On this Chinese New Year's Eve, Jiang Yuwan stared straight at the ceiling, unable to close her eyes, and what kept repeating in her mind was the time spent with Xiao Chengxing for more than thirty years, and the years when the two children grew up under her knees... Rice plant...

Every time I think of the depths, I can't stop crying.

The heart is like a sharp diamond, drilling pain. The pain was deep, so he pressed the pain hard, bit his lip and said to himself: I can be alone! I can live better alone! I don't need anyone!

However, this mandatory New Year imposed on herself did not make her relaxed, on the contrary, the pain in her heart became more intense......

In fact, this is a process that she has been repeating every day since she moved out of Xiao's house, missing-painful-wanting to free herself--even more painful......

The difference is that tonight, there is one more fruit by my side... Da...

Guoguo seemed to be asleep and felt hot, arched a few arches in the quilt, and kicked the quilt off.

She turned her face and put the quilt on him.

Then, he turned on the lamp.

Guoguo looks very much like Xiao Yipeng, especially when he is so quiet, his small mouth will naturally pout slightly, and his pink little face is bulging, just like Xiao Yipeng's demeanor when he was a child. At this moment, the dim light of the desk lamp hit his face, and his cheeks were flushed, which reminded her of those days when she took Xiao Yipeng.

Xiao Yipeng is the first child of her and Xiao Chengxing, Xiao Chengxing, a first-time father, was very proud and happy at that time, and almost every day he put down socializing just to come back to see his son early......

At that time, she felt that she was happy and satisfied......

No, she can't think back to the past, she can't ......

With tears in his eyes, he turned over and hugged Guoguo into his arms, tightly, choking, "I'm not afraid of being alone...... I can...... It is possible to live better alone...... I can ......."

On the first day of the new year, according to the habits of the Xiao family, if you don't go to Old Man Xiao on Chinese New Year's Eve, you must go to the New Year on the first day of the new year.

Because of the scattered appearance of the Xiao family now, Xiao Chengxing didn't plan to go home for the New Year Chinese New Year's Eve night, but he couldn't help but go on the first day of the new year......

Xiao Yipeng's family of three set off from Jiang Yuwan.

Before leaving, Jiang Yuwan hugged Guoguo, very reluctant, but Guoguo didn't like others very much, and always loved to play on the ground by herself, so she struggled in her arms.

In the end, she still compromised, put the child down on the ground, smiled bitterly, and sighed secretly, they all have to leave, they all have to grow up......

"Mom, let's go together?" Xiao Yipeng packed his things and prepared to go.

Jiang Yuwan was silent, turned around and went to the restaurant to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but the dining table was empty, and she remembered that Weiwei had already cleaned up......

Breakfast continued to eat last night's dumplings, or slightly cooked, when eating breakfast, Guoguo's good appetite seemed to affect her, plus Guoguo's left grandmother and right grandmother's, called the depression in her heart slightly melted, and finally ate a few.

Seeing this, Xiao Yipeng also followed, and continued to lobby, "Mom, go, grandparents will ask about you later, and it's not easy to say ......"

No one in the whole extended family knows about my mother moving out of the house and divorcing my father, and my father won't talk nonsense......

His original intention was to say that it was difficult for grandparents to ask, she went back with him, and the family got together, and each of them had a step, even if he found a step down, however, Jiang Yuwan didn't wait for him to finish speaking, so he grabbed a white sentence, "Then what's not good to say, just say that I'm sick and dead!" ”

“…… Mom, the ...... on the first day of the Lunar New Year" Xiao Yipeng couldn't help sighing, his mother's character is really ......

"What? Am I still afraid of some bad luck? A person lives and dies at will, comes and goes without concern, that's what it means! She choked at a hard voice.

Xiao Yipeng was choked uncomfortably, "Why are you alone?" We ......"

"That's it!" Jiang Yuwan interrupted him, looked at his uncomfortable expression, and then looked at the timid Weiwei on the side, and Guoguo who was holding Weiwei's hand restlessly urging him to leave, his stiff face also eased, and he took out the red envelope and gave it to them, "Thank you for coming to see me, let's go quickly." ”

Xiao Yipeng and Weiwei still stood still.

Jiang Yuwan stuffed the red envelope into their hands, tears were about to fall again, and sighed, "Okay, Yipeng, Weiwei, my mother knows that you are good children, and I feel sorry for my mother, but ...... Mom has her own thoughts and hardships, so you don't have to worry about it, go ahead. ”

Helpless, Xiao Yipeng had no choice but to leave Jiang's house with his wife and son and go to Xiao's house.

After getting into the car slightly, I couldn't help asking, "Husband, my mother said just now that I am also a good child...... I ...... "Since Xiao's house is in a mess, she has returned."