The first update

After changing her clothes, Qiluo looked at Gu Ren, she still had to help him pack up the things he needed to use, but she had only helped Cheng An clean up, and she didn't know what a businessman wanted to use, so she wanted to look at him.

"Where to go, will it be a long time?" She asked this because she wanted to know what clothes she should prepare, and how much she should prepare.

"It's not a matter of a day or two, there's a lot to prepare. You don't have to rush. Gu Ren calmed down, thought about it, and felt that he might have thought too much, Dr. Duan was a person who thought about the worst in everything, when he failed to study medicine, he was also frightened to a large extent, as soon as he took the needle, he just wanted to try it on the acupuncture bronze man, but he was scolded by Duan Ding, saying that if he went down this time, all the patients died, and after being yelled at, Gu Ren, who was already scared to death, did not dare to do anything. Maybe Kira is this kind of character, thinking too much about everything.

took her hand and pulled her to the east wing, which is usually a hospitality room and a study, but Kira really didn't have time to come over in the past two days, so she just asked people to put some of her books in the empty seats, but she never came.

Gu Ren looked around and glanced sideways at her, "You haven't been here?" ”

"There's not time yet." Kira was very calm, and also took a look, her books were neatly placed on the long table next to the wall, obviously there was no place for her books in the study at this time. She thought that in two days, if she should let someone come back from a fight, because these books, as well as her father's prescriptions, would have to be reorganized, and she would need a lot of places.

Gu Ren didn't notice that there was an extra pile of books, he took him to the edge of a locked cabinet and handed her a key directly.

"What?"

"The private money is all yours." Gu Ren said it as a matter of course.

Qiluo looked at him in a daze, whose private money was put in the study? This really made Kira speechless. Look at that box again, I really think, this robbery went, such a big box?

"Don't want to see it?"

"When I have a private room, I'll put it inside." Kira put the key back in her purse, saying that this would be a place for them to put their private room in the future, and her private room would be placed in it.

"Keep it for the kids?" Gu Ren was a little disappointed, but asked again.

"Of course, if we have children." Qiluo nodded, there is nothing to be pretentious about, for her, if she can live with Gu Ren, of course she will have a child, and if she gives birth to a child, their money will naturally be left to the child. There's nothing to be pretentious about.

"Actually, you're afraid of having children, right?" Gu Ren lowered her head and sighed, she was too calm, it was too calm, but it exposed her thoughts, she didn't want children.

Kira lowered her head and took a deep breath, could she say she didn't know? Is she scared? After thinking about it for a long time, he glanced up at Gu Ren, he didn't intend to let her go. still looked at her seriously, so that she couldn't avoid it.

"I don't know, I'm scared. Yes, I was scared, I didn't know if I could be a good mother. No, it's not ......" Qiluo was a little confused, she waved her hand lightly, for a while, "I may not be able to be like my father, who used the "Yellow Emperor's Neijing" to enlighten the child at the age of three, and at the age of five, he held an acupuncture, and when his hands trembled, he had to beat his hands until he stopped shaking; Holding the rabbit, crying, cutting it, then medicating and bandaging it, and then waking up crying in the middle of the night; I went up the hill to catch a snake and was bitten by a snake and told him that it was okay and that he would always be bitten......"

Gu Ren hugged her gently, he understood this, because he also came over from that time, however, Duan Ding would not be so strict with himself, for him, he was just a disciple, and he would not be driven away if he could not learn, but as his only daughter, if he couldn't learn, he would be damned, so everything in Qiluo today was forced out bit by bit.

"I'm afraid of him, and now I admire him, but I'm still afraid of him. My mother didn't dare to protect me. I could only watch me alone, reading late and watching me cry and write prescriptions. I'm their daughter, I can't do it. But I don't want my child to be like this, but ......" Qiluo was a little cold, in fact, she didn't even say these words to Cheng An, maybe if Gu Ren didn't talk about children, she couldn't remember that she had always disliked children.

If a family wants to pass it on, it has to be ruthless, the only third-generation Cheng Feng of the Cheng family, the treasure egg of the Cheng family, but when he was five years old, like all the sons of the Cheng family, he held a special small spear and practiced hard with the master in the martial arts arena. was injured, but he also had a small face, and asked Kira to give him medicine, biting his lip and not daring to cry. Including the county lord of Anlan, who was his biological mother, he didn't dare to say a word of comfort.

At that time, Qiluo couldn't help but think, was Cheng An like this when he was a child? It should be the same, the newlyweds get up early in the morning to practice martial arts, this is the responsibility of the Cheng family, and no one dares to bear the danger of the family being cut off.

So she didn't dare to have a little relationship with Cheng Feng, she was afraid, now that she had the opportunity to be a mother, did she dare? The Gu family has been passed down for hundreds of years, and the talent above medicine is not as good as the generation, and now they are more businessmen. Marrying her back, in fact, they are also worried, so they expect the next generation of the Gu family to change, but this, can she bear to treat her children like this?

Gu Ren didn't speak, just hugged her and patted her gently. Even now, when he sees his father-in-law, he sometimes shudders, so he has envied Kira, who can hold a steady needle at a young age, since he was a child, and sees her studying quietly and alone, but she is much more capable than him. He thought about envy, but he didn't expect the pressure she had endured since she was a child. Do you want to do it yourself? Let your own child, be afraid of yourself, and then tremble at the thought of yourself?

At night, neither of them slept, the daytime events made both of them not in a good mood, and at night they were not in the mood to get close, just lying quietly flat, looking at the top of the tent in a daze.

"What my mother said is true, you can go to the side branch and pick one back." Gu Ren said suddenly.

Qiluo took a look, how could he think of coming back with one directly.

"If you didn't give birth to yourself, you will be strict." Gu Ren said very seriously, this is the conclusion that he has thought about it all night, he can't do it himself, and it is not bad to bring one back and let the Zong family create glory again.

Qiluo looked at Gu Ren in a daze, he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, he wasn't born by himself, what did he bother to educate? If you didn't see Duan Ding, you didn't teach Gu Ren out, and Master Zu didn't teach that Gu Master either?

But looking at Gu Ren's face, she laughed again. was beaten by Gu Ren, she closed her eyes quietly, Gu Ren took her into his arms, not wanting to do anything, just wanting to hug her tightly. Kira didn't move, didn't turn around, didn't speak, but just suddenly felt relieved, a warm embrace, and let her fall asleep very peacefully for the first time.