677. 【712】
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Dao Lu's apologetic words kept overflowing from her mouth, and she looked at him with teary eyes.
"Why do you want to say sorry?" He muttered, the brokenness in his eyes growing, was it because she couldn't take it? That's why I'm sorry to say to him.
However, does she know the truth? What he wanted to hear was never her sorry, "Unfortunately, even if you can't accept me, you don't have to say sorry, people like me shouldn't be accepted in the first place." My existence, like a shenanigan, should not exist at all. "He only exists because of his mother's crazy obsession.
"What shouldn't exist, what a prank of the gods!" Her tears fell even more fiercely, and she rushed forward and crushed him to the ground. The toys around it, because of this, rolled apart.
She leaned on top of him, and the tears in her eyes fell even more fiercely, "I never said that I couldn't accept you, I always felt that your existence was a gift from God." If it weren't for you, there wouldn't be me. Because you are my life, so ...... I was born in this world for you! ”
Her tears kept dripping down his face, big drops, warm and burning for him!
From his point of view, he could clearly see her tearful face. Her crying, her tears, he was familiar and strange at the same time. She rarely cries, although she looks like a delicate and caring greenhouse flower, but she is strong in her bones and rarely cries, and in the ten years they have been together, he will be by her side every time she cries.
If there is anyone in this world who has seen her with the most tears, then it must be him.
But he had never seen her cry so sadly, so many tears, and this way of wailing and crying seemed to have only been seen when she was so young.
At this moment, he was not even sure whether what he was hearing in his ears was a real voice or just his imagination, because he was so eager that he hallucinated.
She said she accepted him!
She said that his existence was a gift from God.
She also said that she was born in this world for him.
"You...... Do you want me? He asked, his voice frighteningly hoarse.
Her lips covered his, and she answered him with her own practical actions. The tip of her tongue squeezed into his mouth, and her breath spread through the tip of his nose and mouth. Tears mixed with kisses are lingering and redemption.
"It's not that I want it, it's all the time." Her lips pressed to his, snorting and choking, "Did you forget what I said so quickly?" I love you, I've said since I was a child, we're going to be together forever, and I won't leave you unless you don't want to be with me! ”
She looked at him with wide phoenix eyes, as if to announce how serious her words were.
His face was already full of her tears, and he slowly raised his hand, he touched her face, and wiped her tears with his fingertips, "Will you really love me, love me for a lifetime?" ”
She nodded vigorously.
"Being able to be with you all the time is the biggest wish in my life, pity." As he spoke, the back of his hand and his fingertips were so hot because of her tears. And his face was probably full of her tears, "I love you, I love you more than anyone in this world." ”
She is his angel and his only salvation. Therefore, he will not be afraid of anything in the future, and he will not worry about anything anymore, because she led him through that layer of obstacles and gave him the courage to face it again.
She burst into tears and laughed, pulling his finger up, and the tail finger hooked his tail finger, "Then we agreed that we will always be together for the rest of our lives." Hanging on the hook will not change for a hundred years. ”
"Well, it's agreed, it won't change for a hundred years." His lips kissed her tail finger gently, "Until the moment I die, we will always be together." ”
If he hadn't met her, maybe he would have sunk - in the dark - for the rest of his life.
If he hadn't met her, maybe he wouldn't have understood what it's like to fall in love with someone.
If he hadn't met her, maybe he would have been a madman by now, a complete lunatic.
So, thankfully, he met her, and it was she who pulled him out of the darkness, made him understand love, and pulled him back from the brink of madness.
Pity, do you know the way? I really, really love you.
Maybe my love for you is as crazy as my mother is for Ling Jiyue, and this madness will continue......
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I've cried, hugged, kissed, confessed, all of these are precious experiences in life.
Ling Pengtian looked at the son in front of him, and only felt that compared to the son he had seen in the hospital before, he was now like he had been reborn, and he didn't wear black contact lenses anymore, although the expression on his face was still similar to usual, but the lifelessness in his eyes had disappeared.
"It seems that Xiao Xi is really the only person who can save you." Ling Pengtian smiled and said, seeing his son like this, a big stone in his heart could finally be put down.
"Father, have you ever hated your mother?" Ling Jing asked abruptly.
"Hate?" Ling Pengtian was silent for a moment and then said, "When I first knew that Dao Daisi married me, not because she really loved me, but because she was for another man, I hated her, but after her death, I found out that my love for her was far more than hate, as long as she could stay by my side, then I could ignore everything else." ”
It's just that this discovery was too late, and everything was only understood after her death!
After a pause, Ling Peng Tiandao, "Ah Jing, your name was given by your mother, do you know why she wants to give you this name?" ”
Ling Jing didn't say anything, before, he hadn't thought about who took his name and what the meaning of the name was.
"It means pure and unsullied." Ling Pengtian said, "Your mother loves you, maybe she loves Ling Jiyue more, but she also loves you, and she is also worried, afraid that one day in the future, after knowing the secret of your birth, you will not be able to accept it." She wants you not to feel that you are filthy, because in her mind, you are incomparably clean, and you are infused with the child she loves. ”
Although Daisy's love has reached a distorted level, it ...... He knew that Daisy was still thinking about the child before she died.