The first update

"What if you knew I was Gu Ren at that time?" Gu Ren couldn't help but ask, what would happen if she knew?

"It won't be good, in the last life, in my heart, you are a good senior brother. I loved Cheng An at that time, and I really loved it. As you said, if it weren't for love, I wouldn't have lasted eighteen years. Even I will hate Saddle Ran, and I will destroy them. In fact, I also did it, with Xie Yan's poison bomb, I let the saddle plague run rampant, and even their national teacher Asya died under my poison bomb. Zuihou's Anran people are Cheng An's wife and children. There were only three people left. I didn't let go of any of them, old and weak, sick or disabled. I can't understand that hatred now, but that's what I did. Even now, I don't feel guilty. I always thought that if I didn't kill them all, one day, their children would grow up and come back, and then there would be countless widows like me. I don't want to give these people a chance. I won't let any of them go! ”

Qiluo thought about her experience on the battlefield, not to mention Cheng An, just thinking about the brutality of the Anran people, she felt distressed and unbearable, and couldn't help moaning, so did she regret it? Of course not, she doesn't regret her eighteen years in the army, what she is angry about is just deception and concealment. Now speaking of that time, what would she have done if she knew that the shopkeeper Gu was Gu Renshi? There will be nothing, they will be brothers and sisters, and she will still believe in him, and even more in the future. Who made him his senior brother?

"And now? Do you still hate Saddle Ran? Or, do you hate that eldest princess, and this time you took Cheng An away? Gu Ren wasn't as angry as he imagined, yes. Having said so much, the previous life and this life seem to be in the dark, and they have their own fixed numbers. He can take on the role of his previous life. Because this is indeed like his style of doing things, people who don't know themselves can't think of it at all, and Kira doesn't need to make up this story in order not to make herself suspicious of her. What's more, her love for the military, he has also learned before. But he didn't pay attention to it before, and now, he understands. This is the aftermath of the previous life.

"My heartache and vomiting blood is because I suddenly understood that in the last life, Taijun always knew that Cheng An was not dead, and even I believed it. She always knew where Cheng An was. How's it going. But she didn't even reveal anything to me. The first time my father picked me up, she happily let me go and made me amend. At that time, she felt that she could finally let go of her burden, she didn't have to face me, and she didn't have to think of Cheng An's betrayal because she saw me;

The second time was Cheng Anmanxiao, who said that she would like to treat me as a daughter. She will personally pick a good person and marry me off in style. So that I will not be miserable for the rest of my life. That year, she was very sick, and I took care of her for a few days, and snatched her back from Hades, and she wanted to hurt me at that time;

In the fourth and fifth years, she would say it again, and after I refused, she would slap me and curse, zuihou crying, saying, 'What are you going to do, if I die, I can't rest assured of you'. At that time, she loved me more and more, yes, when it didn't involve the country's righteousness or the Cheng family, she was willing to hurt me. But even so, she didn't say anything;

In the sixth year, for the first time, I proposed to fight poison with poison, and to use the way of others to control others. After that, she never mentioned it again. I thought she was giving up. And now, I understand, at that time, she suddenly realized that I was useful. Kira closed her eyes in pain.

Now Gu Ren finally understands why Qiluo was so distressed that day that he vomited blood, Taijun is the last life, she is the closest, and she loves her like a mother. But she was deceived by the person she trusted the most for a lifetime.

Maybe Taijun treats her with a little bit of true affection, but without true affection, she can't do that, but all the true feelings, in her heart, are not as good as the Cheng family, and the future of her son and grandson.

"If she tells you that Cheng An is not dead, Cheng An has changed his mind, betrayed the enemy and married the barbarian princess, what will you do?" Gu Ren thought about it, he understood Qiluo's sadness. And he is a businessman, he understands very well that this is Kira's heart knot, when she can tell herself, it means that she is facing it, but the face is not necessarily untied, so he will help her untie it.

"If I had been told at first, I would have gone crazy. But my mom and dad were there, and I would go home. I will never marry, but at least, my life will not be a joke. I will serve my parents well, so that Haode can inherit Renxintang and be an ordinary female doctor. Maybe it's a miserable life, but it's much better than being deceived and used. Qiluo thought about it seriously as if Gu Ren had just thought about it, and said softly.

"And what if she told you in her fifth year?" Gu Ren asked again.

"My parents were still there, and I was still able to serve them. But I'll be calmer then! "In the fifth year of Kira, her mood is actually much calmer, and she may be sad, but it should not be as strong as it was just at the beginning.

"You may not be so hateful, maybe you can become a real mother and daughter with Taijun, although you may not be able to help her go to war anymore, but your life may really be much better. Be calm, if I appear again, you may marry me and live an ordinary life with me. Gu Ren thought about it and sighed lightly. Taijun is really ruthless!

Qiluo thought about it and nodded, at that time, Gu Ren had been by her side for five years, and they trusted each other, if at that time, she knew that the shopkeeper Gu she trusted was her former fiancé, and she had been waiting for her quietly. She couldn't bear to refuse him. For the sake of her parents, in order to repay her kindness, she will also marry. So who is to blame? Blame yourself for being too capable, or too realistic.

"There is still a chance, my parents-in-law are very healthy now, the most important thing is that you are right in front of their eyes, in order to help you fight with my father and mother, they have unlimited fighting spirit, and they will definitely not go early." Gu Ren smiled, he didn't dare to ask his parents-in-law how they went in the previous life, but thinking about it, the only daughter became a widow and refused to turn back, how could they bear it if they loved their children so much? Under all kinds of distress, I was depressed and went early, which is inevitable. Think about how sad my mother-in-law should have been in my last life.

"Xiexie you!" Kira clenched his hand.

"Thank you for my affection?" Gu Ren smiled and gently interlocked his fingers with Qiluo.

"No, xiexie, you've been taking care of my parents. You took care of them for me all those years. Every time I sent someone back to see them, they said you were taking care of them, tell me not to worry.

When my mother died, I was at the border. I cried alone in the wilderness, feeling like I had one less loved one. Then I thought about it, where were you that time? Usually you always like to stand behind me and accompany me to see the scenery for a while. Later I remembered that that time, you arrived a month later than we did. You said to me, "The old man in the family has gone." At that time, he was still wearing filial piety. I also wear filial piety, I say to you, my mother also went. My loyal servant who stayed in the capital said, my mother was sick, you took care of it, and then she was gone, and you came to break the basin for my mother and sent my mother up the mountain.

Later, when my father went, I was in Kyoto. I didn't dare to go back, I couldn't face him, even if he wasn't there, I couldn't face it. I know that I am not filial, and the more this happens, the more I can't face it. The ones who went to handle the aftermath were still my loyal servants in the Cheng family, and they came back and said that you were still in charge, from my father's illness to his death, to the later aftermath. The faithful servant xiexie you for me, but you say, "You are your father's apprentice, a teacher for one day, and a father for life." You did for me what I didn't do, and you are the person I was grateful for all my life in my last life. ”

"I don't take care of them for you, I'm afraid of my father-in-law, but I really respect him. In fact, one of the apprentices admitted by my father-in-law is you and the other is me. Others, who dare to say that they are his apprentices, will be scolded to death. So I didn't think I was kicked out of the school, but I left the school early. It is the duty of a disciple to perform the rites of the disciples and take care of them throughout their old age. If I don't do it, it's also unfilial. Gu Ren smiled and shook his head, even if there was no Qiluo, he would have done this.

"But I didn't let you do it in vain, the heart pill, the hemostasis, and many other recipes I later made, I gave them all to you. There are also these medical cases, my father didn't give them to me, I think they were given to you. ”

"Watch your eyes." Gu Ren laughed again, and was still talking about this, but at this time, he gently hugged her tightly, "Don't you hate Cheng An, do you love me?" ”

"Fool." Kira hugged him back for a while, "I know you're the one who won't leave me halfway through, no matter when or where." ”

"Just because I'm not going to leave you?" Gu Ren smiled and deliberately teased.

"It's important, okay." Kira is not happy again, never abandoned, loyal and single-minded, whether male or female, this is the most important quality, there is no one.

"Then Cheng An didn't marry you this time, if he is favored by the barbarian princess again, will he still be like in the previous life?" Well, those things are already the story of their last life, and now they know that they will not let go of each other's hands in this life, so he will face Kira.

"Don't ask me, I don't know. I just want to see the attitude of the Cheng family now. Will the old man also allow a traitor to come out of the family? ”

Gu Ren didn't speak, in the last life, Qiluo paid the price for her willfulness, but, was Qiluo wrong? She's headstrong......

"When you and Cheng An started, did you know that we had a marriage contract?"

"Of course I don't know, if I knew, how would I accept Cheng An!" Kira almost sat up, his face turned white, for fear that he would not believe him.

"So Cheng An and the Cheng family are even more hateful." Gu Ren kissed Qiluo lightly and smiled at her, "Hurry up and go to sleep, it's too late today." ”

"What do you want to do?" Kira is not a fool, a person who has been a superior for eighteen years, it is impossible not to even understand this.

"Worried?"

"No, I just hate myself for being in poor health right now." Kira smiled, but stopped asking, and closed her eyes in reassurance. (To be continued......)

PS: My friend is chasing this, and I am very dissatisfied with the text in the past few days, saying that there is no progress in the plot, but this is a necessary process, and I have to let Gu Ren know all this, and then, the couple can work together and do the following things, right, and today's three watches, but only two chapters have been written so far, and I came back from the annual meeting yesterday, and I started working today, and the third update has a thousand words. I'll do the third chapter before nine o'clock, and little P is a good person.