Jinghua exclaimed, "You want to drink it yourself?"

Bai Mei said: "Yes, it's my own choice." Although I am in the harem, I know exactly what happened to your father in the Lingxiao Palace. He, the Emperor of Heaven, deserves a hard job, he suffers from enemies on his back, and he is embattled on all sides, and everyone wishes for him to fall! I am the person he loves with all his heart, if I can share his worries for him, why not do it?"

Bai Mei seemed to be as weak as water, but the words she said were categorical, "At that time, the situation was already very critical, and the thirty-two northern countries followed the snow disaster in the name of rebellion, and rebelled one after another, I only hated myself for having no martial arts, otherwise I could also go into battle and kill a few traitors for him, so that he could sleep peacefully."

But after all, I am a weak woman, and I see that he is exhausted every day, and he doesn't think about tea and dinner, but there is nothing he can do. He rarely came to see me, and he left in a few moments. There are a lot of rumors in the palace that I don't agree with him, but in fact, I drove him away, and he doesn't even have time to sleep, so why bother to spend time coaxing me happy?

Later, there was a coming-of-age ceremony for the eldest princess of the Mobei Yanlong King and invited your father to send him to watch the ceremony. But that Yanlong King is very powerful, and your father has long wanted to make friends. Since there is such an opportunity, I naturally prepared a generous gift, and wanted to use the name of the princess's birthday to talk about the joint forces of the two countries. ”

Jinghua said lightly: "It should be that after I came back that time, my father thought about marrying the eldest princess and turned the joint army into a marriage." However, if we set up another concubine, or even the queen of heaven, I can't explain it to the people of the whole clan. ”

"Your father is also involuntarily. When he returned, he was depressed, and I could see that he had a very serious concern. I asked him how his trip to Mobei was? Has the matter of joining forces been negotiated? He only smiled and said that the eldest princess was not as good-looking as me, nor as gentle as me. ”

After Bai Mei finished speaking, she seemed to be a little shy, and smiled slightly unexpectedly.

She has never seen Jiang Yi, but Jinghua has called Jiang Yi the queen mother since she was born, and she has been called her for more than 2,000 years. Although she is lonely and arrogant, she is not allowed to enter the living, but in terms of appearance, she is not inferior to Baimei.

She and her, one is as strong as wine, the other is as elegant as tea, each has different temperaments, but they can't tell the difference.

Xuanyuan said so, it is indeed pleasing to the lover, but who knows if it is not a void of heart and repentance in advance?

But Bai Mei didn't see anything, and continued: "After a few months like this, one night, it was late at night, and I had already gone to bed. But your father came to me, and he broke into my chamber alone, without attendants.

On that day he drank a great deal of wine, and his whole body was full of wine. I lit the lamp and went to cook the decanting soup for him, but he pulled me and didn't let me go, I asked him what was wrong, he didn't say a word, I felt wrong. When he reached out and touched it, his face was full of tears. ”

Jinghua was also extremely surprised, "Father is crying?"

In his impression, his father was always majestic and busy, and he never thought that his father would be so vulnerable, and he would cry bitterly when he hugged his woman like an ordinary, even weak, person.

Bai Mei said: "Yes, I was also frightened. Your father has always been moody, and I don't know what kind of blow he has suffered that would make him so sad.

He said that the world is full of catastrophes, there are visions everywhere in the Three Realms, with his own strength, it is difficult to control the situation anymore, and he, the Emperor of Heaven, may soon be unable to be in charge, he said that he is ashamed of me and your eldest brother, and he has not been able to make our lives worry-free. ”

To this day, Bai Mei still wants to cry when she talks about the events of that year, as if the young and worried Emperor is still sitting opposite, and she is still the wife who wants to share his worries.

Jinghua was not moved by Bai Mei's affection, he sat there, his face was extremely tired and disappointed, and said lightly: "So that night, the mother concubine asked her father what other remedies there were?

Bai Mei nodded, and then said in a low voice: "Jing'er, the mother didn't know that there was you at that time. If you had known, your father would not have ......."

Her voice was as soft as a gnat.

Until more than 2,000 years later, she still did not forget, that dark night, the young and sad Emperor of Heaven hugged her tightly and used all his strength.

It was the madness of the last night, and he drank so much wine that the strong smell of wine sprayed on her face, and even she lost her mind!

It was also her last night, and after this night, she would sacrifice her life for his empire, and she would never see her son again, nor would she see him grow up, marry and have children.

They rolled violently on the bed, leaving behind all the reserve and etiquette of the nobles of the Heavenly Palace, and they were like a pair of birds in the forest trembling in the storm, stealing a little of the last bit of joy before the last thunder fell!

Every time he struck with desperation, he was ruthless! He seemed to want to stuff himself into her, hide in her body, and never have to face that ugly self again!

He didn't know how else to punish himself! Desperately plundering, grabbing like crazy! He even wanted to suffocate in this madness, at least not to suffer without her!

Why do you have to do it yourself? Why can't you protect your women and live a stable life like so many ordinary men in the court?

The Three Realms!

What's the business with him, and what's the matter with his woman!

"Ahhhhh!!!h

I'm sorry, Ame!

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Jinghua was silent.

Just like he said to Bai Mei just now, he didn't want to ask, he didn't want to check, so he covered up the secret, no matter who killed the mother concubine and harmed Miaoyuan, let this past go with the wind.

Because he already had a hunch that that person would be a name that frightened him, and it would be something that he knew was more difficult to choose than not knowing.

A compassionate and righteous mother, an indifferent and selfish father.

or a weak and foolish mother, a father full of hardship.

This was originally the love between the two, but once the weight of the beings of the Three Realms and the people of the society is added, I don't know how to place the scale!

In the end, it was just a love word!

At that time, my father was like standing on the edge of a cliff, and under the cliff was the woman he loved, and the other was the many beings he had to face. How to choose, how to choose?

Taking a step forward, Xuanyuan Ku sacrificed the health of his wife and the child in his womb, but in exchange for Yanlong's support, stabilized the disintegrating political situation, and at least kept his world peaceful for thousands of years. And no one will know this secret, the kind woman is even more willing to die for him, and he continues to sit firmly in his Nine Heavens, his Lingxiao Palace.

Taking a step back, it seems that he has protected his little family, his beloved wife and Jiao'er, but once the smoke is ignited and the Three Realms change hands, not only will the world be scorched, and the lives of his children will be devastated, but as the lord of the heavenly realm, he will definitely not escape the fate of beheading the whole family. At that time, he will not only have the trust of his ancestors, but also bear the infamy of a mediocre monarch who lost his country.

Jinghua remembered that when he returned from Mobei, it coincided with the fact that Xuan Yao was named the crown princess and was about to get married. He was dying in Chen'an Palace at the time, and he once begged his father to postpone the marriage, and Xuanyuan Yu threw him a word, which is still in his ears.

He said, you only care about your own little love, but you don't know that once the marriage is postponed, it will cause Yanlong to be suspicious and send troops early, then the world will be full of blood, and how many pairs of infatuated children like you will be separated from yin and yang, and how many families and wives will be separated.

At that time, his father reprimanded him for ignoring the overall situation and walking away. Now that I think about it, in this little love, there are actually many things that can't let go and helplessness, including the young Xuanyuan and the young Baimei.

Little love, sacrifice, fulfillment.

The avenue, compassion, the world.

What's right and what's wrong?

As the Emperor of Heaven, he should naturally choose the latter, and use the misfortune of one of his own families to save the happiness of tens of millions of Ganges sand families in the Three Realms, four nautical miles.

But as a father, he can't even protect his wife and children, he even has to use his own women as bargaining chips, how can he protect the world and defend morality and eternity?

Jinghua only felt that his mind was gradually dizzy again, but this time it was not that he had touched the edge of some enchantment.

He was groggy and tried to get up, but sat down on the stool again. Bai Mei's appearance was already only a faint outline, and he heard her fluttering, as if a voice came from the other side of the world, like - last words.

"Jing'er, in your life, it was your mother who affected you. I don't have the right to ask you for anything, but I still want to beg you at the end, please don't hate your father!

As the Emperor of Heaven, there are many sufferings that outsiders don't know, and as retainers, if we don't understand and support him, he will really be too bitter and lonely.

The mother concubine has no other ability, the only thing she can do is to fulfill him. I drank that cup of guts willingly, even if I did it again ten thousand times, I would not hesitate in the slightest.

To see Jing'er again today, my long-cherished wish has been fulfilled, and there is no need to keep this remnant of the primordial spirit, and the mother concubine will now put all the mana contained in it on Jing'er, at least it can make Jing'er less painful......"

Jinghua lay on the table, purssing her thin lips.

He was speechless, he couldn't say what he refused, he couldn't keep it, he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes.

The surrounding landscape collapsed.

Plum trees fell in large patches, one, two, three...... Bang to the ground!

The sky began to tear apart, torn open like pieces of paper overhead, revealing the pitch-black color outside, as if they were inside a great paper lantern, and now a savage child was tearing the layer of paper with great force.

Time and space are somewhat deformed!

Plum blossoms swirled in the air, slamming into each other! Some even flew up from the ground, absorbed and engulfed in the black hollow overhead.

The earth also began to tremble, and the land of the plum garden repeated the appearance of the sky being torn apart just now, peeling off one by one! In the distance, the carved railings and tiles of the original white marble were instantly broken, including the tiles of the dormitory smashing down one by one, and the lattice window lattice trembled!

Huge black holes appear out of thin air under your feet!

Jinghua and Miaoyuan rolled down together!