005 Night Thoughts

Yuan Jun couldn't describe his mood at the moment.

From the initial full of expectation and guilt, then cold disappointment and loneliness, to now angry but helpless, his wedding day gave him a completely different experience from his imagination, he was irritable in his heart, but he still had to act according to what he just said.

His face was as heavy as black coal, almost gritting his teeth and cutting his arm with a silver hairpin, and the bright red blood was strangely bewitching in the flickering candle flame, and fell on the white silk handkerchief to form dazzling red spots, like blooming plum blossoms.

Cui Ling happily folded the Xipa and put it in the rosewood box at the head of the bed, then blew out the lights and candles, and climbed back to the bed in a particularly happy and vigorous posture, "Husband, the hour is not early, you have to travel far tomorrow, so rest early." ”

When she had finished speaking, she did not wait for an answer, but quickly fell asleep, because she was so tired that her breathing was much heavier than usual.

Yuan Jun coldly watched the woman next to him sleeping soundly, if it weren't for the fact that there was still a trace of reason left in his mind, he really couldn't help but want to strangle her.

The wound on his arm had not yet been bandaged, and the woman did not even ask a word, but extinguished the candle on her own, treating him as nothing.

So, she had just tried her best to please and flatter, just to get his blood, so that she could fool her in front of her grandmother tomorrow?

This is simply ridiculous!

Yuan Jun could no longer bear to share a bed with such a utilitarian and cruel woman.

Seeing that the hour was not early, he had no intention of sleeping, so he simply got up, and the movement was not small, and even the hibiscus and bellflower who were sleeping in the ear room next door asked loudly outside the door, but the person on the bed did not notice at all, and quickly occupied the whole large bed because of the situation.

He was extremely disappointed, his heart was indifferent, and he turned away without hesitation.

The sound of the door closing was heavy and heavy, Cui Ling silently opened her eyes, then propped up the futon and sat up against the head of the bed.

She heard a conversation in a low voice outside the door, "Uncle, what's wrong with you?" What is there to tell the slave and maid to do? ”

The cold male voice was melancholy and lonely, "I suddenly remembered that there was still a place on the armor that had not been wiped, and I was going to leave tomorrow, and I was afraid that I would forget it, so I would go to the study to polish it." You two go and rest, don't forget that when the time comes, call the fifth grandmother to get up, and give tea to the elders. ”

The footsteps faded away.

In the slowly flickering night, she quietly looked at the closed door and sighed, "I'm sorry. ”

Living in a strange and conservative feudal era, if you want to live better, you have to need some disguise.

Some people are quiet and low-key with their tails between their legs, and some people have strong performances that others can't be underestimated, and she, because the ultimate ideal is to eat and wait for death, so she chose to pretend to be stupid and stupid, pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, although it doesn't sound so lofty, but she has practiced it for many years, but it has always been quite effective.

Sometimes saying something inappropriate to make others look down on you and not being seen as an opponent or enemy is also a survival skill.

The Anning Bo Mansion had a large number of children, and out of fifteen cousins, she was nine, and there were five or six sisters of her age.

Her father Cui Chengkai served in the Ministry of Officials, and he had not made any progress for many years, and he was the most unproductive of his uncles, and he was also the one that his grandfather despised and ignored the most. Her mother died young, and her late grandfather, Chenghou Luo Entai, was once prominent, but the two uncles are not in Shengjing now, and she has not seen anyone from other families for many years, except for the New Year's Festival.

In such a situation, no matter how low-key and careless, there will always be those boring people to provoke, it is better to be born with a smiling face, laugh when you meet people, and behave silly from time to time, the elders don't pay too much attention to love, and the cousins are too lazy to regard her as a target and opponent.

Otherwise......

She has already given birth to an extraordinarily delicate and beautiful face, if she is still smart and clever, and likable, how much more hateful!

Therefore, the truth that it is not appropriate to confide the truth in an unfamiliar place is that the wall has ears, how can Cui Ling not understand?

It's just that the bellflower was crying sadly at that time, and she was anxious to appease this girl who grew up with her since she was a child, and she was extremely heartfelt but only had one tendon in her head, so she said what was in her heart. At that time, I was also thinking that the people of the Yuan family were called out, this is a happy house, and there are still people guarding outside the courtyard, and the idle people can't easily enter, so they don't have to hide their mouths.

Later, Yuan Wulang sent someone to say that she would go to the study to rest, and she thought that she would go out to return the food box during the hibiscus period, and when she came back, she said that the mother-in-law who guarded the courtyard mentioned that Wulang had come back before but left soon.

At that time, she had just finished a sumptuous meal and imagined a happy and comfortable life in the future, but she did not pay attention to it and did not take it seriously. Later, it dawned on me that it was my own unscrupulous words that caused a big disaster.

If you don't die, you won't die!

Cui Ling also thought about how to remedy it, but Yuan Wulang left her too little time, and she didn't bother to spend a lot of effort to save her newlywed husband's heart. Later, his heart was crossed, since he was already disgusted with her, then simply let him dislike her to the end, anyway, she didn't have a rare desire to be liked by her husband.

To put it bluntly, he is a person who is about to go to the battlefield, and he is already under a lot of pressure, and there is really no need to worry about one more person in his heart.

For her, this husband is about to go on an expedition, and it will take a long time to return, and he may not even be able to come back, so there is no need for her to spend time and thought on him. She is by no means a cold-blooded and ruthless person, once there is an intersection, it is inevitable that she will be worried, the future days can be long, and her heart will prevent her from enjoying life without distractions, which is not in line with her ideals.

So last night, until Yuan Wulang was completely angry, she didn't see his appearance clearly, and when the lamp was lit in the middle, she also tried not to let her eyes drift to his face, for fear that once he remembered his appearance, he would go into her dream and accuse her of being a bad woman.

Although this practice is selfish, it is also a form of self-preservation.

If there is no emotion, if she is a little bad in the future, she will not be sad, this is the truth that she only realized in her previous life.

As for Yuan Wulang......

Cui Ling is confident enough that he will not complain to Mrs. Yuan what he has done.

Although the marriage was relatively hasty, his grandfather An Ning Bo Cui Hongjin also specially sent someone to Haosheng to inquire about Yuan Wulang's personality, it is said that he has a calm and generous temperament, but he can be a general, and he must not be embarrassed by her as an uninformed little woman.

What's more, the Yuan family is extremely filial, just for the sake of Yuan Taijun's comfortable mood, Yuan Wulang will not dismantle her platform.

She thought about it for a while, and the sky soon brightened, although her body was heavy and tired, but she thought that if she fell asleep again, it would be difficult to get up later, so it was better to dress up and wait for the grandmother who came to pick up Xipa, so as to leave a good impression on Mrs. Yuan.