Chapter 224: Shame

Not to mention the bolt, how many people started to have toothaches again because of his words. only said that Zhuang'er, after returning to Yong'an Palace, he tossed and turned, Qi Yangniang thought that he was arguing with his brother in Kunning Palace, and was angry with the prince, so anxious that he pulled Han Nushi to complain for a long time, "I grew up with a child, I was too worry-free when I was a child, and compared with Diandian, we all said that we were blessed." Now I know that there is no such thing in the world, and the heart that I didn't worry about when I was a child has to make up for it one by one. It's a little bit, it's not easy to take when I was a child, but now I'm sensible. ”

"That's just what you said casually, didn't you spank your ass again?" Han Nushi is more calm than Qi Yangniang, "It's a good thing that Zhuang'er can save his thoughts, he wants to be the same as Diandian, and the two of us don't have to worry to death." ”

One sentence easily made Qi Yangniang laugh, "However, if it is really the same as Diandian, we will not be able to live our life here." ”

The two small units are attached to the large establishment of Yong'an Palace, when the door lives to the present, if you want to say that the nurses on Zhuang'er's side have not been careful, it must be fake - how many years has the Qian Mama on the other side of the palace been with the imperial concubine, and she ran to the main house when she had something...... These differences are visible, in the past few years, not to mention taking the prince and walking sideways in the palace, Qi Yangniang has never spoken out loud in front of Mama Qian, and the new clothes in her house can't be worn, and my sister will reward a half-new dress, and she will wear it out for others on the same day, and she has to accompany her smiling face to praise a little bit to know that she feels sorry for her brother...... It's not that I think the imperial concubine is biased, it's just that as an adopted son, after all, it's different, and this bit of proportion still has to be there.

Even Zhuang'er is the same, the mother is at fault, even if the child doesn't know, can it really be finished? There are not many people who know Zhuang'er's life experience, although no one will say it explicitly, but who can say who is sure of people's hearts? Look at you and say a few strange words, even if the child still doesn't understand the meaning, it won't be unaware of the speaker's malice, and he won't be angry. The old lady, the queen's mother, a few nobles, who said something lukewarm, can Qi Yangniang still go to the Qianqing Palace to sue? The emperor doesn't like Zhuang'er, and she can't see this. According to the temperament of the point, if you are angry and want to make trouble outside, you will make a fuss at two ends in three days, so is it worth it? Zhuang'er can have something in his heart, in fact, it is not a bad thing, Qi Yangniang just hopes that he will at least not hide it from himself, and he really won't say anything about his heart.

"That is, since I went to Nannei, I gradually felt that I didn't like to talk." She discussed with Han Nushi, "But if you want to say what Wu Guiren said, it's nothing, it's either me or you, all watch...... Could it be the nature of mother and child? Or did he hear someone else talking nonsense? ”

"It's hard to say." Han Nushi was a little hesitant, "When he went to the old lady, the queen and the emperor, we were not in front of us, just a few sisters, and the older ones also knew the details, who said casually, or said something leaky during a quarrel, or those decent grandmothers had an extra ......"

She went directly to the conspiracy theory, and when she heard it, Qi Yangniang was even more frightened, and she steadied for a while before saying, "I think so too-if it's okay, there is no reason for the great change in temperament in the past few months, just ask him and he won't say it...... Let's not talk about these things first, just talk about today's matter, but do you want to go back to the mother to know? ”

What is the relationship between Yong'an Palace and Kunning Palace, how can Han Nushi and Qi Yangniang not know, it has been easy to stop in the past two years, and everyone's well water does not interfere with river water. If you report the grievances of Zhuang'er in Kunning Palace, the imperial concubine Niangniang will not ask, but she is afraid that she will not be able to explain to the people below, and if you ask, it will be another turmoil. If it weren't for that, Qi Yangniang wouldn't have to catch Han Nushi's tangled, the two of you looked at me, no one spoke for a while, or Han Nushi's decision, "Ask Zhuang'er first, if you ask it, it's okay, if you can't ask, you have to report back to Niangniang, Kunning Palace has always acted quite magnificently, if Bolt Er bullied Zhuang'er, he will definitely be appeased, so as not to let him suffer a big grievance, I am afraid that there is another hidden truth in this matter." ”

When Qi Yangniang heard this, she felt reasonable, so she pulled Han Nushi, "Let's go and ask together." ”

Han Nushi waved her hand again and again, "Zhuang'er is close to Mama, I'm afraid of me, I'll ask, I can't ask a meridian Yinmao, it's safer for you to ask." ”

Although Qi Yangniang knew that Han Nushi was polite, but she was also useful, and she was polite to Han Nushi, she smiled at this hot charcoal group, and when she settled Zhuang'er to sleep that night, she wiped her face for him and asked, "You have been worried about it for the past few days, but you have been angry with your brother in Kunning Palace?" ”

Zhuang'er was startled, "Mom, can you see this?" ”

He has been gloomy for the past few months, and suddenly he was naΓ―ve, and Qi Yangniang was also amused, "Why can't Mom see it?" Hugh said that I don't even know what you are doing with Mr. Han, Mama, and sisters? I just asked you that you don't say it, even the amount of food has decreased compared to before in the past few days, so strong, what's the matter, don't say it to your adoptive mother, with whom? You don't eat, and Mom has no appetite these days - if you don't laugh, Mom can be happy? ”

She single-handedly brought Zhuang'er to the present, more attentive than her own sons, to say that there is no emotion, it is also false, this is very emotional, Zhuang'er listened, and felt very uncomfortable, thinking of her sister, mother, brother, eldest mother...... He really has an unspeakable grievance: why are some of his brothers and sisters hurt and are so happy, but he is always unhappy alone? Why, why is he alone, he doesn't even know who his mother is, and he doesn't even dare to ask?

He really wanted to cry in Mumu's arms and shout out his doubts, but Zhuang'er knew in his heart that Mumu was also afraid of his mother and even his sister. He was playing with his sister, and his sister's adoptive mother wanted his sister to let him, but when he and his sister were arguing, the most nervous and scared person was Mom. He has been like this since he was a child, in front of his brother, he is a younger brother, he is not a prince, he is inferior to his brother everywhere. In front of his sister, although he is young, he has to let his sister ...... everywhere

This unspoken question, the more you think about it, the more obvious the answer becomes, Zhuang'er still wants to endure it, but after all, he is just a child, tears fell unconsciously, he held the placket of Mom's clothes, slowly twitched his shoulders, and after a while, he cried. "Mom, I'...... I'm not my mother's own! ”

Qi Yangniang sighed in her heart, and immediately understood: She and Han Guilan were not worried in vain, the child is big, and all the demons and monsters that should be there are here, Kunning Palace, now I don't even want to have a face, red. Bare. Naked is a trick......

Judging from the consistent performance of the imperial concubine, she also guessed that she was unwilling to hide it from the child, otherwise she would not have to take Zhuang'er to see Wu Meiren. It's just that whether this should be said by her, Qi Yangniang was a little hesitant, she was silent for a while, and suddenly saw Zhuang'er raise her head, looking at her with teary eyes, her face changed, and various complex emotions such as disbelief and injury gradually emerged, her heart jumped, and finally blurted out without thinking, "You are indeed not the imperial concubine's biological ......"

Zhuang'er's cry did not get louder because of this, he bit his lip, but the tears gradually stopped, and his expression gradually went blank. Qi Yangniang took him from his infancy to the present, and at this time she couldn't believe that the child lying in her arms would have a day when she couldn't see through it at all. She didn't even bother to guess what Queen Du said to Zhuang'er, so she hurriedly explained it to the imperial concubine. "However, it wasn't the imperial concubine who snatched you away...... Child, your biological mother did something unpleasant before she was sent to Nannei. It was the old lady and the emperor who took pity on you and left no one to take care of you, so they asked the to adopt you to take care of them. No matter what others say, you can't think nonsense, otherwise, wouldn't you be sorry for the kindness of the imperial concubine? ”

Zhuang'er's body shook, his eyes widened, and he said blankly, "Whatβ€”what's bad?" I...... I was sent to my mother? ”

Qi Yangniang's heart was also in a mess, and she didn't notice that Zhuang'er's words were wrong, she got up and said, "Mother can't call the shots in this matter...... Alas, I'm going to go back to my mother, or let my mother talk to you! ”

As he spoke, he got up and walked out of the house, Zhuang'er looked left and right, only to feel that this room was unfamiliar before, he didn't want to stay here anymore, he didn't want to ...... He doesn't want to see others anymore, he hates to go to a new place and stop being a strong man. He doesn't understand, there are so many troubles in this world, weishenme...... Weishenme is the only one who is not biological, but everyone else is biological.

When he saw the kang, he slowly climbed up, pulled down the stacked haode quilt and covered himself, covering it into a cocoon, curling up in this hazy darkness, isolating Shijie from the outside.

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"Then bring him over." Xu Xun had nothing to say, although he vaguely expected this day, but he didn't expect the situation to progress so quickly, as if Zhuang'er was still ignorant the day before, and even his father and mother couldn't figure it out, and now he already knows what is biological and not. "You don't have to panic as a foster mother, it's not your fault in this matter, and it's not in Zhuang'er, it's okay to make it clear."

Having said that, how can the worry on Qi Yangniang's face be dispelled in one or two sentences? Xu Xun himself was also washing up at night, but now he had to go out again in his clothes, and sat in the warm pavilion waiting for his son, and the flowers on the side were still a little unhappy, and said in a low voice, "What's going on with the queen mother, she even dares to mention this stubble, doesn't she know, she is most afraid of mentioning this matter......

When she was about to go on, Qi Yangniang led Zhuang'er into the back room, Hua'er didn't speak, stepped forward to open the curtain for Zhuang'er, and when everyone came in, as soon as the curtain was put down, she stood at the next head, and her face was not very colorful, Zhuang'er glanced at her, as if she had been stabbed, her shoulders shrunk, and the whole person looked more and more pitiful.

Xu Xun took him for five years, and when she saw him so depressed, she felt a little uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but complain about the person who leaked the secret - the child was still so young, and he began to provoke, so she never thought how uncomfortable he would be?

"Zhuang'er, did you hear about this in Kunning Palace?" She asked gently, "Did the eldest lady tell you?" ”

Although Zhuang'er sat down opposite Xu Xun, he refused to look at her, just stared at the kang mattress, and said sullenly for a while, "No...... I listened to them. ”

"Who are they?" Xu Xun asked, and seeing that Zhuang'er was afraid of stiff shoulders, he still refused to answer, so she didn't ask anymore, and she said, "Then when you came back from Kunning Palace, Weishenme was depressed again?" ”

"I ...... I wanted to know if it was true, so I asked the eldest lady," Zhuang'er said in a low voice, "the eldest lady said...... He said let me say hello to you directly, but I didn't dare to ......."

"You want to ask the eldest lady, not Mom?" Xu Xun is still a little strange, Zhuang'er and the queen see each other a few times a year, and they are not familiar with each other at all.

Zhuang'er still didn't dare to look at her, "I'...... I'm afraid Mom will scold me. ”

Qi Yangniang couldn't help but show a slightly injured look, Xu Xun also frowned secretly, but thinking about this problem is very sensitive, and it is not surprising that Zhuang'er's abnormal performance is expected, so she let go of her doubts, and no longer asked about the ins and outs, but said to herself, "Actually, this is true, you are not my own child, and you have guessed more or less that your biological mother ...... It's Aunt Wu who lives in Nannai. ”

She didn't hide it, but told Wu Meiren's deeds as money, from the crimes of pretending to take poison to frame herself when she was pregnant, and wanting to buy poison and plant stolen goods after giving birth, she explained to Zhuang'er in detail, "If you commit such a big crime, it stands to reason that she should be executed, but because of you, your father opened the net and sent her to Nannei to be imprisoned, and she will never be able to come out." ”

After all, Zhuang'er is still young - but smart, he understands all the tricks Xu Xun said - and it is precisely because he understands that he is hit harder, he was already very depressed when he came in, and now his face is as white as a piece of paper without blood, and his small body is actually a little crumbling, and his determination not to look at Xu Xun was also thrown out of the clouds, just with a pair of big eyes, looking at Xu Xun in shock.

"When she was locked up, you were still very young, your grandmother was old, the eldest lady was not in good health, and she had to take the crown prince, and Aunt Hui wanted to take Sister Huizi, I was the only person in the palace who could support you, and your father sent you to me." Xu Xun sighed and said, "Although there is no record of this matter, it is said to the outside world that she offended your father, so she was sent to Nannei to recuperate." However, your adoptive mother and nursing mother were all selected by your biological mother when she had not yet had an accident, and she served by her side first, and then arrived at Yong'an Palace. If you don't believe it, you can also ask them if your biological mother had an accident at that time, and then it took more than ten days before there were orders from Qingning Palace and Qianqing Palace to send you to Yong'an Palace. ”

Although Qi Yangniang knew that Xiao Wu Meiren was sent to Nannei because of something bad, but the specific details were also heard for the first time, she opened her mouth slightly, and she was shocked when she heard it, Xu Xun asked her, and she came back to her senses and hurriedly replied. "Yes, that's true, it was someone from the Qianqing Palace at that time, and we asked us to send the second son of the emperor to Yong'an Palace, according to the words on the note, it was mentioned by the old lady, and the emperor also thought it was good, so he sent you."

couldn't help but add more, "At that time, Wu Guiren didn't live in the small courtyard in Nannei now, and the conditions were much worse, or ...... It was still your imperial concubine who was kind, seeing that she lived too poorly, and interceded with the emperor, so she moved to live in the current courtyard. ”

Xu Xun sighed and continued, "Now that I've talked about it, I'll just tell you." Your father and grandmother don't like Wu very much, and some time ago, you liked to go to her very much, and your father was very worried, afraid that she would take you badly...... It was my idea to let you go to see your birth mother. After all, it is the nature of mother and son, and I don't want you to regret not seeing her face when you grow up and know your life experience. However, there are many flaws in the world, although she is your biological mother, but after all, she has done wrong things, and her character is also suspicious, so every time you go to see her, I let your adoptive mother watch, for fear that she will teach you badly by saying something crooked - not that I want to hide anything from you, but the next time you go to see her, you can tell her these things, and ask her if there is anything wrong with what I said, and if there is any place to frame her. At that time, there were all kinds of human and material evidence, but you were still young, and you didn't understand some of the things you said, and when you were older in the future, if you still wanted to know, I would tell you little by little. ”

Zhuang'er was silent, the horror and humiliation on his face were really painful, although Xu Xun knew that this was the case, and telling the truth was the only choice, but seeing his expression, there was still a throbbing pain in her heart, she said softly, "Although you are her child, but you were raised by me, in my heart, you are no different from my own child, but after all, she is your biological mother, and she will ...... in the future If you don't want to call me mother again, I'll let youβ€”"

"I-I don't want it!" Zhuang'er said hurriedly, he was trembling all over his body, trembling so much that Xu Xun was worried about whether he was scared sick, she was busy talking, leaning over to hold Zhuang'er's shoulder, trying to stabilize his body. Unexpectedly, Zhuang'er crossed the kang table and hugged her tightly.

"I don't want zaijian her anymore!" He was almost screaming, "She's so bad!" I-I don't want to be her child! I...... I don't know her! I hate her! I'm not going to the south again! I'll never see her again! "What else does Xu Xun have to say? I can't help but say that at this moment, a hint of relief finally flashed in her heart: if it is said that Zhuang'er is exactly the same as Diandian, it is indeed impossible, but after raising it for five years, it is really not far from the gap between her own child, watching him and Xiao Wu Beauty get closer and closer again and again, it is too fake to say that she has no jealousy in her heart. Although it is not good to say this, Zhuang'er clearly chose her between the two mothers, expressing her contempt for Wu's behavior, which still made her breathe a sigh of relief after all.

She hugged Zhuang'er tightly and said repeatedly, "Okay, okay, don't be so angry...... It's fine, it's fine, it's fine......"

Although the result is quite ideal, when Zhuang'er kept saying 'I will never see her again' in her arms, she still couldn't help but feel angry in her heart: her biological mother had harmed her adoptive mother, even if this matter was spread on the heads of adults, it was not so easy for people to accept, not to mention that now it seems that Zhuang'er is a thoughtful character, I am afraid that he will be doubly good to him in the future, and he will not let go of this matter for a while.

Who provoked this and left the child with this kind of damage?

Looking down at Zhuang'er, thinking of his words and performance just now, Xu Xun had a vague guess in his heart.

The author has something to say: update!

Today is as bizarre as it is earlier...... Hopefully, as the weather warms up, it will be able to keep it up in the future