Chapter 355: Every Memory Has an Entrance 23

Before she had time to apologize for being late, Murong Zhuang had already smiled and said, "I made the decision to order the meal, I hope you won't mind." ”

"No, it won't." Lu Banxia replied calmly, even if he asked her, he would hand over the sovereignty to Murong Zhuang.

After chatting for a few words, when the waiter delivered the food, Lu Banxia knew how wise and considerate the old man in front of him was.

It's just that he has eaten a meal at once, and he has already remembered Lu Banxia's taste, and the meals he ordered are all according to her taste.

For so many years, she and Lu Heng have eaten together, does Lu Heng know what she eats and what she doesn't eat?

With comparison, there is calculation, and the bottom of my heart will inevitably rise sour.

"What? Is the dish not to your liking? Murong Zhuang noticed her mood swings and asked with concern.

Lu Banxia raised his head, shook his head with a smile, and his voice trembled a little: "You don't have to worry about my feelings like this, I'm just a junior!" ”

When Murong Zhuang heard this, he raised his eyebrows and said seriously: "Because of this, you have to take good care of it!" What haven't we tasted in this life? I just hope that the young people of your generation can suffer less and eat less. ”

This has a deep meaning, and Lu Banxia can't fully understand it for a while.

"Thank you, Dad." She felt a family affection that she hadn't had for a long time in an old man who had been connected with several faces.

Is it luck or sadness?

Murong Zhuang smiled lightly: "Since you are married to Yue Qi, you are my daughter-in-law, and you can be regarded as half a daughter!" I love you, as I should be. The words paused, and he said very seriously: "If one day Yue Qi accidentally does something wrong, I hope you can give him a chance, he is not bad in nature, but it has not been easy for him all these years!" ”

Lu Banxia's expression hesitated slightly, his words were too obvious, she didn't want to understand it, and it was impossible!

But what does the so-called "wrong thing" refer to in Murong Zhuang's mouth!

"Dad, right and wrong are not something that individuals can judge." Lu Banxia opened his mouth lightly, quietly, calmly and unfazed, without asking or pestering like other women: "I can only say that everything is done according to the heart!" ”

If one day in the future, Li Yueqi does something that she can't forgive, she will not compromise in any way!

The heavy gaze made Murong Zhuang not know whether to be happy or sad. From a professional point of view, Lu Banxia is a very good employee, serious and rigorous in his work, and he is also very principled; But from an emotional point of view, her personality is too sharp and strong, and she can't tolerate a grain of sand in her eyes, so it is almost impossible for two people to go smoothly for a lifetime.

Without saying much, he was always an outsider and could not give any pertinent advice or good advice about their marriage. Everyone's life needs to come out step by step, as for what is right and wrong, only when they have experienced it themselves, judge it for themselves.

At that time, Murong Zhuang seemed to have forgotten a very important matter.

In love, there is no room for a grain of sand!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket********************

Lu Banxia sent Murong Zhuang to the plane, and when he was at the gate, he reached out and hugged Lu Banxia, "Take care." ”

"Yes." Lu Banxia felt indescribable in her heart, separation was a very sad thing, she had never had such sorrow for Lu Heng over the years, and now she actually had it for Murong Zhuang. "Dad, welcome to live in the capital!"

She also wanted to keep Murong Zhuang, but she had no choice but to know that his heart was not here.

Murong Zhuang smiled, and his thick and warm palm fell on top of her head, like a loving father who was not worried about his daughter on a long journey: "You and Yue Qi are good, I will come back to see you more." Or give me a grandchild and I can retire and make fun of my grandchildren every day! ”

Li Yueqi didn't tell him about Lu Banxia's miscarriage, Murong Zhuang didn't know, and his unintentional opening made Lu Banxia's curly eyelashes tremble, and said calmly: "Take care!" ”

Murong Zhuang withdrew his hand and said goodbye and left.

Lu Banxia watched his back disappear, and his fingers couldn't help touching the top of his head, the place where Murong Zhuang had just touched it was very warm......

Is this what fatherly love feels like?

When the plane took off, when Lu Banxia was about to go back, he received a call from Li Yueqi, it turned out that he had already driven to the airport after the case was over, and wanted to send Murong Zhuang.

But it's still a step too late.

Lu Banxia walked out of the airport, Li Yueqi's car stopped at the door, leaning on the body, and looking at Lu Banxia with warmth, "Dad, let's go!" ”

Lu Banxia nodded, "Actually, you don't have to rush over, he will understand." ”

Li Yueqi smiled helplessly: "You just thought that I was here to send my father?" Why don't you think about it the other way around, I'm here to pick you up too. ”

Lu Banxia was stunned, she really hadn't thought about it. He came all the way to pick himself up!

"Get in the car." Li Yueqi opened the co-pilot's door and stuffed the stunned Lu Banxia into the car.

Neither of the two of them spoke, Li Yueqi's eyes were focused on the front of the road, his fingers were tightly gripping the steering wheel, his expression was not unusual, but there was still a trace of strangeness in his eyes.

"Are you alright?" Lu Banxia noticed that something was wrong halfway and endured it all the time. It's just that he can't help but speak, he doesn't look very good.

"It's fine." When Li Yueqi heard her words, his frowning brows relaxed, and the corners of his mouth overflowed with a far-fetched smile.

Lu Banxia didn't believe it, the temperature in the car was not low, but it was not so hot that he wanted to sweat. Beads of sweat oozed from his forehead......

"Stop, I'll drive!"

Li Yueqi refused very simply: "No, you will be home after another intersection." ”

Lu Banxia didn't say anything more, he couldn't stop him, he was afraid that the result would be worse. Men are all good-looking, she doesn't want to worry about him in this regard, there is no point.

After all, he arrived home safely, Li Yueqi changed his shoes at the entrance, and said in a slightly apologetic tone: "There are still some things that I haven't dealt with after I get out of court, I'll deal with them first." ”

As the sound fell, he turned and walked to the study.

Lu Banxia stood at the entrance, staring at his back with cold eyes, his face was obviously pale, and he was still doing something.

*

Li Yueqi walked to the study and closed the door, his face that he tried his best to maintain finally collapsed, his fingers pressed his stomach tightly, and he staggered to the desk, his movements were messy and trembling, you can imagine how much it hurts.

In order not to let Lu Banxia see the abnormality, he endured all the way, if it weren't for Banxia still in the car, he would have fainted.

The drawer was turned over messily, and when he finally found the pill box, he hurriedly swallowed two pills, too hurriedly, and dropped a few pills on the carpet.

There was no water in the study, so he had to swallow dry, bitter, hard pills like a knife cutting through his throat, oozing blood from pain.

Sitting in a chair with a decadent body, he kept taking deep breaths and adjusting himself. His arm rested on the table, and his forehead was lowered against his arm, so that the painful look was hidden in the darkness.

No one can see it!

*

Lu Banxia outside didn't change his clothes, pulled his hair, rolled up his sleeves, and slowly began to wash rice and cook porridge in the kitchen. There are also two vegetables in the fridge, stir-fry.

After everything was done for an hour, she estimated that it was about the same time, and turned around to knock on Li Yueqi's study door.

"Enter."

Li Yueqi's face was already much better, the sweat on her forehead had not yet dried, and when she saw her standing at the door with a glass of warm water, her eyes were slightly sluggish for a second.

Lu Banxia put the water cup in front of him, and didn't say a word about the previous matter, "The porridge is almost ready, you can eat with me later." ”

She said "you with me" instead of "I'll be with you!"

She obviously accompanied Murong Zhuang to eat, where would she be hungry now, so she said this just to cooperate with him and maintain his face.

He didn't want her to see his embarrassed appearance, so she turned a blind eye, he wanted to maintain his face, and she cooperated with him.

Husband and wife, there is always one who knows how to back down.

Some people say that two proud people can't love each other, and the more they love each other, the more they will hurt each other.

Lu Banxia thought, maybe it's because they don't love each other enough!

If you really love, you are willing to give in, such as yourself at the moment.

Li Yueqi's thick fan-like eyelashes trembled, the hand holding the water cup stiffened, and a faint smile escaped from his thin lips, "...... Xia Xia. ”

There is warmth in the eyes, and there is also * drowning.

Lu Banxia didn't speak, and the hand holding the tissue had already wiped the sweat from his forehead, "Let's go to the restaurant." ”

When the sound falls, withdraw your hand and leave first, giving him a few minutes to calm down and calm down.

Three minutes later, Li Yueqi came out and smelled the thick aroma of porridge, as well as two light stir-fried vegetables, she understood his taste, and she always didn't like heavy oil.

Lu Banxia knew but didn't mention it, and he was a little stunned in his heart.

After a few years of husband and wife, she never knew that his stomach was so bad, worse than herself.

In fact, Lu Banxia really can't be blamed for this, because after marriage, Li Yueqi has very little time to spend with her, even when they are emotionally admired, both of them are busy with their own careers, and it is extremely rare to be able to sit down and dine together, where would she notice such subtleties.

Li Yueqi and Lu Banxia are completely two personalities, Li Yueqi focused on work, so he forgot to sleep and eat, and worked part-time while studying, and it was normal to not eat or drink for a busy day.

The problem of stomach pain was left at that time, and he had always hidden it very well, even if it was Your Excellency or Murong Zhuang, no one knew that he had such a serious stomach problem.

Lu Banxia lives in a superior family background, she has been taken care of by her mother since she was a child, her emotional world is dark and cold, but she is too rational a woman, even if her heart is dripping blood, even if she is in pain, she will force herself to eat, force herself to live, and use the best posture.

No matter how busy she is at work, she will remember to eat three meals regularly, and sometimes she really can't spare time, she will also prepare red dates, chocolates, and compressed biscuits in her briefcase in advance to replenish her strength at any time.

Li Yueqi wanted to take care of her as a little woman, but she didn't know that Lu Banxia was an independent woman, and she would always be able to take good care of herself without anyone.

It was only in order to cooperate with Li Yueqi that she silently cooperated with being taken care of, and did not use her actions and habits to stab his man's self-esteem.

It's not that two proud people can't love each other, it's just that they don't love each other enough to be willing to back down!

Lu Banxia ate very little because he had eaten, and most of the time he watched Li Yueqi eat. He eats gently, elegantly, without the vices of other men, and his fingers holding bamboo chopsticks seem to be a little more beautiful than others.

“…… Xia Xia! When Lu Banxia was packing up her things, Li Yueqi held her hand, and her voice was low and full of affection.

Lu Banxia stopped his movements and looked at him, her dark eyes reflected her, "Thank you!" Her considerate demeanor made her heart swell with warmth.

She withdrew her hand, and her voice was faint: "In this world, everything will leave us, but my body is to accompany us until the day we die!" ”

If you don't take good care of your body, then no one will love you!

She wasn't angry that he was hiding herself, but she was angry that he didn't take good care of his body. If a couple finishes this life without wind and rain, and they die of old age, it is only those few years! But if there is anything wrong with the body, the death will be decades, which is too cruel and uncomfortable.

Li Yueqi heard the meaning of her words, stood up and hugged her, probably because there was something warm in his stomach, his face was much softer, and his voice was much softer, "Young and frivolous, I don't know how to cherish my body, now I won't." ”

In order to stay with her for the rest of his life, he will not squander his health and youth as before, and will take good care of his body.

I haven't let her know because I'm afraid she's worried, and I'm afraid that she's not worried!

"Li Yueqi." Lu Banxia put down the things in his hand, turned around and looked at him with a serious expression, his voice was cold, not like he was joking: "If anything happens to you in the future, I will not be widowed for you, on the contrary, I will marry within a year!" ”

People are already dead, and she won't live a lifetime with a cold house and hurtful memories.

Lu Banxia, you won't be so stupid!

Li Yueqi's face stiffened, her thin lips were pursed, and before she could speak, she heard her say again: "If something happens to me, I also hope that you will marry again, it doesn't matter if you remember me or not!" ”

If she dies and there is nothing left, then it makes no sense for Li Yueqi to remember herself or not.

"No!" Li Yueqi hugged her fingers to tighten her strength, "You forgot what I said, when we are old, when I say that we can die, we can die together!" ”

Until then, there will be no death!

Lu Banxia was almost out of breath when she was hugged by him, and she didn't speak. Li Yueqi's words are a fantasy in the end, unless it is martyrdom, they will not die together.

If Li Yueqi was the one who left first, she could be sure that she would not be martyred.

is as arrogant as her, how could she choose such a weak way to end her life as suicide!

Why didn't she refute his childish and unrealistic thoughts, perhaps, deep down, she was actually eager to advance and retreat with him.

Lu Heng has abandoned her for so many years, Lu Chuan has abandoned her, her mother has left her, Bai Ziyan has also left, she grew up in this city, but she has nothing. Life is hollow to numbness, without a bit of light and heat.

She and Your Excellency worked hard and heartbroken for this country day and night, but she often stood on the top floor of the presidential palace in a daze. Looking at this bustling city, she will feel that she is a rootless duckweed, wherever the wind blows, she will go, and she can't help herself at all.

She really doesn't want to experience loss and discarding again!

Before she met Li Yueqi, she had feelings for Lu Chuan and Bai Ziyan, but she was able to restrain herself everywhere, calm and shrewd, even if she was hurt, it was just a depression in her heart, but since she met Li Yueqi, her world seems to have completely changed.

Maybe life is like this, fate is destined to meet that person, the joys and sorrows that have been saved for many years are all pinned on him alone, all the determination and wisdom have collapsed, and the self-extrication of the fallen is an extravagant hope.

He was reluctant to say the relationship with Lu Zijin, so she didn't force him, as long as he could do it, it was fair and fair, without a trace of deviance and *. She can choose to believe him, she is not a woman who is vexatious and has no confidence in herself.

Between husband and wife, she is willing to give him plenty of trust.

However, how deep the trust she gives now will be to the disappointment and wounds in the future.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket**********************

Gu Mingxi flew to country M because of Ji Yerong's death, and after giving Lian Mo a slap in the face in public at the presidential palace, he turned around and left without saying a word, and he didn't even see Yun Yingluo.

It can be seen from this how hard Ji Yerong's death hit Gu Mingxi.

In the eyes of outsiders, people living at the top are glamorous, powerful, and seem to live more noble and chic than anyone else, but no one knows that their kind of people live harder, humble, and even numb than anyone else.

has experienced too many joys and sorrows, life and death, and even if you are twenty years old, you can have a sixty-year-old state of mind.

After Gu Mingxi came back, he locked himself in the room, saw no one, didn't eat much, and was bombarded together with Your Excellency.

Recently, your work mood is obviously not in a state, and anyone with a discerning eye can see why. Lu Banxia thought about it, and finally spoke: "I'll go see Madame." ”

Long Pei hesitated for a few seconds and nodded: "It's okay." He didn't dare to ask Mingxi too much to see him, probably because of the incident about that sea jump a few years ago!

That was a memory that he and Gu Mingxi never mentioned, and not mentioning it didn't mean that it didn't exist. He didn't want to remind Mingxi of that sad past because of Ji Yerong's incident, and he didn't dare to appear in her sight frequently.

Love to the depths without complaints.

So it is.

So is Mingxi.

Long Pei is like this.

In the future, they will not be!

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Lu Banxia arrived at Ming Zhengju just after the sunset, and the light was incomparably brilliant and beautiful.

Gu Mingxi sat alone under the pear blossom tree behind the house in a daze, his expression indifferent, and he had a feeling of being away with the wind.

No wonder Your Excellency has been restless.

There's nothing more desperate than not being able to catch the wind.

Gu Mingxi felt that someone was looking at him, and turned his head sideways to see that it was her, and was a little surprised, "You don't have to listen to Ah Pei in everything." ”

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