Chapter 54: You Can Live in Troubles
Lin Zixin looked up, a pair of gentle eyes came into view, and he looked at her with a warm smile.
"It's him!"
On the first day, I met the gorgeous young master in front of the school gate, but I didn't expect to be attracted by the sound of such a majestic young master, which was really unexpected.
"Hello." She greeted him blandly, completely devoid of the enthusiasm he showed when Zaijian arrived at her.
"Do you like the violin too? Weishenme didn't see you in music class. ”
She smiled calmly, "I don't like it very much, I majored in Chinese painting." ”
"Excuse me!" She daoqian again, wanting to leave immediately.
The old man nodded and said, "It's okay, I can see that you also love music." ”
Ming Yuzhe asked puzzledly: "No, if you don't like the violin, how can you find this place just by hearing the sound of the piano?" ”
She smiled reluctantly, "There was a time when I wanted to learn this song, and hearing it again brought back memories of the past. ”
"Oh, have you learned?"
"Nope."
"It's going to be boring at first, I hope you can keep learning, it's going to be fascinating."
He suddenly picked up the violin and lowered his head to wipe it attentively, at this time his whole temperament exceeded the boundaries of his age, and his eyes seemed to be deep, as if he was intoxicated, and it was very eye-catching.
She suddenly felt that this person's temperament had changed instantly, unlike the previous literary youth, more like a dangerous cheetah.
"Well said!" The old man gave this very much approval.
"Music is the most beautiful thing in the world! I hope you don't give up on the violin, I'm sure it will bring you joy. If you have any questions, you can come here and ask me, all music-loving students are welcome. The old man told her very sincerely.
The student who looked at him again had a clear smile and a face full of anticipation.
"Xiexie you! It's time for me to go. She turned away. She thought, I hope it was my delusion just now, and maybe people who love music to the point of madness may have this problem.
It's not that I don't want to learn this piece completely, but I am not ready to face her departure bravely, and I am still escaping. What's more, she doesn't want to have contact with too many people, so as not to get involved in unnecessary cause and effect, and one more cause and effect means more worry.
After dinner, I was a little unhappy, and after saying goodbye to Yueqi to go out for a walk, I disappeared into this small villa in a blink of an eye.
"Hey! Where are you going, I'm just washing my own dishes. ”
The sky is fine tonight, but there is no moon but there are stars.
Lin Zixin walked for the first time in the back garden of the school, which was praised by everyone, and the chrysanthemums shook in the wind, rustling to tell what he had seen and heard during the day. The dew grew heavier, and she wet her shoes as she walked on the grass. Staying late at night, the chill of autumn will turn these dews into frost, which is the liliang of nature. She couldn't help but sigh, the more she understood, the more she could feel her insignificance.
"My dear, I promise, only you are my favorite!"
"Really?"
"Of course, look at how beautiful the sky is tonight!"
The two young men hugged each other under the laurel tree, telling the concubine.
This back garden is not so much a place for students to rest comfortably, but also a prop for the young ladies of the botanical department to pass the time. All kinds of rare plants can be seen here, and a few steps up to the glass flower house they built can be seen, and even in this late autumn, their beloved roses are still blooming.
She shook her head and walked in the opposite direction, not planning to make a light bulb and move away from the couple.
Not far away is a flower room with roses of all colors, especially purple roses, which are well trained. She stood outside and took a second look, and could see that the owner of the flower house was thinking about it.
"I don't know if I'm a guest in my dream," a woman's voice came intermittently.
"Huh! Another sad person. It seemed that she had chosen the wrong time for the evening outing, and she lost interest and turned to walk back.
", the flowing water falls and the flowers go in spring, heaven and earth."
Lin Zixin couldn't stand this kind of atmosphere the most, and thought about whether to use light power to stay away from here.
"Boom!" The sound of water splashing into her ears.
"Damn!" She scolded her, just when she encountered something that made her hateful, did she have to read the yellow calendar when she took a walk?
But in the face of matters that matter to human life, she can't stand idly by. Although she hates people who commit suicide very much, this is irresponsible to others for herself! Still, she jumped into the only lake in the garden and rescued the woman.
She didn't have the consciousness of pity for the suicide, so she slapped her on the back and threw her on the grass after she spit out the lake water she drank into. At this time, the lake water was very cold, and even she felt uncomfortable when the wind blew.
Lin Zixin used her spiritual power to dry her soaked clothes and looked at her coldly.
"Tell me, weishenme wants to throw himself into the lake?"
The students on this campus are either rich or expensive, so are they willing to live this prosperous life?
"You weishenme want to save me, nosy! Let me die. She fell to her knees and cried, and it was really possible for people who didn't know the situation to be moved by her.
"Death is a sign of cowardice! But if you want to die, don't let me see it the next time you seek death. The voice was cold, without a hint of emotion.
"You-"
"What am I? Save you and be blamed by you! Look clearly the next time you die, and die when no one is around. ”
Lin Zixin left quickly after speaking, she didn't want to see this kind of woman, fake feelings, one word, two words hypocrisy!
"You zhanzhu!"
"What, you still want to die, do you want me to help you? Throwing you into the middle of the lake? In that case, the person who saved you won't be so quick to arrive. She paused but didn't look back, now she was getting used to speaking in the tone of a man, and she liked that kind of reason.
The woman ran to her quickly, and could see that she was very cold, no matter how much she resisted, she couldn't hide the shaking of her body, and barely stopped her chattering teeth and said: "How can you say that, can't you listen to me Weishenme wants to die?" ”
She looked at the person in front of her expressionlessly, "The mouth grows on you, and it is your freedom to say it or not." ”
She trembled and cried again, "You know, our family is bankrupt and we are no longer rich. But I'm not afraid of any of this, and I can still have food and clothing in the market. However, after my mother became ill, my father hooked up with a married woman. What's even more hateful is that my boyfriend actually left me immediately after knowing that our family was bankrupt. Besides, I don't qualify to be with him anymore. ”
She lay on the ground, crying. "My life is already dark, how can he do this to me, I gave everything for him, how can he! How can it! ”
"So you're here to die?"
"I have no love in my life, what is the point of living; I have nothing left, I might as well die! ”
"Smack!" A crisp slap rang out.
She screamed, covering her face and accusing her. "You! Are you a man? You beat me! ”
"You just left your mother and planned to die?" Lin Zixin felt infinite anger in her chest, and she couldn't wait to slap her again.
"Our home is no longer home, I have to face my mother's crying every day, and I will live in endless troubles every day. Even the only comfort in my heart doesn't want me anymore, what's the point of my life? ”
Lin Zixin grabbed her collar and said word by word near her face: "Then worry, worry, worry about living, live in trouble!" To challenge the low points of life, to face the torture and suffering. Then he smiled bravely and said to this miserable life, 'I want to see how bad I can go, I am not even afraid of death, am I still afraid of you?' It's just a death. When we look back on this period of life, we can proudly say that there is nothing more than that! Are you, clear, white? ”
I don't know if I was shocked by these words, or I was frightened by Lin Zixin's cold expression at this time, she didn't say a word, and let her pull her collar blankly.
After a long time, she came back to her senses and said: "I'm just an ordinary person, how can you, a rich kid, understand the life of the poor." ”
"Huh!" Lin Zixin smiled.
"You really can't bear to leave your mother alone and commit suicide for a man?"
"What can I do but die?" After Lin Zixin's hand was released, she collapsed to the ground again.
"You can go ahead of him, trample him on the soles of your feet, and bother for such a man, he doesn't deserve it!" After saying that, she took a breath, seemed to think of something, and frowned silently.
"Me"
"Live for yourself, live for your mother!" Lin Zixin strode out of this place, she was in a very bad mood at this time.
The woman cried again, "I, I, Li Mengluo, can I really live?" I lost everything except my mom. ”
Lin Zixin suddenly stopped and came to her as fast as she could.
"You are Li Mengluo?"
She raised her head and stood up to look at Lin Zixin, her teeth chattering from the cold. "How do you know my name is Li Mengluo?"
"Who got you the name?"
She looked at Lin Zixin's face and lowered her head for the first time, and whispered: "I took it myself, my boyfriend said he liked this name, I just"
"Look here!"
Lin Zixin showed the ring, and the ruby luster was reflected on her face, and she was stunned for a while, she had never seen such a beautiful gem.
"Do you remember the Purple Radiant Heavenly Realm?"
As soon as the words fell, a soft light shot from the ruby into her eyes.
"Oops", she fell to the ground again, covered her eyes with her hands, and screamed incessantly.
"What is this, my eyes hurt, it hurts!"
When she opened her eyes, she saw a pair of bright eyes like stars, and she couldn't help blushing, it turned out that the pain just now was just an illusion.
"You're not Monroe."
"Monroe is my screen name, but my boyfriend said that this name is better than my real name, so I changed it myself." She suddenly felt that it was good to be alive, at least at the moment of death Zuihou let herself meet him. He's right, instead of wasting your time on someone like that, learn to love yourself.
"You don't deserve that name!"
Lin Zixin felt a little lost in her heart, thinking that she had completed the trust of Uncle Mingyan, and it seemed that she had to continue to work hard.
"You're Mu Xuan, aren't you?"
"You know me?" She walked ahead with undiminished foot strength.
Li Mengluo trotted a few steps to keep up with her, "Of course I know, many people know it." ”
She has only been here for a few days, and she has become a celebrity, this must be the ghost of Yueli's brother. She mentally attributed all these things that brought her negative emotions to him.
"Can you be my friend for a few days, a few days, you know my boyfriend."
"I'm not interested in women, and I'm not allowed to call Monroe by the name in the future. If you still want to die, you can go to the lake now. She walked to the thick woods, and after three or two steps she was gone.
"I'm going to change my name tomorrow, weishenme is not interested in women? Hey-"
"I'm originally a woman, so naturally I'm not interested in women, so there's no reason." She explained in her heart.
Just as they were leaving, a man appeared from the dense forest, who was Yueli's brother. He said hatefully: "So that's the case, he is still messing around with flowers and grass, you must tell my brother." ”