Chapter 14: Feelings Between Men
midnight
Qing'er could only twist a cold cloth and gently apply it to Cheng An's face.
"My second master, you can save some snacks! The eldest grandmother is anxious, her body is not good, and she vomits blood when she is angry, why are you provoking her? Wei Huai was also anxious, and crawled over and chattered.
"Say less." Qing'er glared at her husband and lowered her head to concentrate on her work.
"What's wrong with her, I haven't heard of her having this before, have you?" Cheng Anke pursued Qiluo, although Qiluo was thin, he would not be angry with himself, his chest hurt, and he vomited blood, when did this happen?
"I don't know, after you went on the expedition, the eldest grandmother had a miscarriage. Later, I heard that it was because when I was detoxifying my uncle, I was also poisoned, and I had no choice but to flow it. Later, the grandmother's health has not been very good, and then ...... I don't know when it was like this. Wei Huai didn't dare to say it anymore, but he didn't dare to say that it was not long after Cheng An's "death" came that he heard the news that Qiluo was seriously ill.
"Second master, I heard that it is a postpartum deficiency. Don't think about it. The eldest grandmother has been raising it for the past two years, and she has rarely committed it recently. Qing'er smiled and changed a veil for him.
"So what do you do to save me? I'm a useless person. I didn't even affect my family, but I also affected Qi Niang and your family. Cheng An was even more distraught, and at this time he really felt that it was useless for him to really die.
And Kira is an old problem, and it's not a big problem. After taking the medicine and going back to the house to lie down for a while, it was naturally nothing. Holding Gu Ren's hand, he was sorry again, and he was angry with the Cheng family again. Gu Ren is the most taboo about this.
"I didn't mean to, I just felt like I knew him for the first time. Why didn't you know he was a coward before? ”
Gu Ren really didn't have any other feelings except that she didn't protect her body well. Think about shaking your head. I don't really understand what Kira is talking about, he's just such a boring character, he doesn't know the cause and effect, he won't express his position easily, and he will never deliberately follow Kira because he wants to please Kira.
Qiluo was so angry with Gu Ren that his chest hurt this time, and he hit Gu Ren directly, of course, this beating is not the same as hitting Cheng An's big mouth just now. However, he was grabbed by Gu Ren's hand. Let her rest obediently. He didn't care about Cheng An, all he cared about was the wife in front of him.
Kira talked about the cause and effect, and when he said it, he felt quite angry. When I think about it, I feel like I was blind in my last life. How did he cheat him. In this life, I tried hard to save him again and again, and finally got such a result, I knew it earlier. I didn't save him in the first place. Let him really die.
"Why are you angry?" Gu Ren finally finished listening to it, and laughed a little surprised, feeling that Cheng An just hadn't grown up, and Qiluo, who had lived two lives, had such a childish side.
What he didn't know was that the childishness shown by Kira at this time was just aimed at him alone, even if she was coquettish to her biological parents. Her thoughtfulness, in fact, is also wearing a certain mask. Only in front of him, she is the most real her, and she does not hide it in the slightest in front of him.
"Don't you be angry?"
"Don't be angry, this is him! There is an excellent elder brother, a recognized heir to the family; There is a brave and lovely younger brother below; My sister is the only daughter in the family, and her parents naturally want to preference, only his position is embarrassing. If you look at what happened to Qing'er after Cheng An left, you can think that Cheng An's status in the mansion is actually not high. If it is high, naturally those decent subordinates in the mansion will sharpen their heads and send their children to Cheng An's side. And Qing'er is a girl bought from outside; Wei Huai is the son of a second-class servant in the house. At first glance, it was dialed casually. Waiting for Cheng An to die, so naturally there is no one in the house to help them, if they are slave children with foundations, of course, they will be changed places when they turn around, turn their heads, and curry favor, leading other masters to have mercy on the second master, and they can ask for a grace if they can't say it. And Wei Huai and the two of them are so badly mixed, to put it bluntly, they just have no foundation. Gu Ren raised his eyebrows, if Qiluo didn't say these words, he might not say them for the rest of his life.
Qiluo was stunned, she never thought of thinking about Cheng An's status from Qing'er and them, she was an obstacle, and she was still hindered by the Cheng family. Even ten fingers have a long and short length, not to mention a pair of busy parents, there will always be a preference for a room of children. Think about it, Cheng An is certainly the son of Taijun, but after all, he is the second child, and there will always be something to ignore. So Cheng An's personality is a little weak, but in fact, there is a source of reason.
"So I still don't know him."
"How can you get to know him, before marriage, you were dazzled by his light. After getting married, it was too late to understand, he was gone. So what he gives you is actually the best, but also the worst. The contrast between the two is too strong, you hate him deeply, but you can't get rid of it. Now that the feelings are slowly fading, I can really look back and examine the real him. Gu Ren said indifferently.
"So you also look down on him, and think that he is the same as your second uncle, and his heart is higher than the sky?"
"No, he and my second uncle are actually different. Cheng An is actually better than the second uncle, Gu Yi has the ability, the two wars, the first time, he was not afraid to remove the enemy's boss from the arm, this concentration alone, in fact, Cheng Ping does not have. Do you remember, the heart pill you gave him, he went back and handed it to Taijun, and then Taijun divided it into three parts, one for each of his three sons. The father-in-law was injured, and the eldest brother and younger brother were both traumatized, but he gave one to each brother and brother, and then the rest was used to save the old man. What does this mean? The brain is good, and the heart and eye are also good. You're right, Cheng An is a little cowardly, but, at least he's really kind. He shouldn't have thought about fighting for anything, but he was used to being the second child, and suddenly let him take on the responsibility of the family, and thought that his father and brother were injured, maybe because of him, it was possible to feel guilty for a while and be overwhelmed. ”
Gu Ren said while thinking about it that he didn't have a good impression of the Cheng family, but in fact, how much, thinking about it now, the only thing he had to do was to be stronger with Cheng An. Maybe it's because he knows that Cheng An really loves Qiluo, a man who loves the same woman with all his heart and lungs like himself, but in fact, he really can't hate it. Although this is a bit strange, it is true, because they love Kira the same, so although they are hostile to each other, they will be defensive, but they will also have a different kind of identification. In other words, they identify with themselves.
"It's weird!" Kira smiled and looked at her husband's face.
"What's weird?"
"I forgot to tell you that Yinjing wanted to kill you, but Cheng An desperately pressed her arm, it can't be regarded as saving your life, if it weren't for me, you would still die. However, he tries to save you. So isn't it strange that men have feelings for each other, and you are also speaking for him now, isn't it strange? (To be continued......)
PS: Okay, life and death again, life! People go to play on the weekend, I write essays on the weekend, and my classmates don't go to dinner, is there anything more tragic in life than me?