now, Hu Hu, the secretary of the Ministry of Rites, is still quite sick with her. She said that she was also at fault, which was not polite, it was quite fair, but when the emperor heard it, he didn't have a sense of accomplishment in his heart that he had finally admitted his mistake and softened, but became more and more guilty, "Okay, okay, don't say it anymore...... Even if you are wrong, you are only wrong by one point, and the nine points of this mistake are all on me. I know in my own heart, Xiao Xun, don't be angry with me, okay? ”

Xu Xun twisted in his arms, she sighed and didn't speak. - She has always been reluctant to lie, and the emperor knows that it seems that the knots in her heart cannot be dissipated in a moment.

"It's okay if you don't want to go back to Yong'an Palace." He no longer urged Xu Xun, but changed the topic and said, "Let people renovate the main hall, and you can live in it......"

"Don't." Xu Xun interrupted the emperor's speech again, her attitude seemed to be getting bolder and more normal, "What's the difference between that and going back, when the time comes, maybe someone from Qingning Palace will come to look for me again......"

"Why, you don't like people looking for people in Qingning Palace?" The emperor's heart moved: he came to find Xu Xun, but it was still the effect of the Queen Mother's words, and he thought that the relationship between Yong'an Palace and Qingning Palace had always been very good.

"Do you want to listen to me tell the truth......" Xu Xun seemed to be a little interested, she turned over to look at the emperor, and took the initiative to say slightly affectionately for the first time. Don't talk about it...... I can't even say it to the Queen Mother. ”

In the dim light, there was a mischievous light in her eyes, and her beautiful face was mixed with the lingering aroma after the bath, which would be a very strong temptation for anyone, but the most special thing was her demeanor. Xu Xun's demeanor is always like this, with a hint of enthusiasm in her innocence, as if she lives more attentively and attentively than many people.

"Listen." The emperor heard his own heartbeat, and he resisted the urge to lick his lips - the incident between him and Xu Xun was indeed very familiar to him, but it did not mean that after getting acquainted, the novelty faded and the pleasure was lost. On the contrary, it is precisely because of familiarity that the body has expectations, like a mechanism, after being pressed the button, one gear carries the other, and the reaction begins before he can control it. "I promise not to say anything about it."

"Sometimes...... Sometimes I don't like people looking for people from Qingning Palace," Xu Xun said in surprise, she pressed to the emperor's ear and said softly. "I think the old lady seems to hold everything in the palm of her hand, and she does everything according to her own pleasure. She felt that it was not easy for the queen, so she pressed the concubine, and she felt that it was not easy for the concubine, so she pressed the queen. Whoever is proud and frustrated in this palace has to be decided by her. She always has one eye open, always guarding against something, while praising you, and at the same time weighing in her heart whether you have any different intentions. She always wants to make people feel that she is on top of herself, and she always wants people to understand her mind from the bottom of her heart and act according to her standards...... It's hard to believe what feelings she will have for you. I'm afraid of her, every time I go to Qingning Palace, I'm very careful, I'm afraid that if I don't say a word well, the old lady will think that I am a restless person in my heart, maybe it's right, Jing'er, I don't understand what's going on, I'm going to be pressed down by her. ”

Xu Xun's opinion of the Queen Mother is so vicious that the emperor is almost a little unhappy - the Queen Mother is his mother after all, and she is seen too thoroughly by others, and she is so ruthlessly exposed, he also feels a little embarrassed. However, he couldn't help but feel refreshed secretly, after all, as the son of the Queen Mother, he also had a little love and hate for his mother's authority.

He also quickly understood the meaning of Xu Xun's words: even if she was unwilling to interfere in the question of who she would appoint, the Queen Mother would definitely not let Xu Xun go. From the moment she stepped out of Nannei, the Queen Mother would naturally use all kinds of methods that others could think of and couldn't think of to push Xu Xun to the back position, which naturally made her the focus of contradictions again.

At this point, he finally completely believed that Xu Xun didn't know anything about mentioning her as his successor. She didn't have any joy about this, just the trepidation and fear of being used as a bargaining chip. Although he has become an enmity with Sun Guifei and fell out with himself, the emperor, Xu Xun did not tend to defend her emotionally and support her queen mother.

The emperor suddenly realized that thinking about his concubines was not an errand that he had to do, and he was not helpless to maintain the stability of the harem. Although he has a certain understanding of Xu Xun's character and character, he never thought that Xu Xun's heart, deep down, would be like this for people and things...... Awake?

"You're right...... It's not wrong. Here, there is only him and Xu Xun, and beyond that, there is boundless darkness, in this hut, Xu Xun can trust him, he can also trust Xu Xun, no matter what he says, it is only between the two of them. The emperor admitted to Xu Xun with some difficulty, "Niang's temperament is indeed like this, she is a person who is naturally suitable to be a housewife, after all, to be in charge of the harem, it cannot be said that she is blindly gentle, so many people have their own thoughts, and the woman in charge has no ability, so she can't be suppressed." ”

"Isn't Guo Guifei just ......," Xu Xun said softly.

The Emperor let out an 'um' sound, "Yes...... Mother is sometimes very ruthless. ”

The two of them were silent for a while, and then the emperor asked again, "Then, what about the queen, what kind of person do you think the queen is?" ”

"Sister Hu......" Xu Xun thought for a moment, "Sister Hu is a very decent person, but her luck is too bad." ”

Yes, the queen is a little less lucky, if that child didn't have a slippery tire, not a ghost fetus, how can anyone else do anything now? But the emperor was not satisfied with this, "Just two points? ”

"Then what kind of person do you think Sister Hu is?" Xu Xun did not answer the rhetorical question.

Commenting on the Queen Mother, the emperor is a son of man, not like Xu Xun is so unscrupulous, but the queen does not have so many scruples. Xu Xun's bold and sharp comments on the Queen Mother also made him have the willingness to speak out, and he believed that Xu Xun would not refute his views in order to defend the queen. - Compared with before, he seems to know Xu Xun better.

"I think she's very bland." The Emperor said, "It's boring and uninteresting." Every time I am with her, I feel more tired than the previous court. Her mouth is smiling at you, but her eyes tell you plainly that she wants you to go quickly...... She is so exhausting, as if she lives to not let people catch a little mistake, how to continue to be her queen. I sometimes wonder if she has any hobbies other than this and recuperation. ”

Xu Xun really didn't refute him, she was silent for a while before repeating, "Yes, Sister Hu's luck is too bad......"

"How?" The Emperor asked rhetorically, "You mean, she met someone who didn't know how to appreciate her?" ”

"I mean, you don't like her, and she doesn't like you." Xu Xun didn't acquiesce, but said very sincerely, "You are all quite haode people, but unfortunately you can't get together, I don't think any of you are wrong." It's just not a lot of luck...... Sister Hu is unlucky, and so are you, big brother. ”

"Me too?" The emperor was a little stunned - to be honest, he was too accustomed to being criticized with silence in the matter of the empress, just like the empress's fall from grace and depression were all due to his neglect. Especially now that he is trying to abolish it again, the emperor understands in his heart that the ministers are afraid that they all sympathize with the queen in their hearts...... Otherwise, it would not be until now, no one has presented a recital to attack the queen.

"After all, the queen is your wife, and if the two of you can't get along, will you still be happy in your heart?" Xu Xun smiled in surprise, "Sometimes I feel sorry for Sister Hu in my heart, you are so good, she doesn't like you......"

The emperor's heart was about to melt, he hugged Xu Xun tightly, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Xun, where am I doing?" Tell me what you say. ”

"I ...... I didn't say it all a long time ago. Xu Xun was a little uncomfortable, and seemed a little shy, she struggled, but the emperor refused to let go, he burned the kisses on Xu Xun's cheeks one by one, "Ah, don't-"

Lonely men and widows, alone in the quiet night, reunion, long time away, what seems to happen next, it is very logical, the emperor is really ready to go, his hand has already drilled under the hem of his clothes, greedily visited this familiar and a little more unfamiliar resort, Xu Xun's embarrassing resistance can only arouse his interest more, and, to be honest, Xu Xun has not had that for more than a month, her body may have betrayed her brain, and some reactions are beyond her control.

The place on the kang is big and warm, in fact, it is not much worse than the Qianqing Palace, and the emperor has no patience to take off Xu Xun's clothes one by one - there are many long nights and dreams. He ripped open Xu Xun's skirt, pulled his pants more than halfway, pushed the dirty pants to the side, and squeezed them in as soon as he cracked them. Xu Xun still wanted to climb away, but was blocked by the emperor's waist, but his bent legs provided convenience for the emperor and allowed him to enter Xu Xun's body more smoothly......

They all came in, and no matter how reserved they were, it was a bit of a fake model, but Xu Xun was still not as cooperative as before, she lay on the kang and didn't make a sound, just let the emperor do it, after a while, although she couldn't help it, her body gradually softened, but she bit the corner of the quilt and refused to let the emperor hear her voice.

But the emperor knows more about Xu Xun's body, every trembling and trembling in her really reflects her feelings, can she still use Xu Xun's voice? He squeezed Xu Xun in a different way, squeezing the muffled hum in her throat, sometimes hanging Xu Xun's appetite, and then withdrawing and not coming in for a long time...... When I got to Zuihou, I finally forced out Xu Xun's words.

"You're enough...... her voice had already involuntarily changed tone, "If you do it again, I'm going to be angry again......"

In other words, she was already not angry with the emperor, the emperor was open-minded, and he bit Xu Xun's earlobe, and said with a smile, "Okay, good Xiaoxun, I will listen to you whatever you say." ”

After that, he mustered up Yu Yong to exert himself again and again, and soon put Xu Xun's moan. groaning, forced into an out-of-tune shout......

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When he arrived in Zuihou, the emperor did not stay in Yichun Palace in the end.

- He was kicked out by Xu Xun. Xu Xun said, "If you spend the night here, I can't live in Nannei, what's the difference......

Although I really wanted Xu Xunzhu to go back to the harem, one was reluctant to let her be wronged in the south - those dishes, the emperor had no appetite for them, and the other was from the Qianqing Palace to here, after all, it was a long way. But Xu Xun's own wishes are like this, and the emperor can only compromise, now he is still in the investigation period, if Xu Xun is forced again, who knows if she will be estranged from him in her heart. After pondering in Yichun Palace for a while, he pulled the team on the horse and returned to Qianqing Palace.

Back in the Qianqing Palace, the emperor was not in a hurry to sleep, and asked Ma Shi to fetch water to serve him to wash, while washing his face and feet, he slowly instructed Ma Shi, "Bird quietly, send a few more people in to serve, don't be so simple in the dishes you send over, make more pots, and you can eat it when it's hot over there...... If she wants to live in that house, let her live there, but still pick it up, and you can clean it up as she thinks she feels. Give what you want, just don't let anyone know. ”

He glanced at Ma Shiyi and said with a smile, "If the old lady knows the rumors......

Ma Shi hurriedly kowtowed to the emperor, "The slave knows who he is." ”

Although he knocked hard, Ma Shi was not reluctant at all: this is too ...... It's so surprising, how did I see this side, and grandpa's attitude has changed dramatically - now it seems that are safe. It's just a matter of time before it comes out. didn't come out this time, and the next time she begged her grandfather with kind words, grandpa would probably be soft-hearted towards her......

He didn't know at all that he was completely against who was begging for whom to go out.

Ma Shi pondered while washing his feet, and the emperor was also washing his feet while casually playing with the paperweight on the desk.

I used to think that Xu Xun was honest, innocent and kind, although sometimes he had a big temper and was a little unsubmissive, but ...... But the emperor can't say weishenme, he just likes to be with Xu Xun very much.

Today, after chatting with Xu Xun so presumptuously and deeply, the emperor realized that Concubine Zhuang had a valley in her heart, not that Concubine Zhuang had a city, but that the way she looked at people was similar to that of the emperor. The views of the queen and the queen mother are all similar. Xu Xun said the queen mother, the emperor agreed very much, and said that the queen, he also felt very reasonable.

She is not a liar, and this has been proven by countless precedents. The only thing Xu Xun may be able to do reluctantly is to endure not to speak, and it is estimated that she would rather die than do it. The emperor didn't believe that Xu Xun was out of jealousy, so he would accuse Sun Guifei of her character...... She's not that kind of person.

The next time he wanted to ask Xu Xun tactfully, the emperor casually thought: Is it because of Weishenme that he has such a low opinion of Sun Guifei. It's just a snatch, it shouldn't come to such a point...... Could it be that there is another side of the jade girl that he doesn't know?

It shouldn't be, if there is, the Queen Mother would have said it a long time ago......

Oh, I almost forgot that the Queen Mother has always been very affectionate to the Jade Girl in her heart, and maybe although she is dissatisfied with her behavior, she will not reveal her old bottom......

Or, the Queen Mother doesn't know? What's more, her unusually amiable persuasion that day was actually to prompt him to ponder the jade girl by himself...... Could it be that the jade girl's conduct is so unbearable?

The emperor shook his head in confusion and depression: These things are nothing to think about, it's a big deal, just ask more people, chat with people more, it's really not good, what about Liu Siqing in Dongchang......

In the lower room of Yichun Palace, Xu Xun did not fall asleep, she lay on the warm kang, listening to the movement of Suosuo outside, and the sound of gentle footsteps, speculating on what the mothers-in-law were doing - not long after the emperor went out, the two mothers-in-law came in and began to clean up the mess in the kitchen. According to her expectations, by tomorrow morning, it is estimated that her treatment will have to be on par with the original standard.

reconciled with the emperor, Xu Xun's mood was a little wonderful...... It's also a little subtle.

What she said today was more than the sum of what she had said in the past month, and Xu Xun couldn't deny that she had a good chat with the emperor. She had always known that the Emperor would be a very good person to talk to if he wanted to, and the difference between tonight's conversation and the previous one was that everything she said was from the bottom of her heart. Even including her saying that she herself did not blame the emperor.

Indeed, after she moved into Yichun Palace, she also reflected on herself - the emperor has always said to her that she is benevolent and righteous, and she just wanted to talk back that day, maybe it shouldn't be so intense.

It's not that she regrets it, not because she doesn't want to go into Nannei, but because she doesn't want to break the emperor's heart. From beginning to end, she never resented the emperor, the emperor was indeed a good person, and there was nothing to find fault with her, he was very good to her, and she couldn't ask for more. The only sad thing is that she doesn't know what else she needs and what more she needs to ask for in order for her to feel satisfied. She didn't even know who she should be angry at, to the emperor, as if she shouldn't, but not to the emperor, to whom?

What is more sad than asking for something is not knowing what you want. That night, as she listened to the emperor's walking movement and felt the smile in his voice, Xu Xun deeply realized that she was lucky: for whatever reason, she had offended his dignity in public. But after he lost his anger, he still treated her so well, and he was still so gentle. In fact, he doesn't have to be so gentle, all of this is because he gave her extra kindness, Xu Xun can even be sure that maybe the emperor's love for Sun Yunu will not be a little more. The favor she has has can already make all the women in the harem envious.

However, she did not feel a trace of satisfaction, a trace of happiness...... At that moment, Xu Xun felt this kind of sadness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow. This sorrow was like a big hollow, waiting in the depths of her heart with her mouth open, swallowing up all her happiness from moment to moment, and from that day on, she rarely felt real happiness. Until she decides to drop everything and she doesn't want to play anymore...... Since the game is so tiring, it is better to get rid of the table and take whatever she wants, at least, she still has a little bit of preciousness.

I didn't expect that the result of knocking out the table would be more than that. This time she didn't even have to cry, the emperor had already consciously taken care of herself, she had the support of the queen mother, the recommendation of the queen, and the gentleness of the emperor...... The way he treated her today did make her feel a little different. Although she still lives in Nannei, this time, it is her own choice, not at the mercy of others. She can stay in Nannei and enjoy the life of the peach blossom spring, instead of returning to the palace and being pushed by the queen mother and queen to compete with Sun Guifei for the throne. In fact, to put it bluntly, all this is not because of the efforts of anyone else, but because of one thing in the final analysis: the emperor has her in his heart. The emperor loves her, the emperor likes her, she can have such an honor, and she can turn the tables again from such a desperate situation.

There is a person who is so good to her, and she is not happy?

According to etiquette, as long as he has much less respect and tolerance than this, Xu Xun should be satisfied and happy. Now she has received far more than she should have hoped for, and even more than she could have imagined. She didn't know that she didn't feel a trace of happiness yet, all she had was that cold sadness, a kind of resistance to the future.

The days of being away from the palace are coming to an end, and she still has to return to the Yong'an Palace after all, even if she hasn't gone back yet, but her chess pieces have been moved to the center of the chessboard again.

If someone hates, maybe it's a lot better. The most depressing thing is that she doesn't hate everyone in this palace, the queen mother, the emperor, the empress, Sun Guifei, Zhao Zhaorong...... There may have been a moment of disgust, but this disgust has never risen to hatred, and from a broader point of view, they are actually good people, at most some people barely meet the standard, and some people are still a little controversial.

Seriously, it would be much better if someone hated it.

Xu Xun sighed irritably, she no longer thought about this exhausting topic, but thought about the change in the emperor's attitude.

If it weren't for the persuasion from the sidelines, it is hard to imagine that he would suddenly come to visit and have such a big change in attitude. The progress of this conversation from the beginning was smooth to Xu Xun's surprise, she didn't expect the emperor to understand her choice so well, just like ...... It's as if he already knows the answer, but just came to find out.

But the question is, who knows the inside story so well and can dial the emperor so accurately? Xu Xun's family knew about her own affairs, she didn't reveal the content of the conversation with anyone, and she didn't believe that the emperor would talk about such a shameful thing everywhere.

Don't...... Is someone eavesdropping?

Xu Xun opened his eyes and gently spit out three words without doubt.

"Yoo Ji-eun."

She suddenly couldn't help but smile, but before the smile could expand, it was suppressed by the frown and disappeared from her lips.

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