[282] I can not hold you
But the moment she wrapped her arms around his back, his body stiffened again like in the bathroom, and the next moment, he suddenly pressed her, pressing her whole body down on the sofa, clasping her wrists with both hands, so that her hands had no way to hold him again.
Kiki...... Other...... Don't hold ......," Jun Jinyan gasped and said with his body propped up on top of Xia Qi. Her hug, even if he is extremely eager in his heart, but the body will play the most direct reaction at the moment of hugging. Every inch of his body, his bones, his blood...... are rejecting this hug.
His wrist ached from his crush, and his breath blew on her face, hot and cold. And his eyes were no longer empty indifference, but filled with struggle, pain, and a deep self-loathing.
This kind of complex light in his eyes was something Xia Qi had never seen before. She once hoped that one day his eyes would no longer be so empty, as if they lacked human feelings. But when there was really so much emotion in his eyes, she couldn't stop in heartache, wishing she hadn't seen him like this.
"Sincerely, let me go, okay?" Xia Qi said softly, even though the force of his fingers at this moment almost seemed to pinch her skin and plunge deep into her bones.
"Kiki, I'm ......" he hesitated, afraid that once he let go, she would be angry and stay away from him.
She seemed to read his thoughts and said, "I...... Won't go away, won't ...... Suddenly hugging you, I just felt a little uncomfortable being pinched by your wrist like this. She explained, as if to soothe the panicked little beast.
His breath slowly calmed down, and he finally let her hand away little by little.
His hands were finally free, Xia Qi moved his wrists, and immediately felt another burst of pain. And Jun Jinyan obviously noticed it.
Staring at the bruise on her wrist that he had picked up, he lowered his head and stuck out the tip of his tongue, gently licking the bruising part.
Xia Qi was still lying flat on the sofa at this time, and from her angle, she could only see Jun Jinyan's head bowed and feel the dampness and heat on her wrist.
Lick it, and it won't hurt. That's what she taught him when he was a kid, and he's always remembered it.
"Alright, my hands are gone." Xia Qi said, holding Jun Jinyan's face again, so that his eyes were facing her face, "Are you really so afraid of me hugging you?" She asked grimly.
"I ...... I don't know what to do. He lowered his eyes slightly, trying to avoid her gaze.
"My hand, it's not those people's hands, are they?" She said softly, her hands slowly running from his cheeks down his shoulders to his chest.
The buttons on his clothes, when he was in the bathroom, were only half unbuttoned, and she continued to unbutton the rest of his clothes.
He didn't say a word, he didn't move, just quietly maintained his original position, letting her hand unbutton all the way to his clothes.
His chest and abs gradually exposed in front of her eyes. Fair and lean, as if carved from beautiful jade, it is so beautiful that it makes people sigh.
Xia Qi's hand gently touched Jun Jinyan's chest, and under the warm skin, there was flowing blood...... She propped herself up, and with a force, she pushed him down on the couch. At this moment, it became a posture of her up and him down.
He raised his eyes in a daze, and looked at her with some confusion.
Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan under him, he was lying on the sofa on his back, his bangs were slightly turned to the side, revealing a full and smooth forehead. The straight bridge of the nose, the slightly pointed jaw, and the rosy lip flaps against the white skin make his skin appear more and more clear.
His shirt was open and hung down at the sides of his body, and the skin on the front of his upper body was completely visible to hers.
Xia Qi leaned down and took the initiative to kiss Jun Jinyan's body, her fingers lingering on his body. She could feel his body stiffening, but he remained motionless.
This time, she didn't wrap her arms around his body, she just touched it. Now that you know where his heart knot is, then next, just slowly open his heart knot.
Xia Qi's lips, from Jun Jinyan's beautiful collarbone, slowly kissed the red on his chest...... His breathing became thicker, his chest continued to rise and fall, and his hands gradually tightened, as if he was restraining something, as if he was enduring something.
The tip of her tongue gently curled around his little red grain, and at this moment, she wanted to give him pleasure and pleasure, and wanted to make him forget those unpleasant memories.
His fair skin was stained with a layer of crimson because of emotion, and she gently spat out the red grains in her mouth, her fingers rubbing thinly, scraping at the top, and suddenly, a low moan, overflowed from his throat.
It's like a heavenly sound, so beautiful.
"Kiki......" he muttered, his body easily stirred up by her teasing. Feel her lips continue to wander over him, sliding all the way down.
His body was getting hotter and hotter, and all the blood seemed to be converging somewhere. I want to overwhelm her hard, I want to wear her body, completely possess her. But...... That kind of memory, but it keeps rolling in my mind.
The disgusting, run-down ......
His eyes were tightly closed, as if he had returned to the night of the day...... The body is under the control of drugs, like a beast, just thinking about venting, but there is no way to find her around.
Obviously, at that time, the lights were on, so that his body could not hide in the shadows in the slightest, but he felt so dark, as if the whole person had sunk into a bottomless abyss.
"You're clean, not dirty at all." Who is talking in that soft voice? Such a familiar voice was deeply engraved in his mind, and it would pull him out of the darkness......
Jun Jinyan gasped and opened his eyes suddenly, only to see that the belt around his waist had been unfastened at some point, his pants were half-removed, and the swelling was standing up hideously.
And she was looking at his hideous object, and lowered her head, and her lips were about to stick to his words......
"Kiki, don't!" He sat up jerkily and clasped her shoulders with both hands, preventing her from moving on