Chapter 251: Three Thousand Shijie, Born for Love (4) No more waiting

Bai Yan rarely calls himself by his full name.

"Let's go to the rooftop and talk." Bai Yan's expression was solemn, and he dropped a sentence, and his steps had already walked towards the safe passage.

In the evening, there was no sunshine, clouds were thick, and the low pressure seemed to crush the city. The wind was cool and cold, and it was like a yellowed memory, and the heat faded, leaving only hoarfrost.

Nansi stood behind Bai Yan, his eyes were shallow and worried, "Bai Yan, are you in trouble?" ”

"Nanji, I won't wait for you any longer."

Silent for a while, Bai Yan opened his mouth in a low voice, and every time he squeezed out a word, it was like a knife cutting a wound in his heart, and every cell in his body was burning and tormenting.

Nanji's body stiffened, and his dark eyes stared at his side face with disbelief.

Is something going on?

Weishenme is suddenly going to say something like that!

Bai Yan tried his best to suppress his emotions and not let himself collapse, and kept looking at the small plants downstairs with his drooping eyes.

In this universe, people are not like plants under tall buildings, small and vulnerable.

It can't withstand the world, it can't withstand time, and it can't reach one's conscience.

He really couldn't hold on like this anymore, he couldn't watch Rong Rong and Nansi quarrel again and again, and watch a woman with a big belly working hard to support her marriage.

And himself, like a theft, covets other people's husbands all the time and steals other people's happiness.

It's a terrible feeling.

"I can't wait." Bai Yan pursed his lips, and his voice sounded calm, "I can't wait for an hour, an hour, a minute, and a second!" Nanji, I'm not waiting for you, I'm going to leave with someone else! ”

Nan Si only felt like a blow to the head, dizzy for a long time, his stiff body was still erect, his lips were hooked, and his voice was very small, "Bai Ziyan, don't you want me?" ”

The sharp knife was inserted into Bai Yan's chest nakedly, how could he not want Nansi, how could he be reluctant not to want Nansi......

I don't dare to ask for it, I can't afford it!

"There's really no way to wait for me to be forty?" He spoke faintly again, staring at him with an indescribable darkness.

"Yes." The Adam's apple rolled down, squeezing out a word with difficulty.

If Rong Rong doesn't want Nansi, even if he has to wait for a lifetime, he is willing.

Whether it is Rong Rong or the child, he needs Nansi, he can no longer hold such a shameful thought because of his love, continue to be by Nansi's side, and covet the happiness of others all the time.

It's shameful and sinful!

Nanji looked at his side face, pale without a little color, and his curly eyelashes trembled one after another, obviously he was still reluctant, why did he say something against his will.

“…… White words! ”

"That's all I have to say, in the future we will just be ordinary colleagues!" Bai Yan interrupted him, not wanting to know, not daring to know what he was going to say.

The sound fell, and he turned around and was about to leave.

"White words!" Nanji's dark eyes stared at his back tightly, and his hands hanging beside him were clenched into fists.

Bai Yan's steps paused, his waist was very straight and straight, but he didn't look back at him.

"You're going to be good haode." Whatever reason you want to give up on me, I just hope you can be well.

Whether you can wait until you are forty years old or not, in fact, I hope that you are well.

The world is safe and perfect, and the law lives up to it!

Bai Yan, after all, I am the first to bear you!

If you want to stay, I will embrace you with both hands, and if you want to go, I can't keep you.

Bai Yan only felt that there seemed to be something hot and humid in the corners of his eyes, he bit his lip flap tightly, his teeth bit out a deep blood mark, and he didn't know the smell of blood in his mouth, he just nodded fiercely,

Nanji stared at his thin back, and the corners of his mouth suddenly hooked into a smile.

Seems relieved, seems to be self-deprecating, seems to be ......

The sky didn't know when the cold rain was falling, dripping, drenching clothes, and getting bigger and bigger, zuihou turned out to be a majestic rain.

Nanji stood alone on the rooftop, letting the wind and rain blow, the water from his hair dripping onto his face, wet and cold, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears.

There is no qualification to require Bai Yan to wait until he is forty years old, even if he is the one who says he will wait first; There was no reason to ask Bai Yan to give him a little more time.

Because no amount of time can change the identity of their fellow men.

None of the worldly and moral things they can cross over.

However, I still miss this person very much, and I want to hug him very much.

Even if you don't do anything, just stay quietly together, it's enough.

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Bai Yan didn't dare to take the elevator, and walked down from the seat belt layer by layer, the scene in front of him was blurry, and his heart was torn a big hole - pain.

I can't call it out, and I can't vent it.

All emotions were suppressed, but the corners of the eyes were constantly warm and cold, endless.

Fifty-eight stairs, I don't know how long I have walked, each staircase is so difficult, out of the back door into the storm.

With trembling legs, he couldn't even stand up, and knelt directly on his knees on the cold road, his heart seemed to explode from his chest, and the rain on his face couldn't tell whether it was tears or water......

I feel even more uncomfortable than watching Nanji get married.

He put his hand on his lip and bit it, biting it hard, not daring to make a sound, but his shoulders couldn't stop shaking.

Heavy rain, the back door is remote, no one is there, the wind and rain echo in his ears, and his slightly concerned tone - you are good haode.

Without Qin Nansi, how could Bai Ziyan be good.

After so many years of getting along, bit by bit, sweating, competing against each other, supporting each other, vividly in my mind.

Perhaps, in that fiery explosion, the moment Nanji hugged him, it was already doomed.

In this life, if you fall in love with Qin Nansi, it is impossible for anyone else.

Never, he knows.

There is no greater silence in life than this.

In the past, it hurt because Nansi gave up on him, but this time it hurts because he wants to give up Nansi and give up his love for Nansi for so many years. It's as if someone has cut open your chest and taken a rib out of your body.

It's useless to let your heart tear apart and your blood flow.

His hand had been bitten open, and blood had been running down his fingers, mixed with the rain, and the humid air had a touch of blood and corrosion.

He was immersed in great grief and couldn't extricate himself, and he didn't notice the figure holding a transparent umbrella not far away.

The facial features of the person under the umbrella were cold, and a trace of distress flowed in his narrow eyes.

The monitor was turned off by her order, and the guard on duty at the back door was also broken open by her, watching him love so painfully and tortured, but she couldn't do anything for him.

The only thing that can be done for him is to preserve a trace of dignity for him.

will definitely not let people see his embarrassment and embarrassment at the moment.

The wind was very strong, the rain was very strong, and the umbrella was blown and swayed, and she could barely hold it, so she simply put the umbrella away and held it in her hand.

The black overalls on his body were quickly soaked, clinging to almost them, and his rain-soaked eyelashes trembled slightly, and he did not turn to leave, nor did he step forward to disturb him.

Or make him a little embarrassed.

The cold eyes couldn't help but flow a trace of dullness, powerlessness, helplessness, distress, and self-mockery.

Bai Ziyan, you are waiting for others to look back at you in the rain, and I am looking at you in the rain.

The love in this world is really uncontaminated, once it is dyed, it will hurt the muscles and bones, and lose life at the worst. What is the difference between falling in love with someone who will never fall in love with you and being sentenced to death?

In her eyes, this delicate man who does not look like a man, smart, wise, calm, decisive, gentle, gentleman, has in him a charm that all women cannot refuse.

It's a pity that his love is stingy and refuses to give it to any woman.

When did you know his feelings for Nanji, I don't know. She didn't deliberately explore him, but when his gaze stayed on Nanji, and her own gaze stayed on him, she knew it in her heart......

Yourself, already a death sentence!

Is it ridiculous to lose to a man? didn't even have a chance to declare war, because Bai Yan's heart, Bai Yan's eyes, and Bai Yan's body cared so much about Nanji.

She lost to Bai Yan, and she lost completely.

Bai Yan, you taught me all the rules of survival in this political circle, you taught me loyalty and reverence for Your Excellency, but you didn't teach me how to quit the poison of love.

You are an unqualified master, because you yourself cannot quit the poison of love.

Three thousand shijie, born for love.

Bai Ziyan, you are a man born for love.

But your love does not belong to me.

The people under this heavy rain are really cold, so cold!

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When Long Pei came back, Gu Mingxi was resting on the rattan chair, she didn't sleep much last night, and today she sent Rin Mo away and dealt with Jin'er's affairs, she was also quite tired, and she slept all afternoon.

He didn't wake her up, he just picked her up, sat down on his own, and put her on his lap.

Gu Mingxi opened his eyes in a daze, sleepy, "You're back." ”

"Hmm." He kissed the corner of her lips, "Don't sleep, or you won't be able to sleep at night." ”

Gu Mingxi leaned on him, his body was soft and he didn't have much strength.

"No, I can sleep." She wanted to sleep a little longer.

So snooze! Long Pei Jian's eyebrows frowned, if he didn't know that she couldn't have children, he would have to wonder if she had it.

Gu Mingxi seemed to see something in his eyes, "Impossible!" Even if there were, it wasn't so fast! "They only did that last night, how could there be today, not to mention that she couldn't get pregnant again.

Long Pei's fingers pinched her cheeks, and a trace of regret flowed from her eyes.

Without Yan'er, there will be no children of him and Mingxi in the future, which is a pity after all.

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Don't worry that there will be many scenes between Bai Yan and Banxia, here is just a simple explanation of the feelings of the second half of the summer, and there will not be too much ink after that. Because I don't plan to write about Bai Yan and Nansi, I plan to end their story in Volume 4, so don't dislike the two of them. I tried to intersperse the writing as much as possible, so that they didn't steal the footage of Ah Pei and Mingxi.