Chapter Twenty-Three: Gu Ren's Heart
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Gu Ren has never been a romantic person, he has known since he was a child that he is not as talented as Qiluo in medical skills, so he looked up to her resignedly, and then selfishly proposed to his family that he wanted her. He didn't care if it was what Kira wanted, but he really felt that he wanted her since he was a child.
Later, when he grew up, he walked in all directions, and he followed his father out to socialize. Then, when he was talking to the merchants about business, he inevitably saw many women, and he would inadvertently think of the little girl who once stood on the small pestle in the pharmacy and tried to prick the acupuncture bronze man with an acupuncture in her hand.
When he was a child, he almost never saw her smile, and he always had a small face, in addition to being punished by the master, he was still punished by the master. Thinking about it at that time, she must have been very bitter, right? I want her, do I don't want her to suffer anymore, or do I really like her? He was a little unsure.
Yes, he brought her snacks at that time, and then, Qi Niang was punished by the master; He wanted to help her clean up the herbs, but she was punished by the master again. Later, he didn't dare to get close to her, he felt that as soon as he got close, the master would keep punishing her. The brothers and sisters together were driven away one by one, if he wasn't the son of the Gu family, he was afraid that he would have been driven out a long time ago, he was not nostalgic for Renxintang, he just felt that Qi Niang was too pitiful.
He firmly told his grandmother that he wanted to marry Qi Niang, and was told by his grandmother that no, Qi Niang is not suitable for the clan family, her temperament is not as good as her mother, a silent girl who never looks up at people, let alone being a clan wife, even if she is a wife, she is actually unqualified.
Gu Ren still insisted, for the first time in his life, he insisted on one thing, and said to his grandmother. "Isn't my mother also a grandmother? As long as my father is happy, he thinks it's good. That's the most important thing. I just want Qi Niang, I don't need her to be capable. She just had to look up at me. ”
The grandmother looked at him for a long time and said, "Then can you be like your father, with two heads on one shoulder?" ”
The little Gu Ren nodded seriously, after being kicked out of Renxin Hall by his master and father-in-law, he really spent 1.2 million points of hard work studying, and he wanted to tell his grandmother that a good man doesn't need a woman's help. His Qi Niang just needs to be herself in the Gu family with peace of mind, and she doesn't have to be punished. You don't need to make medicine, you don't have to do anything, just live happily. This has been his wish since childhood. Slowly growing up, he almost forgot his original intention.
For many years, wherever he went, he would pick out a gift for Kira and put it in the large cabinet in his study, which was considered an engagement. With his father-in-law's temperament, he dared to appear in front of Qiluo, and his father-in-law could drive him out with a stick. He didn't mind, though. Anyway, it's slowly saved, and it may be a bigger surprise for Kira in the future.
Finally married. He gave Kira the key to the large cabinet and told her that it was private money. Kira didn't open it, but just took the key. Said that she would also save it, and then put it together and keep the child in the future. Gu Ren was a little disappointed at that moment, he actually wanted to see Qiluo's surprised expression and sincere smile. He never seemed to see her smile from the bottom of her heart, never.
This time going out is much more difficult for Gu Ren than in previous years, he has a little wife, he can't bear her, of course, what is even more reluctant is to throw her in the wolf's den, go out alone, his chest is full of worries, he obviously wants to give her a happy and worry-free life, weishenme still wants her to face those relatives and clansmen who are like wolves and tigers? The day before leaving, he talked to his father for a long time, he hoped that his father could help Qi Niang, she didn't want her to be wronged after only a few days of marrying into their family. The father smiled and thought for a long time and said, "Do you really think that Qi Niang can't be a good sect wife?" Was she the slightest bit timid at the meeting? When there is still a list, have you ever hesitated? ”
Gu Ren knew that he was concerned about it, but he still asked cautiously. Regardless of whether Qi Niang can do it or not, he still hopes that he will shelter her from the wind and rain, she came to the Gu family to enjoy the blessings, not to carry the family luck for him.
Sometimes he is actually quite annoying, really, they are not a wealthy family, but the dumping is no less than them, he is really annoyed, he lost his temper with his father when he was young, saying that he didn't want it, he wanted to leave the clan with Qi Niang, he didn't care about this at all. Father laughed, who cares? As long as you have the ability, who cares about this thing, but a man, it is not difficult to settle down, but it is difficult to carry family fortune. What is it to take care of your own small family and support your wife and children? The Zongjia represents the inheritance of a century-old family and the honor of the Gu family, which is the obligation of the Zongsun. So you're not fighting for it, you're here to protect.
Well, he is the grandson of the sect, he has to live for the family, this is his fate, then he obviously wants to give Qi Niang a worry-free life, she is destined to suffer with herself. This made Gu Ren feel sad, so every time he went to a place, he would write down the interesting things he had traveled along the way, he felt that he really couldn't do anything, but tell her everything on the road, would she feel like traveling with him? This thought made him happy, and even really had, he took Qi Niang on a trip. This makes the journey fun.
But this happiness didn't last long, and the news from Jingzhong kept coming, in addition to the new military list, as well as those bad things at home, the second uncle was finally kicked out. Gu Yi was kicked out of the workshop, although the decision was not made by Qiluo, but she played a decisive factor.
Qi Niang is much more capable than he imagined, she seems to be living as a sect woman, these can't be taught by an old-fashioned master, but where did she learn these things.
He thought carefully about what Qi Niang looked like after marriage, in fact, her expression was really not much, she would smile at people, but her voice was very cold. She doesn't look up at people, she doesn't bother to think about those things, she waits for others to make a move, and then with just a few words, she defeats others. In the art of war, this is to treat people from the back, and to fight fast with slow.
Judging from Jingzhong's letter, she was still the same as before, waiting by inertia, and then hit with one blow. He couldn't help but think of his old grandmother again, thinking of the old grandmother talking about everything when she first entered the door, and her later authority was actually accumulated little by little. So think about it, where did Qi Niang get the means and wisdom from?
Gu Ren is actually also a person who studies medicine, he can't learn it because he doesn't have the courage to prescribe, but what he should learn, in fact, he has really learned it, he knows very well that a good doctor, in fact, should sometimes be like Duan Ding, ruthless, to the only daughter, can also be ruthless to cultivate the master, how ruthless it must be, when he and Qi Niang talked that day, they thought of Duan Ding, and they couldn't help but shudder. So in fact, think about it, Qi Niang is so calm, in fact, she is also ruthless, she can fight slowly, and the most important thing is that her emotions have not fluctuated with it, so she can really knock down her opponent with irrelevant people.
So would she do this to herself? How should a calm and rational person deal with his marriage? (To be continued......)
PS: Why does Gu Ren love Qiluo, not a childhood sweetheart, nor love at first sight, there must be a reason right, my reason is, pitiful. In Gu Ren's opinion, Qiluo was too pitiful since he was a child, so he wanted to save her from fire and water, but when this reason slowly became pale and weak, where should he go?