"Funeral, ......" There was silence in the sedan chair for a while, the tender and sweet atmosphere just now was gone, the emperor seemed to feel something, and without waiting for Xu Xun to speak, he raised his hand and waved. It's only in his thirties, what are you doing with these frustrating things? I know what you want...... But let's not mention that. ”

What else can Xu Xun say? She can't slap the emperor and force him to abolish the funeral, right? The emperor has said that he doesn't want to talk about it, what else can she do? Since the turmoil after the establishment of the post, the emperor has always been very thoughtful about all matters in the harem over the years, and Xu Xun has never felt that she has any great influence on him and can make him change the determination he has made.

It is estimated that it is useless to quarrel, if the quarrel last time made him no longer deceive himself, and he would understand the thoughts of the concubines, then this time, since he already understood, but he still seems unwilling to compromise, and if he quarrels again, maybe it will arouse his temper.

The emperor's tone was still very relaxed, and Xu Xun was not aroused, she analyzed the pros and cons, and gave up her plan to fight hard.

Emotionally moving? Slowly?

Thinking so, the Emperor spoke again.

"I know, you don't want to be buried...... You don't have to say any more. He seemed to be a little worried that Xu Xun would talk back to him again, and there was a wry smile in his voice, as if he was a little weak, "However, Xiao Xun, there are some things and some people, seeking common ground while reserving differences, you must think like that, I can't help it...... But what do I think, you can't control it, don't you always tell me that the three armies can win the commander-"

What does it mean to have no way?

Xu Xun's anger rose a little again, she took a deep breath, and did not speak—in principle, she was surrounded by the emperor. You can't win the ambition of the horseman, let alone the emperor? The emperor has made up his mind, and it stands to reason that she cannot interfere with his own thoughts. To be honest, he was willing to explain so softly, which was already very face-saving for Xu Xun.

The emperor glanced at Xu Xun, as if he could see her current state of mind, and he seemed to be quite proud—this may be raising the bar and talking about it, he said Xu Xun for the first time that he had nothing to say, so he repeated the same old tune. "So I said, so many years later, why talk about it now? Don't even mention it in the future, how unlucky this is......"

He tugged at the corners of his lips and smiled again, "Don't say it, this matter is still a litmus test...... What is the real character of this person, didn't he try it out at the first try? ”

Xu Xun thought of the ghost crying wolf howling in front of Jingyang Palace, thinking of the expression of her nature at that moment, and suddenly, she wanted to slap herself: how could the emperor understand, in his heart, what are these harem women? How do you have the mind to survive?

She twitched the corners of her lips, "Are you saying that if someone knows that he is going to be martyred, but can still serve you well without two hearts, that person is truly faithful?" ”

"Isn't it just that the king is loyal?" The emperor smiled, "It is said that the master is the sky, how many people can really do it?" Those who can truly make up their minds to live and die together are those who have excellent character, and those who are truly consistent in their hearts-"

Seeing Xu Xun's expression change, he hurriedly comforted him again, "You are also the same heart, you don't want to be buried, just say that you don't want to be buried, although there is still a difference of one or two points, you will not be able to enter "The Legend of the Daughters" in the future, but I don't expect you to care about this." ”

Xu Xun really couldn't care less, she only felt that these words were so ridiculous that she just wanted to laugh, and even so ridiculous that they shouldn't come from someone like the emperor, she wanted to ask the emperor: Don't you joke with me, right?

But looking at the emperor's expression, he really seemed to be telling the truth. He just wants to use the matter of martyrdom to find out the quality of these women around him. I really don't care about the funeral and want to be with him, my heart is the same, life and death go hand in hand, it is estimated that he will give her the most haode treatment and the deepest love...... And like her Xu Xun, if he doesn't want to be buried, he just said it, although he was not very happy, but he could also understand that he was still second-class after all.

The third class is that if you don't want to be buried, you must say yes. Concubine Yuan was unlucky, she was shot by this shot, Xu Xun intuitively estimated that maybe the queen was also asked like this, after all, the whole funeral turmoil was provoked by her, with the emperor's temperament, he was unlikely to miss the queen, and he had to test her.

As for the fourth class, that is, he is not even qualified to be asked this question, and he is not cared about by the emperor at all, and he doesn't care at all if he is willing to be martyred. I don't know what kind of class the concubines are, maybe they are struggling from the fourth class to the third class, how she will behave after being asked this question, Xu Xun can't predict it.

In the entire harem, she is currently regarded as the best treatment and the highest favor, and if there is a first-class appearance in the future, maybe she will fade and fall out of favor because of this...... But Xu Xun didn't care about this at all, not that she was sure that this first-class person could not exist in the world at all, but she felt that she ...... She felt that it would be an insult to herself to want to keep this second-class treatment. She now almost wanted to go back to the night of the Shangyuan Festival and give herself a big slap in the face, how could she think that the emperor's attitude softened so quickly, maybe because he understood a little bit of his own mind......

"Huh." That's all she had to do with that, and although it wasn't a good joke, it had to be celebrated.

The emperor glanced at her, just smiled slightly, he seemed to see her belly full of words, but he didn't give her a chance to speak, but got out of the sedan chair first, and said very lightly, "What about Zhuang'er?" Why don't you see him? ”

In a blink of an eye, Zhuang'er's second birthday is just around the corner, two-year-old children, the range of activities is much wider, and they also have their own ideas in case of trouble, Xu Xun came out of the sedan chair with the emperor, and naturally someone went back and forth, "Take Zhuang'er a little bit, go to the imperial garden to play, I'm afraid I'll come back soon." ”

While talking, sure enough, there were more than a dozen people and nurses, hugging Diandian and Zhuang'er, two stumbling little dolls into the yard, and when they saw their father, they cheered, ran over and bowed awkwardly, and said hello, "Daddy is well." ”

Waiting for the emperor to smile, "Well, Dad, okay?" ”

She raised her hand to ask the emperor to hug her, and replied crisply, "It's very good." ”

The three-year-old child, who is more sensible than last year, is taller than he is, not to mention, he is now better than before, because he is smarter than before, he knows how to bargain, and he gradually understands the meaning of "rules", at least now he will salute when he sees the emperor, but after all, he is still more stubborn than his sisters, and sometimes he is stubborn, and he is also earth-shattering. Even the emperor shouted that he had a headache and couldn't help it.

Zhuang'er was still young, and he didn't know how to salute, so he called out crisply, "Dad." Then he turned his head and stretched out his hand to hug Xu Xun, "Mother." ”

Xu Xun bent down to pick him up, causing him to giggle, and his lotus-like arms wrapped around Xu Xun's neck affectionately, "Mother, pick ...... today Picked flowers. ”

"What kind of flowers did you pick?" Xu Xun is not more energetic than the emperor, the two-year-old child has dozens of pounds, and her arms are numb after walking for a while, just when she is resting, she staggers with the emperor, and now she doesn't want to see the emperor's face at all. "Why didn't you bring it back to your mother?"

When Zhuang'er heard this, he turned around and pointed at Qi Yangniang, and said with a smile, "Yangniang, bad, take it." ”

Qi Yangniang stepped forward with a smile and explained, "I'm afraid that he will be broken, and he will be in a hurry if he can't send it back, so the old slave will help him hold it." ”

Zhuang'er listened to her adoptive mother's explanation, and while listening, she nodded with a smile. "Uh-huh."

As he spoke, he took a nameless wildflower from Qi Yangniang's arms and put it in Xu Xun's hand, "Send it to my mother." ”

Xu Xun couldn't help but take a sip on Zhuang'er's face, "Zhuang'er is so well-behaved." ”

Zhuang'er smiled, looking forward to pride in Xu Xun's arms, seeing that Xu Xun seemed to be puzzled, he pointed to the other side of his face and brought it up.

With the child here, no matter how stiff the atmosphere can be lived, not to mention that Diandian is not an ordinary child, as soon as she came back, the room was full of her voice, and she hurriedly told her father about the 'adventure' in the garden in the afternoon, "I saw the bee, and stopped at the side of my brother's face, and the grandmothers had bad eyes, so I didn't see it, I just, I went up and blew it, and it flew up." ”

was dismantled by Mama Qian with a smile, "Where is a bee, it is clearly a fruit fly." ”

nodded and pouted, blaming Mama Qian for talking too much, Xu Xun's eyebrows stood here, and the emperor hurriedly diverted the topic and said, "I'll take you to Xiyuan tomorrow, okay?" ”

Diandian and Zhuang'er cheered, and when they were happy, they invited the emperor to play tangram with her, wanting to fight a few cats and dogs, but Zhuang'er was not yet old, and he was a little sleepy when he came back from walking, and he felt sticky on his body, and shouted to take a bath. Both the emperor and Xu Xun were amused, "I've never seen such a clean-loving child." ”

When Zhuang'er came out of the bath, Diandian had already spelled a puppy, claiming to be a small dog that she particularly loved recently, and everyone said with a clear conscience, Diandian disrupted the plate, and put together a few more squares, and said, "I want to fight a dish for my brother." ”

Everyone laughed, everyone had fun for a while, the nurse just took the children down to eat, the emperor was happy for a day, and a little tired, and Xu Xun had dinner, did not do much, took a bath and washed his hair, dried his hair and read half a book, and then closed his eyes and slept, after a while he snored loudly, and the quality of sleep was not asked.

Xu Xun was difficult to fall asleep, she stared at the top of the tent with wide eyes, countless thoughts in her heart came and went, tumbling and rolling, as soon as she closed her eyes, countless thoughts came to her, Liu Jieyu, Han Lifei, Zhang Guifei, Lin Meiren, Guo Cairen...... The faces that had faded in her memory for a long time seemed to appear in front of her eyes again, either smiling or speechless, just staring at her coldly.

She once thought that this deep palace would take away everything from her, but not herself...... However, at that time, she was only twenty-four years old after all, and she didn't know enough about this shijie, maybe she didn't know enough, she didn't know, it turned out to be so difficult to stick to herself, she had always looked down on herself, who knew that with the passage of time, she gradually realized that she took herself too seriously when she was young, and she was really a very useless person, although she could decide the ups and downs of many people in a word, and even she might be able to ask the emperor to spare her own life, but she couldn't shake the heart of the person next to her, Such a simple thought can save dozens of lives, and in the future, this number will only be more.

However, he just didn't want to change, there was no reason, and he even knew that no one wanted to die with him...... He just doesn't want to change, he just doesn't want to.

He knew how much she hated martyrdom, how much he wished he would abolish this damned system, and with his eyes, what could he not see?

Xu Xun suddenly thought of a few months ago, and he helped spread the word...... He said that he was very good to her, but it was a pity that she treated him badly.

Hehe, she smiled silently at the top of the tent, and for the first time there was a clear resentment.

Not only to the emperor, but also to herself, really, just thinking of what she actually said to Hua'er on the night of Shangyuan, thinking that a few months ago she would actually be shaken by the emperor's expression and the persuasion of the grandmothers, she was extremely ashamed, and she hated to conjure a hole out of thin air to get in.

However, listening to the sound of the emperor's even and long breathing after falling asleep, looking at his sturdy back, Xu Xun couldn't help but sigh softly after all.

She closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep again.

Such a day is something to get used to after all, habit is the most powerful Liliang, and one day, maybe she can take his unwillingness for granted and turn a blind eye. Maybe then life will be much easier again.

After all, he was really nice to her, and in everyone's eyes, she should be satisfied, shouldn't she? In this palace, who did he treat better than her?

Since everyone sees it this way, maybe one day, she will suddenly become like everyone else - people live in the world and always have some hope.

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Since the emperor didn't mention it, and the concubine really didn't mention the funeral again, then the funeral turmoil was quietly dissipated, and the days continued to slide forward like water, the queen was busy planning the Xingnei school, Concubine Hui was busy taking her daughter, and the Jingci Immortal Master was busy cultivating...... The life of the harem can be said to be peaceful, the only thing that has changed is that the concubine palace needs a female official to teach a little literacy, and the concubine herself named and asked for the Han female history who was idle in the sixth bureau and one division.

After more than a year of domestic life, Han Nushi's Chinese has been spoken very proficiently, and there is no Korean accent, she saw Xu Xun, so she gratefully gave her a big gift, saying, "Since that day, I have not been able to meet my mother, thank you Shenen." ”

For a female history next to a low-level concubine, the opportunity to meet the concubine is rare, and the identity of the female history of Han is so sensitive, naturally she will not walk around casually. After the pillar storm that day, the two have not seen each other again. Han Guilan's head was knocked louder than ordinary people, and when she got up, her forehead was already red, Xu Xun saw it, and felt a little unbearable, so she said gently, "Why does a female history need to be like this?" It's just a gesture. ”

"During the period of time when the villain served by Quan Zhaorong's side, he often thought about the past in his heart, and he just didn't want to be martyred, and he acted like a gaffe and madness," Han Guilan's face was gloomy, "It's really embarrassing for the mother, if it is a different place, the villain may feel that he at that time has a faint sense of coercion." Please also ask the mother to know the truth, the villain was really anxious at that time-"

Xu Xun also understood her feelings, and she interrupted Han Guilan's self-confession, "If I don't understand, I won't help you." ”

Han Guilan still finished speaking, "Thinking about it later, in fact, there is no more way, even if you become a concubine, you can also take the road of Jingci Immortal Master to Chang'an Palace to become a monk......

She sighed softly, "I didn't understand the personnel in the palace at that time, but later I gradually understood a lot by Zhaorong's side, and I was really sorry in my heart, and I felt very sorry for my mother." ”

It seems that I guessed the turmoil during the time when I was sick a few years ago, after all, Concubine Yuan's fall from grace was a matter before and after, Han Guilan lived in the same palace with her, and she may have learned something from Concubine Yuan's mouth, combined with the situation of Yong'an Palace's sudden illness, guess and guess, it may be that it was in the matter of martyrdom that Yong'an Palace and the emperor had a dispute.

It turned out that helping her was simply because of her courage and fortitude, and everyone had the idea of not wanting to be martyred, but because of this, she didn't want to be a concubine, enjoying the glory and wealth that was expected to last at least twenty or thirty years, as well as the emperor's possible favor, this kind of heart is not something that everyone can have. Han Guilan not only did not want to be martyred, but also had the courage to express and fight. Xu Xun felt something, so he helped her, even if she caused trouble because of this, she didn't feel that it had anything to do with Han Guilan, let alone value her in her heart.

But after listening to Han Guilan's words today, she looked at her a little differently, the matter between herself and the emperor had never leaked out, she could guess the truth of the matter from Concubine Yuan's words, at least her mind was very meticulous, plus she was able to admit her negligence at that time, pointed out another way to go, and took the initiative to apologize for the trouble she brought to Xu Xun. Brave and wise, and can be regarded as treating people with sincerity, it can be said that it is a rare talent. - As for the excitement of hitting the pillar at that time, Xu Xun can still understand it very well, if it were her, she might have performed worse than Han Guilan, and maybe she would die with her own brother.

"Okay, it's all in the past." She waved her hand, "Isn't it good haode now, what are you doing with this?" ”

Originally, I was only going to find an excuse to ask Han Guilan to come over - to be literate, and Mama Qian was the most haode teacher. She wants Han Guilan, she doesn't value her talents, but just expresses her attitude towards the emperor to some extent, in the six bureaus and one division, the female officials who are not sent do not have much silver, in the palace, in addition to those around the palace concubines, there are also a lot of places where the general female history and palace maids use money, Han Guilan has no protection from Quan Zhaorong, life will not be very smooth, and when she arrives in Yong'an Palace, at least she can have a peaceful life.

But now, Xu Xun has changed his mind. "Please teach me a little bit of literacy, in fact, it's just a head, but I really don't have anyone here to use it, I don't know if Han Nushi can read and hyphenation?"

Han Guilan said, "Although the background is not noble, after all, it is also a Korean family, and when I was in North Korea, I could speak Chinese and make some poetry that I didn't understand." After coming to the dynasty, there is a gathering of literature and English here, which is much better than the homeland, and in addition to serving Quan Zhaorong, he often borrows books, which can be regarded as a rough understanding of literature and science. ”

Xu Xun asked her what books she had read, and Han Guilan reported a long list of dishes like the names of the dishes, according to the introduction, Confucian classics and everything have been recited since childhood, but the Korean literature is not prosperous, there are not many good teachers, she is just familiar with it, and she doesn't seem to understand the truth. But some daughters' favorite rhymes and poems are much more proficient.

Xu Xun asked her what kind of talent she had, and Han Guilan introduced it as nothing more than those kinds, all of which were better at grandmothers in the palace, and there were really not many advantages to be better than others. According to her own words, because of her sensitive background, she has nothing to offer, and she can only do some chores to help in the sixth bureau and one division, and no one pays for the errands.

To do the work of the six bureaus and one division, it is not just a person who can get started, the familiarity with all kinds of palace rules is one, the ability to be a person is two, and the third professional quality must also be passable. Just like Xu Xun's Yong'an Palace's several big grandmothers, Zhao Mama has been in charge of the accounts, and she will plan to plate and so on, although Xu Xun has taken her as a person, but it is impossible to use it rashly, she thought about it for a while, and then smiled, "A little stubborn, you have never given birth, I'm afraid you can't bring it, but Zhuang'er is there, he has a nurse who got sick and went out the day before yesterday, and there is no one else, so you can go over and take care of it." ”

Han Guilan's eyes flashed, and she said resolutely, "Niangniang, please rest assured, the slave will do his best and die." ”

Xu Xun didn't react at first, she only felt that she was very cautious in what she said, and when Han Guilan retreated, she suddenly came back to her senses, but she couldn't help but laugh dumbly: Although this little girl is smart, she is too young, so she doesn't want to think about it, if she has any thoughts, will few people around her use it? There is a shortage of people to this point, and you want to pull her into a raw person?

However, Han Guilan is not the only one who is more hearted, and Qi Yangniang is obviously not a big grinning solid eye. A few days after Xu Xun sent Han Guilan over, she came to look for Xu Xun, knelt down and admonished, "Niangniang, the slave has something to do, and I have been holding it in my heart for a long time. ”

"You say." Xu Xun guessed a little.

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