Chapter 863: You Don't Want Me Anymore, Do You?
"Xinyue?"
Seeing the girl washing vegetables in the kitchen, Qin Yan couldn't help but be stunned. Looking for the fastest updated website, please + Kanshu.com
Finding Qin Yan walking in, Xinyue was a little embarrassed, lowered her head and said, "I...... The food I cooked may not be very tasty......"
Of course, Qin Yan knew that she was not very good at cooking, and she didn't know how to cook at all two years ago, so it is not clear whether she has learned a little in the past two years.
He didn't care about whether the food was good or not, seeing Xinyue's somewhat helpless appearance, Qin Yan asked, "Where have the others gone?" Why are you alone at home? ”
Qin Yan thought to herself, shouldn't she go to her father's side today, or go to Yan Qingyin's house in Villa 08, but if that's the case, why is Xinyue still at home?
"Sister Lin Ling went back to her hometown to see her parents, Yuqing said that she was going back to Miaojiang to see, she was about to go to the Xianwu Realm, and Xiaoyi also went back to Chen's house......" Xinyue broke her fingers and began to count.
"In this case, then we don't have to cook, let's go to Dad's place to eat." Qin Yan was about to turn around and leave.
"Uncle Qin was pulled out of the house by Su Hao to drink." Xinyue said again.
"Then go to Qingyin."
"None of them are at home."
Xinyue continued to count her hands and whispered: "Sister Qingyin is holding a concert in another place, Qingwu and Sakura seem to have gone to the TV station for an interview, Sister Ting is working overtime in the company, and Weiwei is still filming a TV series in Qingdao......"
Damn it!
How could there be such a coincidence in the world?
To say that it is only three or five people, the three families add up to more than ten people, and all of them are in trouble, Qin Yan feels that there is something strange in this.
Don't......
Looking at Xinyue, who still looked very shy in front of her, and thinking about the fact that she had just called her father Uncle Qin, Qin Yan obviously understood.
At the beginning, Xinyue herself married herself inexplicably, and the two hadn't even had it before leaving, even if there was the slightest contact. Not to mention sharing a bed like other wives, the relationship between himself and Xinyue is even simpler than a blank sheet of paper, and he has not even had the most basic kiss.
He remembered that Xinyue said that he was not ready, so he didn't force it, and said that he gave her two years to let her think through slowly.
Two years later, I came back.
As time passed, seeing that it would not be long before they were leaving, the reason why everyone didn't see anyone was obviously to create opportunities for themselves and Xinyue.
It's only this simple girl, who really thinks everyone is in trouble.
Two years.
She is still the same as two years ago, like a snow lotus blooming on the top of a snow-capped mountain, simple, holy, and not stained with dust.
However, compared to two years ago, when she was only nineteen years old, two years later, she is obviously more mature. Or because she used to be in Bodhi Gate, she had clear soup and little water all day long, after two years of improving her food, her body has completely grown and is no longer as thin as it was at the beginning.
The face that is so pure that it is flawless is naturally beautiful, and the key figure has changed a lot, it is still a slender waist, and looking up along the waist, the two groups stand upright but are more than a circle.
Finding that Qin Yan was staring at herself, Xinyue's face flushed, and she quickly turned around and pretended to continue washing vegetables to hide her shyness and embarrassment.
"Xinyue, you go watch TV, I'll cook."
Qin Yan saw her turn around, knowing that she was afraid to face herself because she was shy, and wanted to let her cook without knowing if she could swallow it, but when the time came, it would ruin the atmosphere - this was an opportunity that everyone had created with great difficulty, even if he didn't care much about this kind of opportunity, he couldn't live up to everyone's kindness, right?
The flowers can be folded straight, and the branches must be broken without flowers.
Xinyue originally felt shy, but when she heard Qin Yan say this, she couldn't wait to leave quickly, she felt that her heart was about to jump out.
Lan Xinhui was as good as her, and she obviously felt some differences from Qin Yan's eyes: when he looked at her before, he would never have such aggressive eyes.
Needless to say, Qin Yan's cooking skills, even if he hasn't really cooked in the past two years, at most he has camped and barbecued in Honghuangsen, but some things will not be unfamiliar in the next year.
In less than an hour, a table of delicious food appeared on the table.
What to do?
Watching Xinyue eat in small bites, Qin Yan was eating happily while thinking about how to enter the official plot.
Straight on the horse?
No way!
Xinyue is not Phoenix and Sikong Huilan, they have long had a husband and wife with Qin Yan, and they know the taste of marrow, this kind of thing does not need Qin Yan to take the initiative alone.
Let Xinyue take the initiative?
More unlikely!
Yan Qingwu can take the initiative to give herself to Qin Yan as a gift, and Yi Xiao'er even takes the initiative to seduce him, even Yan Qingyin and Jiang Xiaoying have that heart. But Xinyue is different, she was born in Buddhism, coupled with her extremely introverted personality, and her key thoughts are still simple, it is absolutely impossible for her to take the initiative to talk to a man, even if she is already Qin Yan's nominal wife.
"Xinyue, do you still read the scriptures?" Qin Yan had nothing to say.
"Oh......"
Xinyue was obviously a little nervous, she faintly felt that something would happen tonight, she didn't dare to raise her head, and whispered: "Sometimes I will see." ”
"And what kind of scriptures do you read?"
"I ...... Will read some Mahayana sutras...... "She was so nervous."
“……”
What to do?
Just ask her own questions like this, she will reply, even if it is said that it will not lead to any result in the morning, do you really want to live up to everyone's good intentions?
Qin Yan felt very cowardly, he had been crisscrossing the flowers for so many years, and he could be regarded as reading countless women, what kind of shy, reserved, charming, and open had never been seen?
It's just that in the face of such a pure, innocent, snowlotus-like girl, he can't even get to the point.
Soon.
The dinner ended in their own thoughts, Qin Yan sat on the sofa, drinking beer and watching TV, while Xinyue packed up the dishes and chopsticks and took them to the kitchen to clean.
After washing the dishes, Qin Yan felt very broken again, because Xinyue actually said good night and went straight back to the upstairs room.
Is this the rhythm of outright rejection?
Don't...... She hadn't thought about it for two years, or did she realize that it was wrong to marry her now, two years later?
If that's the case, shouldn't you let it go?
Qin Yan secretly sighed and walked upstairs, stood at the door of Xinyue's room for a while, and was ready to knock on the door many times, but finally gave up.
Quiver! Quiver! Quiver!
In the end, he still knocked on Xinyue's room, and the voice from inside was the same as that night two years ago: "I went to sleep." ”
"Xinyue, I'm not going in, can you go downstairs? I'd like to talk to you about ...... I'll be waiting for you in the living room. After Qin Yan finished speaking, he walked straight back to the living room.
A few minutes later, Xinyue walked down with her head down and sat on the sofa opposite Qin Yan.
Seeing her bow her head and be silent, Qin Yan knew that if she didn't speak, even if she sat all night, she wouldn't be able to take the initiative to speak first.
"Xinyue, don't you like me?" Qin Yan spoke.
“……”
Xinyue didn't answer, because she put her head very low, and her height was not as high as Qin Yan, so Qin Yan couldn't see his expression clearly.
However, her silence made Qin Yan feel even more problematic: "I know that you didn't have that kind of idea at that wedding back then, and to a large extent, everyone coaxed her, and even pushed her to the stage when you didn't know it at all." ”
Seeing that Xinyue still didn't speak, Qin Yan sighed helplessly: "I understand." Recently I will find an opportunity to announce through the media that nothing has happened between us, that you are still innocent, so that you can go and find your own happiness - rest early, good night. ”
After saying this, Qin Yan felt stunned in his heart, got up and walked upstairs.
Face?
No!
He is not the kind of person who cares much about face, and the reason why he has this kind of emotion is because as early as two years ago, he had already regarded Xinyue as his own woman.
He knew that his feelings were divided among many women, and these women, without exception, gave him all their feelings, so it was unfair to them. He also understands the existence of this unfairness, so he said a long time ago that if any of them found happiness, he would let them go.
But......
When it really came time to leave, how could he be indifferent?
The steps are heavy and the mood is depressed.
Suddenly!
Just as Qin Yan walked to the stairs and was about to climb the stairs, Xinyue's voice suddenly came, obviously crying.
"You don't want me anymore, do you?" She was about to weep, tears rolling in her eyes.
"No, you don't want me." Qin Yan sighed.
"I ...... I never said ......"
Xinyue pursed her lips tightly, and big tears rolled down her cheeks: "I'm just scared...... I'm afraid that the Buddha will punish a traitor like me......"
Ga!
Qin Yan turned his head and looked at her stupidly, and said, "You are ...... now." Still believe in the Buddha? ”
"I didn't believe it anymore, but ...... But you said that there is a great god of Nuwa and a great god of Fuxi, and since there is a god, there must also be a Buddha......"
“……”
Qin Yan felt that he was about to collapse, he turned around and walked in front of Xinyue, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks, and said word by word: "Those great gods are only called great gods because of their strength, in fact, they are also human beings. Of course, even if there are gods and Buddhas, if the Buddha wants to punish you, I will also stand in front of you - because my man, even if he is broken, he will protect my woman! ”
Xinyue raised her head and looked at Qin Yan with her big eyes, which were still full of tears and pure to the point of no impurities, and then stood on tiptoe and trembled and sent her pink lips to him.
Qin Yan lowered her head and kissed deeply, pried open her tight teeth because of nervousness, and reached in, one hand stopped her slender waist, and the other hand quietly reached in along the placket, holding the tight uprightness, Xinyue's body trembled obviously, and made a green nasal sound.
She didn't struggle or resist anymore, let him do whatever he wanted, let him hold her delicate body, and walked upstairs to the room......