Her words made his body tremble, as if he couldn't believe what he had heard.

Starting the car again, Jun Jinyan looked straight ahead, as if he was concentrating on driving, and as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he suddenly spoke, "But, I'm glad we made a ten-year covenant, otherwise, you might never have fallen in love with me." ”

Xia Qi was stunned, was it because he didn't want her to see his most embarrassed side at that time? Don't want her to know that he once vomited to the point of skinny skin? Still afraid of her...... Without that agreement, will you always reject him and resist him?

The car drove all the way to the parking lot of the apartment, and Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan got out of the car. Jun Jinyan habitually interlocked his fingers with Xia Qi and walked into the elevator.

Xia Qi felt the temperature in her palms a little distractedly, and it wasn't until the elevator reached the floor, the elevator door opened, and he took her into the apartment, that she suddenly came back to her senses.

He let go of her hand and said, "I'll go put hot water for you to take a bath, and you can take a bath first." ”

The temperature of the palm of her hand suddenly lost, and Xia Qi suddenly had a feeling of emptiness. She gets along with him, and most of the time, she always lets go of his hand first.

Could it be that the moment she let go, he would feel the same way?

"Excuse me, can't you get used to hugging?" Xia Qi's voice suddenly sounded in the room.

Jun Jinyan's footsteps paused, and he hummed softly, even if he tried hard to help, but every time he was hugged, his body would have a vomiting reaction, although he knew in his heart that it had nothing to do with the body, it was more of a nervous reaction, but he had no way to control it. Not pushing her away is already his biggest limit.

Jun Jinyan walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and the warm water poured into the bathtub.

Xia Qi followed Jun Jinyan into the bathroom, looking at his long back, she said, "Can you try again?" ”

His body stiffened slightly, knowing what she was referring to. Turning around, his face was facing her, his gaze fixed on her, "Okay." ”

Then she lifted her footsteps, walked up to him, opened her arms, wrapped her arms around his waist, and hugged him firmly. And he, as he had done the previous times, suddenly stiffened, his face pale, and his hands that hung down at his side were clenched tightly into fists. The back of his hands, forehead, and neck were all covered with bruises, obviously using all the strength of his body to restrain the instinctive impulses of his body.

Xia Qi's hands hugged Jun Jinyan tightly, her head resting on his chest, and through the thin shirt, she could hear the sound of his heartbeat.

One at a time, so hurried!

"Sincerely, do you know the way? I never thought that in this world, there would be a man who could give up his self-esteem and pride for me, and bear the humiliation that ordinary people can't bear. Taking a deep breath, Xia Qi said, "Moreover, I didn't think enough that this man had done these things for me, but he didn't say a word to me, and he kept this matter a whole thing for ten years." ”

The soft voice, as if telling a story, was telling a story, and his body became more and more stiff as she spoke.

"You...... Got the way? There was a tremor in his voice, and his body began to shrink back, trying to break away from her embrace.

"Don't, be careful! Don't hide from me, and don't be afraid that I'll know! She wouldn't let go of her hands, and when he took a few steps back, she took a few steps until his body was against the wall on the side of the bathroom.

"I know." Xia Qi said, raised his head, and looked fixedly at the pale face in front of him, which was almost bloodless, "I know that you drank the medicine to keep me safe, and I also know that those photos were taken by you to protect me." "Everything he did, it was for her.

He looked at him without saying a word, and at this moment, it was not so much that his body was still resisting the embrace, but that his whole body was immersed in the surprise and astonishment that he knew the truth of the matter.

From the moment he took the medicine in Bai Zhuyun's hands, he had made up his mind that he would never let her know this fact in his life. I'm afraid that she will sympathize with him and pity him because of this, and I'm afraid that she will look at him with disgust, but what he is most afraid of is that she will feel guilty about it, and then when she looks at him, she will never smile again.

He wanted to see her smile, and every time he saw her smile, he was happy. It was she who taught him what joy is, what pleasure is, and what happiness is.

Originally, those were just words in the dictionary for him.

"Why are you so stupid, why are you going to the appointment? And why should you be restrained? She asked, there is the Jun family behind him, if he uses the power of the Jun family to deal with that Bai Zhuyun, there may be a different result.

"Because—I don't dare." He replied in a hoarse voice. He couldn't afford to gamble on that possibility, as long as he thought she would get hurt, he couldn't stand it.

Xia Qi's nose was sour, and tears suddenly rolled down from her eyes. It seems that she loves to cry very much today, and tears always fall in strings.

She knew that he didn't dare, and it was because of her!

He raised his stiff hand and wiped her tears, "It's just this body, you can exchange for your peace, for me, it's worth it more than anything else." ”

Her tears fell even more fiercely, "No, for me, you are very important...... Very important...... So, stop thinking of yourself as 'just'! She hardly dared to think about it, if Aunt Haixin hadn't rushed over in time to rescue Jin Yan and take him to the hospital, or if his nervous vomiting had become more and more serious, would she really have lost him forever?

Does it matter? He only felt that the tears on his fingers were so hot that they almost burned his fingers. So, is she shedding these tears for him?

"Don't cry, Kiki, stop crying...... he muttered, her tears would make his heart ache incomprehensibly, more unbearable than the nausea in his body.

"Sincerely!" Her hands wrapped around him even harder, as if she wanted to merge each other into one, "Don't bear it alone in the future, no matter what happens, we will bear it together, okay!" ”

"Together?" He muttered