Chu Xue's heart was suddenly discouraged, how could it be Zhuang Lingjun?

How did he know he was here?

She didn't want to see this man at all, his cold face at the engagement ceremony, the kind of person who exposed a qiē with Jin Feng, didn't care about his thoughts at all, didn't care about hurting an innocent boy to achieve her own selfish goals, such a person made her feel terrified and tremble all over her body when she thought about it!

But Zhuang Lingjun's voice came again: "Chu Xue, I know you don't want to see me, and I also know that you are very disgusted with me now, and feel that I don't have any character at all, and I don't even deserve to be your ordinary friend, but the current situation is that only I have found you, and the man you have in mind is about to marry another woman!" ”

Chu Xue only felt as if her whole body was about to freeze, and muttered, "I don't believe it...... I don't believe he's going to marry her...... She just proposed to him...... He said that he still had to think about it...... He won't take it......"

She said this as if to give herself confidence, although she also knew very well that faith was like a candle in the wind, fluttering!

"He's already agreed. The wedding was just a few days away. Maybe Jin Ting himself is afraid that he will change his mind, and he has many dreams at night, so he will act resolutely. Zhuang Lingjun smiled, "This is really his style." ”

Chu Xue felt the blood in his whole body, and it was instantly drained away.

The whole person seems to have become a fluttering kite, not knowing where to go.

"Hatsuyuki, I know you're sad, and I also know that woman isn't a simple character, but it's already like this......"

"I'm going to expose her!" Chu Xue screamed, "I'm going to expose what Xie Chu Xun did!" ”

Zhuang Lingjun said: "Yes, I will accompany you, whatever you want to do, I will accompany you to the end!" ”

Chu Xue said coldly: "Do you think I will still believe your words?" ”

Zhuang Lingjun smiled bitterly: "Don't you believe that I have other ways to go now?" I know who the kidnapper is, he used to be a doctor, but now he is a little insane, if he can't control himself for a while, and does something to you, then you can't resist him anyway! ”

"Zhuang Lingjun, I don't think I will be much better if I fall into your hands!"

Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very bleak: "It turns out that in your eyes, I am such a scumbag, but, although I lied to you, but during the time when you lost your memory, I never did anything to you, if I wanted to do it, I would have done it a long time ago!" Chu Xue, I really like you, but I also have basic self-esteem, since you don't love me, I won't succumb to my self-esteem to force you something, it's because I like you, I don't want you to be in danger of your life at any time! ”

Chu Xue was silent for a while: "Are you sure you can really take me away?" Take me to expose Xie Chuxun? ”

Zhuang Lingjun nodded: "Don't worry, I've figured it out, I won't want to have you anymore, loving someone doesn't have to have her, sometimes, let it go...... is the greater love ......"

Hatsuyuki didn't know whether to trust this man or not.

The last time she believed him once, but then? Jin Feng almost fainted on the spot, and it became such an absurd farce!

Until now, she didn't know what happened to Jin Feng......

What if this time, where does he take himself and hurt others?

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Zhuang Lingjun looked at Chu Xue and was silent, and muttered, "Have I ever told you the story of my mother?" ”

Chu Xue said: "I don't want to hear it. ”

"You don't have much to do right now anyway, so let's just listen to a legend." Zhuang Lingjun said slowly, "My mother has only loved one man in her life, and she swore that she was a childhood sweetheart with that man, and she swore that she was in love with each other for life, but then she was insulted by someone in an accident, and that man's family couldn't accept her anyway!" Later, she went abroad to recuperate, and it was there that she met my father, and soon, there I was born! ”

Hatsuyuki wanted to tell him not to say it anymore, but unconsciously she was also attracted to the story, "And then? ”

"Then, when I was five or six years old, my parents took me back to China, and my mom saw the man again...... She found out that she was still in love with him, and the man kept saying that he still loved her! They fell in love again, and my father, who found out about them at this moment, imprisoned my mother and mentally abused her...... Later, my mother couldn't bear to elope with that man, and the man also said that he would abandon Yiqiē to be with her! But...... On the day they agreed, the man didn't come......"

Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very painful, and even a little choked: "We waited for him for a whole day, and he never came!" I will always remember my mother's look of despair! She didn't believe that this man she had loved for twenty years could cheat on her! I called the man, but the man's wife said coldly that he wouldn't come! He's going to be with his wife and children! ”

"What happened?" Chu Xue's heart suddenly tightened.

"Later?" Zhuang Lingjun's voice was very bleak, "My mother had a car accident that day, and she was right in front of me...... I got out of the car to buy a drink, and the car she was sitting in was completely distorted by a tree trunk...... I'll never see her again......"

Chu Xue naturally knew that his mother had died, but he didn't know that there was such a story, so he could only hesitate for a long time before he spoke: "...... Sorry to bring up your sadness. ”

"Nothing. Cher, do you understand, I figured it out later, I always felt that the man was sorry for my mother, but now I think that my mother is too persistent...... Even if she loves that man again, but so many years have passed, and fate has long ended...... Now that it's over, why not accept this fact unclearly? Is it interesting to have to tie them together? It's just suffocating! That man didn't choose my mother in the end, just because he didn't love anymore, since he didn't love anymore, what was the point of still being tied up? What's the point of being unwilling? Love is fluid, not by others, since you don't love, once loved, you should let the other person free...... I can't blame that man for this qiē completely......"

Hatsuyuki didn't know what to say.

Perhaps, experiencing such a blow when I was a teenager will have a certain impact on my life...... Maybe it's because of this that he has some gloom and calculations that ordinary people don't have...... There is sometimes an extremely painful feeling in his eyes......

Chu Xue suddenly felt that he was not so unforgivable......

[Author's digression]: What Zhuang Lingjun said is Taotao's current view of love.