032. Departed life
At the beginning of May, there were some signs of summer, and at noon the sun was a little hot, Jiang Ruyin slept and counted the days, and there were two more days to come, and this April was finally able to survive safely.
Qingdong came in with a cup of soup in her hand, Jiang Ruyin sat on the bed for a while, walked to the dresser, Zixia came over to comb her hair, "Miss, Miss Cheng sent a message at noon, I want to come to the Prince's Mansion to see you." ”
"You post her back and ask her to come back in ten days." When the menstrual affair is approaching, nothing is convenient, and she is too lazy to meet guests.
Zixia nodded, took the hairpin for her and went out to reply to the post, Jiang Ruyin walked to the table, drank the soup of Qingdongsheng, waited until the sun set, and went to the back garden for a walk in the evening moment.
At this hour, it was easy to meet someone who came out for a walk, Jiang Ruyin was about to come out, and Yan Liangren also walked into the back garden with two palace maids.
Yan Liangren's body for more than five months, he didn't feel a little uncomfortable, his face was ruddy and his spirit was good, the two of them met head-on, Yan Liangren blessed Jiang Ruyin slightly, "I've seen Concubine Jiang." ”
"If you have a body, don't be so polite." Jiang Ruyin gently helped her, "I didn't see how fat you are." ”
Yan Liangren smiled, "Why are you not fat, but you sink a lot and eat a lot." ”
"That's all for him to eat, he should sink, and when the time comes, he will give birth to a big fat boy, healthy and healthy." Jiang Ruyin, what Yan Liang has is the warmth and warmth that a pregnant mother should have.
Yan Liangren heard that she was a big fat boy, and his face was also a little expectant, "Borrow the good words of the mother." ”
The two stood there and chatted for a while, Jiang Ruyin returned to Linglong Pavilion, and Yan Liangren continued to walk.
Walking out of the back garden, Jiang Ruyin sighed, "Jin Liangren is also about to give birth." "More than eight months of the body, people are getting thinner and thinner, such a big belly on the top there, it looks really unbearable, when she first saw Jin Liangren, the round face is now a lot thinner.
said that the prince was ruthless, and he hadn't stepped into Tianxiangyuan for so long, but he was pregnant with his child, so he couldn't bear to take a look.
said that the prince was amorous, at least for himself, he still showed more liking than others.
Walking back to Linglong Pavilion, Jiang Ruyin looked up at the lantern placed next to the door, sometimes she felt like she was walking on a thin rope, and the abyss valley was below.
This night, the prince did not come, stayed in the Yinyue Pavilion, Jiang Ruyin felt tired, after going to bed early, it was almost early in the morning, around midnight, the sharp pain from the abdomen woke her up, she even felt the heat flowing down between her legs, stretched out her hand and pulled the curtain open, and Qingqiu, who was sleeping outside the screen, also woke up.
"Miss!" Qingqiu put away the tent and saw Jiang Ruyin's pale expression, and exclaimed, Jiang Ruyin grabbed her hand and curled up, "Go, bring Qingdong and Grandma Sun, don't alarm others!" ”
Qingqiu quickly took a piece of clothing and went out, and at this hour, no one got up yet.
After a while, Qingdong and Grandma Sun arrived, Jiang Ruyin trembled her lips, gritted her teeth to prevent herself from shouting, Qingdong stepped forward and grabbed her wrist and cut the pulse, her face changed, and she lifted the quilt covered by Jiang Ruyin, and it was already crimson under her pajama pants.
When Mama Sun saw this situation, she pulled Qingqiu to the side and whispered, "Wake up Mama Liu and ask them to boil water quickly, just say that Niangniang came to the moon in the middle of the night, and hurried to clean up and bathe." ”
For the first time, Qingqiu saw her young lady hurt like this, stabilized her mind, and immediately ran out.
Qingdong found a clean gauze and rolled it into a strip and brought it to Jiang Ruyin's mouth, her voice choked slightly, "Miss, you bite it, don't bite yourself." ”
Jiang Ruyin opened her mouth and bit the gauze, smiling weakly at her and Grandma Sun, "It's not a menstrual matter, is it?" "Her menstrual period has never hurt so much in the past few years.
Grandma Sun sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand, and coaxed softly, "It's okay Miss, with Grandma here, everything will be fine." ”
Outside the house, Mama Liu took Que Er and Lan Ying to quickly bring the boiling haode water.
Qingdong asked them to pour all the water into the bath bucket, leaving Mama Liu and letting them continue to boil water.
Grandma Sun took the hot water brought by Qingdong, wringed out the cold five fingers that warmed Jiang Ruyin, and didn't have time to change the mattress, so Qingdong changed Jiang Ruyin's pants and put a cushion under her.
Everything looked very normal, like a menstrual affair that came in advance, the menstrual cramps were severe, so her face was pale, Jiang Ruyin leaned on Grandma Sun's arms, and the spasmodic pain in her body made her almost speechless.
"Green Winter." Jiang Ruyin shouted in vain, "Medicine." ”
Qing Dong wiped away his tears and turned around, "Miss, don't worry, when it gets dawn, I will go out of the house to find the master and dispense medicine for you." ”
Jiang Ruyin nodded and closed her eyes, her mind was chaotic...
She was in a coma, and when she woke up, it was already dawn, and Mother Xu was guarding the bedside and saw that she had woken up, looking at her with red and swollen eyes, "Miss, is there anything uncomfortable, tell the nurse." ”
Jiang Ruyin frowned, as soon as she woke up, there was a feeling of colic in her lower abdomen, and she shouted to Xu's mother, Jiang Ruyin felt a grievance in her heart, and her nose was sour, "I hurt." ”
Mother Xu was shouted by her, and the tears that had just stopped fell again, "The nurse knows, the nurse knows." ”
Jiang Ruyin narrowed her eyes, turned her □ uncomfortably, and there was a stream of heat under her, and the swelling continued to stop, taking away the silent little life that came.
Jiang Ruyin leaned on the pillow, tears fell on the pillow towel and seeped down, she still couldn't prevent it, and she couldn't let them check it as if nothing had happened.
Qingqiu pushed the door and walked in, saw that she was awake, and brought her a bowl of warm rice wine soup, "The crown princess's grandmother has already gone over to say it." ”
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Qingqiu fed her rice wine spoonful by spoonful, "Qingdong will be back soon, miss, don't worry, we are here." ”
Jiang Ruyin shook her head tiredly, even so, she can't completely calm down now, she has to rest for a month, this month, what excuse do she have to find not to go out and not ask for peace, and then she can't sleep for almost two months, how can she refuse...
After Grandma Sun came back, the crown princess didn't say anything two days before she heard about her menstruation, so it was recorded in the book, and for seven or eight days in a row, the prince should not come to her.
Half an hour later, Mama Liu and Qingdong returned.
Qingdong's master made an extra list for Jiang Ruyin, writing down the places she should pay attention to in the past two months, and Qingdong brought back a few patches of medicine, all of which were taken during miscarriage to clean up the inner palace.
"The master said that during this period, he drank these patches, let the lochia be discharged from the inner palace with the sunflower water, and then drink the medicine for recuperation." Qingdong remembered what Doctor Yang had instructed, "Those child-avoiding pills, Miss can't continue to take them anymore, the master said to prescribe some more for you, but you can't take them until half a year later." ”
Jiang Ruyin asked Qingqiu to help herself up and take the list, "Doctor Yang has said why he had a miscarriage." ”
"There are many cold drugs in the child avoidance medicine, and it is taboo for pregnant people, and the young lady slept frequently some time ago and ate more, so the child can't be saved, and it's easy to fall." Jiang Ruyin listened to her explanation, and suddenly remembered the miscarriage of Concubine Zhang, and something flashed in her mind, and she didn't have time to grasp it.
Glancing at the medicine bag brought by Qingdong, "There is medicine in the pharmacy to regulate menstrual pain during menstruation, let Mama Liu take Qi'er over to get the medicine, Lan Ying and Qi'er are fried and brought back, the medicine here, Qingdong, you fry it in Linglong Pavilion." ”
Qingdong went out to find Mama Liu, Jiang Ruyin lay down, and suddenly felt that the quiet room was particularly terrifying.
There was no sleepiness, she could feel the pain of cramps in her lower abdomen all the time, and she didn't even have time to grieve before the child left early.
"Nurse, does it know that I will definitely not want it, so I don't want to have a chance to know, and I will go by myself." Jiang Ruyin muttered with wide eyes, "It's better than knowing it and then killing it." "At least that way she doesn't have to make a painful decision, she doesn't have to kill it so cruelly.
Mother Xu took off her shoes and went to bed, gently hugged her in her arms, patted her shoulder and comforted, "Miss also knows the hardships she has, so this child will make a decision for Miss, don't be sad, if it has a relationship with Miss, it will definitely be Miss's child in the future." ”
"Won't it hate me?" Jiang Ruyin tugged at Xu's mother's clothes and cried, "I don't even want it, it won't hate me." ”
Mother Xu patted her back again and again, just like when she was a child who couldn't sleep with thunder, Mother Xu also coaxed her like this, Jiang Ruyin's tears burst the embankment, "Nanny, I don't want it, I don't want it." ”
"The nurse knows that it won't hate Miss, and it knows how much Miss has been wronged." Mother Xu touched her hair, wiped away her tears, and she also shed tears, "Good child, crying, crying is much more comfortable, don't hold it in your heart, the nurse is here, it's always there, ah." Mother Xu knew that she couldn't cry during confinement, but she was even more worried that the young lady who had always been sensible and strong would blame herself for all these things, and she was sick in her heart.
Jiang Ruyin was in Xu's mother's arms, at first she was still crying in a muffled voice, and then she couldn't restrain herself anymore and cried loudly, although she expected that one day she might conceive a child, but when all this really happened, she found that she couldn't bear it so calmly, it was a life, even if she didn't realize its existence, it was also a life.
Qingqiu and Zixia, who were waiting in the room, both wiped tears with red eyes, the four of them entered the house at the age of five, and specially taught for three years before being sent to serve the young lady who was five years old at the time, and they had never seen the young lady cry so sadly in the past eleven years, in their eyes, the young lady could deal with anything calmly, and now, Rao is several of them can feel the deep powerlessness from the young lady.
Jiang Ruyin was tired of crying and fell asleep, Mother Xu listened to her low sobbing, lowered her head and pulled her tear-soaked hair behind her ears, everyone envied that she could be born in a good family, grow up in a good family, marry a concubine, and this life has been a good life since birth, but what those people don't know is how much helplessness there is in this good person's family, and how much unknown sadness, just like the palace, people outside want to go in, what they don't know is how much people inside want to leave...
For five days in a row, Jiang Ruyin has been bleeding nonstop, glad that she listened to her grandfather's words and sent Qingdong to study medicine for a few years, and now with her by her side, even if she is just a half-hanger, she has saved a lot of things.
On the sixth day, the bleeding was less, and there was no longer abdominal pain, but her face was still pale, and Qingdong carefully decocted the medicine in the Linglong Pavilion, waiting for the dining room where Qi'er and Lan Ying brought the medicine over, and asked Mama Liu to bring it in and change it again.
Jiang Ruyin leaned on the bed and drank the medicine brought by Qing Dong, and asked her to call Mama Liu, who was guarding outside, to come in.
There was still a smell of medicine in the room, and Mama Liu walked through the screen and saw Jiang Ruyin's pale face, she was shocked, lowered her head and bowed there, "What do you have to tell the slave to find the maid?" ”
"Mama Liu, do you know what you did when you took Qingdong out of the Prince's Mansion a few days ago?" Zuihou was tempted, Jiang Ruyin looked at Mama Liu and asked her softly.
"The slave didn't know at first, but when the Qingdong girl came back, she knew that the Qingdong girl had gone to the hospital."
"She went to the hospital to dispense medicine, because the things in the pharmacy of the prince's mansion are not at ease in this palace." Jiang Ruyin directly told her that Qingdong was decocting medicine in the Linglong Pavilion, and looking at her expression, she also found some clues.
"It's also right for the mother to be careful."
"I'm going to let you take her out of the mansion in two days, and by the way, take the medicine residue of the past few days out of the prince's mansion, so that the princess won't know, and the palace will not be able to reply."
Mama Liu raised her head, Jiang Ruyin looked at her with a calm smile on her face, and at that moment, Mama Liu felt that Concubine Jiang seemed to be a little different from before.
"Rest assured, the slave will do her best to complete this matter!" Mama Liu's heart trembled, knelt down and kowtowed, Jiang Ruyin glanced at Mama Sun, who took out a red envelope and stuffed it into Mama Liu's hand, "I've worked hard for you these days, this is the mother's reward for you and Qi'er." ”
Mama Liu pinched the red envelope and exited the house, just for a while, a layer of sweat was forced on her forehead, that is, Concubine Jiang was weak, and her momentum was still unabated, it should be said that it was stronger than in the past.
Two days later, Qingdong left a trip, and after coming back, he got the confirmation of Dr. Yang, and the hanging heart finally fell, and the pulse after the menstruation and the postpartum period will show a thin and weak feeling, as long as she doesn't admit it, the pulse can't be sure of the miscarriage, clean up those dregs, can't find it in the prince's mansion, and there is no way to deal with the symptoms, so next, she can pretend to be sick...
That is, Jiang Ruyin's monthly affair had just ended, and the crown princess received a report that Concubine Jiang suddenly fainted in the house.
When Ziyan reported the news in the past, it was the time to ask for peace in the morning, and the crown princess was stunned, and then asked Concubine Zhang and the others to go back first, send someone to ask for the imperial doctor, and take someone to Linglong Pavilion herself.
After the imperial doctor came, Zhao Rui waited in the outer room, and the imperial doctor was in the inner room.
After a while, the Imperial Doctor came out, and Zhao Rui greeted him, "Imperial Doctor Chen, why did Concubine Jiang faint for no reason." ”
"Concubine Jiang's pulse is weaker than after the end of ordinary menstruation, and her face is bloodless, and she is prone to colds, which should be caused by excessive blood loss.
It's just the next month, and so many problems have arisen all of a sudden, Zhao Rui listened to the sentence of excessive blood loss and had some doubts, "Is it possible that this excessive blood loss is due to other reasons?" ”
"It's... Wechen didn't dare to jump to conclusions. "Imperial Doctor Chen has been in the Tai Hospital for many years, and he still knows very well what his duty is, if he is not sure of something, it is okay, but if he says something wrong, he will not be able to keep his black yarn hat if he causes any incident.
"Since it is a disease of wind and cold, then please ask Imperial Doctor Chen to prescribe it and come to the follow-up regularly." Zhao Rui waved her hand, and Imperial Physician Chen followed a grandmother out.
Walking into the inner room, Zhao Rui saw Jiang Ruyin lying on the bed with a bad face, the doubts in her heart were deeper, excessive blood loss, is it really just a menstrual affair, there is a lesson from Concubine Zhang's miscarriage, she has to think a little more, if it is really a miscarriage, the person in front of her still doesn't know, then the consequences...
Coming out of the Linglong Pavilion, Mama Fang behind Zhao Rui saw her pondering, walked behind her and said softly, "Niangniang, will this Concubine Jiang be the same as Concubine Zhang, the same one." ”
Zhao Rui took a step slower, glanced towards Linglong Pavilion, and a smile seemed to be absent at the corner of his mouth, "Mama, the imperial doctor said that it was a menstrual matter, that is, it was a menstrual matter, what the imperial doctor said would not be wrong, wouldn't it." ”……
The author has something to say:Yesterday updated three chapters.,Ryoko kept it for a day.,A total of comments from a few friends appeared.,It's time to abandon Ryoko's rhythm.,The power of the code word is lost.,Ryoko went to the corner.
Thank:
Beibei threw a mineThrowing time: 2014-03-1114:14:47
Beibei threw a mineThrowing time: 2014-03-1114:14:29
Yan threw a mine throwing time: 2014-03-1112:30:20
Yu Ming Hanyi threw a landmine throwing time: 2014-03-1109:44:34