Although I fell out of love, I didn't plan to accept new people

"Jingxi!" Shirahiro avoided passers-by and called out to the familiar figure out in a breathless voice.

A young woman followed behind Yu Jingxi and gently touched his head, as if she was talking to him about something.

Hearing Bai Xiao's call, Yu Jingxi subconsciously turned his head and saw Bai Xiao running over, but instead of rushing over as excitedly, he retracted his gaze lightly, then raised the rock sugar gourd and bit it hard with his two small front teeth, "Aunt Yueyue, let's go home." ”

Qian Yue came out with Yu Jingxi tonight, wanting to take the opportunity to have a good relationship with him, but the little guy kept a straight face, no matter how much she coaxed him, he didn't speak. This would make her a little flattered by the cry of "Aunt Yueyue", and immediately took his fleshy little hand, "Okay." ”

Just as they were about to lead Yu Jingxi to the parking lot, a woman stopped them on their way.

Bai Xiaochong looked at his Qian Yue in surprise, and then looked at Yu Jingxi: "Jingxi, I have something to tell you." ”

Yu Jingxi let Qian Yue lead him, and he didn't raise his eyelids, but just ate the sugar gourd vigorously.

"Are you ......" Qian Yue looked up and down at Bai Xiao, who looked embarrassed after the rain, and instinctively blocked Fu in front of Yu Jingxi.

"I'm Jingxi's teacher." Bai Xiao looked at Yu Jingxi intently, but his words were answered by Qian Yue.

Qian Yue said "oh", "I'm Xiaoxi's ......" Halfway through, Qian Yue didn't seem to know how to describe herself, smiled shyly, and looked down at Yu Jingxi lovingly, "In the future, Xiaoxi will trouble you to take more care of yourself in school." ”

Bai Xiao couldn't describe his mood at the moment, which was much worse than when he came out of the café just now.

Qian Yue's desire to speak stopped, and Yu Jingxi turned a blind eye......

Bai Xiao tugged at the corners of his mouth, "It seems that I bothered you." With that, he turned around and was about to walk back.

Yu Jingxi raised her head suddenly, with a rock sugar gourd in her mouth, and shouted inarticulately: "Next parent-teacher meeting, Aunt Yueyue will accompany me!" ”

Qian Yue was stunned for a moment, and then she was surprised and delighted, after all, she was the eldest lady who had received a good education since she was a child, her face had not changed much, she nodded at Bai Xiao elegantly, and then leaned down, took out a tissue from her bag, and wiped off the rock candy on Yu Jingxi's cheeks, as if it was her stepmother's posture: "Eat slowly." ”

Bai Xiaozhen felt that she was superfluous, and a breath of depression lingered in her chest, and she clenched her fingers to speed up the pace of leaving.

Qian Yue came back after throwing away tissues and found that only Yu Jingxi was standing alone at the entrance of the mall with a stick.

She is not an innocent little girl who is ignorant of the world, from the conversation between Bai Xiao and Yu Jingxi just now, she was vaguely aware of the abnormality, but she still decided to pretend that she didn't know anything, walked over, and touched Yu Jingxi's head, "If you really like to eat, we can go in and buy another bunch." ”

Yu Jingxi buried his head, his mood was extremely low, and he didn't want to move at that moment.

"What's wrong?" Qian Yue squatted down and wanted to help his little face, "Is there anything unhappy to tell Auntie?" ”

After being silent for a while, Yu Jingxi looked up at Qian Yue with a kind face: "My father doesn't like you, so you can't be my stepmother." ”

Suddenly, the smile on Qian Yue's face couldn't be maintained.

“…… Although I am out of love, I don't plan to accept new people for a while. ”

Qian Yue: "......"

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Bai Xiao walked on the road absentmindedly, and he didn't know how many times he was hit by oncoming people.

She rubbed her sore shoulder, and she also had a kind of broken jar and broken energy, as if she had never known the child.

But his flattering "Xiaobai" echoed in her ears again, the feeling was sour, and there was a hint of sweetness.

Can she really be ruthless enough to forget this child completely?

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As soon as he stepped on the bus home, Bai Xiao received a call/call from Pei's mother again.

As soon as Bai Xiao's hand touched the doorknob, he heard Pei's mother's choked voice from the ward: "Pray, you are not well yet, you can't be discharged from the hospital." ”

"Mr. Pei, your body temperature hasn't dropped yet, so it's best to stay in the hospital for observation."

Gently pushing the door open, Bai Xiao saw Pei Qiyou with a flushed face, and pulled the infusion tube on the back of his hand despite the nurse's resistance.

"Xiaoxiao?" Jiang Yingmei turned her head to glance at Bai Xiao, and her eyes were as red as seeing a savior.

Pei Qiyou also turned his head, and when he saw the person standing at the door, he paused.

Bai Xiao didn't seem to see his action of picking up the infusion tube, and walked in to pick up the porridge on the bedtable, "You have stomach problems, let's eat something." ”

Instead of taking the bowl, he grabbed her slender wrist and looked straight at her with dark eyes, "Where have you been?" ”

"I just got out of the city and had some business, let's drink porridge." Shirahiro spoke calmly.

This time, Pei Qiyou was discharged from the hospital without arguing, and cooperated to drink porridge and lie down to rest after taking the medicine.

However, even when he closed his eyes, he held her hand firmly, and his brow was slightly furrowed, like an insecure child.

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After Pei Qiyou fell asleep, Bai Xiao withdrew his hand and walked out of the ward to find that Jiang Yingmei was still outside.

"Xiaoxiao, how's it going?"

"I fell asleep after taking the medicine," Bai Xiao gave Jiang Yingmei a soothing smile, "It shouldn't be a big deal." ”

Jiang Yingmei's face did not fade away, looking at the mud stains on Bai Xiao's clothes, tears appeared in her eyes again.

"Xiaoxiao, can't you really give Qiyou another chance to mend his ways?"

Bai Xiao said goodbye, but Jiang Yingmei held her hand tightly, for fear that she would not agree to run away, "These days, I have been thinking that if I can restrain Qiyou well, he will not be so messy, and now things will not fall to this point." ”

"Mom, don't say that." Bai Xiao tugged back the hair on his sideburns, "It's none of your business." ”

"Xiaoxiao, Mom Zhilu said that you have been a good child since you were a child, and today Mom begged you with a shy old face," Jiang Yingmei gritted her teeth, as if she had made a lot of determination, and knelt down for Bai Xiao regardless of dignity: "Don't you want to divorce Qiyou?" ”

Bai Xiao hugged Pei's mother in time, and her eyes were red: "Mom, what are you doing?" ”

"It's my mother's discipline that has no way, all these years, knowing that he can't live with you, but he hasn't done anything for you."

Jiang Yingmei burst into tears, "But since you told him that you wanted a divorce, Qiyou knew that Lu was wrong, and he didn't go out to fool around with other women, he went home after work, and stayed in your new house for one night, he didn't say anything, but I can see that he is very uncomfortable, and he is unwilling to leave you." ”

"Mom......" In the face of Pei's mother's plea, Bai Xiao also felt sad.

"Mom knows that he broke your heart, but this time, it should be for the sake of Mom's face. If he goes out to find a woman in the future, his mother will cut off the mother-son relationship with him, and your grandmother also said that it was her fault in the past, and she wants you to move back in. ”

Seeing that Bai Xiao didn't speak, Jiang Yingmei continued: "When I pray for his father, I want to go with me, but I want to pray for you, I survived, my mother's health is not good, and I can't bear any blows anymore, I just want to watch you live in harmony with each other." Bai Xiao's heart was like being torn off a piece of meat by an awl, and it ached faintly.

She blinked, and her voice was astringent, "I just went to see a woman, she said that she had been with Qiyou for five years, and she also advised me not to divorce Qiyou. ”

Pei Mu held Bai Xiao's hand tightly, "That's all over, and you won't be involved with them again in the future." ”

"Ironic, isn't it?" Bai Xiao's eyes couldn't erase the self-deprecation: "When Xiao San understands the righteousness, it seems that I am unreasonable." Mom, do you know the way? Now as long as I look at Qiyou, what I think about is not the sweetness of our past, but the picture of him with those women. ”

"Over the years, I've been telling myself not to remember, because every time I remember it, my heart hurts."

Jiang Yingmei wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Xiaoxiao, you should have pity on my old woman." ”

The door to the ward opened a crack at some point.

Bai Xiao broke away from Pei Mu's hand, and when he turned around, he saw Pei Qiyou standing by the door.

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Bai Xiao opened the door of the ward, and there was a lamp lit inside, and her grandmother was sitting at the head of the bed with reading glasses tinkering with something.

When I got closer, I realized that the old man was knitting a sweater.

"Grandma, how did you come up with the idea of making sweaters?" Shirahiro sat down on the edge of the bed.

"I'm idle, I just want to find something to do," Grandma took off her glasses and rubbed her pantothenic eyes, "I asked the caretaker to go to the farmer's market next to me to buy some threads, but unfortunately I'm old, I used to play so smoothly, and now if I'm not careful, I will miss a stitch." ”

Bai Xiao picked up the sweater that had been knitted most of it, small, egg yolk, according to the figure of a five- or six-year-old child.

"Jingxi's child, often comes to see me, and buys so many things, my wife has nothing to give him." Grandma touched her sweater, her eyes full of love, as if she was caressing Yu Jingxi's soft curly hair, "I don't know if a rich family like them will dislike it." ”

Bai Xiao looked at the sweater, a little dazed, she didn't expect her grandmother's feelings for Yu Jingxi to be so deep,

"Every time I hear him call me grandma, my whole heart is about to melt." Grandma laughed spontaneously as she spoke, "It's exactly the same as when you were a kid carrying a small bench and calling me grandma." By the way, there is a bag of oranges in the cupboard, so remember to take it back and eat it when you leave later. ”

"Oranges?" Except for himself and Ye Hehuan in Fengcheng, almost no one else will come to visit his grandmother.

The old man also looked at Bai Xiao in surprise, "Jing Xi brought it over when he came to see me at noon, didn't he tell you?" ”

Bai Xiao got up and opened the cabinet door, and sure enough, it was full of fruits and snacks.

"I thought you knew what it was. This kid comes over every day with something, and I'm embarrassed. The old man said this, but there was a happy smile on his face, "Several old ladies in the next ward are envious of me for having a good grandson, but in fact this child is not related to me at all. ”

Bai Xiao was stunned, these days, why hasn't she met Yu Jingxi once?

"Sometimes when I'm almost done with the drip and the nurse is not there, he runs outside and calls the nurse, and the crisp voice ...... I'm going to be hungry, so he runs out of the box with a lunch box, and every time he really gets him food, he is more obedient than when you were a child, and he is so sensible that I feel distressed when I look at it. ”

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Standing at the gate of the hospital, with traffic coming and going in front of him, Bai Xiao's brain was full of what his grandmother said.

Thinking of what Yu Jingxi said at the entrance of the mall in the evening, she felt upset, and after the chaos, it was a helplessness that made her sad, little by little seeping into her blood, penetrating her bones, and merging with her bone marrow, making her uncomfortable and breathless.

Even she didn't know what Lu Dao was sad about, just because she thought of Yu Jingxi, she felt so sad that she couldn't help it.

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When Ye Hehuan received Bai Xiao's call, he was about to dance a piece of aerobic gymnastics.

"Come and drink with me." As soon as he picked it up, Bai Xiao's calm and abnormally calm voice sounded on the other end.

The last time she drank was because Pei Qiyou had a room with a female star, this time she was injured so badly, isn't he afraid of concussion?

Bai Xiao's voice was slightly drunk and impatient: "Are you coming or not?" ”

Ye Hehuan was stunned for three seconds, and immediately responded: "Go, of course go, tell me the address, and I'll be there soon." ”

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Bai Xiao hung up the phone and continued to drink glass after glass, wanting to get himself drunk.

As she drank, she lay on the bar, not only did not relax, but became more and more depressed.

Pei Qiyou stood at the door of the ward with gauze wrapped in his head, Yu Jingxi pretended not to know her and ate sugar gourds, and the two scenes alternated back and forth in front of her eyes.

Bai Xiao picked up the phone again, unlocked the screen, and clicked her finger, all the text messages that appeared on the screen were from Yu Jingxi last time, each of which was like a thorn whipping her fiercely, and it seemed to accuse her of "ruthlessness and unrighteousness".

Covering her hot forehead, the corners of Bai Xiao's eyes shone with water, she rubbed it away indiscriminately, and continued to stare at the dark screen.

Suddenly, she really wanted to hear Yu Jingxi's soft voice, and wanted to hear him flatteringly call himself "Xiaobai".

Bai Xiao didn't know how he pressed a number in his address book out of the contacts.

By the time she reacted, the other end had already been connected, "Hey? ”

The low baritone made Bai Xiao wake up for a moment, holding the mobile phone, but after the panic, his nose was sore, and he had the urge to cry.

"Something?"

“…… Speak. ”

The other end was also silent, and after a moment, "Don't say I'm hanging anymore." ”

Bai Xiao seemed to be consumed with him, but he still didn't speak, and his phone was close to his ear, as if waiting for him to hang up the phone.

"What the hell is going on?" The other party's tone that seemed stiff because of his deliberate softness made Bai Xiao open his mouth.

As soon as she said something, a delicate female voice came from the other end of the phone, "Mr. Yu, the Ding Bureau has arrived, just waiting for you to go over and order." ”

Bai Xiao's brain nerves seemed to be stung hard, and he quickly pressed the phone/phone.

Tears fell uncontrollably.

Bai Xiao wiped it off, and the mobile phone on the bar vibrate, and she was so weak that she pressed it directly without looking.

When it vibrated again, she still pressed it, and after a few back and forth, the phone finally returned to quiet.

She looked sideways at her phone, wondering what she was resisting, or what she was looking forward to in the depths of her heart. After settling the bill, putting on his coat, Shirahiro stumbled out of the bar with his hands on the wall.

The cold wind of the night made her shiver, and the wine faded a little.

Bai Xiao sat on the edge of the green belt outside the door, put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, and waited for Ye Hehuan to pick him up.

"Girl, are you waiting for your boyfriend?" A pick-up whistle sounded nearby.

The bars here are safe, but there are often gangsters on the roadside outside.

Bai Xiao frowned, didn't want to pay attention to him, reluctantly stood up, and was about to go back to the bar, but his wrist was grabbed.

"I haven't finished yet, why did I leave? I see you drink a lot of alcohol, why don't we continue drinking in another place? ”

A wave of nausea welled up in his chest, and Bai Xiao said coldly: "Let go!" ”

"Come on, don't be shy, my brother's car is parked there." As he spoke, he forcibly pulled Bai Xiao to leave.

Some passers-by thought it was an awkward quarrel between lovers, but they just looked at it twice and walked away.

"Let go." Bai Xiao struggled hard, kicking and kicking, trying to break free from his grip.

"What are you pretending," the gangster hasn't seen such a punctual girl for a long time, how can he let it go easily, "Everyone is out to play." ”

Bai Xiao's dizziness was even worse, and he couldn't hold back any longer, leaning over and spitting on the little gangster's body.

"I/!" The thug looked at the large filth on his chest, jumped to his feet in anger, dragged Bai Xiao and left, "Go back and slowly clean you up!" ”

"Let her go." A deep, magnetic voice suddenly sounded.

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The text above is 5,000 words, in order to appease the friends and wait for more eagerness, a small theater will be given for free (it was written to play before):

When Yu Jingxi was three years old, he returned to China with his father to visit his grandparents.

Lu Jinsheng, who got the news, took time out of his busy schedule to go to Yu's house to catch up with Fa Xiao, who lived abroad all the year round.

As soon as I entered, I saw a Yu Jingxi without pants and a bare bird, squatting in the yard with a toy shovel and digging the soil.

Lu Jinsheng also likes Yu Shaoting's son so much, every time he sees it, he can't wait to tie it to the waistband of his pants and steal it, because he is really so beautiful, just like a Barbie doll, this time is no exception, he held Yu Jingxi in his arms in the past.

"Why don't you run around without pants? Cold or not? ”

Yu Jingxi: "I just finished pulling the poop, and Aunt Li brought me a paper to wipe my ass." ”

Lu Jinsheng: "......"