Let...... For him, is it Jean? Let this word, he is not qualified to say it at all! It's a miss! It was he who pushed his loved ones away from him with his own hands, just to chase after the figure he thought in his mind, and did not pay attention to the reminders sent by his emotions.

At that time, when he thought that Mei Xinyi was the person he was looking for, he did not propose to break up, and when Xia Qi said that he was breaking up, he was angry and angry, but he never thought about this feeling. At that time, his emotions were really reminding him, telling him that he loved this woman, and he was reluctant to give up this woman.

It's just that he didn't pay attention to this reminder, and he didn't regret it until all the truth was laid out in front of him, until he really missed something. That kind of remorse is devastating, and it almost drowns his whole person.

Often, when he recalls the sweetness of the past with her in his dreams, but at the last moment of sweetness, all the sweetness, like a broken mirror, shatters in front of his eyes until nothingness, and he is like falling into a bottomless abyss. So, the dream turned into a nightmare, and when he woke up from the dream, he burst into tears, but his hands were empty, and he didn't grasp anything.

"I regret it, but I regret that I made a mistake." Ye Nanqing said quietly, "There are some mistakes that can be made countless times in a lifetime, but there are some mistakes that cannot be made once in a lifetime." "Because once you commit it, what may await you is the boundless torment of remorse.

Bai Zhuyun smiled, "Is it a mistake that you can't make once in your life?" "If he had it, then what would it be? Is it in love with Haixin? Is it the first time that I was forced to get the heart of the sea, or is it ...... What about letting Haixin leave him?

"For me, whether I made a mistake or not, as long as the result is what I want, it's fine!" Bai Zhuyun Dao, he doesn't care how hard the process is, and he doesn't care how many mistakes he makes in the process, as long as he is the last and the heart of the sea is his, it's okay. Even if that ending was when she was 45 years old, accompanying her to death, he didn't care!

Even, if he can die with her, wouldn't it be a kind of fulfillment for him?

Bai Zhuyun turned around and walked towards the other side of the banquet hall alone, while Ye Nanqing had a smile on the corner of his mouth, watching Jun Jinyan pull Xia Qi and was about to walk away, but he had to stop because Shen Yeding, the deputy minister of the Propaganda Department, and his wife stepped forward to talk.

After Ye Nanqing's gaze and Jun Jinyan's gaze briefly intersected, he turned to Xia Qi's face. She seemed to be talking to Shen Yeding and them, with a shallow smile on her face, that smile that had been so close to him, so close that he could reach out and reach it. But now it was so far away from him, so far away that he might chase it all his life, and he might not be able to touch it again.

Still, he wanted to ...... He thought he would die watching her walk into the church quietly and seeing her marry another man, but it turned out to be ...... The heart is not dead, but it has become more painful, and every day, every breath, is a pain for him.

If the process is not important, but the result is important, then what will be the result?

"Xia Qi, let me see how happy you will be, and how much Jun Jinyan will love you." Ye Nanqing muttered to herself in a low voice, knowing that what he was saying now, she would not be able to hear it at all.

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Shen Yeding was talking with Gu Meien and Xia Qi, Gu Meien was smiling, looking close, but his eyes did not let go of the slightest part of Xia Qi's body. This is her husband's illegitimate daughter, and she has been completely kept in the dark for 28 years.

When the husbands among her friends kept little stars and mistresses, she also disdained them and told them that she would never encounter this kind of thing in the future! But he didn't expect that what happened to him was more serious than those things that happened to the second wife.

However, now that it has happened, what needs to be done now is how to use it to obtain the highest benefits. She not only wants Qili to get better from her illness, but also wants Qili to marry into the Jun family in the future.

In this way, even if she has an illegitimate daughter, she Gu Meien can still raise her eyebrows!

"By the way, Qiqi, you and Sanshao have been married for a few days, when are you going to be a mother?" Gu Meien asked casually.

Xia Qi was a little embarrassed, "Let this be natural." After all, she and Gu Meien are not familiar with each other, and she is embarrassed to tell each other that in fact, she really wants to be a mother, but there has been no news from her stomach.

"yes, it's good to go with the flow." Gu Meien smiled and said, "You are newly married now, you have passed the realm of the two worlds first, and after a year and a half, it is not too late to have children." "The point is, if Xia Qi is really pregnant with a child now, the Jun family will probably never agree to Xia Qi beating the child and donating bone marrow to save Qili.

Shen Yeding, who was on the side, naturally heard the deep meaning of his wife's words, so he echoed, "Yes, now young people like to live in the world of the two for a few years and have another child, so that the relationship will be better." ”

It's just that before Xia Qi could speak again, Jun Jinyan was already impatient, and directly took Xia Qi's hand and walked towards the lounge on the side.

"Hey, I'm sorry, that's rude." Xia Qi said, "Even if you want to go away, at least you have to talk to Uncle Shen and them." ”

Jun Jinyan had already pushed open the door of the lounge, pulled Xia Qi in, and sat Xia Qi on the sofa, "Ye Nanqing is watching you." ”

"Huh?" She was stunned for a moment, then understood what he was talking about, "So what?" She asked rhetorically.

"I hate it when he looks at you." Because it would make him extremely uncomfortable.

Ye Nanqing's eyes had a desire, and he could understand at a glance what that desire was.

"It's his business to see him, as long as I don't look at him, it's okay." Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan and said, "Could it be that in the future, if you run into him on other occasions, you will also pull me around to avoid his gaze?" ”

He pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Xia Qi continued, "People can't control other people's eyes, but people can control their own eyes and understand their own hearts. My eyes will only look at you, because the person my heart wants to see is you. ”

Therefore, even if Ye Nanqing kept looking at her, even if she felt his strong gaze, she could still act as if she didn't notice it, and not let her eyes look at the other party.