141. VIP083 - Let It Go! 【Asking for a commuter pass~】

In this way, there was a 17-year separation between him and Xu Ke.

He found her now, but he was married.

He fell in love with someone other than Xu Ke, and that person was also liking himself little by little, and he would accumulate more love in himself, so he must have failed the original promise.

Recalling his childhood memories, Jo Yusen got up from the bench, but when he turned to leave, he noticed that there was a person standing not far away, and he didn't know how long she had been standing there, because he was too engrossed in things and didn't find out when she came.

Qiao Yusen didn't care, although this park was bought by himself, he was not alone, and he had no right to interfere with whether others were also active here, but when he walked towards the door, he casually glanced at the person, just a glance, and made him stop.

It's actually permissioned.

She looked at her eyes differently than before, as if she was much closer, and Qiao Yusen suddenly had a not very good feeling, he wanted to control the situation, but when he looked back, he felt that his idea was a little unfair to Xu Ke, so he calmed down and walked over to her.

Standing in front of her, you can definitely feel that her gaze at you is delightful, gentle, and familiar.

Jo Yusen looked back at her:

"When did you come?"

He had already guessed something from her gaze, so he simply didn't pretend to be stupid, and he shouldn't run away when he encountered problems, which was what she taught herself to do in the first place.

Permission can smile slightly:

"What are you doing here? Nostalgia for the past? ”

Qiao Yusen glanced back at the bench and didn't speak, he didn't tell Xu Ke that he was not here to remember, but to say goodbye, and the past, and you, but this is a very hurtful thing for Xu Ke, he can't do this, at least at this moment, he has no right to do this.

He has broken his original promise, and at this moment he is saying that he can't hurt her anymore.

Xu Ke looked at Qiao Yusen's line of sight, and also landed on the bench:

"This chair is not the same as it used to be, and the trash can has been changed many times, and it can't hold you anymore."

She didn't tell Jo Yusen how she got back to that past and how she remembered him, but told him in such a direct way that she remembered everything from the beginning.

Qiao Yusen didn't say anything for a while, just stood quietly, he couldn't hurt Xu Ke, he couldn't hurt Xia Chu, and he couldn't give Xu Ke's original promise, at this moment he was like standing at a crossroads, no matter which road he went to, someone would eventually move forward alone.

In the world of feelings, there is no balance between the best of both worlds, and you don't even think about it! If you try to find a balance between the two, there is only one ending, and you will hurt both women. Jo Yusen would not have made such a stupid choice.

The choice in the shopping mall, he can make an accurate judgment in almost no second, but he can't apply that set of practices to the emotional world, on the one hand, the wife, on the other hand, the woman who affects his life, who can make a choice immediately? If you don't love, of course you can, but he loves Xia Chu, although the starting point may be a little abnormal, but the feelings at this moment are not fake after all. And Xu Ke, he has a backlog of feelings for 17 years, and even if he doesn't love it at this time, that relationship is still there.

Xu Ke didn't seem to notice Qiao Yusen's embarrassment and entanglement, she simply thought that Qiao Yusen was standing there in a daze about the past, she smiled slightly, and the words she said hit Qiao Yusen's heart word by word:

"17 years have passed, you are no longer the original you, and I am no longer the original me, you have become a man who can be relied on, but I don't want to rely on."

Qiao Yusen suddenly looked back at her: "Coco......"

"Jo Yusen, I won't let you keep your promise to marry me, and I know that you are married, and I won't blame you for not keeping your promise, because for me, it was just a joke when I was a child, and I can't take it seriously."

Qiao Yusen didn't justify Xu Ke's words, because what she said was also what she wanted to say, but now that she said these words first, her heart was not as relaxed as she thought, but became even heavier, and he looked at Xu Ke's face with a faint smile:

"I can give you everything you want except feelings and marriage."

Permission can shake the head:

"I don't want anything."

As he spoke, he took out the card from his pocket and handed it to Qiao Yusen:

"This is what you asked your assistant to give me before Maomao had surgery, you said that there was 500,000 in it, but today I checked it, it is enough for 5 million, I don't know your intention to give me this money, but no matter what it means, I will not accept it." Xu Ke paused, looked at the bench that carried a lot of memories, and said with a somewhat yearning in his eyes: "Qiao Yusen, you don't owe me, maybe I did help you when I was a child, but after all, there have been 17 years apart, 17 years will change a lot of things, and it is enough for me to compromise my life and fate, and now I am alone, accompanying the group of children in the orphanage, just like seeing me at the beginning, I am already very satisfied." ”

Qiao Yusen more or less heard the helplessness in Xu Ke's words, she said that she compromised, yes, if the situation can't be reversed in 17 years, it seems that there is no other choice but to compromise, there is no longer the shadow of optimism in everything on her body, but more of the vicissitudes and helplessness after the baptism of the years.

After that goodbye, Jo Yusen never came to the park again, he spent all his time trying to be a man to rely on, but if he had taken a little time to come here to reminisce about his past with Xu Ke, wouldn't everything have been different?

However, there is no if.

He once said this to Ji Qingluan, and now he will say it to himself.

Jo Yusen didn't take the card, he looked at the permit:

"I don't mean anything to give you this money, it's not that I can't fulfill the compensation I promised at the beginning, if that's the case, it's an insult to our acquaintance back then, what you gave me, I can't make it up for it in my life, I just want you to live as well as possible."

Xu Ke stepped forward, took his hand, stuffed the card into his palm, and then let go, without the slightest nostalgia:

"I don't accept it that way."

Qiao Yusen looked at the card in his hand and didn't say anything more, maybe maybe it has changed a lot in the past 17 years, but her decision will not change this, but there is not much difference, and Qiao Yusen finally gave up his plan to give her this money at this moment.

"I want to rebuild the orphanage."

Permission can be nodd:

"I've heard about it, but I don't seem to be lucky enough to see what it will look like after it was rebuilt."

"You're leaving?" Jo Yusen was slightly surprised.

Xu Ke smiled: "I've been in this place for 17 years, and I always have to see the outside world, otherwise I always feel a little too wronged in this life." ”

She has not left the orphanage for 17 years, but she made this choice after recognizing herself, which can't help but make Qiao Yusen think of another possibility, that is, she actually wanted to leave here for a long time, but only because of her original promise that she has stayed until now, and now, everything has become a foregone conclusion, and she is married, and there is no need to keep that promise, so she will choose to leave.

This possibility made Jo Yusen a little heartbroken:

"Is it because I ----?"

Permission interrupts him:

"Jo Yusen, I insisted on not telling you my name at the beginning, just because I didn't want to have these unnecessary implications, I didn't plan to tell you after you said those words, and finally I said it because you really wanted to know me, so I didn't care much about that promise at all, you are indeed very good now, but even if you are not married, I will not choose you, you and I have been people of two worlds from the beginning. I recognize my worth. ”

"You've made me who I am."

Xu Ke smiled and shook his head: "It is you who have made yourself, even if I help you, you have to have your own real skills, so your current achievements actually have little to do with me." I'm not as great as you think I am, and after all these years, you've probably deified me in your heart. ”

"Cocoa ----"

When Jo Yusen wanted to say something, he was allowed to interrupt again:

"Qiao Yusen, don't let me regret letting me recognize you, I didn't plan to change anything by doing this, I just looked at you like this and couldn't bear it, those memories are not as important as you think, let it go, you are Qiao Yusen, I am Xu Ke, between us is the same as every day in the past 17 years, treat it as if we don't know each other."

Xu Ke turned around and left after saying this, Qiao Yusen felt that if this was what she wanted, then he should respect her decision, but inadvertently saw a tear slip from her eyes, her speed was too fast, so Qiao Yusen didn't see it really, so he stepped forward and stopped her, like every time when he was a child.

The next moment, he really saw the teardrops in the corners of her eyes, Qiao Yusen couldn't tell what it felt, his heart was sullen, there was a feeling of breathless suffocation, even if the tears were not shed for himself at this moment, it was also for things related to himself, when Qiao Yusen thought so, he had already made a decision in his heart, and he didn't even have time to think about the consequences of this decision before he spoke:

"If you want to leave the orphanage, I will not object, but I hope that your future work and life will be arranged by me, and I will help you achieve what you want."