The door of the office was suddenly opened, Jun Jinyan walked in, and after seeing Xia Qi sitting at the desk, a shallow smile appeared on his indifferent face.

"Kiki." He walked up to her, pulled the bear doll she was still holding in his arms and put it on the desk, then picked her up from the chair and hugged her tightly with his arms, "I miss you so much." He muttered, obviously the two of them had only been separated for more than 2 hours, but he felt as if a long time had passed.

Thinking about her, thinking so much, every minute and second feels long, only when she is in his field of vision, can his longing be temporarily contained.

Xia Qi's whole body fell into Jun Jinyan's arms, and his aura was suddenly enveloped all over his body. The medicine bottle in his hand suddenly became hot at this moment.

"I miss you too." She muttered.

His hug seemed to get tighter, "Will you be here with me that afternoon?" He said that he wanted to see her for a while, and he was even reluctant to let her accompany him to finish lunch, so he left here first.

"But don't you still have to work? I'm not a good fit in your office. Xia Qi said.

"There's nothing inappropriate, there's no meeting in the afternoon, and I want to see you as soon as I look up when I'm working." Jun said carefully, with a strong attachment in his tone.

And this attachment often touches Xia Qi's heart the most. Growing up, whenever there was such a smell in his tone, she couldn't help but agree to all his requests, even if it was when she was in a cold war with him.

"yes, okay." She responded.

He sniffed her breath deeply, but still didn't want to let go of his embrace, "Let me hold it for a while, just five minutes." His voice rang in her ears.

She didn't speak, just stayed quietly in his arms, her mind constantly thinking about the medicine bottle in her hand.

Are you taking this medicine? Isn't his autism cured? Why do you still have to take medicine? Moreover, she was completely unaware of the fact that he was going to take medicine. In the apartment, he had never taken such mental and emotional drugs in front of her.

Xia Qi's fingers clutched the medicine bottle tightly, and said abruptly, "Sincerely, have you been taking medicine recently?" ”

A soft sound that breaks the silence in the air. She could feel the stiffness of his arms around her as she said that.

After a moment, his arms loosened little by little, and with his head down, he looked at her and asked, "Why do you ask that?" If she hadn't been too familiar with him, if she hadn't been paying attention to him, she wouldn't have noticed a subtle tremor in his tail.

Xia Qi raised her right hand, her palm spread, and a small white medicine bottle lay in her palm.

And Jun Jinyan suddenly constricted his pupils after seeing the medicine bottle, and the hands hanging down to his side unconsciously closed slightly, "How did you see this medicine?" ”

"I want to help you see it when you close the drawer." Xia Qi replied, looking at Jun Jinyan's face that had already lost his smile, and asked, "I know that you have taken this type of medicine before, but isn't your illness cured?" Why do you still have this medicine in your drawer? "And this medicine just now she looked at the production date, it is this year's batch of medicine. In other words, it wasn't the medicine he had taken too much before and didn't dispose of it.

Jun Jinyan stared at the medicine and was silent until his nails stabbed his palm, and then said in a mechanical voice, "The food will be cold, let's have lunch first." ”

As he spoke, he walked straight to the coffee table, took out the lunch box that Xia Qi had put before from the insulated bag, and then put the dishes in the same way, took the chopsticks, and ate the rice with his head.

It's still a very standard eating posture, the part of holding the chopsticks, the movement of the fingers, and the speed of refusal...... It's all the same as usual, but she doesn't know what Lu Dao is for, but she feels that at this moment, his movements are stiff, and his indifferent expression will give her a deep feeling.

It was as if at this moment, he was thinking about something, and she couldn't reach it. She doesn't like this feeling!

Xia Qi took a deep breath and walked up to Jun Jinyan, "Is there something you can't tell me?" You don't want me to know? ”

Jun Jinyan's movements froze suddenly, and the hand holding the chopsticks stopped in mid-air, as if it was frozen.

Looks like there's something really going on! Xia Qi thought about it, stepped forward and put the medicine bottle in his hand on the coffee table, then pressed Jun Jinyan's hand that stopped in mid-air, slowly pulled it down, and then pulled the chopsticks out of his hand and rested them on the coffee table.

"I thought we were already husband and wife, and there should be no secrets between us." She crouched down in front of him, tilted her chin slightly, and looked at him steadily.

His body was stiff, and his hands were so cold that even if she held his hand tightly at this moment, she still couldn't feel any temperature.

"Is it cold?" Xia Qi asked a little nervously, at this time, the air conditioner in the room was obviously more than 20 degrees, and the temperature was comfortable.

He shook his head, looking beyond her face to the white pill bottle on the coffee table. Do you want to say it? Do you want to tell her about his condition?

And how will she react? Will you be scared with him, or will you dislike him?

Autism, he never thought before, one day this disease will become a wall between him and her, even if he once finally knocked down this wall, but unconsciously, he found that this wall will be erected again at any time.

"This medicine is something I've been taking recently." Jun Jinyan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Even though my autism was basically cured when I was 13 years old, the doctor announced that I had basically recovered, but over the years, I still had to go to the hospital regularly for follow-up visits every year. ”

He would be honest with her just because he didn't want to lie to her. Even now, he could come up with many plausible reasons to explain the vial. But he could not stand the thought that if she finally found out that he had lied to her, and looked at him with disappointment.

She said that husband and wife should be honest with each other, and he promised her!

So even though he didn't want her to know the way, even though he was afraid that she would know the way, he still said it.

"Have you been to the hospital for a follow-up?" Xia Qi was surprised, she didn't know what to say at all, and she didn't say anything before she said it.

"Hmm." He replied softly.

"And what did the doctor say?" She asked.