Wang Shishi's father died early, followed by her mother to remarry, her stepfather was a gambler, every time she lost money, he would beat her and her mother, so what she hated the most was a man who would be domestic violence, after her mother died, she immediately left that home and came to Jincheng, in the class where she taught, there was also a student who was always beaten by her father, because of the same fate, she took special care of the child.

And the love of her life also appeared because of him.

The student didn't come to class for several days, she didn't feel at ease no matter how she thought about it, so she went to the student's house to find him, who knows, she saw that his father was beating him, she had suffered domestic violence, and knew how much the child at this time longed for someone to save him, so even though she knew that it was dangerous to meddle, she still intervened, and then, she held the child and was chased all the way out.

When she was almost overwhelmed by the beating, he appeared.

Like a hero, he fell from the sky, and his heroic figure was imprinted in her heart.

She didn't expect that they would have a second chance to meet, because after all, with what he was wearing, she could tell that the two of them were people from different worlds, he was not someone she could think about, and she could only press the throbbing in her heart and pretend not to exist.

The third time, they met again, and he asked her if she wanted to marry him, and he could give her everything, but not love.

She was blinded all of a sudden, she never thought that she and him could have an intersection, she thought that she could only quietly take him to heart in her life, but she didn't expect him to ask her to marry him!

His words told her that he didn't love her, and that she should refuse if she was sensible, but the person who thought she would never cross paths suddenly gave her a chance, even if it would make her miserable, she still wanted to hold on to it!

So she agreed to marry him.

Seeing Bai Xue, she finally knew why he would say that he would not give her love, because all his love was given to Bai Xue.

Before she met him, she thought that there was no kind of love in this world as described in books and romance dramas on TV, and felt that no one in this world could live without anyone, but now, she knew that she was wrong, and there really was such love in this world!

He loves Bai Xue, his love for Bai Xue has exceeded his life, she knows that he lives for Bai Xue, and knows that he is very tired and painful to live, but this fact not only does not make her see clearly the fact that he will not love her, but also makes her love him more and more, feels sorry for him, and wants to give him full of love so that he can be happier.

If according to the Buddhist relationship of cause and effect, she thought that in her previous life, Miyazawa Yu owed Bai Xue, so he had to pay for her so much in this life but could not get anything in return, and she owed Miyazawa Yu.

So she doesn't complain, and she can't complain, because it's all her own choice.

She knew that she was very jealous and hated Bai Xue in her heart.

Every time Bai Xue appeared, his eyes would be occupied by her, Bai Xue's position in his heart, no matter how hard she tried, she would not waver, but she still didn't want to give up, until the words he said drunken made her painful but also made her reflect on whether it was time for her to leave him.

Because she is a painful existence for him, thinking that every time he touches him, he is forcing himself, he is a hard ninja, she is uncomfortable, and she doesn't know whether to feel sorry for him or for him.

She didn't sleep all night guarding him, and she kept thinking about whether to leave, whether to leave, but when it came to dawn, when he woke up, she still didn't make a decision, and suddenly, she found that she no longer liked him, but love, unconsciously, she fell in love with him deeply, she became as infatuated as him, the same pain, and deeply realized that the person she loved could never love herself, she was even more reluctant to him, and wanted to warm his desolate heart.

She knew that her love for him had gone into a morbid state and had forgotten herself.

But she really loves him so much, so loving, even if he doesn't love her and feels that being with her is painful, but she still stays by his side, because she knows that she is his rope, she can control his loss of control, so, she can't leave him, with her, he has a place to escape, he can come back, with her, this home is always a little warm.

Later he said he wanted a baby! She didn't want to have children, because she didn't know when their relationship would end, she didn't want her children to be born with pain, how painful it was for a child without family warmth, she knew very well, she didn't want her child to be like her, no childhood, no happy family.

But he is so serious, so serious, he will be a good husband, a good father, and will definitely make the child happy, happy and happy to grow up, after hearing about his growth experience from Bai Xue, she knows how serious he is about this, and she also knows that he will do it when he says it.

So she stopped taking birth control pills, he wanted children, she gave them, and their babies came quickly.

She finally saw the smile on his face, which made her feel that their future was infinitely bright, and his heart would slowly shift to her and the child, and she was so hopeful......

She didn't want to hate Bai Xue, and she knew that she was not qualified to hate.

But he couldn't help but complain in his heart, until he sacrificed himself for Bai Xue, completely forgot about her and the child in his belly, lost his pain, made her lose control, made her hurt the person he loved the most, calm down, she regretted it.

Bai Xue didn't blame her.

Looking at her, thinking about what she did for Miyazawa Yu, she suddenly realized that such a woman is worthy of his love, and his love is not without any return, and the person who has always felt that he has been wronged is her, and it is she who thinks everything crooked.

She has always been wronged not for Miyazawa Yu, but for herself, and she realized that she was selfish and wrong.

His sudden death made her very painful, and she even wanted to go with him, but she knew that no, she still had their children, and he didn't want her to go with him, he didn't want him to finally get free, and her harassment, so she could only live.

After his funeral, she left Jincheng, a place where she found her purpose in life, the warmth of her family, and the happiness and pain she felt.

A year later, she was glad that she had left there, because she had left there and allowed herself to meet him.

Her husband Tama Miyazawa!

After giving birth, the child's body was weak and not suitable for growing up in a dry place in the north, so she took her to Jiangnan, where she immediately fell in love with this warm town, and this town was also her blessed land, because here she met him who thought he was dead!

She will always remember that day, the day she went out with her children and ran into a thief.