Extra-Lian Screen's self-report
(Cat flutter Chinese)
What you get, you have to pay the same price.
The majestic palace, the status of a princess. It seems that everything is fine, but no one knows that this identity restricts my right to freedom, and the wall blocks my way.
In this world, no one can get what others want without giving anything, and the price I have to pay is permanent freedom, including going to Minxi and kissing later.
Ever since I was a child, I have felt that my mother was one of the greatest and bravest women in the world. I'm not naïve, it's not that I don't understand, it's just that I want to play stupid. I also understand that there is no shortage of smart women in this house, so I can't challenge their bottom line, because I may not be able to get any benefits from them.
The reason why my mother is the bravest woman in the world is because she raised the prince who thought she had died under her knees, and this matter can be big or small, and if it is not done well, it will attract public opinion, and if it is more serious, it may invite death.
But she didn't choose to send him away because of this, but kept bringing him up.
If I remember correctly, he came to my mother when I was just sensible, and I didn't know why he kept a straight face all day long, as if the whole world owed him. Because of this incident, I also went to my mother, and she told me that the prince's name was Lianle, and his biological mother had just died, and he had been enduring it in his heart.
From that moment on, I felt the urge to hug him.
But when I tried to look for him, he was gone. I sent people to look for him, including myself, and I saw him again in the palace where his birth mother had lived. I remember it was dark and I was scared, but I had a belief that told me to move forward.
I don't remember how I took him out, I don't remember what I said at the time, the only thing I remember is that he changed a lot later, he was no longer so gloomy, no longer expressionless.
The mother concubine was also very happy about his change, and from that day on, he and I lived happily under the mother's knees until the time when the people of Minxi came.
I don't know why things are like this, but I often wonder if the Minxi people have never been here, will he never lift the veil, and if we can always be so happy.
On the day in the Song Mansion, I was really frightened, I don't understand why he had that kind of thought, I wanted to tell him, maybe he misunderstood, his idea was just because no one in this world had ever given him warmth except for me and my mother, that's all.
After that, I went to Minxi, and it didn't take long for Tianyou to get the news that the Seventh Prince Lianle had been killed on the way to the border, and he was buried there.
At that moment, I was almost godless, I didn't understand why my mother was still accompanied by the two of us, why I wanted to marry far away, and he also died. In just a few moments, everything changed.
Nearly three years later, I married Qin Xu, the prince of Minxi, as promised. Originally, I thought he would be lukewarm and ignore me. But he didn't, he was gentle with me, if someone bullied me, he would help me bully back, if someone made things difficult for me, he would give me a step.
Everything he did made me think that he might love me. But in the end, I couldn't fool myself, or his eyes deceived me.
Every time he looked at me, his eyes were calm, and he didn't have any emotions in his eyes like other lovers. When he looked at me, there was no anger, no sadness, and no emotion.
At that moment, I realized that he was just doing his duty as a husband, and he was different from Lianle. At that moment, I realized that the only person in this world who is good to me is Lianle.
Later, on the streets of Minxi, I saw a figure that looked very much like him, and I chased a few steps, but when I blinked again, I was nowhere to be seen.
I don't know if it was a mistake or if it was, but eventually I turned around. It couldn't be him, he was already dead, and he couldn't be fooling himself to do anything else.
If you don't cherish it when you should cherish it, you shouldn't have any nostalgia or expectations later.
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Cat flutter Chinese