There is still more than an hour before the dream concert will start, and since her debut, Taeyeon has been on stage many times and has long been used to it, but tonight she is inexplicably nervous. She nestled in the backstage lounge, took a few deep breaths in a row, there was no relief effect, turned her head to look at the people around her who were excited about to appear on a bigger stage, she was afraid that her emotions would affect them, so she found an excuse to come out.

The backstage is huge, and Taeyeon quickly finds a relatively secluded corner near the hallway, where few people pass by, and she pulls out her phone and skillfully presses Lee Jaemin's number.

"Taeyeon?"

Listening to the half-surprised, half-surprised voice, Taeyeon felt instantly at peace, and she leaned against the wall and asked "viciously", "What, whose phone do you want?" ”

"Huh. I just went through the airport security check, and when I saw that it was your number, I almost threw off everything in my hand. Lee Jaemin's side was a little noisy at first, and then it was much quieter, "At this time, you guys have arrived at the Jamsil Olympic Hall, right?" Are you nervous? ”

"It's going to be a while." I didn't believe his words, if there was such a surprise, how could he stay in Hong Kong for a month and not come back. Although he thought so, sweetness couldn't help but flow from his heart, and Taeyeon put his ear to his phone and said, "I don't know weishenme, I was so nervous when I came here, I ran out to call you, and I was angry with you, and I was no longer nervous." ”

Lee Jae-min was speechless, and shouted loudly on the other end of the phone, "When have I ever been angry with you?" ”

Taeyeon grinned, her voice soft, "Right now, I went to the United States again, and I can't even see our live broadcast tonight." ”

"I didn't call you yesterday because something important happened here. Now in the departure lounge. I'll fly back to Hong Kong later, and watch your video as soon as I get to the hotel tomorrow. Lee Jae-min suddenly chuckled, "If it's just you on stage tonight, I won't watch it when I go back!" ”

Taeyeon was stunned, then gritted her teeth with a squeak, "Weishenme? ”

"Wait until you go back to Seoul and let you sing to me alone, isn't it better than watching the video!"

Listening to Lee Jae-min's cheeky words, Taeyeon wrinkled her nose vigorously, and her eyes became watery. She turned her head embarrassedly to look around, no one was coming, and then she stuck to her phone and asked softly, "Oppa, when are you coming back?" ”

"Missed me?"

I haven't seen each other in a month. These days, Lee Jae-min has been talking on the phone and texting, and Lee Jae-min's skin seems to be getting thicker. Taeyeon pouted. Slightly hot face. Although he was very shy, he kindly liked to hear him say these cheeky words. Taeyeon snorted softly, "I won't!" Yes, it's Yuna who always whispers in our ears, as if she is the only one who has a brother! ”

On the phone, Lee Jaemin's voice had a warm smile. "The affairs of the United States are over, and the work in Hong Kong has reached the final stage, and it is estimated that we will be able to go back in four or five days."

"Really!" Taeyeon screamed with joy, and then she coughed hurriedly. "Yes. Yoona must hate to be happy. ”

"Hehe~ It's not long before the concert starts, you go back and prepare. When I get back to the hotel in Hong Kong, I'll watch your performance video! Fighting～”

Taeyeon hurriedly took her phone away and took a look, time passed so fast, the concert was about to start, she sped up and said, "Oppa, you've been flying around for the past two days, sleeping on the plane, I was joking with you just now, go back and have a good rest, and only after resting are you allowed to watch the concert video online." ”

"Good!" Lee Jae-min's side was silent, and a low voice came later, "Taeyeon, I miss you!" ”

"Hmm!" Taeyeon nodded vigorously, and although she was ashamed to respond directly, she believed that Lee Jae-min would receive the same idea from her.

Listening to the busy sound of the phone hanging up, Taeyeon put the phone away, and the nervousness and apprehension in her heart were all replaced by shallow sweetness, and even the cold lights in the background became extremely warm. I haven't seen each other for many days, and he will definitely watch the video of tonight's concert tomorrow, and he will be able to see himself then, and he must behave well and use the most haode state. Of course, such a determination is for the sake of girlhood, and not part of it is for him!

The dream concert finally began, and soon it was Girls' Generation's turn to perform on stage......

Taeyeon followed behind Yoona Muran, walked down from the stage, and entered the backstage, Kang Jin-young eagerly caught up and hugged everyone one by one to comfort everyone. When she hugged her, she didn't feel a little temperature, and the backstage lights became dim little by little, as if the darkness of those fans who suddenly turned off the lights extended here, and after a while, the surroundings were shrouded in darkness, she looked around in panic, there was no one around, she wanted to shout Yun'a, Jessica, but she couldn't make a sound......

With an exclamation, Taeyeon suddenly sat up from the bed, realizing that it was a dream, and it was the second time, and the dream kept repeating the scene of a few hours ago. She wiped her cheeks, the water marks were cold, and her heart hurt like being gouged, she didn't understand how it could have become like this, obviously they had been working desperately, and those fans of Weishenme wanted to treat them so viciously.

The sky outside the window was cloudy, and they were holding back tears from the concert to the outside of the dormitory, telling themselves and each other to be strong, but when they walked into the dormitory, into this space that only belonged to the nine of them, the tears could no longer hold back the tears.

Later, they gradually stopped their sadness, sat on the sofa and carpet, and chatted for a long time, from entering the company as a trainee to debuting, everyone talked about the funniest thing they had encountered, but the dream concert just passed was like a wound hidden in the palm of the hand, the more they didn't want to mention it, the more pain pierced into the heart.

Everyone cheered each other on, trying to ease each other's mood, but how could this shadow be so easily lifted, until more than four o'clock in the morning, they went back to their rooms to rest.

Taeyeon looked at the time on his phone next to his pillow, it was only half past five, and she wanted to call him, so she wanted to hear his comfort, but he couldn't get on the flight from the United States to Hong Kong. Also, he is so busy with things in Hong Kong, Xiao Xiujing came back some time ago, although his words are vague, but he can hear that he must be very hard in Hong Kong, and now telling him about it, wouldn't it distract him, what if he delays what he has been busy with over there? But even if he doesn't say it, he will see the video, what should I do?

Taeyeon quietly put down her phone, only to realize that Yoona and so-young on the bed on both sides were not there, she put on her slippers and opened the door, and saw Jessica also walking out of the next room.

The lights in the living room were not turned on, and the light and shadow on the walls were swaying, and the two walked over and found that Yun'a and the others were all here, each sitting on the carpet with their backs against the sofa or coffee table, and each of them lit a candle cup in front of them.

"Sister Taeyeon, Sister Sika, you're awake too!" Seo-hyun was sitting in the hallway of the room, and was the first to spot Taeyeon and Jessica, Seo-hyun and Yoo-ri got up, pulled the two of them to sit down beside them, and took two more candles from the coffee table and lit them, and then gave them to them.

Taeyeon sat Seo-hyun to the right and Yoon-a on the left, she took the candle cup handed by Yoo-ri and held it in her hand, gently turning the candlelight and asking, "Why are you all here?" ”

"Didn't you get up too!" Xiuying leaned on Yuna's shoulder, touched the candle cup in front of her with her fingertips and said, "Everyone can't sleep, and they were about to call you and Sika, so you came over." ”

In this way, light candles and cups and talk together.,In the initial debut period,Everyone is extremely inapplicable to the daily schedule to be close.,Sometimes being scolded by seniors for doing shows outside.,ANTI left messages on the Internet, etc.,There will be a candlelight meeting almost every week.,Everyone can communicate with each other freely.,At the same time, it can also relieve the pressure of the week.。 With more and more trips, almost even the time for sleep has to be made up in the car, and this habit is gradually lost.

Everyone sat snuggled up, held the candle cup again, and had different feelings, and they all understood that this candlelight meeting, the topic of the dream concert could not be avoided, and only by talking about it could we untie everyone's knot.

"What happened last night." The first to open her mouth to break the tranquility turned out to be the most well-behaved little busy Xu Xian, seeing everyone looking at her in surprise, she first lowered her head embarrassedly, then raised her head to reveal a strong expression, and said with bright eyes to the candlelight, "Sister Zhenying said that the stadium only prepares 35,000 seats, but more than 50,000 people poured in, and many people did not have seats. ”

After returning to the dormitory, they all re-watched the video, no need to deliberately search for it, this video has spread rapidly, and the "Black Sea" mentioned by Xu Xian is the name of the Internet for the boycott of lights out. Hearing this word, everyone's hearts skipped, and their eyes dimmed.

"Actually, there are other reasons." Jessica sat on her knees with her arms folded, her chin resting on the back of her hand, and she lowered her eyes and said, "In order to give us more opportunities to appear on camera, President Kim squeezed out the important announcements of several seniors of the company, which caused dissatisfaction among the fans of the seniors, and also established a special organization ANTI our forum on the Internet. ”

Yu Li turned her head to look at everyone and said, "Also, obviously some small things are always exaggerated by the media, and President Kim still doesn't let Sister Zhenying clarify, saying that whether it is haode or bad, just continue the topic!" ”

It doesn't make much sense to investigate the causes of the Black Sea now. Xu Xian whispered, "You say, what will the company do with this Black Sea incident?" ”

"Will it reorganize Girls' Generation?" Tiffany opened her mouth and said what everyone was most worried about, no matter how it was formed, if it wasn't the girlhood of the nine of them, could it still be called girls' generation.

"No, it won't. We're not bad at it. Besides, there have been a few times of ANTI before, but this time ......" Listening to Tiffany's words, Xiuying raised her head from Yuna's shoulder as if she was awakened, and stopped halfway through the words, the Black Sea incident is not the same as the previous ANTI, such an important stage is still broadcast live to the whole country. She, Xu Xian and the others turned to look at Sunny and asked hesitantly, "Probably not, right?" (To be continued......)