【111】Afraid of me?
Biting her lip, Xia Qi turned her body and turned to face Jun Jinyan, raised her head, she looked at him and said, "You...... Really love me? ”
"Yes." He said without the slightest hesitation, "It's so painful that I want to die, it's you who opens my eyes and thinks about you, and I close my eyes and thinks about you, it's you who let me know what anger is, what jealousy is, and what is reluctance, even if you make me so painful, but I'm still reluctant to see you, reluctant to let you leave me......"
He spoke to her calmly, every word ringing in her ears with great clarity. His expression was as if he was just stating an extremely ordinary fact.
"Kiki, if this kind of relationship is not love, then you tell me, what should it be?" It was she who made him, who was originally emotionally poor, understand what many emotions that were originally just a combination of words for him were.
Originally, he may not have experienced emotional ups and downs in his life, but because of her, he endured them one by one and tried.
Xia Qi was stunned, so, he loved her, so she shouldn't doubt anything anymore!
"What about you? Love me? He asked.
She knew that he had always demanded reciprocity, just as he loved her, and she had to love him! But...... Xia Qi asked herself, but she didn't know if her feelings for him were love.
If Jun Jinyan's feelings for her are simple to the extreme, then her feelings for him are complex to the extreme.
Since she was a child, she has been with him for too long, and she has been separated for too long, his feelings are indifferent but strong, and she is afraid but pity.
"I don't know what to do." Xia Qi replied truthfully, "I like you, I understand this very well now, but ...... Sometimes, I'm afraid of you. ”
"Afraid of me?" His eyes were dark.
"I'm afraid that you will have to control everything about me, I'm afraid that I won't be able to resist you in the slightest, the status between us is not equal in the first place, you are the third young master of the Jun family, the president of the Jun Group, your words, an order, can easily make me lose my freedom and autonomy." This was the first time she had dissected her inner thoughts with him so clearly.
JUST LIKE THAT EVASION OF YUN MEDICINE, HE COULD EASILY IMPRISON HER FOR 72 HOURS, AND SHE, NO MATTER HOW UNWILLING SHE WAS IN HER HEART, COULDN'T HIDE AT ALL.
"But Kiki, a word of yours, an order, can just as easily make me obey." Jun Jinyan lowered his head and said with his forehead against Xia Qi's forehead. "I don't want you to be afraid of me, I want you to love me!"
The person who should really be afraid is him! I'm afraid that one day, she will stay by the side of other men, and I'm afraid that one day, she will leave him! I'm even more afraid that one day, she will say to him that the person she loves is not him!
If it's not him, then what would he do?!
He would never let that happen, as he did back then......
"It's like hide and seek when I was a child, I'm willing to wait, no matter how long I wait, as long as the person you fall in love with the most is me!" Jun said sincerely.
Will she fall in love with him? What she has been looking for is not someone who loves herself wholeheartedly? In this world, isn't the person who is most likely to be devoted to her wholeheartedly is Jun Jinyan?
Xia Qi thought like this, and her originally depressed mood suddenly became relaxed. With her hands around his neck, she stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to imprint a kiss on his cheek, "Okay, I promise you." ”
Promised to fall in love with him, this is - the promise she gave him -
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In the evening, after buying some ingredients in the supermarket, Xia Qi arrived at Jun Jinyan's residence and automatically became a cook. Jun Jinyan sat on the coffee table in the living room, his hands flying quickly on the keyboard.
When Xia Qi shouted Jun Jinyan to eat, he suddenly saw the words "Sihai Group" on his computer.
Jun Jinyan walked to the table and started eating dinner with Xia Qi.
After eating for a while, Xia Qi couldn't help but ask, "Why did Jun's Group suddenly want to buy GK Company in the United States?" ”
Jun Jinyan raised his head and looked at Xia Qi, "Do you know about this?" ”
"Hmm." She nodded, "I heard from my colleagues in the unit, and there are a lot of news reports about this on the Internet." ”
"You've never cared about this kind of thing, why did you suddenly care?" Jun Jinyan asked.
Xia Qi pursed her lips, and for a moment, hesitated what to say. Since the day of the heavy rain, Ye Nanqing's three words are like some kind of taboo between the two, and neither he nor she have mentioned them again.
If she mentions Sihai Group at this time, she will naturally mention Ye Nanqing.
"I saw a lot of comments on the Internet that I don't seem to be optimistic about Jun's acquisition of GK." She thought for a moment.
"What about you, okay?" He asked rhetorically.
"Is it just a pure acquisition?" Xia Qi asked the doubts in her heart.
"What if I say no? If I say that it is because I want to defeat the Sihai Group, I want to leave Ye Nanqing with nothing, and I want to make him extremely miserable, what will you do? He stared at her closely, scrutinizing her expression at the moment.
Xia Qi was stunned, and after a while, he put down the bowl in his hand, stood up, walked to Jun Jinyan, held his face with both hands, and said seriously, "I don't know much about business matters. But if it's just because of me, you let the Jun clan go to the Sihai Group and take the risk of doing something that many people are not optimistic about, I don't think it's necessary. If the person I love today is Ye Nanqing, then even if you really defeat the Sihai Group and really leave him with nothing and extremely miserable, the person I love will still be him. ”
His body stiffened, his face pale, his hands hanging at his sides clenched into fists, his nails digging deep into his palms.
"However, the person I love now is not him, so it won't make any sense to do this." Her voice continued to ring in his ears again, and the temperature of her palms kept reaching his cheeks, "The person I'm dating right now is you." ”
His expression slowly softened.
Her words made him feel like he was in hell the next moment, and the next moment.
Yes, the person who is dating her now is him! And she also promised that she would fall in love with him. Therefore, Ye Nanqing can't take her away!
Jun Jinyan rubbed his cheek against Xia Qi's palm, full of attachment, "Don't worry, it's just a pure business behavior." He said.